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Qin Xijue has always remained calm, and has never lost control of his emotions.

Five days ago, he hesitated again and again and decided to take Ruan Jing to the hospital for an immunity test.

The indulgence of contemporary college students is fully reflected in Ruan Jing. He doesn't believe that the other party will have the ability to restrain himself when no one is watching.

I called the phone, it rang a few times, then hung up suddenly, and the phone was turned off when I called again.

At first, he thought that Ruan Jing was still angry about the topic of the collapse of the chat that day, so he sent another text message, but it kept showing that he hadn't received it.

No matter how angry Ruan Jing is, he won't hear back.

Qin Xijue went directly to the school dormitory, and his roommates were used to not being able to contact Ruan Jing, saying that this person often disappeared for a few days and then reappeared, maybe he was bored in the rented room to catch up.

He went to rent a house again and knocked on the door for a long time, but there was still no response.

Qin Xijue finally noticed something was wrong, and called Lin Bai, but the other party also turned off the phone.

As for Lin Rong, he took the opportunity to visit and asked Zhao Bin casually. After Zhao Bin thought about it, he said that Ruan Jing vaguely mentioned that he wanted to go on a trip with his friends.

Thanks to Qin Xijue's good self-cultivation and composure, he managed to maintain his expression.

In everyone's eyes, Ruan Jing is an adult, smart and quick-witted, with free behavior and will. He can go wild for a few days, even if he doesn't notify and contact outsiders, there is no problem at all.

But here at Qin Xijue, during the five long days when he couldn't find anyone, every minute and every second made his heart hang, making bad guesses repeatedly, until worry and anxiety began to burn in his heart.

Ruan Jing didn't know what was going on in Qin Xijue's mind, even a little inexplicable.He and Qin Xijue looked at each other across the road, the other's expression was too scary, he didn't dare to go over to say hello for no reason.

What happened to this ancestor...

He suddenly remembered that his mobile phone was broken, did Qin Xijue contact him during this period?

It's not so angry, it's only been a few days.

He hasn't seen each other for more than a month since that night... I didn't even think of contacting myself before.

Lin Bai couldn't hold back in such an atmosphere. He suddenly realized that Ruan Jing's cell phone was damaged by him, and his number was also changed. Mr. Qin couldn't find anyone for five days, so he probably wanted to kill him .

So he silently shrank behind Ruan Jing.

Finally seeing that the person came back safely, Qin Xijue was relieved in his heart, but the worry was relieved, and the fire that was stuck in his chest burned more clearly again.

He suddenly realized that with the current relationship between the two of them, there was no need to tell him where the other party was going, and in the eyes of the other party, it was really unreasonable for him to entangle after such a breakup.

Qin Xijue also knew that he shouldn't approach Ruan Jing so quickly, and his change of attitude has always made the other party suspicious, but ever since he couldn't hold back the approach, he couldn't hold back even a second.

Many emotions were mixed, and his heart had never been so chaotic.Ruan Jing was still standing there in confusion, his face a little confused.

He sighed in his heart, turned and left directly.

Ruan Jing was even more surprised. What's the matter with this man? He's still angry?

Lin Bai was dumbfounded: "Aren't you going to chase after me, Mr. Qin is very worried about your appearance..."

Ruan Jing scratched his head, very helpless, and a little annoyed: "Don't go, he's used to it."

Qin Xijue took a few steps, the moment of emotion just now passed, and he calmed down, only then did he realize that Ruan Jing had done nothing wrong, why did he treat him so coldly again.

So he suddenly stopped and looked back over there.

When Ruan Jing saw Qin Xijue looking over, as if he was waiting for him, the anger in his heart immediately dissipated, and he followed without thinking.

Lin Bai stood where he was: "..."

This scene is something that single dogs can't understand.

Ruan Jing followed him without saying a word, just walking behind him with a bunch of things.

Qin Xijue, who was walking a few steps ahead, suddenly stopped, turned back, took the dead thing in his hand, ignored him, and continued walking.

Ruan Jing: "..."

Back to Qin Xijue's house on foot, Ruan Jing came over after a year, but the yard didn't change much.

The flowers and plants are still being carefully taken care of, presumably by Qin Xijue.

After entering the room, Ruan Jing thought that he could talk properly after all, he watched Qin Xijue put things by the door.

"Have you ever looked for me, my phone is broken..."

Just as he was speaking, Qin Xijue suddenly walked towards him, seeing that he was getting closer, Ruan Jing was so startled that his words changed in vain, "Wait...huh?"

He was pushed against the door by Qin Xijue involuntarily, his back hit the cold pattern on the door, his lips were sealed, and all his breath was ruthlessly snatched away.

His eyes were wide open, his heart was beating violently, from disbelief to embarrassment, his shoulder blades were squeezed so painfully, but he insisted not to struggle away.

The opponent's restraint was rough and unquestionable, and he was forced to accept the long-lost relationship between lips and teeth, but the familiar rough breathing made him gradually calm down, and the opponent's movements became gentle accordingly.

After a while, Ruan Jing held Qin Xijue's face to prevent him from approaching any further. Those eyes were close at hand, and the strong meaning contained in them had not dissipated.Ruan Jing's breath was unsteady, he frowned and said in a low voice, "Qin Xijue, why are you crazy?"

He couldn't comprehend the sudden strength, the opponent pressed against him airtightly, his shoulder blades were hurt by the door, and he couldn't help taking a light breath.

Qin Xijue seemed to have finally calmed down a bit, his whole body froze, he pulled Ruan Jing onto the sofa, and said in a low voice, "...Let me see."

The commotion was intense, and the blush on Ruan Jing's face hadn't disappeared: "It's okay, what's interesting..."

But Qin Xijue hugged him involuntarily, raised the corner of his clothes, and lightly touched his shoulder blades, and he was relieved only after making sure that the skin wasn't broken.

Ruan Jing almost jumped up when he was touched.

No matter how tough Qin Xijue's contact was just now, it was the first time he had come into contact with a real person in this year. After that burst of surprise and anger, a certain familiar feeling slowly surged up uncontrollably.

Qin Xijue didn't notice it, and continued to rub his shoulder blades carefully, as if tasting a piece of fine jade.

Apart from the unexplained contradictions between the two, at this time, even after a year, they are still very familiar with each other's body.

Every breath of the other party is provocative, not to mention that Ruan Jing can feel more and more clearly that Qin Xijue is hugging him, and he can't help touching and breathing.

The next moment, both of them stopped moving. Ruan Jing realized something, his face flushed suddenly, his mind went blank, and he hurriedly tried to break away from Qin Xijue...

Unexpectedly, the other party did not let him go, hugged him tightly, and clinged to each other.

Ruan Jing took a heavy breath and dared not move.

Qin Xijue's hand slowly covered his eyes, and Ruan Jing suddenly grabbed the other's shoulder, his fingertips almost turned white with force, trembling: "You..."

He was trapped in the scorching darkness, and a restrained and light inhalation came from his ears, followed by a hoarse voice: "Don't move, don't talk."

After a while, Ruan Jing suddenly let go of his wrinkled clothes.

He gritted his teeth and breathed calmly for a moment, not daring to look at Qin Xijue's expression, lowered his gaze, realized something again, and closed his eyes helplessly.

Ruan Jing's anger had long since disappeared, but the person on his back seemed to be even less calm. He blushed and said in a low voice, "...reciprocity?"

Qin Xijue took a breath slowly, his voice was so hoarse that his heart throbbed: "You go first, go back."

Ruan Jing's ears were still red, he hurriedly got up when he heard this, tidied up his clothes, and then watched Qin Xijue walk into the bathroom in silence.

Qin Xijue leaned against the cold wall of the bathroom, the cold water meandering down from his well-defined chest, but his anxiety did not decrease at all.

He has never lost control like this before. From entering the door to just now, he was unilaterally provoking and coercing... At this time, he was in a bad mood, and he didn't know what he would do that the other party didn't want.

He raised his head and closed his eyes, sighing.

Unexpectedly, the next second, the bathroom door was suddenly opened.

Qin Xijue turned his head, Ruan Jing stood outside the door, looking at him.

Ruan Jing slept in a daze for a long time, alternating light sleep and deep sleep, until he fully woke up, the sky outside the window was already dark.

The room was also very dark, only the rare and bright moonlight could be seen coming in through the floor-to-ceiling windows. He turned over and took a hissing breath.

The person holding him was breathing slowly, as if he hadn't woken up yet.

He bent down with difficulty, found his own from the scattered clothes, fumbled for a new mobile phone, put the card in it, and turned it on.

The unset light illuminated his face, and the people behind him were awakened by the strong light, and the hand around his waist moved.

Ruan Jing lowered the light, skillfully connected to the wireless network here, and boarded the chat software.

Lin Bai sent a message, telling him and Qin Xijue not to quarrel, but to talk about what they have to say.

He had no choice but to think that the other party had to be willing to speak well.

The warm breath fell to the pinna, and the person behind reached out and held his hand holding the mobile phone, interlacing their fingers, guiding him to operate.

A hoarse and lazy voice also fell on my ears: "Add back the contact information."

Ruan Jing followed him and said, "Well."

The person in his arms was quietly playing with his mobile phone, with crow's wing eyelashes hanging down, giving him the illusion of being cute.

Thinking of this, the bloodless tooth marks on his shoulders still itch.

The corners of Qin Xijue's lips curled up, and he turned on the desk lamp.

Ruan Jing was dazzled by other lights, squinted his eyes, looked at him sideways, his soft hair drooped on the pillow, and did not speak.

Qin Xijue looked at him under the warm glazed light, touched his eyelashes lightly with his fingers, then moved down to sweep his lips, and then met his gaze: "Are you angry?"

Ruan Jing was angry: "Why are you angry, you won't say anything anyway."

The person lying on his back still looked tired, Qin Xijue stroked his soft lips thoughtfully: "Xiao Jing, my thoughts have never changed."

Ruan Jing rolled his eyes weakly: "That's right, thoughts and actions can be separated, and you are the only one."

Unexpectedly, as soon as he opened his mouth to speak, the fingers lingering on his lips inevitably touched the wet tip of his tongue, and the person in his arms blushed, and held his restless hand.

Qin Xijue rolled his eyes, Ren Ruan Jing held it.

Ruan Jing tilted his head and looked at him for a moment, his black eyes were moist and soft, suddenly he raised his head, kissed the corner of his lips lightly, and stroked his cheek.

"Xi Jue."

He agreed in a low voice, only feeling that he would be willing to do whatever this person asked him to do at this moment.

A serious look appeared in Ruan Jing's eyes, and he said softly, "I still want to be with you, let's think of a way, shall we?"

"Okay," Qin Xijue leaned over and kissed his temple hair, "Sleep for a while?"

After getting the exact answer, Ruan Jing yawned in satisfaction, put down his phone, and fell asleep again.

In fact, Ruan Jing didn't know that Qin Xijue had not only thought of a solution, but was already waiting for the result.

During the few days when Ruan Jing disappeared, Qin Xijue realized that wanting to be with this person all the time has surpassed his reason.

When I couldn't contact the other party for five days, when I watched Ruan Jing outside the courtyard by the window with the lights turned off a year ago, when Ruan Jing came to say goodbye at the graduation party, and the days and nights without the other party's participation...

They are all destroying his coldness that he thought he could hold on to until everything is ready.

Fortunately, the time is almost here, and the time has come.

He entered Lin Rong's ward, and for the first time tried to see if he could talk about his relationship with Ruan Jing.

There was no surprise on Lin Rong's face, as if she knew that this day would always come.

He also knew that if he made this request any time before, Lin Rong would definitely refuse.

But that time, Lin Rong was silent for a long time, sighed, and was finally willing to listen to him.

During the afternoon conversation, both he and Lin Rong spoke calmly, just like a normal chat.

Maybe it was because there was too much buffer time, or maybe both of them felt that it was inevitable.

Lin Rong didn't give an answer in the end, only saying that she would consider it.

In Qin Xijue's eyes, this was already a big step forward.

No matter what the result is, he will never let the person he loves be sad again.

The tears and distressed expression of this person a year ago have almost turned into the cold and heavy rain in this year's nightmare, falling all night and all night.

Qin Xijue quietly looked at the man in his arms who had fallen asleep again, gently stroked his eyelashes with his fingertips, and scratched his nose again.

Ruan Jing was disturbed for no reason in his sleep, and muttered a few words in dissatisfaction.

Qin Xijue's eyes softened, and he smiled slightly.