I'm chasing this doctor

Ruan Yu didn't know how long he had been kneeling. He just kept talking to his mother about what happened this year, about his grandparents, and about having someone he liked... just like every year.

Until Gu Yan said in that warm voice, "Ah Qing, I will come to see you next year."

Ruan Yu turned her head and raised her eyelids to glance at the man beside her.

It turns out that you also have a heart.

Ruan Yu looked at Gu Yan's red eye sockets and the obvious bloodshot eyes, and lowered his eyes again.

"Let's go." Gu Yan had already turned around and was about to leave.

Ruan Yu was still in a daze, until Gu Yan's back had begun to blur in the rain and fog, and he slowly tried to stand up while supporting the cold ground with his hands.

Her legs were so cold and numb that she lost all feeling, Ruan Yu took a long time to stand up with difficulty.

After taking two steps, he looked back at the photo on the tombstone again, his frozen white lips trembling and slightly opened and closed, "Mom, if possible, next time I want to bring someone I like to see you."

Ruan Yu lowered his head, his forehead hair wetted by rain fell down to cover his eyebrows and eyes, his emotions were hidden, only the white and bloodless lower half of his face and his tightly pursed lips could be seen.

After a long time, Ruan Yu raised her hand and stroked her wet hair casually, sucked her nose, and then opened her legs again, and walked out at a faster pace.

The atmosphere in the car on the return trip was heavier than when it came, the rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and Gu Yan was smoking cigarettes one after another in the car.

The rise in temperature inside the car made Ruan Yu's senses that had been lost due to the cold gradually clear up, and the tingling pain from his knee tormented his nerves.

The feeling of alternating hot and cold, coupled with the choking smell of smoke next to him, made Ruan Yu shiver unconsciously, with a buzzing pain in his head.

Ruan Yu followed Gu Yan into the house in a mess, Xia Wan had been waiting at the door with a towel, and when she saw the father and son entering the door, she hurried forward, "Oh, why did you get drenched like this, wipe it off quickly. "

Gu Yan took the towel and went upstairs without saying a word.

Xia Wan watched Gu Yan's back disappear at the stairs, and turned her head to help Ruan Yu wipe her hair, "Xiao Yu, go and change all the wet clothes, you'll catch a cold if you dress like this!"

"Thank you, Aunt Xia." Ruan Yu thanked her in a low voice, and walked barefoot into the guest room on the first floor, leaving a string of wet footprints behind her.

It's ridiculous to say that Xia Wan is the kindest person in this family to Ruan Yu. Of the five members of the family, she is the only one who has no blood relationship with Ruan Yu.

Whether it's out of guilt or pity, at least Xia Wan is sincere, which Ruan Yu can still tell.

Ruan Yu doesn't have her own room in Gu's house, so she can only live in the guest room on the first floor.

There was no separate bathroom in the guest room, and Ruan Yu didn't plan to take a bath anymore, but only changed out of the soaked clothes.

The dry and warm clothes carried a familiar smell of laundry detergent, which was the same smell as Fu Yuxi.

Ruan Yu lost all his strength and threw himself on the big bed, he missed Fu Yuxi.

He turned sideways, rolled himself up forcefully, buried his face in his knees and let out a low whimper.

"Knock Knock-"

There was a knock on the door.

Ruan Yu turned over and sat up from the bed, took a deep breath, hid the emotion just now, and walked to the door barefoot.

"Xiaoyu, give me the wet clothes you changed out of. I'll wash and dry them for you." Xia Wan stood at the door, looking up at Ruan Yu slightly.

As if afraid of Ruan Yu's rejection, Xia Wan immediately added, "Soon."

Xia Wan's character is not tall, her long hair is casually pulled behind her head, her well-maintained skin is smooth, and she looks at Ruan Yu...

Ruan Yu didn't know how to describe this gaze, because no one looked at him with such gaze.

Whether it's grandparents, or mother Yu, although they are all elders who love them, they don't look at me like this.

The only thing Ruan Yu can be sure of is that this look is kind.

"Okay, please trouble Aunt Xia." Ruan Yu stared at the fine lines at the corners of Xia Wan's eyes, then lowered her eyelids, and thanked her in a low voice, still without emotion.

Xia Wan took Ruan Yu's wet clothes, glanced at Ruan Yu's feet on the floor, frowned, and muttered, "Oh, why are you so barefoot. You child..."

After finishing speaking, he hurriedly went to the entrance to get a pair of slippers and handed them to Ruan Yu, "Auntie made ginger soup, you can come out and drink it later, to dispel the cold."

Ruan Yu didn't know how to respond, this seemingly ordinary warmth seemed so out of place in such an indifferent environment.

Xia Wan didn't seem to want to hear what Ruan Yu said, she turned around and walked towards the laundry room with Ruan Yu's clothes in her arms.

The moment Ruan Yu was about to close the door, he felt a gaze with an unusually strong sense of presence. He raised his eyelids, and Gu Shi was standing at the corner of the stairs, looking over viciously.

Ruan Yu never knew where Gu Shi's malice towards him came from, he didn't care, and didn't want to get to the bottom of it.

They looked at each other lightly for a few seconds, then closed the door to block off that sinister sight.

After coming out of the cemetery, Ruan Yu's head was throbbing with pain, as if a villain inside was beating him from time to time.

He lay back on the bed again, picked up his phone to distract himself, and ignored the excruciating discomfort.

Ruan Yu clicked on WeChat, and saw that 5 minutes ago, Fu Yuxi, who hadn't posted on Moments for thousands of years, actually posted three photos for the first time.

[Little Fat Claw is blooming. 】

Ruan Yu read the words written by Fu Yuxi first, and then clicked on the photo, only to find that the bear boy he brought home had blossomed.

A small orange-red flower actually bloomed between the chubby little paws, it was so cute that it almost melted your heart.

Ruan Yu stared at the photo back and forth several times, with a smile on his lips unconsciously.

Only then did he feel that he was still alive.

Ruan Yu saved all three photos in the photo album of her mobile phone, and was about to leave a comment for Fu Yuxi's circle of friends, when the door of the room was suddenly pushed open with a "bang".

Ruan Yu was startled, and threw the phone on the bed, frowned and looked at Gu Shi who was at the door, and asked displeasedly, "Has no one taught you to knock?"

"Tch." Gu Shi leaned against the door, raised his left eyebrow, and said darkly, "This is my house, why should I knock?"

Ruan Yu didn't want to argue with him, she should be the most sunny age, but Gu Shi always had a gloomy look, which made people uncomfortable.

"What are you doing?" Ruan Yu's tone was also quite blunt.

"My mother, let me invite you to have a bowl of ginger soup." Gu Shi was angry.

After Ruan Yu listened, she walked out in front of Gu Shi without looking sideways.

Xia Wan's boiled ginger soup was rich and strong, and Ruan Yu's back was sweating finely after drinking a bowl, and she felt much more comfortable all over.

After thanking Xia Wan, Ruan Yu just returned to the door of the guest room when she suddenly froze in place.

Gu Shi was in his room.

In his hand is his mobile phone.

When Ruan Yu was barged in by Gu Shi just now, he put his phone on the bed before he could lock the screen in time.

Ruan Yu didn't think there were any secrets in his phone, but Gu Shi's behavior made him extremely angry.

He rushed up to grab his phone back.

Gu Shi nimbly avoided Ruan Yu, held Ruan Yu's cell phone high, looked at him sarcastically and said, "Oh, my good brother, what is this?"

Ruan Yu looked up and glanced at the picture of Fu Yuxi on the screen of the phone—the picture of sleeping.

That should have been secretly photographed by Ruan Yu when Fu Yuxi was ill last time.

In the photo, Fu Yuxi was not sleeping very happily, frowning slightly, as if losing his temper, Ruan Yu's white fingertips poked on his brow, trying to calm those troubles.

The quilt only covered his chest, exposing Fu Yuxi's slender neck and slightly sunken collarbone.

There are many photos of Fu Yuxi stored on Ruan Yu's mobile phone, Gu Shi should have seen them all.

"Return, give, me!" Ruan Yu said every word, gritted his teeth.

"Are you angry?" Gu Shi continued to provoke, "Aren't you short-tempered? Don't worry, let's continue watching. What is this?"

Ruan Yu looked at Gu Shi and clicked on the WeChat chat box between himself and Yu Nan.

"Stupid | forcing younger brother?" Gu Shi read aloud, "So that's how my good brother introduces me to others!"

"I'm a fool, so what are you? A disgusting homosexual? A bitch who is willing to be slept with?" Gu Shi's words became more vicious and vicious, "Tsk, look at you I feel like throwing up all the chat records."

Ruan Yu clenched her fists, staring at Gu Shi with red eyes as if about to breathe fire.

"This pretty face is not in vain, brother, tell your idiot brother, how many people have you slept with?" Gu Shi took a step closer to Ruan Yu, and whispered in his ear The last sentence.

Ruan Yu punched Gu Shi in the face as if he couldn't bear it anymore.

Gu Shi didn't expect that Ruan Yu really dared to make a move, and he didn't even have time to dodge the punch.After reacting, he quickly started to fight back, "You fucking dare to fight me?"

The moment Gu Shi raised his hand, Ruan Yu took a step back, and Gu Shi only punched him on the shoulder.

Ruan Yu's breathing was suddenly stagnant due to the pain, and his injury on his left shoulder hadn't healed yet.

The 19-year-old Gu Shi was tall and strong, and when he punched without any force, Ruan Yu's painful face instantly turned pale, and cold sweat trickled down his forehead.

Ruan Yu bowed his back and slowed down, and when he straightened up, he snatched his mobile phone back from Gu Shi's hand and held it tightly in his hand.

At the same time, he raised his leg and kicked Gu Shi fiercely.

Gu Shi was used to being domineering and domineering, so he was naturally not in a disadvantaged temper, and the action of fighting back followed closely.

There was a lot of commotion between the two of them in the unclosed guest room. Xia Wan heard the voice and ran over, "Oh! What are you two brothers doing! Stop it."

After being called out by Xia Wan, Gu Yan also came down from upstairs, "What are you doing!"

"Dad, I'm going to drive this disgusting thing out!" Gu Shi yelled.

Ruan Yu was used to being good-tempered, but now she was trembling with anger from Gu Shi, her eyes were red.

"When I was young, what can I say about your brother!" Xia Wan hurriedly stopped.

"He's not my brother!" Gu Shi glanced at Ruan Yu, then raised his head and said to Gu Yan who was at the door, "He's a pervert, a homosexual."

Ruan Yu turned his back to the door, so he couldn't see the expressions of the people behind him, but he clearly saw Gu Shi and suddenly pulled out an almost crazy smile.

"Dad, such a thing lying under another man's body, in my house, you don't find it disgusting, but I do."

"Xiaoyu, you..." Xia Wan's trembling voice sounded behind her.

Ruan Yu closed her eyes, turned around, and looked directly past the shocked Xia Wan to Gu Yan at the door.

He saw disgust, hatred, and a flash of sarcasm in Gu Yan's eyes...

Ruan Yu's already cold heart sank a bit.

Gu Yan didn't even ask him a word, he had already acquiesced to Gu Shi's words.

"Yes, I like men." Ruan Yu's voice was a little hoarse, and he paused, "But I'm not a pervert. Love has no gender."

"Get out of my house, don't talk about such useless things!" Gu Shi yelled resolutely.

"Don't make others think so badly because of your own dirty, nasty thoughts." Ruan Yu seemed to have calmed down, and turned her head to Gu Shi and said flatly.

But if you look carefully, you can find that Ruan Yu's hands are shaking all the time, as if he was about to crush the phone.

Gu Shi, who was irritated by Ruan Yu's words, directly raised his hand and pushed Ruan Yu hard.

He kept yelling for him to get out.

Just as Ruan Yu was about to wave Gu Shi's hand away, Gu Yan, who had been silent all this time, suddenly spoke out.

"Ruan Yu."

"You really make me nauseous."

Hum, Ruan Yu's mind exploded.

He turned his head and looked at the man named father in disbelief.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Gu Yan suddenly laughed, "Why, do you still expect me to praise you?"

"It seems that I have been too gentle with you these past few years. Do you not remember what I said to you?"

"I'm so sorry."

Others could not understand this sentence, but Ruan Yu understood it.

Gu Yan regretted, regretted not strangling Ruan Yu to death.

"Go away. I don't want to see your face again."

Ruan Yu laughed, and Gu Shi looked at Ruan Yu like a madman, and the more he laughed, the more exaggerated he became.

Ruan Yu still remembers that she once longed for her father's love.

Maybe it's been in my heart for too many years. On the day when I was an adult, after returning home from my mother's cemetery, Ruan Yu drank alcohol for the first time. When he was drunk, he ran to Gu Yan and asked him tearfully, could he love himself like other people's fathers? Even if you only have half the patience you have with Gu Shi.

Although Ruan Yu was drunk, her consciousness was clear.

He looked at Gu Yan with an indifferent expression, and said the cruelest words, "It's ok. Go to the whole face, don't put a face exactly like Ah Qing's in front of me, I can do it. "

……

So when Gu Yan said that sentence just now, Ruan Yu suddenly felt that Gu Shi wasn't an idiot, but himself.

He laughed at himself for understanding too late.

He laughed at himself why he always had extravagant expectations.

Obviously so many times, why I just don't want to believe that my father is the person who hates me the most in this world.

Ruan Yu walked straight past Gu Shi, picked up her bag from the ground beside the bed, and walked towards the entrance.

She didn't even give Gu Yan a look.

Standing on the steps of the door, Ruan Yu wanted to turn around and say thank you to Aunt Xia again, but as soon as he stopped, Gu Shi, who was following behind him, seemed to be afraid that he would go back on his word, and pushed him hard, "Hurry up!" Get out, don't hesitate!"

Ruan Yu was staggered by Gu Shi's push and fell directly down the steps.

A corner of the phone screen was crushed, and the sharp fragments cut through Ruan Yu's palm.

Ruan Yu stood up without looking back, straightened her slender back, and walked firmly into the rain.

The author has something to say:

The author is still kneeling today.

To tell you the truth, I was also fooled by the knife, tomorrow, tomorrow I will let the old man come out to protect Ruan Ruan strongly!