Talking about love is worse than making money

The heart hurts so much, crazy angina.

After that episode, I can no longer control my emotions well.

Gu Xu parked his car on the side of the road and quickly came to me. He hugged me tightly, "Mu Xingran, when will your virtue make me feel at ease? That's a character that has something to do with you." What's the matter? You're thinking wildly, and I won't let you go out in the future."

I laughed, and I knew he didn't dare, "But I feel like me, what do you think? Do you think that one day, such a thing will happen, and I will die in a sea of ​​fire for love..."

"You fucking..." Gu Xu almost bit out the dirty words from between his teeth.

Then he pressed me down on the seat and kissed me for a long time.

My bones are about to be torn off by him, "Gu Xu, kiss every time, kiss every time, I find you are not proud of favoring you now? You think I can take advantage of you if I like you? See if I want to be angry Yes, you just thought about..."

"I don't want to joke with you," Gu Xu interrupted me, "Mu Xingran, I'm going to be driven crazy by you."

He was so inexplicable that I felt like he was driving me crazy.

I raised my head and looked at him, and inserted my fingers into his short stubble, "Can you just stay away for a while, Gu Xu, I'm really scared, if you're not with me, don't treat me really Well, I will leave sooner or later after four years, what do you want me to do? I think that character is like me, I want to feel it, I won’t think like this in the future, can you?”

Gu Xu's eyes were particularly red, and he said, "Mu Xingran, if I can love you for four years, but I leave after four years, would you accept it?"

leave?Didn't he just marry that Ding Qi?

If there is anything unacceptable, I have known it for a long time.

But I want to put everything to death, "Accept what? You don't have a shelf life, unless you die, otherwise because someone else left me, I can accept it?"

But Gu Xu looked relieved after hearing it.

I laughed at him, "Gu Xu, why are you so relieved? In fact, the two of us could have said straight to the point, I like you, you don't like me, and I don't know what you are doing now, but sooner or later you will leave me."

Gu Xu: "Can't I love you?"

"You...you can love me, but if you leave me because you are with someone else in the end, I will hate you." Some people, if you can't give them a future, you can't provoke them.

Gu Xu said firmly: "Mu Xingran, I won't be with anyone else."

"……"I do not really understand.

But Gu Xu almost never lied.

"Gu Xu, are you talking big? How can someone say so firmly that they will never be with others in the future? You just don't want to be with me."

Gu Xu hugged me even tighter, "Mu Xingran, I won't be with anyone except you. You can choose to break off the engagement with me, but you will always be the only one in my partner's resume."

"..."

Why is he so provocative all of a sudden?

Although I have rehearsed this situation countless times in my mind, imagining that the only one Gu Xu loves is me, and we became like this only because he has unspeakable suffering.

But fantasies are fantasies after all. He really said it. Apart from being unbelievable, I just think he is lying.

"Gu Xu, you are working too hard to prevent me from playing this role, so I just don't want to play it."

Gu Xu: "..."

Gu Xu just hugged me in the car.

I felt the silence of this moment without moving.

Gu Xu put his chin on the top of my head, and said something that I couldn't figure out for a long time, "Mu Xingran, can I love you too?"

"..." I didn't say no, the one who really blocked you, wasn't you yourself?

He is the young master of the Gu family, even if he didn't mention his sexual orientation, he wouldn't choose me.

I knew from my previous life that he doesn't like men, everyone knows that.

"Gu Xu, is my liking bothering you? You don't have to be so sad because you want to repay me. I said that I can accept that we will be separated in four years. Don't force yourself to like me, and I will do it too. There is nothing worthy of being liked, if you really like me, it will be really sad to separate me when the time comes."

Gu Xu: "I'm afraid of this."

Man's deceitful ghost, you are going to marry someone else at that time, are you still afraid of me being sad?

Some words sound like sweet words, but you can't taste them carefully, otherwise they will be broken into dregs, and every sentence will stab your heart.

The role that Qu Yao wanted to play was not given to me in the end.

Gu Xu said that I would never be allowed to play any role with a bad ending. He even gave up communicating with me and sent a notice to Xiaotao directly.

He asked us to choose scripts in the future and not even consider this kind of role, otherwise he will block the entire network, even if the entire play is blocked, at any cost.

Gu Xu even warned Xiaotao that if she didn't want the entire crew and everyone's hard work to go to waste, then she shouldn't let me secretly take on some dramas without telling him.

Xiaotao and I were both dumbfounded.

Xiaotao: "Could this be the most extreme love from the rich and powerful? I'm afraid that something bad will happen to you, so you are not even allowed to play the role, because it is unlucky?"

"How do I know."

Xiaotao: "Xing Ran, what time is it, just tell me the truth, what is the relationship between you and Mr. Gu?"

"..."

Recently, Xiaotao's makeup has become more and more refined, and the clothes she wears are becoming more and more sophisticated. While my income is increasing, her net worth as a manager is also increasing.

From being strongly suppressed by Gu Xu at the beginning to becoming popular later on, many people began to look up to her as a new agent in the industry.

But Xiaotao never brought other newcomers. She felt that we hadn't gone far enough, so she didn't feel relieved to be distracted and bring others.

She also gave up a lot for me.

I said, "Xiaotao, I have something to do with him...but it involves confidentiality clauses, so I can't reveal too much."

She had an enlightened look on her face, "I guessed it, I knew it a long time ago! Mr. Gu doesn't really want to keep you? But you swear to die? I know that's the case. He is trying his best to attract your attention and suppress you. If you don’t cut the weeds and eradicate the roots, you will take care of all your affairs at every turn, and you will be deeply responsible for your love.”

"...Just take it as what you think." Who would have thought that I actually love Gu Xu deeply.

Life is much more exciting than acting.

Xiaotao sighed, "But we just want to play some pleasing characters, and we don't have any good scripts. If we can't come up, it's a soap opera, and it's not easy to change in the future."

"Touch slowly." I said.

Xiaotao: "Gu Xu is really a stingy guy. Since he likes you and still suppresses you, he should throw down a tailor-made drama and ask him for a script."