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Lin Bai and others wailed again in the small group, and Ruan Jing realized that the summer vacation that he had never experienced in the slightest was over.

Even though he was not in the tense atmosphere of the start of school, he also realized that there was only one year left in his high school career.

In this way, nearly half of the time for the training camp has passed. While he was working hard, the time passed without realizing it. Looking back at the trajectory, he has made a lot of progress through painful grinding.

Shen Wei's transfer to the art class seemed to cause quite a stir in the class.

Among the art classes in No. [-] Middle School, art students and physical education students are inserted in ordinary classes, and only music classes are held separately.

So Ruan Jing flipped through the class group before going to bed, and saw that they were all hugging Shen Wei's thigh and crying "Squad leader, don't leave us" on the screen. Let’s bask in the sun together.”

Ruan Jing couldn't help being a little funny.

The small group was not so noisy. Not long ago, Shen Wei was brought in. When everyone talked about this matter, it was a bit different from playful seriousness.

Seeing Ruan Jing appearing, Shen Wei suddenly asked him: "Why did Brother Jing choose to paint in the first place, and persist all the way?"

Ruan Jing, who was lying in the dormitory of the studio, was taken aback for a moment, thinking about it.

In fact, many people like one thing since they were young, and they only regard it as a hobby. It is probably within the plan, and there are more important things than it.

But Ruan Jing was different. He knew that painting was his favorite, so he hardly hesitated when faced with choices all the way.

Instead of constantly trying to make mistakes, he prefers to choose a path and go on without changing it.

Because of this choice, he had also argued with Lin Rong, but his determination did not allow any concessions, and his stronger mobility made him go on this road long ago.Lin Rong slowly turned to support him.

Ruan Jing's distracted gaze slowly returned, and he replied, "Because I don't want to choose other paths. After choosing, I didn't look at other paths."

Because he likes it, he is willing to devote more energy and time.

Even if it is a little more tiring than ordinary high school students, because of it along the way, the harvest is always much more than the effort.

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In the past few days, both Ruan Jing and Qin Xijue were worried about another thing - the old lady's condition became more serious.

Ruan Jing only heard from Qin Xijue that the old lady would fall ill, and he didn't see it with his own eyes, but judging from Qin Xijue's description these days, the situation is not optimistic.

Although the old lady never ran around when she was sick, she just stayed in a daze quietly, and the frequency has increased recently, Qin Xijue also asked for a long vacation from the bar.

The two took the old lady to the hospital. The doctor changed several medicines with higher doses. After that, they could only ask the family members to take the old lady for a walk often and talk to her more often.

After all, this kind of disease can only be slowed down by drugs, and cannot be completely improved.

Outsiders seem to be watching the patient walking towards the cliff. All efforts can only slow down her walking speed, but she still has to walk over after all.

This weekend, Qin Xijue and Ruan Jing planned to take the old lady to a nearby park for a walk.

Ruan Jing got up early in the morning and came to Qin Xijue's house to cook breakfast. While waiting for the food to come out of the pan, he glanced at his phone and found Shen Wei excitedly announcing in the group: "I convinced my mother!"

Everyone congratulated, and Sun Qi came out and asked, "Is it because you cut it first and played it later?"

Shen Wei: "What do you cut first and then play? This is called strategic performance!"

"She asked me to promise her that I would never give up for anyone in the future."

Ruan Jing was taken aback.

About Shen Hua's mother, he had heard a few words from Lin Rong a long time ago.

When she was young, Shen Wei's mother was versatile, her singing voice and dancing attracted attention. She had the opportunity to develop on a broader stage. After she got married, the other party asked her to give up, so she put it on hold forever. Later, she divorced, and she must have regretted it.

Probably, she raised Shen Wei alone, and felt that these things could not bring a stable life to girls, so she was not allowed to follow in her footsteps.

Unexpectedly, Shen Wei's persistence was beyond her imagination, no matter how recklessly she immersed herself in her studies, it just proved that neither side would be left behind.

In fact, it wasn't just Shen Wei. As soon as he arrived in the third year of high school, Ruan Jing found that the people around him had obviously changed their attitudes towards learning.

After Shen Wei transferred to another class, he was very busy with cultural and art classes, but he didn't regret his choice. Sun Qi seemed to be influenced by Shen Wei, and he was able to calm down and study. No one played with Lin Bai, so he reluctantly began to attend the class .

Even Qin Xijue, who was already diligent and excellent, worked even harder.

All of a sudden, everyone had deeper thoughts about the future and fell into a subtle sense of urgency.

Ruan Jing previously thought that being with Qin Xijue would feel a lot of pressure, but in fact, Qin Xijue's cherishment of him made him full of confidence.

The other party felt that he was good in everything, and he also had the courage to face anything.

He doesn't need to change himself, and he doesn't need to cater to the other party to catch up.

He is happier.

The noodles in the pot turned an attractive color, and Ruan Jing regained his senses, and divided the noodles into three bowls filled with soup.

He quickly fried three golden eggs and laid them on top of the noodles.

Today's old lady is in a good mood, and she changed into the new clothes Qin Xijue bought for her a few days ago. The comfortable bean paste green fabric made her look calm and elegant.

Ruan Jing helped carry the chair behind the old lady, and admired her sincerely.

The old lady was happier.

The three of them went out after breakfast. Qin Xijue booked a car at the gate of the community and went straight to the gate of the park.

Apart from this illness, the old lady is in good health and her legs and feet are fine, so she is very suitable for walking around outdoors.

The park in summer is the most beautiful, the flowers are blooming lively, and the shade is pleasant. From time to time, there are playful children running past with balloons, and there are some scenic spot stalls selling colorful wind chimes and windmills. Once the breeze passes, Happily turning around.

Ruan Jing helped the old lady, listening to the old lady identify the flowers and plants around her all the way, when he passed by an ice cream shop, he glanced casually.

Qin Xijue suddenly asked, "What flavor do you want?"

Ruan Jing looked at him in surprise, and couldn't help but laugh: "Chocolate... Where's grandma?"

The old lady was studying the colorful ice cream on the signboard a few steps away. She seemed to have never touched this kind of thing before, so she hesitated and said, "White."

He seemed to read the deep suspicion from the eyes of the old lady looking at other bright colors...

Qin Xijue nodded and walked towards the small shop.

Ruan Jing and the old lady waited at the side, the old lady smiled slightly, quietly looking at her grandson's back.

He suddenly thought of the question that had troubled him and Qin Xijue for a long time.

Taking advantage of the old lady's good mood, Ruan Jing asked tentatively: "Grandma, I still remember that when you decided to stay, you said that Xijue was very similar to his father?"

However, what he didn't expect was that the old lady answered him directly without any hesitation.

"Very tough. Although I have always disapproved of his father, they are all the same, able to hold on to what is cherished."

Ruan Jing was taken aback for a moment, he could hear the compliment from the words, presumably he was satisfied with Qin Xijue's tough attitude to guard the house at the beginning.

The two had preconceived ideas before, and their guesses were based on the premise that the old lady didn't like Qin Xijue's family. They didn't expect Time to peel it off, revealing a deep-seated warmth that is not easy to show.

The three ate ice cream and continued to wander around in the summer scene.

When the ice cream was finished, I walked to the playground in the park.

The bursts of laughter seemed to be stained with sunshine, and the air was filled with the sweet fragrance of popcorn, which made the people in it feel better.

Ruan Jing noticed that the old lady had been staring at the carousel curiously, so he bought a ticket and sent an invitation to the old lady: "Grandma, will you play with me?"

The old lady agreed with a smile.

The two sat side by side on the wooden horse, and the wooden horse slowly rotated. Ruan Jing waved excitedly to Qin Xijue who was below: "Take some pictures!"

Qin Xijue couldn't help laughing, raised his phone and pointed it at them, framing the two people in the colorful lights in the camera lens.

After passing by the skating rink, Ruan Jing forcibly dragged Qin Xijue into it.

There are too many people around, in order to avoid bumping into each other, the two walked hand in hand.

The music in his ears turned into the whistling wind, and Ruan Jing hugged Qin Xijue openly among the crowd of tourists, and when he looked up, he saw the bright smile in the other party's eyes.

The fun time lasted until the afternoon, the old lady seemed a little sleepy, and the three of them were going to go home.

Ruan Jing went to pick up the stored bag, and when he came back, he found that Qin Xijue's face was serious.

Ruan Jing was taken aback for a moment, and his cheerful steps faltered before he walked forward.

The smile on the old lady's face disappeared, leaving only a breathless indifference.

He and Qin Xijue looked at each other silently, their hearts skipped a beat, and the happy atmosphere of a moment ago was gone.

Ruan Jing walked up quietly, and called softly and tentatively: "Grandma."

The old lady who had been treating him tenderly turned her head and looked over. The strangeness and lack of expression in her eyes made him feel as if he had fallen into an ice cellar.

This was the first time that Ruan Jing saw the old lady fall ill. She forgot everything in such an instant, as if she was isolated from the whole world. She could no longer see the people who cared about her, and she also forgot who she was.

Ruan Jing stood there in a daze for a moment before he was unable to realize that there were too many things in this world that were irreversible and there was no way around it.

Such as human growth, aging, and death are like a one-way car. Once you step on it, the rest is a long farewell.

The two returned home with the old lady. When they went out, they were happy and warm, but when they came back, they were only dignified and depressed.

Fortunately, the old lady took the medicine obediently, went back to her room and fell asleep.

Qin Xijue sat down on the sofa in silence.

Ruan Jing felt uncomfortable, and it must have been worse for Qin Xijue. He used to stand next to him silently, and when he was about to speak, his cell phone rang.

He took it out and saw that it was an aunt in the community. He was taken aback and picked it up.

After listening for a few seconds, he frowned, thanked him hastily, got up anxiously and walked out: "My neighbor said that he saw my mother fighting with someone else."

The aunt saw Lin Rong going out to buy things, and there was a man walking around looking for trouble on the road, and then it seemed that a fight broke out. She chased after her but found no trace, and there was no reason to call the police. No one answered Lin Rong's phone, so she had to Call Ruan Jing.

This news undoubtedly made the situation worse, the already depressed mood aroused the anxiety even more, and the whole heart hung up again.

Ruan Jing left the house in a blink of an eye, Qin Xijue saw that the old lady was fast asleep, and drove Ruan Jing home on a bicycle.

Ruan Jing kept calling Lin Rong all the way, but there was no response, and his mind became more and more flustered. Many bad conjectures appeared in the bursts of "no answer", and he was so anxious that he was at a loss.

The bicycle went straight to the side of the corridor, and Ruan Jing hurried to the elevator, but unexpectedly bumped into Lin Rong and Zhao Jie who were waiting for the elevator.

His face froze in shock and panic, and he stared at his mother for a moment.

Lin Rong looked at him who was panting strangely: "Xiao Jing? Didn't you say you won't come back for dinner today?" She saw the person behind her again, and greeted with a smile, "Ah, Xiao Qin is here too, stay here Let's eat at home."

Qin Xijue: "..."

Ruan Jing wiped his face, what's going on, his heartbeat still hasn't calmed down yet.

In the elevator, Lin Rong listened to Ruan Jing's description, showing helplessness: "The thing...it is indeed like this, after a few arguments, the man didn't do anything, just scolded a few ugly words...but later... ..." She glared at Zhao Jie, "This kid rushed up and started fighting with someone in his arms. That kid is about your age, but he's so skinny that he looks malnourished. Hey..."

Looking at Lin Rong's sad face, it is estimated that Zhao Jie did not suffer much.

Ruan Jingshen took a deep breath and looked at Zhao Jie in disbelief.

Zhao Jie didn't even lift his eyelids to look at him, and looked at the elevator door without reflection.

Ruan Jing said a thousand words and didn't know where to start, so he could only hold back a sentence: "No...then why don't you answer the phone?"

Lin Rong took out the broken phone: "The kid ran away after being hit a few times, and this kid chased him desperately. I hurried to pull him back, and accidentally broke the phone... Hey, How did you behave when you were two hours old?"

Ruan Jing: "..." Come on, he doesn't have such a mallet, he hits it directly after a few beeps.How old is this little bastard, and his physique is just beginning to emerge.

Ruan Jing's sorrow has nowhere to say, and his mouth is bitter.

Lin Rong didn't realize how thrilling her son had gone through. Xiao Qin, whom she had been talking about for a long time, finally came to eat at home, and was very happy: "Xiao Qin finally came to our house... What do you two want to eat?"

Ruan Jing was angry: "I don't want to eat anything."

Zhao Jie seemed to find fault: "I want to eat, sweet and sour fish."

Ruan Jing was not happy with this strife and jealousy, and was about to say the habitually arrogant "Did I ask you?", thinking of Zhao Jie's previous behavior, he held back.

This tone is not up or down, but it makes him uncomfortable.

The elevator fell into an eerie silence for a moment.

The four of them walked into the house, Lin Rong put down her things, and asked Zhao Bin to tell the boy about it. The domineering little bastard immediately lowered his eyebrows and hugged Lin Rong's waist and acted like a baby.

Lin Rong lost most of her anger.

Ruan Jing's anger was like a balloon leaking air, and it disappeared early along the way.At this moment, he felt physically and mentally exhausted, and took Qin Xijue back to the bedroom without saying hello.

After closing the door, Ruan Jing absently picked up the odds and ends on the table.

Qin Xijue sat on the bed, saw that he hadn't spoken for a long time, thought he was angry with Zhao Jie, and comforted him, "It's a good thing that Auntie is fine... If you don't want to eat at home, I'll take you to eat something else?"

In fact, on the contrary, Ruan Jing suddenly found that he didn't care so much about the fact that his mother didn't belong to him alone.

Maybe he can accept the two father and son subconsciously, maybe he also has a unique person of his own, and this person can accompany him for the rest of his life.

So what about the hustle and bustle outside that doesn't belong to him, he doesn't care about it anymore.

Seeing that he still didn't speak, the people behind him reached out and gently pulled the clothes on his lower back.

Ruan Jing paused, stretched out his hand out of nowhere, and locked the bedroom door silently.

He turned around and saw Qin Xijue raised his eyebrows, the surprise in his eyes flashed away, and then a knowing smile appeared.

Ruan Jing stepped forward, knelt on the bed beside Qin Xijue with one knee, held his face in his hands, and for the first time took the initiative to press the warm softness.

He noticed that Qin Xijue's breathing became disordered in an instant, and he even reached out to hold his waist.

He knew that he was a little anxious, and he trembled a little at times, and at times lost his composure, as if making Qin Xijue's breathing even more chaotic.

A few seconds later, he suddenly felt dizzy, and his back felt soft, only to realize that he was being pressed against the bed.

The other party seemed dissatisfied with the flirting just now, and couldn't help leading the rhythm. A deep and long kiss finally ended with hot lips falling on his Adam's apple.

Ruan Jing shivered because of the temperature on his Adam's apple, and held Qin Xijue's face on his back.

The rough breathing of the two was intertwined, quiet and turbulent, and the eyes that were close at hand were dark and dark.

With a hoarse voice, Ruan Jing whispered, "Qin Xi Jue."

Qin Xijue lowered his eyes, and stroked his lips with his thumb: "Huh?"

Ruan Jing smiled lowly: "You are really strong."

The two looked at each other and smiled.

The spirit slowly returned to its position, and Ruan Jing realized that the posture of the two of them was not good.

He was wearing short knee-length sweatpants. After the up-and-down shifting and involuntary emotion just now, one leg was kneeling around Qin Xijue's waist, and half of the pants slid down, revealing half of his thigh.

I don't know whether the person above me is intentional or not, one hand just rests on the smooth skin.

Only when he realized this posture, a strange and unstoppable heat and intolerance spread to his limbs, Ruan Jing was taken aback for a moment, and immediately understood what would happen in the next second, and hurriedly pushed Qin Xijue.

He blushed even more in panic, but his voice was urgent and soft: "Get up quickly..."

Unexpectedly, Qin Xijue straightened up when he just opened his mouth, Ruan Jing glanced at him from the corner of his conscience, only to hear that the other party took a breath of restraint, trembling slightly uncontrollably.

He is also the same as himself.

Ruan Jing touched his nose stiffly.

It seems that since recently, the two of them have always had the feeling that they can't stop the car when they get close...

Not to mention what will happen if you can't hold it, the current location and timing are not suitable.

The eyes of the two met silently, and they both saw an unquenchable fire in each other's eyes.

The room seemed to suddenly become smaller, immersed in the breath of the other party, as if it couldn't calm down no matter what.

The movement across the door made Qin Xijue wake up a bit. He coughed, but his voice was still hoarse: "...I'll go back first, and someone has to watch the old lady when she wakes up."

Ruan Jing answered vaguely: "Ah, good, let me know if you need anything."

Qin Xijue nodded, subconsciously wanted to touch the other person's head, but held back, afraid that he would not be able to hold back if he touched again.

The two got out of bed respectively, with their backs facing each other, and calmed down their chaotic heartbeats by arranging their clothes in silence.

It wasn't until a moment later that they all went out with a flat face.

Qin Xijue didn't care about etiquette education any more, bid farewell to Lin Rong at the entrance, and left without waiting for a reply.

Ruan Jing only sent him to the elevator door.

Lin Rong chased them out, glanced at the door that had been locked for a long time, and finally opened it, and then looked at the silent backs of the two. She wanted to ask something, but a little doubt appeared on her face.