Refill with you anytime

The weather started to turn cold, and Ruan Jing didn't exercise much, often shivering from the cold after sitting in the studio for a long time.

Before returning to the studio this weekend, he changed a batch of clothes that could keep out the cold by the closet, and stacked them into the suitcase.

After packing, he dragged the suitcase out the door, and was about to say hello to the people in the living room and leave.

However, as soon as he appeared, Lin Rong and Zhao Bin, who were still talking before, suddenly fell silent.

The words he wanted to say froze on his lips, Ruan Jing looked over suspiciously, the two also looked at him silently, their eyes were a little strange, Zhao Bin's face was inexplicably serious.

It seemed that the conversation just now was not convenient for him to hear, but it was relevant to him.

Ruan Jing's heart skipped a beat.

He was busy thinking about his behavior in the past few days, and he didn't seem to have done anything wrong.If you want to say that what you hide in your heart is only the matter between him and Qin Xijue.

Will not be found out?

But on second thought, if Lin Rong knew about it, she wouldn't be as calm as she is now.

Forcibly showing indifference on his face, he asked, "What's the matter?"

Lin Rong forced a smile: "No, let's talk about things, have you finished bringing your things?"

Ruan Jing was slightly relieved.

Although she didn't understand, Lin Rong changed the topic on purpose, maybe she was thinking too much, maybe the adults were discussing some things at home, so she didn't ask any more.

The weather is getting cooler in the morning and evening. After sitting in the studio for a long time, the finger holding the pen is the first to feel the temperature change, and it will be tainted with the chill after being exposed for a while.

Ruan Jing remembered how he spent this time last year in the school studio.

Counting the time again, it turns out that the art exam is only more than two months away, and I can't help feeling that the time is too fast.

There is another important day recently, his birthday, which happens to be on Saturday.

The timing was not so coincidental, he was busy with homework in the studio, and everyone had to be busy with making up lessons, and he didn't have the habit of celebrating birthdays, so no one mentioned it.

I plan to skip it as low-key as in previous years. At most, I will buy myself something I like, and a little bit of ritual sense is better than nothing, and it will be over.

Unexpectedly, when Saturday evening class was over, Ruan Jinghuang walked out of the studio with a drowsy head, and saw a group of familiar people waiting outside.

He stopped in surprise, and his friends ran over laughingly carrying colorful gift boxes, surrounded him and said "Happy Birthday".

Qin Xijue walked at the end without any haste, smiling and handing him a gift box.

Ruan Jing was a little at a loss in the long-lost excitement, surprised and delighted: "Oh no, why do you..."

Lin Bai embraced him: "Hey, what's the matter with you, you didn't come to announce your birthday yourself, don't you want to get together with your brothers?"

"It's not interesting." Sun Qi also smiled and gave him the gift.

Shen Wei handed over the gift bag, and Ruan Jingmei took it over happily, glanced at it, and found it was a thick reference book with sharp eyes, and the voice of thanks immediately paused, unbelievable: "...you don't have to be so practical !"

Shen Hua smiled and hid behind Sun Qi: "You are going back to school soon, you have to keep up with your homework."

Really a gift with her personal touch.

"Thank you for reminding me." Ruan Jing was angry and funny, and he couldn't help lowering his expectations for other gifts. If he took out a stack of reference books, his blood pressure would soar. "Do we have any activities?"

Qin Xijue said at the right time: "The barbecue restaurant at Jiekou has reserved a seat."

Ruan Jingzheng was so hungry that he slapped his thigh and called out: "There is this sentence, it's worth it tonight, let's go..."

When everyone walked into the private room, Ruan Jing discovered that Qin Xijue was still holding a cake, and he couldn't tell where he bought it from the packaging.

Qin Xijue raised the box in front of his eyes, and showed off the colorful cakes: "It was made by the old lady and Grandma Su."

Ruan Jing was shocked. He thought this birthday would be an ordinary one, but he didn't expect everyone to be interested, and he felt a little embarrassed: "This is too troublesome..."

"Oh, that's so strange," Lin Bai couldn't help booing, "If it's so clear, you invited us to eat when you won awards before, are we embarrassed?"

Ruan Jing stretched his skin three feet thick in the familiar ridicule, and immediately climbed up the pole: "Okay, then I open it up to eat, and the menu is presented!"

When a group of friends get together to eat, eating is secondary, but talking is the most important thing.

Sun Qi chatted excitedly, and joked with Ruan Jing: "I was struggling with what gift to give, and I felt that what you lack is a girl... huh?"

——Before he finished speaking, Lin Bai and Shen Wei stepped forward to cover his extra mouth tacitly, and Sun Qi's exposed eyes revealed shock and doubt.

Ruan Jing laughed so hard that he almost fell off his chair, but his true partner, Qin Xijue, didn't care, and watched them make trouble with a faint smile.

Ruan Jing didn't explain to this steel straight man, but changed the subject: "Don't worry about it, old grandson, you should care about your progress."

Shen Wei's hands froze when she heard the words, and she glared at Ruan Jing with a blushing face, her eyes all complaining, "You are kind enough to help you, but you set me on fire."

Sun Qi didn't make a fuss after being asked this question, he just coughed and said, "I'm working hard, I'm working hard"...

Lin Bai sighed, and fully demonstrated which pot should not be opened and which pot should be lifted: "Hey, Brother Sun is also in a hurry here...huh?"

Immediately, the two parties covered their mouths and blinked innocently.

Sun Qi thought that he was talking nonsense, and waved his hand while the food was being served: "Eat, eat!"

Such delicious food can't stop your mouth.

The few people laughed enough, chatting while eating.

Ruan Jing ate the meat grilled by Qin Xijue himself, thinking that such a happy birthday should come once a year, the past years were wasted.

It wasn't until the cake was finished that everyone dallyed to leave the private room.

We said goodbye at the door of the store and went back to our respective homes.

Ruan Jing carried a bunch of gift boxes and got on Qin Xijue's bicycle, feeling extremely satisfied.

He took out his mobile phone and saw that Lin Rong had sent a red envelope to wish him a happy birthday, and said that he would cook something delicious when he came home on Sunday.

Lin Rong's reaction made him more determined to overthrow his previous guess, so he hurriedly replied a few words, promising to go home from the studio early tomorrow.

At the end of the chat, Ruan Jing poked his head and said to the rider, "Hey, can I go to your house to rub the bed tonight?"

Stayed at Qin Xijue's house on Sundays, and almost got used to the other party's bed in the afternoon nap.

Night Breeze gently stroked Qin Xijue's forehead hair, and the corners of his lips curled up: "Of course."

Ruan Jing stretched himself out in the cool night wind, and hugged Qin Xijue's waist, but the bicycle suddenly swayed, and it took a few seconds for him to stabilize.

Ruan Jing was still in shock, so he heard Qin Xijue helplessly say: "...don't mess around."

He couldn't help laughing out loud.

When I got home, the old lady was already asleep.

They walked back to the second floor lightly.

After washing, Ruan Jing rolled twice on the comfortable bed and yawned.

Qin Xijue's bed is moderately soft and firm, very similar to his own, and he has become accustomed to sleeping here recently, and when he lays on it, he feels a familiar sense of belonging, which makes him feel drowsier intermittently.

Qin Xijue locked the door, turned off the headlights on the roof, and turned on the night light by the bedside. In the whole room, only the headboard of the bed was enveloped in a ball of warm glaze.

Ruan Jing was lying on the bed and playing with his mobile phone on his back. Seeing that Qin Xijue was also on the bed, he asked with a smile, "Is it your game tonight?"

Qin Xijue: "Why don't you guess it's someone else?"

Doesn't he know those friends yet? Ruan Jing: "Come on, they can't hold their breath, they have already jumped up and down in front of me."

Qin Xijue couldn't help laughing, and looked down at him: "Is there any reward?"

Ruan Jing paused for a few seconds.

Behind him was a soft and comfortable bed, and outside was the quiet and deep night, his lover's eyes fell on his face like feathers.

He put down his phone and smiled quietly: "What do you want?"

Qin Xijue blocked most of the light from the little night light, which made him face the light, and he seemed to smile slowly: "Think for yourself."

Ruan Jing pretended not to see the meaning in Qin Xijue's eyes, and thought to himself: "I'll cook something delicious for you tomorrow?"

Qin Xijue didn't answer.

Ruan Jing: "Draw a new avatar for you? My drawing skills have improved in real time."

Qin Xijue raised his eyebrows, his gaze sank.

Under the obvious gaze of the other party, Ruan Jing couldn't help it, and his mouth was dry: "Then..."

Qin Xijue sighed imperceptibly, leaned down, kissed the endless lover, and forcibly ended his performance.

Ruan Jing yearned for the softness of his back, lying down and refusing to get up.

Qin Xijue's leaning posture seemed to accommodate him, but actually let the opponent take the lead, and he was completely controlled by the rhythm.

He gradually lost his mind in a burst of warm suffocation, the night in the night light was particularly alluring, the light and shadow were disturbed for a while, and only the other party's gradually heavy and messy breathing remained in his ears.

Suddenly, he was not only satisfied with being wrapped in the other person's breath, but also had those unbearable desires and desires to touch him. He couldn't help wrapping his arms around the person in front of him, letting the body temperature stick close to him, and then inserted his fingers into the other person's hair.

Until he noticed that a corner of the clothes on his side waist was slightly raised, and the familiar caress was carefully lifted up under the cover of the clothes. The fingers were scorching hot, and the scorching heat left on the skin made people sigh silently.

Ruan Jing looked at those burning eyes that melted into the night, and the emotion that was no longer concealed inside was revealed. His heartbeat accelerated for no reason.

Presumably my eyes are the same as it.

He trembled slightly, and said in a low voice: "Baby, don't you want to say something?"

The rough breathing paused, then stopped by his ear again, and the warm breath fell into the cochlea.

"Happy birthday, congratulations on becoming an adult."

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When Ruan Jing woke up, the people around him had disappeared.

The curtains were not drawn, and the room was dimly lit, making it difficult to tell the time.

The drowsiness didn't dissipate, he touched the bed beside him, there was still a lingering warmth.

Turning over in the comfortable quilt, he looked at the dimly lit ceiling, and after a while, his consciousness gradually became clear.

After a few seconds, there was only one word left in my heart.

shit.

Ruan Jing came out of the bedroom and heard movement from the kitchen on the first floor, presumably Qin Xijue was busy.

After a few minutes of mental preparation, he dawdled down the stairs.

Even though he had already lightened his steps and came around the corner, the people in the kitchen still looked back.

The two looked at each other, and some fragments of last night emerged in their respective minds involuntarily.

Ruan Jing stepped on the wrong stairs and almost fell down.Busily pretending nothing happened, he held on to the hand guard on the stairs, his heart throbbing suddenly because of the accident just now.

It was a blessing in disguise, those scenes were scared away.

It wasn't just Ruan Jing who was abnormal.

Qin Xijue turned his head back with difficulty, his thoughts not only did not stop, but also slipped around in certain memories, stopping at the most impressive moment - someone's voice and a subconscious kiss fell on his chest intermittently on the tip of the ear...

It seems that you are still crying?

The time of being absent-minded is too long, and the fried eggs in the pan are unwilling to be ignored, and they are confused.

He hurriedly shoveled it out and dumped it into the trash can.

Ruan Jing was in a great mood, ignoring the discomfort in his body, humming a song and unwrapping the gift he received last night in the sunny living room.

Fortunately, not a bunch of reference books.

When he opened his boyfriend's gift box, he opened it expectantly, and was shocked on the spot, it turned out to be an electronic drawing board.

Still the latest style.

The shyness in Ruan Jing's heart was also squeezed out of the sky by joy, and he ran to the kitchen with a cheer, hugged Qin Xijue from behind, and kissed him on the cheek sternly.

Whispered happily in his ear: "I love you!"

Then he happily ran away to continue playing with his gift.

Qin Xijue was raided early in the morning, and the other party didn't seem to hold any grudges.

After a few minutes of silence, he dumped the second fried egg into the trash can.

Ruan Jing can guarantee that this is the happiest birthday he has ever had.

Back home, he enjoyed Lin Rong's big meal again. Zhao Bin even bought him new sneakers, which he took over arrogantly while Zhao Jie was whining.

After I was ready to put it on, I came to show off in front of Zhao Jie's eyes.

He returned to the studio in a good mood with everything going well, and happily swiped his paintbrush among a group of depressed classmates, even drawing one more homework every day.

It made the roommate suspect that he was under too much pressure, and the strings in his mind were snapped.

Recently, the weather has changed and the weather forecast has been on the rise, and I can turn my face several times a day.One moment it was sunny, the next moment dark clouds dared to hit the field.

Ruan Jing's happiness was also like the changing weather. The days of joy lasted until noon on Thursday, when he suddenly received a call from Qin Xijue.

Qin Xijue usually wouldn't call him during class, but if he called suddenly, it must be something urgent.

He ran out of the studio in a hurry, before he could tease a few words, Qin Xijue's voice was low and something was wrong.

"Xiaojing, come see the old lady off."

The joy that Ruan Jing had planned to slowly digest in his heart suddenly fell to the ground and shattered.

He slowly opened his eyes.

After Qin Xijue said this, it seemed that someone was looking for him, so he hung up the phone in a hurry.

Ruan Jing didn't bring anything back to the dormitory, and eagerly asked for leave with the teacher, and ran out of the studio to take a taxi to rush back.

After getting off the car, he rushed to Qin Xijue's house in a hurry, thinking of the old lady's gentle smile and dry and warm hands all the way, the shock and sadness in his heart were uncontrollable, he wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, turned around the green corridor, saw At the door of Qin Xijue's house...

The old lady stood there.

Ruan Jing: "..." Unable to take back the sadness in his chest, he hiccupped helplessly.

Although I didn't understand the situation, I also realized that it was not the worst situation I thought, and the big stone in my heart fell to the ground.

He walked over, and Qin Xijue was talking to a couple, they were Xu Feng and his wife who brought the old lady over.

But the solemn faces of the three made Ruan Jing's heart sink.

Seeing him coming, Qin Xijue walked over with a worried and tired look on his face.

In recent days, the old lady's illness has become more and more serious. Qin Xijue still planned to ask an aunt to take care of her, but just this morning, the old lady took the initiative to call Xu Feng and his wife, saying that she was going back.

When Xu Feng and his wife heard this, they rushed over immediately.

They were not as aggressive as before, and although they still had a bad face, they asked Qin Xijue about the situation of the old lady carefully.

After Xu Feng left that time, he called several times to pick up the old lady, but the old lady refused.

Later, I found out that the old lady was living a good life here, and my heart was sour, but I didn't force it anymore, I just let her live for a while.

In fact, Ruan Jing could tell from the old lady's untouched bank card and the fact that she was in good health except for illness, that Xu Feng and his wife treated their relatives as jerks, and treated their own mother as well.

Qin Xijue must have understood, so this time when Xu Feng and his wife came, he did not stop him.

Xu Feng and his wife went to the house to help the old lady pack her things, and Qin Xijue also entered the house.

Ruan Jing came to the old lady and called her softly.

The old lady looked at him with a clear smile in her eyes. As soon as his nose was sore, he knew that the old lady was still awake.

Ruan Jing said softly, "Grandma, let's hire an aunt...you can continue to live if you like, aren't you very happy here?"

He felt more and more uncomfortable, and at the end, he held the old lady's hand a little anxiously, and there was some water in his eyes.

The old lady held him back and patted his head: "Ruan Ruan, I'm staying here because I don't want Xijue to be alone. He has you and friends, so I don't worry about it. I've had a great time ... I'm not in good health, and I can't cause any more trouble."

Ruan Jing hurriedly said, "Why are you causing trouble? We are very happy that you are here... I will come back from the studio soon, and I can visit you often..."

He always feels that time is still long, and everything will have a long future.

The old lady sighed silently, and some watery eyes appeared in her gentle eyes. She didn't speak, but just took out a handkerchief, and gently wiped the corners of Ruan Jing's eyes.

Then shook his head.

Ruan Jing stood silently at the side, watching Xu Feng and his wife pack the old lady's things into the car.

Qin Xijue stood beside him silently, presumably feeling uncomfortable.

He knew that Qin Xijue was naturally reluctant to part with the old lady, but in this matter, the almighty Qin Xijue was powerless.

It's not that he doesn't have the ability to take good care of the old lady, but that he doesn't have the ability to make the old lady not worry about him.

It's a pity that although the old lady was confused at times, she could measure it accurately when she was sober, and came to the conclusion that if she lived any longer, the two children would continue to pay extra.

Money, energy, and time.

Ruan Jing knew that the old lady would continue to be taken care of properly when she went back there.

But Qin Xijue was lost and found again, and he had to bid farewell again.

At their age, there's not much they can do.

The old lady was supported and was about to get into the car.

Ruan Jing and Qin Xijue stepped forward to see them off.

The old lady stopped suddenly, raised her head and looked around blankly, as if she didn't understand what she was doing now.

The disease relapsed.

Just as Xu Feng was about to say something, the old lady's eyes stopped on Qin Xijue, as if she suddenly recognized him, she laughed and asked, "Xijue, what do you want to eat tonight?"

Ruan Jing couldn't hold back, and quickly wiped away his tears.

Qin Xijue's eyes were also red, and after a few seconds, he replied: "Just cook what you like."

Grandma nodded happily, then looked at Ruan Jing again: "Ruan Ruan also come to eat together, I remember your favorite dishes."

Ruan Jing tightly grasped the corner of his clothes before nodding his head with difficulty.

With a gentle smile on her lips, the old lady put her silver-white hair behind her ears, and got into the car gracefully.

Fortunately, she doesn't know where the mountains and rivers are going, and she doesn't know when to see her again.

Until Xu Feng's car disappeared around the corner, Ruan Jing couldn't bear it anymore, and raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face.

Qin Xijue sighed, pulled him into the house, and just as soon as the door was closed, he put the little crying bag into his arms.

He was also sad at first, but the person in his arms seemed to be even more sad, crying like this... Sadness and heartache intertwined for a while, and his mood was hard to calm down.

Fortunately, I can draw some warmth from the person in my arms.

Ruan Jing buried his face in Qin Xijue's arms, letting his emotions run wild for a moment.

He knew that half of his sadness was due to the old lady's departure, and half was because he felt sorry for Qin Xijue.

The two hugged silently, as if they were supporting each other.

After a long time, Qin Xijue was afraid that he would be bored, so he raised his face, lightly brushed the wet eyelashes, and carefully wiped away the tears.

Qin Xijue: "I'll go see the old lady after the holiday."

Ruan Jing responded dully, thinking why he still needed the other party to comfort him, and felt a little embarrassed.

He held Qin Xijue's hand and raised his head.

"Qin Xijue, remember, I will always love you."

Qin Xijue was taken aback for a moment, the eyes of those who looked at him were still watery, full of seriousness and firmness, no room for doubt.

After a long time—

"Yes, me too."