straight to heaven

I have a partner.

The target is Pei Yanlai.

Frankly speaking, after waking up from this bed, the first thing I wanted to do was to post a circle of friends to tell the world.But the rustle of touching the mobile phone woke up Qianmian's fresh love partner.

In the blink of an eye, the phone was pulled out of my hand and thrown down.Thankfully with carpet around the bed, it landed softly and unscathed.

"...you're awake." I felt guilty for my hotheadedness.

Pei Yanlai was breathing heavily, she closed her eyes and said nothing.

I thought I got sick from the rain yesterday, so I went up to touch his forehead to test his temperature.

cold.

Before I could breathe a sigh of relief, he opened his eyes.His gaze was like a cold blade, and the air pressure was very low.

Those who know current affairs are Junjie.With my five senses sharp, I quickly figured out that Jin Chan would get out of its shell and walk down the bed, but it still didn't run away.Pei Yanlai grabbed my waist with one arm and dragged me back.

"It's only five o'clock." His voice was very deep, and I always felt a bit like gnashing of teeth: "Aren't you sleepy?"

It's five o'clock, and I have only slept for less than two hours. Why am I so awake.

"I do not……"

"I'm sleepy."

I kind of want to run.

Pei Yanlai was too close to me, and the warm breath hit the back of my neck. I always felt that my heartbeat was too heavy and loud, and he would hear it.

"Did you sleep well?" I coughed twice, and soon realized that this person's insomnia habit had been engraved into his DNA. It was strange to nod at this time, so I changed my words: "I'm next to you, will you sleep?" no?"

Before I got an answer, Pei Yanlai covered my eyes.

"Sleep." The second half of his sentence was vague: "Open your eyes and look at me..."

I was silent for a moment, but after two seconds, I still couldn't hold back: "That's fine."

"Lin Xiaoshan." Pei Yanlai patted my waist.

I really still overestimated myself, and gasped in pain.I pulled off his hand and closed my eyes: "Really, I'm going to sleep now."

But today is destined not to sleep peacefully.

The bedroom hadn't been quiet for 2 minutes when someone's cell phone rang again.Pei Yanlai and mine have the same model, so I couldn't tell whose ringtone it was.

Pei Yanlai closed his eyes, and sat up from the messy quilt. His back muscles were fierce and beautiful, and against the light, they looked like smooth and beautiful ridges - there were a series of marks left by me on his back shoulders.

It's his cell phone.

"Hey."

He answered the phone, not knowing what the other party said, his face changed a little.

"Okay... I've made a note." He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and gave him a look of coming. During the call, his tone was gentle and steady, very reliable: "Miss Hu, don't worry, we will be there later."

Miss Hu...

Miss Hu?

The drowsiness disappeared, and it was the early morning of May, but I broke out in a cold sweat.I sat up in a jerk, my damn eyes were swollen like lanterns from last night's uncontrollable tears.

I covered it with my hands, and waited until Pei Yan came to hang up the phone before asking, "Is it Hu Chunman's call?"

Pei Yanlai nodded, and walked to the bathroom wearing only a pair of pajama pants: "Yes."

There was a sound of water, and Pei Yanlai also had the habit of taking a bath in the morning.My heart tightened, and I followed him: "What's wrong with Old Hu?"

He turned off the water valve to make sure the sound reached my ears clearly.

"It's nothing, the doctor said there is a new treatment plan. Hu Chunman contacted you half an hour ago, but you didn't answer. Come with me later."

Only then did I breathe a sigh of relief, and picked up the phone. Sure enough, there were three missed calls from Hu Chunman.

"……it is good."

The Lexus is still under maintenance. Fortunately, Pei Yanlai still has a BMW, but he hasn't driven it much, and the car still smells of leather.

It was five o'clock in the morning when we received a call from Hu Chunman.I didn't go to bed until three o'clock, and Pei Yanlai, the unlucky guy who engraved insomnia into his DNA, was even more difficult to say—not to mention that there was a big living person next to his pillow.

As the saying goes, men will always have endless warmth at such a juncture. For example, at this moment, my concern for Pei Yanlai has almost reached its peak.

"You were tired last night, take a break and I'll drive."

I just opened the driver's door, but Pei Yanlai threw me into the passenger seat by the collar.

"Fasten your seat belt," Pei Yan glanced at me, showing outrageous compassion from certain angles.He closed the car door and paused every word: "You rest."

This anger was inexplicable, I retracted my hand for no reason, and sat down, but my back hurts...it hurts everywhere, and the word "like sitting on pins and needles" is very vivid at this time.

It took me a long time to realize that men are the most taboo to be said this, and it turns out that Pei Yanlai is not immune.

I explained without confidence: "I was afraid that you didn't sleep well, so I..."

The mind is smaller than the tip of a needle.

Pei Yanlai lowered her eyes and glanced at me again.

"Okay, okay." The man was able to bend and stretch, and I muttered while watching him press the button of the car window to ventilate: "I'm very tired, I'm taking a rest, I'm resting..."

The hospital is not far away, but the dawn is getting earlier and earlier at this time, and patients in the garden downstairs have already been brought out by nurses or children for activities.

On the chair at the door of the ward, someone was sitting hunched over, resting his face with his hands. There was only a thin layer of stubble on the top of this person's head, and he might have fallen asleep.

She raised her head, and I was very surprised to find that it was Hu Chunman.

Hu Chunman's dark circles are too obvious.Maybe it was because I was too surprised, she rubbed her head and smiled, somewhat embarrassed: "Long hair is hard to manage, I think it's a waste of time, so I shaved it."

From the perspective of traditional mainstream aesthetics, Hu Chunman is not exquisite and beautiful, but her head is shaved, but her skull looks good.I praised her sincerely: "It's beautiful."

"Thank you." She smiled, then looked at Pei Yanlai who was beside me: "Lawyer Pei."

Pei Yanlai nodded, with a gentle expression: "Hu Lv is awake now?"

"Ah." Hu Chunman came back to his senses and nodded: "Awake, after hearing the doctor's treatment plan last night, he kept nagging about seeing you. I really had no choice but to bother him early in the morning."

"It's okay, contact me anytime. If Assistant Lin doesn't answer the phone, it's the same as calling my number directly." Pei Yanlai smiled, full of consolation: "Then I'll go in first."

Lack of sleep made me distracted, seeing Pei Yan come to push open the door of the ward, I blinked and followed behind him.But he paused, turned his face slightly, and from my perspective, I could only see the end of his extraordinarily beautiful eyes.

Pei Yanlai didn't say a word, but I knew it was a signal to stop.

I stopped and reminded in a low voice: "Hu Li should be low on energy, pay attention to the time."

He nodded: "I know, don't worry."

Only Hu Chunman and I were left outside the door.

The atmosphere was a bit awkward, so she asked casually, "Assistant Lin, are you not going in? Although my dad didn't mention it, I think he wants to meet you."

"Pei Lu and Uncle Hu have something to talk about. I can't help if I go in. There are many people who are noisy, which affects his rest."

"That's it." She was silent for a while, then pointed to my cuffs, and reminded: "Your sleeves fell down."

I froze for a moment before looking down.Sure enough, one side rolled to the forearm, and the other side grew to the second phalanx.

I put my clothes in the washing machine last night and forgot to take them out, and they were so wrinkled and totally unwearable.I was in a rush when I went out in the morning, so I had to take out a sportswear from Pei Yanlai's closet and put it on, but this guy's frame was a size bigger than mine, so the sleeves and trousers had to be rolled up to fit.

I straightened my cuffs: "Thank you for reminding me."

Hu Chunman said, "You're welcome."

"The treatment plan..."

Hu Chunman blinked his eyes: "It's a protein therapy, with mixed reviews. For some reasons, it hasn't been put into the market on a large scale. Some patients say that the control effect is very good, and some just..."

I quickly understood what she meant - there was a risk.

I asked, "Uncle Hu, what does he think?"

Hu Chunman shook his head and smiled wryly: "I don't know what he's thinking either. I haven't figured it out before."

"..." This is a delicate word, so it is inconvenient for me to answer it.

Life and death are too heavy, and in the hospital, all emotions are silently amplified.

We didn't know each other well, and Hu Chunman was physically and mentally exhausted after being with me for too long, and I talked less when I was short of sleep. After this conversation, no one spoke for a full 10 minutes.

The silence was broken by noise from the next ward.There was a lot of noise, and the accents were two foreigners, but soon, the nurses in the nurse's station were alarmed, and they were extremely skilled in pushing the door to stop and persuade them to make peace.

Hu Chunman explained: "It's the son and daughter-in-law of the old man next door. The old lady has advanced bowel cancer, and now she has problems eating, and her wife doesn't care about things. His son's seriously ill old lady left all to his wife, and he went there a few nights ago... , was caught by his wife. I have been here for so long, and I can see them quarreling almost every day."

no one.

"The joke I made will disturb the rest of other patients..." I couldn't help but quietly yawned, trying to be as polite as possible: "It's not very good."

Hu Chunman looked at me with subtle eyes.I looked at her for two seconds, and she looked away first.

"Sorry." She said suddenly, "Did I disturb you in the morning?"

"What?" I thought she was talking about affecting sleep, and unskillfully reassured: "I usually get up around this time, it's fine."

But Hu Chunman's cultural background is more open than domestic ones.

"Here." She tapped her earlobe, revealing the first sincere smile of the day, which is always teasing: "I'm sorry, I was too excited in the morning, Lao Hu often fell asleep, I can only Call at that time."

"..."

I froze for a moment, hesitated for a moment before touching the side of my neck, the touch was indeed different from the surrounding skin.The location of the trace is relatively hidden. I walked in a hurry in the morning, and I didn't realize that Pei Yanlai had left such an obvious mark.

Before I could figure out how to answer Hu Chunman's words, the door of the ward was pushed open from the inside.Pei Yan came out and closed the door again, Hu Chunman and I stood up.

"Sleep again." Before Hu Chunman and I could speak, Pei Yanlai spoke first.

"Are you done talking?" I asked.

Pei Yanlai nodded.

Hu Chunman's expression was a little gloomy, "He's been getting sleepy very easily recently." She raised her head and asked Pei Yanlai, "How do you see his condition?"

Hu Chunman is not tall, so Pei Yanlai lowered his head slightly, and replied: "After staying in the hospital for a long time, it's normal to get tired easily. Hu Lu is very clear-headed, and he was in a good state just now."

Hu Chunman finally showed a little smile: "What did he say about the treatment?"

Pei Yanlai replied: "He meant to try it out, and I'll handle the transfer."

I was taken aback and asked, "Where are you going?"

Pei Yanlai turned her eyes to me: "It's still in this city, but it's a private hospital. It's just that after three courses of treatment, another operation is required."

I don't know if Hu Chunman was relieved or had other emotions, she pursed her lips and said nothing.

A warning bell sounded suddenly in a ward not far away, and soon a group of nurses ran over, followed by a doctor in a white coat, and his back disappeared around the corner.

The corridor outside the ward seems to always be filled with such an atmosphere, with delusional thoughts in hopelessness, and survival in helplessness.

"By the way, I'm so busy and confused. You two rushed over so early, haven't you had breakfast yet?" Hu Chunman recovered, and said, "There are quite a few breakfast spots downstairs, and I just went to buy some."

Pei Yan came to stop him: "Don't bother. Assistant Lin and I have to go to work, so we don't want to stay here any longer. Just go downstairs and have a bite to eat."

Hu Chunman hesitated a little.

I also said: "Let's go first, contact me if you have anything..." I paused, looked at Pei Yanlai, and changed my words: "Contact us."

Speaking of this, Hu Chunman is not polite to us anymore.

Pei Yanlai and I got off the elevator, found a shop opposite the hospital, and ordered two bowls of tofu nao.

I stirred Lu away and asked, "It's not convenient to ask in front of Hu Chunman just now, how is Lao Hu?"

"The condition is not bad." Pei Yanlai told me: "But there are not enough samples of this control therapy, so it's hard to say what the final effect will be."

Hearing this, I sighed silently, tilted my hand, the sound of the spoon hitting the bowl was crisp, and a nonsense slipped out of my mouth.

"Would the situation be better if we cooperated with the treatment earlier?"

Pei Yanlai hummed: "He's overworked, and it's rare to be able to control it to this extent now."

"..."

Fate is impermanent, I didn't intend to be a dead end, but when I thought that one day I would die, and Pei Yanlai would die too, I suddenly couldn't accept it.

"Pei Yanlai," I picked up the spoon again, and told him with a serious attitude, "I'm going to quit drinking."

"what ever."

I was very serious: "Drinking alcohol hurts the liver, you and me."

Pei Yan came to look at me, but didn't speak at first.His silent posture when he is not smiling is ruthless, but truth is the most precious, I like it very much.

For a long time, he didn't speak until I was blushing and heartbeating when he saw me.

"no sooner said than done."

I stared at him for a while, and couldn't help snickering when I lowered my head to drink the tofu nao.

"no sooner said than done."

I was the one driving the car when I returned to Dingrun, this time Pei Yan came to have no objection.He was resting on the back of the co-pilot's seat.

Probably because he didn't have a good rest, he didn't open his eyes until he was about to get out of the car, frowning, the air pressure was very low.

Since I was spilled coffee last time, I have kept a set of shirts and trousers in the office cabinet as a spare.I was a little hesitant: "There are a lot of germs in the hospital, I'll go home and wash the clothes, and I'll give them to you tomorrow."

Hearing this, Pei Yanlai looked at me in surprise, and it took him a long time before he said "hmm" in a nasal voice, and said, "No rush."

I know him.

It's normal for me to push forward. I didn't pretend to be stupid and followed him home at night, maybe it was something unexpected by him.

Yes.

He was right.

If possible, I would definitely pack my luggage and roll into the spacious, bright and well-decorated flat floor to live with Pei Yanlai without saying a word. Of course, if he wants to move to my shared house, I have no objections at all.

But I lacked love in my childhood, and when I grew up, I went to the extreme of a dedicated personality.Thinking that there was a living person lying beside me, Pei Yanlai might suffer from more severe insomnia, so I decided to bear the pain and sacrifice myself for him.

...Even Narcissus must be greatly touched.

I don't have a lot of work today, and I can get off work at 05:30.

I put Pei Yanlai's sportswear into a bag. I checked whether the hickey on the side of my neck was well covered by a Band-Aid. I was about to leave when Li Xiaoxiao stopped me.

"Shan'er—"

This sentence was called nine bends and eighteen bends, and my goosebumps fell all over the floor in an instant.

Li Xiaoxiao flattered: "I see that you have clear bones, excellent appearance, proud spring breeze, tender and delicious..."

"Say something straight."

Li Xiaoxiao grabbed my arm and dragged me out: "Do me a favor and treat you to dinner later."

"I'm quitting drinking, don't hurt me."

"Quit drinking? You're free." Li Xiaoxiao didn't care about me, and didn't delve into it: "I'll give you a red envelope, big red envelope, okay?"

Although the ancients said that rich people should not be prostitutes, but I plan to move to another place to live recently, and I have no savings after paying back the money to my mother, so money is indeed a bit tight.

Being able to bend and stretch is also a valuable quality, so after hesitating for two seconds, I said, "It's...not impossible."

Greed is indeed the devil.

If I had known that Li Xiaoxiao's destination was a bridal dress shop, I would never nod it today, no matter how big the red envelope was.