I was on the clouds

Ye Xi, who can do anything, didn't finish telling Chi Xiangnuan the story in his dream.

Just as she finished saying that sentence, the sound of the alarm bell shattered the dream, the cloudless sky shattered into pieces, the warehouse behind her also turned into a wisp of ashes, and Chi Xiangnuan's figure was pulled It became a thin strip, wandered around in a double helix structure and disappeared immediately, while Ye Xi fell rapidly into the boundless darkness. The weightlessness made her unable to breathe, and her heart was beating violently.

Panting heavily, she suddenly opened her eyes.

The alarm clock next to his ear was ticking, Ye Xi calmed down his rapid heartbeat and wiped the sweat from his forehead.

Ye Sheng next to her was sleeping like a dead pig. She checked her phone last night and saw that it was past two o'clock in the middle of the night. Don't expect Ye Sheng to wake up before nine o'clock today.

Ye Xi took a deep breath, and tiptoed out of bed. She opened her bag, took out the medicine box and swallowed sertraline. Now the mouth is so dry that it is not easy to swallow the pills. Lithium carbonate melts in the mouth and tastes worse than feces. If it melts in her mouth, she will be so disgusted that she can't eat for a day.

Ye Xi glanced around the table and saw a blue Doraemon mug on the bookshelf beside the table. She walked to the bookshelf and prayed that there was water in the cup, otherwise she would have to put on her clothes and run to the kitchen pour water.

At this time, Ye Deming and Liu Shuyan may be having breakfast, and Ye Xike doesn't want to see Liu Shuyan at all.

Fortunately, there was still half a glass of water in the thermos. Ye Xi opened the bottle cap, swallowed the lithium carbonate as if death was at home, and took a big gulp of water.

However, her hand was unsteady, and part of the water in the cup spilled out, just onto a notebook with a purple constellation cover on the desk.

Ye Xi hurriedly picked up the notebook and quickly shook off the water on the cover. Some water had seeped into the inner pages, so Ye Xi had to take out two paper towels and open the notebook to absorb the water from the inner pages.

The inside pages of the notebook are colored pages, on which some things are written in a mess with black carbon pen. Ye Xi pressed the facial tissue on the page to absorb water, and glanced at it casually. The handwriting is really like ghosts and gods. unclear.

Ye Xi complained secretly in his heart, carefully took the tissue paper and turned to the next page, the next page was a bunch of messy lines, and at the bottom was a line of extremely small words: "I really like her".

Seeing the word 'female' next to it, Ye Xi's heart skipped a beat.

The water penetrated quickly, and the handwriting on the edge was smeared. Ye Xi didn't care so much, and quickly turned to the next page.

Her hand holding the tissue stayed in the air, her eyes fixed on a line of scrawled writing in the middle of the page.

"I have never been so sure about one thing as I am now. I really like Sister Xi, and I have her in my eyes and hearts."

Ye Xi had a storm in her heart, she quickly calmed down, quickly wiped off the water stains on it, closed the notebook and put it back to its original place.

Her heart was beating violently and she could hardly breathe. She quickly adjusted the expression on her face and looked back at Ye Sheng who was still sleeping soundly.

Ye Sheng was sleeping sprawled on the bed, half of the quilt was kicked off by her, her long black hair was spread on the pillow, her sleeping face was quiet and beautiful.

Ye Xi's heart was in a mess, her hands were shaking slightly all the time, maybe it was the influence of the drug lithium, or maybe it was the shock brought to her by discovering this secret.

It shouldn't be!

It really shouldn't be!

Ye Sheng is her cousin, the prettiest girl in the Ye family's generation. Countless boys from childhood to adulthood have pursued her. Although Ye Xi had been with her day and night when she was young, but after eight years old, Ye Xi They were taken to Shanghai by Ye Desheng. Although they would come back once or twice a year, they didn't spend much time together, and it shouldn't be like this.

What's more, they still have a blood relationship, which is simply nonsense.

Between the emotional ups and downs, the dormant beast in the body opened its blood-red eyes again, and an unstoppable violent force swam in Ye Xi's body.

This is a precursor to the onset of mania, and the dose of lithium salts taken in the past has been unable to calm down the violent mood.

Ye Xi gritted her teeth, trying her best not to scream or smash things. At this moment, her body was shaking like a sieve. She was walking on the verge of collapse, tears blurred her vision, and her trembling fingers groped Then he took out the medicine box and swallowed the remaining lithium carbonate in one gulp.

Excessive intake of lithium salts will cause great harm to the body. Once the lithium concentration in the blood exceeds the standard and causes lithium poisoning, people will feel that life is worse than death.

Lithium salts have been used to train coyotes, and as long as they eat a lamb carcass soaked in lithium salts once, the coyotes will remember the terrible nausea for life, and they will never want to attack the sheep again in this life.

Ye Xi calculated the lithium concentration in the medicine, and felt that the situation was not very serious, and she felt a burning sensation in her stomach.

The medicine started to work.

First of all, the perception quickly became chaotic, and the furious beast closed its eyes again and began to feel drowsy, followed by the loss of balance, the horizontal line disappeared, the ceiling and the ground kept turning upside down, gravity could no longer restrain the body, and it was light and floating It's like walking on clouds.

A sliver of rationality still existed in Ye Xi's mind. She staggered and sat on the chair. This extremely simple movement was not easy at all now. The chair swayed back and forth like a slippery loach. Even Ye Xi Her body touched the soft cushion of the chair, but everything she perceived was constantly spinning, including her own body, making her unsure whether she had successfully sat on the chair.

The burning sensation in her stomach became stronger little by little, and Ye Xi felt that her stomach might be filled with hot magma, and the magma surged up the esophagus, and finally erupted from Ye Xi's mouth.

Ye Xi vomited violently, and physical tears fell from her eyes.

She didn't eat anything, she only drank a little overnight tea soaked in roses, and finally spit it out, her mouth was extremely bitter, and she didn't know whether it was the lithium carbonate in her stomach or the bile she spit out.

She lay prone on the table, buried her face in the crook of her arms, the chaotic emotions in her head were buzzing one after another.

The lithium carbonate tablets left in the grid are not too many. After Ye Xi spat it out, the symptoms eased, at least the world didn't spin so badly.

She drowsily absorbs the warmth in her arms, and when her consciousness is blurred, she suddenly wants to dream, and wants to sit on that big rock full of sunlight again, next to that girl with glasses chat.

--------------------

The author has something to say:

I just found out today that a little angel gave me two bottles of nutrient solution. Which little angel is it~ I express my deep love to you~ I love you and love you~