I was on the clouds

There was a pile of orange peels on the coffee table.

It's strange, she didn't eat the orange, where did the orange peel come from.

Didn't you roll down the stairs?Why are you lying on the bed at this moment.

Thinking began to lag again, and the questions in his mind whirled lightly, and were quickly suppressed by unknown forces.

Maybe it's time for meds again.

Although her situation is not very optimistic now, she is mostly under control, but medicine cannot solve all the problems, otherwise there would not be so many people who give up their lives because of depression.

The cell phone rang, and someone called her. After she answered it in a daze, the other end of the cell phone was silent for a long time. Soon after, a man's hearty laughter came from the microphone.

This person is Ye Xi’s second uncle, Ye Decheng. When the paper mill closed down, Ye Decheng immediately went to the United States, and then went to Australia. Now he has opened an advertising company in the United States. The income is also very considerable.

He said: "Ye Xi, Second Uncle will take you to the United States, and you will wait for me there."

Ye Xi asked: "Why did the second uncle come to pick me up in person? It's too troublesome. I can go there by myself."

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while before Ye Deming's suppressed voice came. The heavy tone seemed to be trying to endure something: "Ye Xi, you are obedient, don't go anywhere, obediently wait for the second uncle to pick you up."

Ye Xi was puzzled, always felt that something was wrong, but his head froze when he thought about it, no matter what, he couldn't remember where this inexplicable sense of disobedience came from.

Ye Deming has worked hard all these years and has never been married, and naturally he has no children. When Ye Xi was born, he carried Ye Xi to the hospital, so the relationship between the two of them is very deep.

But no matter what, he shouldn't personally pick her up to go to the United States. This simply treats her as a person who has no ability to take care of herself.

After hanging up the phone, inexplicable drowsiness came back again. Ye Xi closed his eyes and felt the drifting darkness in his eyes. When he was still asleep, his forehead was touched lightly by a soft object.

Someone whispered in the ear: "Sister Xi, why can't you always take a look at me".

The brain could no longer explore anything, and Ye Xi fell asleep again amidst the soft whispers in his ear.

Ye Deming came the next afternoon, his face was weathered and dusty, and he looked much older than Ye Xi remembered.

He came very suddenly and abruptly. Ye Xi changed clothes absent-mindedly, and was dragged into the car by the second uncle in a daze. Very thin middle-aged man in glasses.

Ye Xi looked back at him, the middle-aged man smiled and nodded to her.

Just one glance at Ye Xi can tell that this is not a kind man, and he has a different interest in her, so it is not appropriate to have too much contact with her.

I don't know if the second uncle told her father that this trip seems to be going to live in the United States for a long time.

Ye Xi's eyes became colder and colder, she smiled coldly, she almost forgot that her father had a daughter who was two years younger than her in Hangzhou, and he had already enjoyed all the warmth in another home.

After arriving at the airport, Ye Xi took out his mobile phone and said goodbye to Chi Xiangnuan on WeChat. Chi Xiangnuan replied: "Don't worry, no matter where you are, I will never leave you."

Ye Xi smiled, put down her phone, leaned on the back of the chair, and watched the busy traffic outside the car window.

Maybe there is love at first sight in this world, otherwise how could there be so many different feelings in her heart all of a sudden.

Seeing the watermelon head blowing a kiss, Ye Xi suddenly felt happy, and she replied: "I'll be back in a few days, don't miss me too much, and don't worry, I won't run away."

Chi Xiangnuan sent a sentence: "You must not run, or I will cry to death."

Ye Xi chuckled, and sitting beside her was a young boy in blue sportswear with white sneakers on his feet, who was sizing up Ye Xi all the time.

At this time, the smile on Ye Xi's face was too gentle. Those who have experience in relationships can tell that this beautiful woman is in love. The boy looked at Ye Xi reluctantly, so he had no choice but to give up the idea of ​​asking for WeChat.

Ye Decheng looked at Ye Xi cautiously, the middle-aged man had been sitting beside Ye Decheng silently observing her.

Sensing his probing gaze, Ye Xi turned his head and gave the man a cold and disgusted look.

What a pair of malicious eyes, malevolent and charming.

The man's body shrank back involuntarily, Ye Decheng sighed, and gently stroked Ye Xi's back.

Ye Xi knocked off his arm, looked at Ye Decheng very seriously, and asked: "Second Uncle, did something serious happen? Your attitude is very strange."

Ye Decheng was stunned, and after a long time he slowly said: "What can be the matter, it's just that the business has been sluggish recently, which makes me very unhappy."

Ye Decheng and Ye Desheng are also very similar in appearance, both have sword eyebrows and star eyes, but Ye Desheng's appearance is cold and handsome, while Ye Decheng is a very gentle and handsome man, with a businessman's shrewdness on his body.

Ye Xi glanced at him, her eyes were as sharp as a knife, so sharp that the body could clearly feel the real discomfort.

Ye Decheng's back felt cold, and the next second his big hand slapped Ye Xi hard on the head, causing Ye Xi to shrink his neck.

He touched Ye Xi's head back and forth, lowered his head and looked at Ye Xi up and down, and said with great emotion: "Everything has changed, things are people, nothing is nothing, it's just this knife-like look in the eyes." It hasn't changed at all, and my second uncle will be old in a few years, and he is useless once he gets old, I don't know how many more years he can take care of you."

Ye Xi was confused by these words, and she said doubtfully, "Second Uncle, how old are you when you're still so young."

"I can't compare to you young people, all of you are like flower buds." Ye Decheng smiled and took Ye Xi's hand.

The back of the white hand was bruised and covered with dense needle holes, half of the nail on the index finger of his left hand was broken, and it was still oozing blood.

Ye Decheng didn't dare to look again, Ye Xi withdrew his hand, looked at Ye Decheng with a frown, and was surprised to find that his eyes were covered with red blood in just a short while, very scary.

Ye Xi just wanted to open his mouth to ask something, but Ye Decheng wiped his eyes and smiled at her: "The business has suffered a lot recently, don't worry about me."

The doubts in her heart were getting deeper and deeper, Ye Xi silently looked at the ground under her feet, her drooping eyelashes covered the look in her eyes, making it hard to see what she was thinking.

After getting on the plane, Ye Xi looked at the clouds outside the window and fell asleep very quickly without knowing it.

When they woke up again, the three of them had already got off the plane, and the driver with white gloves was already waiting for them near the airport.

An hour later, the car drove to a French-style villa. The villa was a circle larger than Ye Xi's house. It was built on the seaside, and the beach was two steps away from the back door. The scenery was very beautiful.

Ye Xi was dizzy, everything he saw was slowly tilting upside down.

Ye Decheng carefully helped her up to the second floor. There was her room on the second floor. The layout of the room hadn't changed a bit, and a few new sets of pajamas had been added to the closet. Ye Xi took a look, feeling a little sore in his heart.

When she was just born, her mother not only had to confine herself to confinement, but also had to take care of Ye Zhen, who was unable to take care of herself. She had no time to take care of her at all, and she was an unpopular girl. Everyone was afraid of bad luck. He just pushed her away and left her aside. At that time, Ye Decheng had been taking care of her in the hospital, feeding her milk powder, changing diapers, and being both a father and a mother.

It's just that Ye Decheng's business became more and more busy when he grew up. He was always running around, and he often didn't see anyone once a week. If he often came back to the paper factory, Ye Xi would not have had such a miserable life back then.

Ye Xi had mixed emotions in her heart. After she took the medicine with a water cup, she started to experience jet lag. Before she fell asleep, she thought of Ye Desheng's face and that girl again.

, what kind of concept is this?

Ye Xi was taken to Shanghai with her mother when she was eight years old

And this girl is only two years younger than her.

What a terrible fact, what a disgusting man.

He had long wanted to give up that home that was set up hastily in the countryside and was low in the dust. He had long wanted to give up her mother, her brother, and her.

The intense hatred caused all internal organs to churn, Ye Xi took a deep breath to avoid getting too emotional.

There are many pictures flashing by in front of my eyes, each frame is so dark and cold.

Her hands were gripping the bed sheet tightly, and suddenly large patches of redness spread in front of her eyes.

It was that night again, moonlight shining on the blood-soaked sheets.

□□ Bear's head was dyed red, and the woman lying on her side looked at her without blinking her eyes for a long time.

There is no brilliance in the eyes, all life is frozen in the last eye full of hatred.

The girl lay beside her and stared at her.

It was much later that she learned that her mother had died.

He always looked at her with this kind of eyes during his lifetime, which made her firmly believe that she was still alive at that moment.

Now her face was so pale, her body so stiff and cold.

The girl sat up and looked at her blankly, touching her face with trembling hands.

This was the first time she had touched a woman's face.

She used to be very curious and had a lot of unrealistic imaginations.

Curious about her love for Ye Zhen, imagining that she could be treated the same as Ye Zhen.

She finally touched the woman's face, but it was cold and stiff.

Yes, she was always like this, and refused to leave any warmth to her, even in the last moment of her life.

The pressed place under the palm was slightly damp, cold and sticky. She looked at the woman and knew what it was.

The quilt was lifted by her, and there was a deep wound on the woman's wrist lying aside, which was still red and dazzling even under the moonlight. In her other hand, she held a silver paper knife, the blade was stained with blood. Bleeding and dry.

The girl ran out of bed with bare feet. She ran to the phone and reached out to press the number keys on the phone. Whichever key was pressed, a red fingerprint would be left on that key.

She knew it was all in vain, because her chest no longer heaved, just like the big stone lying next to the warehouse in the snow in winter.

She finally dialed a series of numbers, and she stood holding the microphone for a long time, but no one answered.

Six times.

The seventh time was finally connected, but was hung up immediately, she didn't even have a chance to speak.

She pressed it again, expecting the call to be connected, and then she wanted to say to the man: "Dad, my mother is dead, and I am the only one left in the family now".

But in the end it didn't work either.

She had no choice but to open the door and go out to knock on the door of the neighbor across the way. She knocked seven times in total, each with great force. When the lights in the corridor were turned on, she heard a man swearing from inside the room.

The door was opened. The man exposed his upper body and looked at her angrily. The girl looked at the man and said seriously: "Uncle, my mother is dead. I called my father, but he didn't answer."

The man didn't react, the angry expression on his face froze hilariously, and was soon replaced by surprise, he came back to his senses and ran back to the house quickly, shouting loudly: "Honey, the older sister Jiang opposite is dead, hurry up!" stand up".

Standing outside the door, the girl heard a female voice in the house saying, "What? What's the matter, I saw her in the vegetable market a few days ago."

The girl stood outside the door. The man with a big belly and the thin woman hurried out wearing clothes. The thin woman rushed into the bedroom, turned on the light, looked into the woman's eyes, and touched the woman's wrist.

She turned around and shook her head at the man, and said regretfully: "It's been a long time since I died, at least two hours. It's not easy to cut your wrists on the bed. The bleeding will stop after a while. Sister Jiang is determined." I was about to die, and when I saw the bleeding stopped, I made another cut. There were several cuts in total, the incision was deep, and the blood vessel was completely severed. What a crime it must be. I met such a good person..."

While talking, the thin woman was also a little sad. She wiped her eyes and carried the girl back to her home. The girl was sitting on the sofa, and another curly-haired girl in pink pajamas came out of the bedroom. She looked He touched the girl's palm and asked in surprise, "Hey, why is your hand red? What's on it? It's dirty, do you want to wash it?"

The girl glanced at her and said, "Don't wash it, it's my mother's blood. She died beside me. I'll wait for my father to come back and let him see it."

The girl looked at her with big grape-like black eyes, and didn't speak for a while.

After a while, she sat beside the girl and said softly: "My mother is a doctor. She has seen many dead people. She said that people don't exist when they die. I can only think about it in my heart. I won't see you anyway." arrive".

The girl looked at her blood-stained palm and said softly: "I won't miss her".