Younger brother can't be bothered

His body was covered with a blanket, and Shan Mo slowly opened his eyes. He didn't distinguish between dreams and reality for a while, and saw Fu Siyan beside him, and whispered, "Aren't we eating? Where is this?"

"my home."

"..." Shan Mo rubbed his eyes with his hands, and then looked at the surrounding scene, very familiar...

The fuzzy picture in his mind also became clear. He confused the timeline. It turned out to be a dream, and he saw the previous scene.

It's just that Fu Siyan's appearance is more gentle than that time.

When I went out, I still had a cold face, why did my attitude improve so much after I came back?

Shan Mo knew that he had misunderstood Fu Siyan, but he still couldn't say any words of apology. Over the years, he had become a habit of being stubborn in front of Fu Siyan. Will hide and tuck.

It was just a dream, but it made Shan Mo's heart gradually soften, and he seldom recalled the past, because the gap was too great, Fu Siyan was far from perfect as he thought, and he even did things to him. many shameless acts.

"What did you dream about?" Fu Siyan asked, carefully covering Shan Mo with the blanket, for fear that he would catch a cold, the sky was approaching dusk, and the temperature difference between day and night was several degrees.

"Nothing." Shan Mo sat up without looking into Fu Siyan's eyes, and said again, "That matter... I misunderstood you, but you have done similar things many times..."

Fu Siyan did a lot of things that threatened him, all of which were to find reasons to keep him. In fact, if Fu Siyan did not do such things, but treated him sincerely, the relationship between the two of them would not be deadlocked. over the years.

Shan Mo had already put Fu Siyan in his heart.

"Ah."

"..." Seeing that Fu Siyan actually admitted it, Shan Mo didn't know what to say.

"If it weren't for that, you would have left me long ago."

Shan Mo rarely showed his feelings to Fu Siyan, except for the time when he came back from Yu Huai and gave up, he told Fu Siyan about his feelings. Maybe he hid it up too well, or maybe Fu Siyan was too observant. Weak, before this, Fu Siyan didn't know that Shan Mo liked him.

Shan Mo thought of him and Fu Siyan at that time, paused in his heart, and said in a deep voice, "How could I leave, I just want to make myself better, so that I am qualified to stand by your side. Everything I do is to get closer to you."

"..."

"Otherwise, I will be like an ordinary person. I can only regard you as an idol, which is out of reach. When the time comes, I will see you on the screen, and then I will listen to your fans talking about you. Maybe I will buy a few posters of you Take it home, at that time, you will definitely not have time to see me again."

"..."

"Do you understand this kind of mood?" Shan Mo finally raised his head, and his eyes turned red unconsciously when he said these words. He once regarded Fu Siyan as a belief, and all his efforts were for not being here in the future. Falling like a meteor in the human world.

"..." Fu Siyan never knew about it, he simply thought that Shan Mo alienated him, and then climbed up to others.

He thought that Shan Mo was like everyone who wanted to be famous, he would pay any price, but later he realized that Shan Mo didn't care about fame and fortune, otherwise why would Shan Mo lose his temper when he proposed to adopt him? Shibu bought a flat for Shan Mo, but Shan Mo didn't accept it.

Shan Mo had never said these words to him before. At that time, he thought that Shan Mo hated him. Since he hated him, then he should hate him thoroughly. It’s fine as long as he doesn’t leave his sight. Anyway, he’s just looking for someone who wants to , the body fits abnormally, and Shan Mo is very obedient, he will not be too involved in his life, and will not start greedy for affection like many people who are close to him after a long time.

Shan Mo also thought about it, but after thinking about it for a long time, she gave up. People, how can they not have self-knowledge, but want something that should not belong to them, and they will be punished.

There was low laughter in the empty room. There was nothing to hide this feeling. Fu Siyan accepted it if he could accept it, and pulled it down if he couldn't accept it. Prepare for the worst.

This way there will be no disappointment.

Without expectations, there can be no disappointments.

Fu Siyan sat next to him and didn't speak for a long time. He was in a normal mood, but he was not calm. He couldn't find any emotions to express, joy, sorrow, sigh, and sorrow.

Joyful because Shan Mo cares about him so much, sad because he didn't realize it, and did a lot of bad things to Shan Mo, lamented because now he finally understands, and sad because he doesn't know how to make up for it.

So many complex emotions, I used to have them too, I have always been indifferent to the things around me, and I finally understand that in this life, I will always meet someone who is worthy of my gentle treatment.

After all, people are used to living in groups, and no matter how lonely they seem, they long for someone who will always be with them by their side. When they can't find them, they can only continue to be lonely.

"I'm difficult to deal with. If you really want to be with me, I don't want to have a secret relationship. At that time, your fans may object, and the media will definitely play it up. It's not good for your future. Your company will definitely It will also be affected. At that time, there will be opposition from family members and various voices of abuse. I don’t care much. I don’t have a job. My parents live in a small county and rarely pay attention to these news. It doesn’t matter if Shan Wen knows about it. He will understand me." Shan Mo tilted his head and looked at Fu Siyan, "So, you will still be with me?"

Make all your worries clear, lest this is poison wrapped in sugar wrappers, and you will die if you eat it.

This is the problem that Shan Mo has been worrying about for a long time. Even if he can get along with Fu Siyan for a while, how will he deal with himself afterwards?After experiencing the taste of honey, you can no longer drink ordinary boiled water, and it is better to have nothing at all.

I still have to live in the days to come. If I saw someone else beside Fu Siyan, Shan Mo couldn't even imagine that kind of situation, so he made it clear that he didn't want to have a secret relationship, let's make it public, let everyone know, and not Like Ye Yan last time, it was only released by the media, and he asked Fu Siyan to tell the public himself.

His greed is worse than anyone else.

He has endured it for too long, and he will forget that he didn't want to be a hopeless body in the beginning.

"Forget it if you don't want to, I'll just pretend that you didn't say what you said in the car." In fact, he is not sensible at all, and he doesn't want to be sensible, but life always makes people unable to make the choices they want.

Shan Mo turned her head, and before she could laugh at herself, someone grabbed the back of her head and gave her a lingering kiss.

"This is my answer."