Talking about love is worse than making money

Gu Xu actually looked embarrassed, did he think I was hinting to him that I wanted this role?

I said, "I know this role is reserved, I just want to audition and gain experience, you don't have to think I'm..."

"Yeah." He answered quickly.

It seems that my explanation is a bit implying that there is no silver 300 taels here, and Gu Xu really has no other plans, but I think a little too much.

I went there on the day of the audition. The audition location was chosen by coincidence. It happened to be opposite our teaching building. I went there after class.

The corridor was crowded, and there were still many people queuing in front of me.

Everyone is quite familiar with each other, and when they meet each other, they will ask what role they want to audition for, and it's all to find out in their hearts.

When I went, I could feel that everyone's faces were not very good.

After all, I can be regarded as a person who seems to have a background inexplicably but is always unlucky. It is always good to be careful.

When they knew that everyone knew that the role I wanted to audition was the male supporting role of the show, they all breathed a sigh of relief.

He patted my shoulder very understandingly and asked me to cheer.

I felt for a moment, did everyone know that this role was decided by default?

If the wind leaked accidentally, it must be Qu Yao himself.

I just wanted to play it.

I have never filmed a drama before, and I don't think I am suitable for filming a drama, but the male supporting actor who saw this script ended up dying in flames for love.

I feel that I am living this life again. If I can't reproduce the classics of that time on the big screen, then I will feel it again in private.

I have to die again before I can let go of my obsession with Gu Xu.The more I feel that the relationship between him and him tends to be stable, and we get along almost like an old man, the more dangerous I am.

This proves that when he leaves me, the more I can't accept it.

It is too difficult for people to live, and you must always remind yourself that there is someone who can be seen, touched, and treats you well, but he will always leave.

Few people auditioned for my role, and Qu Yao stood in front of me after simply queuing up.

He turned his head and looked at me contemptuously: "Why are you everywhere?"

"..." I still feel that he is everywhere.

Qu Yao swore to me, "This drama was invested by the Gu family, and I chose the second male role on purpose. Let me tell you, Mu Xingran, even if I want the first male, they will still praise me, but I want the male supporting role." , What does this prove? This role belongs to me.”

With such a flamboyant temperament, he was willing to play a male supporting role who died halfway, which surprised me.

I didn't speak, and when it was my turn, the directors were visibly impatient.

Although they were surprised when I entered the temporary office.

I heard someone talking quietly.

"What's his background?"

"Why did he come to the audition, do you need to report to the higher-ups?"

"You don't think he really has anything to do with Mr. Gu, do you? Even if he reported it, he must be removed from the whole drama by Mr. Gu."

Several people nodded to each other again.

I wondered why Gu Xu's investment was everywhere, and these people had to ask him for instructions every now and then.

Then the judges in the middle asked me to draw a note and said that I would act randomly.

Coincidentally, I happened to get the scene where the sea of ​​flames killed me.

They found someone on the spot to match me.

I sorted out my mood and performed it according to my own feelings.

After the performance, I felt that I had nothing else to ask for in my life.

My heart seemed to have been broken into thousands of petals, and my whole mood was not right.

That feeling of devastation came back.

I didn't hear what they said to me later, what to go back and wait for the result... I don't have to wait for the result, I know I can't wait for the result.

I just got into it a little too deeply.

Somehow, the footage of the on-site audition was passed on to Gu Xu.

On my way back to the company dormitory, I was stopped by Gu Xu's car.

He called me with a serious face, "Mu Xingran, get in the car."

I was so uncomfortable, I covered my chest, and shook my head to him palely, "I don't feel well today, I don't want to go to your place, can I do it another day?"

Also really not in the mood to spend time with him.

Gu Xu made up his mind to let me go with him, parked on the side of the road, opened the car door and stuffed me in.

I sat in the back of the car in a daze, looking at the retrograde scenery outside the window, where and what was too deep in the drama, it was like revisiting the old place.

Gu Xu said to me, "Mu Xingran, you are crazy, why did you play that kind of dead character? I'll give you the male lead of this show, don't think about anything else."

"I do not want."

I didn't want him to give me anything, I just wanted to see how this poor guy like me felt in this drama, I always felt that I was the supporting role.

Gu Xu didn't know when he became so superstitious. He kept telling me, "I'm not allowed to accept this kind of drama anymore. If the character ends badly, I can't take it."

"You're not my fan, let alone my manager, so you're too strict with my career?" I asked him.

Gu Xu: "Mu Xingran, this kind of role is too deep in the play, but it will hurt the body."

"If I can really hurt myself, it proves that I have put my heart into it, and maybe I can still get angry." I stubbornly looked out the window.

Gu Xu was a little anxious, and almost slapped the steering wheel, "You are so fucking hard, why are you so hot?"

"What else can I do, if I'm not..."

Gu Xu: "I've said it all, the money I earned, all my wealth will be yours in the future, Mu Xingran, if you want to do something to make yourself happy, then you should do it, but you Don't scare me."

"..." I saw Gu Xu's red eyes in the rearview mirror, and suddenly felt that I was really making trouble for no reason, "What are you talking about? Why did I scare you? This kind of good role must make people Unforgettable, I want to take this path, and it will be a matter of time before I encounter this kind of script.”

"Don't you want to do something else? Open a shop, even a school, don't you like playing games? I will form a team for you to compete in world competitions, as long as you want." Gu Xu felt a little at a loss .

Needless to say, his plan really moved me, and I really wanted to join the team. I didn't know there was such a way before.

But now I have started and can't go back.

Playing games is also a long-term solution. It is impossible for me to achieve something in my four-year marriage with Gu Xu.

I can no longer have any unnecessary involvement with him.

"No need, Gu Xu, the life I live now is what I like and what I want."

Gu Xu: "You don't like this kind of life at all. This role is not good. You can choose whatever you want in recent dramas, and I'll give them to you. Don't act in this, okay? The bad roles you want to play, the corresponding salary I will pay you double, honestly playing some normal people."

"...But I just think he suits me, he's like me."