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It was already ten o'clock in the evening when I ran out of the house.Fu Jia didn't bring anything, just her own mobile phone.

It was a warm night in May, but he felt chills on his body, so he had to hug his hands in front of him to keep out the cold.

Walking out slowly, he reached the gate where he separated from Xu Shuyuan. He found the open space before and sat down. He couldn't recover for a long time.

The soil on the ground was wet, making it even cooler to sit on.

He leaned on his knees in a daze, and he still felt uncomfortable when he recalled the vicious words his parents said to him.How did this happen?Is it because I have always been obedient and my parents can't bear this belated rebellion, or because it has been delayed for too long, they can't accept the fact that they like men for a while.

Can't draw a conclusion, but suddenly remembered one thing——

Xu Shuyuan's coat is still at home.

It would be great if I brought it out, and I can put it on... Fu Jia buried her head between her knees, quietly concentrating, and didn't stand up until her limbs became cold.

I don't have the key to the rental house, so I can't go there overnight.When she took a taxi to Ping Yanyan's house, her boyfriend was still there, and it seemed that her good deed had been interrupted.Fu Jia said embarrassingly.

After sending her boyfriend away, Ping Yanyan poured a cup of hot water: "Why are you in such a mess?"

"I had a big fight with my parents, and it was... very stiff."

Ping Yanyan is used to speaking directly, and after simply observing his words, he immediately asked, "Because of Xu Shuyuan?"

"how do you know?"

Fu Jia raised his head in astonishment.

"Because you won't hide." She opened the window to dissipate the smell of smoke. "Maybe you don't know it yourself. The way you look at him is different from the way you look at others."

"Is there?" Fu Jia smiled stiffly, with mixed feelings in his heart, "I didn't pay attention."

"Then what are your plans for the future?"

Xu Shuyuan also asked this question before, and he fooled it at the time, because he felt that it was too early to talk about coming out, but now that he thinks about it, if he had planned earlier, it might not have caused such a trouble.

"I don't know," he shook his head sluggishly, "My father said he had never raised my son, I don't know what I should do..."

Ping Yan said in a calm manner: "He said it in a moment of anger, it is impossible to deny you. But with uncle's character, I am afraid that he will not agree with you to continue with Xu Shuyuan, you have to be mentally prepared."

Fu Jia's eyes were slack, and he didn't speak for a long time.

"Stay with me tonight, and go to work tomorrow as usual. Adult work is work and love is love."

Ping Yanyan squeezed his messy bangs.

The floor lamp was very dim, and Fu Jia sat on the sofa for a while before entering the guest bedroom.This apartment is spacious and airy, and the bedding is also very high-end, but it's a pity that I can't sleep or I can't sleep.

After thinking and thinking, I still wanted to call Xu Shuyuan.

After calling twice but failed, Xu Shuyuan sent back a text message: "Still working overtime, you go to bed first."

Fu Jia leaned against the head of the bed, without any strength in her body, and everything around her was so strange.

"I'll wait for you, you are busy first."

"No need." Xu Shu said concisely.

Fu Jia's eyes turned red all of a sudden, she clutched the phone in a daze, and finally replied after a long time: "I want to hear your voice."

Five minutes later, Xu Shuyuan called the phone.

He seemed to be in the corridor, with an unsealed balcony behind him, and mountains in the distance.The moonlight was as thin as paper, and there was no bright color on his face.

"Can't sleep?"

"Yeah." Fu Jia smiled with the corners of her mouth pulled up, her heart was gloomy, "Are there no lights over there? I can't see your face clearly."

"The light in the corridor is broken, let's just make it." Xu Shuyuan lit a cigarette, and when the light machine was lit, the surroundings also lit up for a moment, and the blue light hit his face, making him seem very silent.

Fu Jia asked: "Shuyuan, why don't you complain?"

"There's nothing to complain about."

"A lot, such as complaining that the boss sent you to such a difficult place, complaining about working overtime so late..."

Xu Shuyuan said softly, "If I don't do it, I have to do it for others."

"It shouldn't be yours." Fu Jia's voice suddenly choked up.

Xu Shuyuan took the phone closer, looked carefully at his face, his eyes: "What's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing." He tried his best to smile and shook his head, then reached out to turn off the desk lamp, and the room was suddenly plunged into darkness.

"Where are you, not at home?"

"I'm here with Sister Yan."

Xu Shuyuan walked a few steps to a quieter place and asked him, "Have you fallen out with the family?"

Fu Jia didn't know how to answer, she was afraid that Xu Shuyuan would be more disturbed, but it was hard not to confide in her heart.

"I confessed to my parents. My dad said I was ruining the family tradition and told me to get out..." He took a breath, "We are just dating, did we hurt anyone? I really can't figure it out."

After a few seconds of silence, Xu Shuyuan said, "I'll go back this weekend."

"No need." Fu Jia hurriedly stopped, "Don't worry about me if you're busy, I can handle it myself."

"How can I not worry about you like this." The cigarette had already burned out, and Xu Shuyuan held the ash between his fingers vainly, and did not move for a long time, "Besides, I miss you very much."

Fu Jia's eyes became hot, and tears rolled down her cheeks onto the quilt.

"I miss you too."

Before he finished speaking, someone called Xu Shuyuan, and Xu Shuyuan turned around to answer.

"Go and do your work, I'm fine." Fu Jia wiped away tears, "I feel much more comfortable after telling you, don't worry, I will take care of myself."

"Ah."

After waiting for a while, the phone didn't hang up.Fu Jia asked: "Are you still listening? Why didn't you hang up?"

"There's one more thing I haven't said."

Fu Jia thought he was going to say I love you or something, but Xu Shuyuan said: "The customer has a loquat garden here. I will pick some leaves and bring them back in two days. If you have time, you can go to the pharmacy to buy some Chuanbei."

Fu Jia said softly, "Okay."

The sizzle of electricity in the ear seems to be the bond between them, a very weak but persistent connection.After the phone was disconnected, he thought back to what he said just now. He was obviously just talking about trivial matters, but there seemed to be a hot current rushing through his blood vessels, and his body finally recovered.

Fu's mother made countless calls that night, but Fu Jia didn't answer them all, and then simply turned off the phone.When I went to work the next day, colleagues from the fourth department asked Fu Jia what happened to his eyes, and he said he was allergic.

Fortunately, there wasn't much work in May, and his rank was low, so he only needed to do some chores.After three or four days of worrying, everyone lost a lot of weight.

Ping Yanyan and her boyfriend are still in a passionate relationship, Fu Jia is embarrassed to stay for too long, so she wants to go home to get the keys, and Xu Shuyuan's coat by the way.

After get off work on Friday, he went to the pharmacy and drove to his family's villa after buying Chuanbei.

Parents should be sleeping so late.

It is best not to meet each other, lest there will be another conflict.He parked the car far away, walked over, and saw that the lights upstairs were not on.

There was a loud bang when the iron door opened, and he felt apprehensive, but he still bit the bullet and didn't flinch.

When I went in, I found that my parents were not there.

Upstairs and downstairs were very quiet, Fu Jia breathed a sigh of relief, went up to get his things and wanted to leave.

As a result, when changing shoes, I heard the nanny Wang Jie ask: "Who?"

"Me." Fu Jia said, "Aunt Wang, it's me. I'm coming back to get something."

"It's Xiaojia."

She walked over in her slippers and asked him why he didn't turn on the light. He said it was unnecessary and would leave immediately.Sister Wang said, "Go to the hospital."

"What hospital?" Fu Jia was taken aback.

Sister Wang looked at him with a puzzled face: "Your mother is hospitalized, don't you know, Mr. Fu said he contacted you yesterday."

"What happened to my mother?"

"I didn't feel well the night before yesterday. I was sent to the hospital yesterday and never came back. Your father didn't go to the company either. He has been concentrating on taking care of him in the hospital. He seems to be seriously ill. Hurry up and have a look."

Fu Jia's pupils dilated for a moment, and his mind was buzzing.

After asking where he was, he drove fast and called his father on the way, but his father didn't answer.I called my mother, but it was also turned off.When I rushed to the hospital and asked, he was in a suite on the floor with special needs.

The corridor was quiet, only the sound of his hurried footsteps.After knocking twice, it was his father Fu Weimin who opened the door.

"dad……"

Fu Weimin's face was gloomy, and he frowned and stared at him: "What are you doing here, you unfilial son?"

"Where's mom?" He snapped.

Fu Weimin turned his body backwards, and Fu Jia walked in quickly.

The suite has a large area, the outside is the reception room, and the inside is the ward.Fu's mother was lying on the bed, she didn't know whether she was in a coma or asleep, with a bottle in her hand, her face was pale, she looked ten years older.

Fu Jia's heart tightened, and he walked outside after a while: "Dad, what's wrong with my mother?"

Fu Weimin didn't answer him with a straight face, so Fu Jia had to ask again.

"The breast problem has recurred, and I just found out." Fu Weimin said succinctly, "Leave as soon as you finish asking, don't hang around here, your mother can't be stimulated now."

Fu Jia's face turned pale, and it took him a while to recover.

"Does it matter?"

"You're almost dead, don't you care?" Fu Weimin scolded him in a low voice, "I've called you more than a hundred times in the past two days, but none of them got through. I told your mother not to look for you anymore. What do you want to do with you? Just pretend that you haven't had a baby. It's your mother who still misses you, afraid that you will be wronged outside."

Fu Jia stood there with his eyes open, until he burst into tears.

"Aren't you very capable, don't you want to pursue true love? Hurry up, I will not stop your mother."

The noise woke up the patient, and a lackluster voice came from the ward: "Is it Jiajia?"

Fu Jia hastily wiped her face with her sleeve, went in and held his mother's hand: "Mom, I'm sorry..."

Fu Mu's face was pale, but her temperament was still there, and she said calmly, "Why didn't you answer the phone these two days?"

Fu Jia could only hold back her voice: "I'm busy at work."

Mother Fu nodded slowly: "That's good, I thought you were angry with your father and refused to recognize us."

"How is it possible?" Fu Jia lowered her head.

Fu's mother rubbed his hands and looked at him earnestly: "Don't be angry with your father, he is doing it for your own good. Think about what you said, which parent would not feel uncomfortable hearing it? We are not old Old-fashioned, I just don't want to see you being wronged, and I don't want you to die alone in the future. Think about it, how could parents hurt you?"

"I know……"

Seeing his heart pierced like a knife, Fu's mother did not give up, and sighed deeply.

"But if you really want to spend the rest of your life with a man, Mom won't stop you. You... Don't worry, I have this disease, and I probably won't live long. When I close my eyes, your father will continue, No one cares about you."

"mom--"

All the words Fu Jia wanted to say were blocked in his throat, and he couldn't utter a word, and finally squeezed out from his eyes.His mother waved her hand and wiped away her tears with a piece of paper.

In the evening, his father asked him another room, just next door, with a sofa and TV, and a bathroom with a bathtub.

Fu Jia lay on the bed, staring at the dark ceiling, only later remembered that Chuan Bei was still in the bag.

There was a rustling sound when the bag was taken out, and the pale white Chuanbei inside looked like barley.He opened the seal and tasted one, it was very bitter.

The taste lingered on the tip of his tongue for a long time, it was so bitter that he couldn't bear it, and finally he could only spit it out.