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"..."

Li Huixing was silent for a while, showing suspicion, "What?"

Yan Ge stared straight at him, without any emotion in his eyes, and repeated in a gentle voice, "This ship is called Comet."

"It's a coincidence, isn't it?" Yan Ge looked at him and smiled, but there was another meaningful emotion in his eyes, "It's the same as your name."

Hearing what he said, Li Huixing's movements froze, his breathing stopped for a moment, and he turned to leave, "...I think I'd better go down."

As soon as he turned around, he bumped into Jin Siyan who had just walked over.

"What are you talking about?" Jin Siyan took a strange look at Li Huixing's embarrassing expression, and smiled puzzled.

Yan Ge stopped talking, turned his head away, and looked at the scenery along the coast as if nothing had happened.

"Let's talk about your boat." Li Huixing winked at him and smiled uncomfortably, "What a coincidence, your sailboat is also called Comet?"

Staring at him for a while, Jin Siyan frowned slightly, "Who told you it's called a comet?"

"Yan Ge." Li Huixing lowered his voice, and pressed against his ear almost gritting his teeth, "Who else?"

After reacting, Jin Siyan thought for a moment, "Go to the cabin first, and help us take off the life jacket hanging on the wall."

Li Huixing was naturally very happy, and hurriedly got into the cabin.

There were only two people left on deck.

Jin Siyan approached slowly, put his hands in his pockets, looked at the scenery with him for a while, and then asked casually, "How do you know it's called the Comet?"

Yan Ge was slightly startled, and turned his head to look at him, "You told me. You mentioned it many times, your ship is called Comet."

"Well, I have mentioned it many times." Jin Siyan nodded in agreement, then fell silent for a while, slowly raised his eyes, stared straight into Yan Ge's eyes, and said in a low voice, "Then how do you know, it is this ship?" ship?"

Yan Ge paused, opened his mouth subconsciously, but said nothing.

"I remember that I never showed you a picture of the Comet. How did you recognize it?"

Jin Siyan just remembered that after finishing the formalities, he didn't tell Yan Ge where the Comet was parked. When he came out, there were not many people on the shore. He asked Yuan Ye, and he found out that the man boarded the ship directly.

Jin Siyan felt a little strange.

"I..." Yan Ge realized that he seemed to have revealed his secrets. According to the current relationship, he shouldn't recognize the boat he saw ten years ago at a glance, and he shouldn't be so familiar with it. He was so familiar that he even forgot. It should be a long-lost stranger.

His throat was suddenly dry, and a strong anxiety filled his heart. Yan Ge subconsciously clenched his palms, and suddenly remembered something, and quickly explained, "I... saw the name written on the boat."

Swallowing, Yan Ge looked at the man's face and said calmly, "You engraved the name of this ship on the body of the ship. I saw it and came up."

Fortunately, he remembered in time that when Jin Siyan finalized the name of the Comet, he immediately engraved these three characters on the body of the ship. Yan Ge had seen the sailboat after the engraving, young and bold, majestic, and he could never forget it.

"Well," Jin Siyan nodded, as if he believed his explanation, "I engraved my name on the body of the boat..."

Slightly relieved, Yan Ge was about to break out in cold sweat, and his back was icy cold. Before he could rejoice, he heard the man add slowly,

"However, those three words were erased when I was 19 years old." Jin Siyan's eyes were full of curiosity, and more of a sense of strangeness that could not be guessed. He looked at Yan Ge, "What are you doing?" How do you know?"

Hearing the voices of questioning, Yan Ge felt as if he had been struck by lightning, his mind went blank and he couldn't remember anything.

Cold sweat began to break out on the forehead, and Yan Ge was even a little dizzy. He raised his hand to support the side of the boat, and was able to barely stabilize his figure.

"I..." After saying a word, it seemed as if something was blocked in his throat, and he couldn't speak any more.

The scene in front of him became illusory, Yan Ge gasped for breath, his face was burning like a fire.

A sense of shame of being exposed for lying enveloped him, making him breathless, and he didn't even dare to look up at Jin Siyan's face.

"I'm actually..." Yan Ge swallowed with difficulty, inhaling the cold wind of the evening harbor in his throat, it was very uncomfortable, and his voice became hoarse, "Actually, with you..."

The words are vain, as if they will be dissipated by the wind in the next moment.

Jin Siyan looked at him indifferently, for a long time, he still raised his hand to support him, and pulled him to sit on the deck.

Gathering up the thin coat for him, he took out a small clip from his pocket, and clipped the scattered hair on his forehead. Jin Siyan supported the deck and looked at him quietly.

Perhaps the behavior just now had a soothing effect, Yan Ge's tension eased a little, his breathing gradually stabilized, but his arms were still shivering from the cold.

Jin Siyan raised his hand and gently touched his arm, "Don't be nervous, what's going on?"

He also felt strange, but just asked why this man had such a big reaction.

For the first time, Yan Ge slowly reached out and pressed Jin Siyan's palm, as if he was afraid that if he let go, the man would run away.

Yan Ge looked at his face carefully, and said in a very low voice, "Do you remember that one summer vacation, you sailed out to sea by yourself at night?"

Hearing his question, Jin Siyan thought for a while, shook his head, and corrected, "I'm not alone, I was with a man I just met..."

Before he finished speaking, Jin Siyan seemed to realize something, his eyes changed slightly, and he looked at Yan Ge in a daze, "What do you mean?"

Yan Ge took a deep breath, lowered his eyes, hesitated for a few seconds, and finally opened his mouth, "Actually, I... had a relationship with you at the harbor of my hometown ten years ago."

"..."

Pausing for a moment, Jin Siyan frowned, "What is a chance meeting?"

Yan Ge sighed softly, "Ten years ago, I was playing alone on the boat, and I ran into you by chance. You asked my name, but before I could say it, your mother called you away. You only asked about my name." The name of the sailing ship."

"Then what's the name of your boat?" Jin Siyan asked habitually.

Yan Ge just looked at him silently.

"Oh..." Jin Siyan suddenly realized, and muttered belatedly, "...the Yinhe."

Yan Ge lowered his head and buried his face in his arms, his thin back slowly rising and falling.

He heard the man beside him laugh in disbelief, "How can this be... You didn't, you never told me."

"I'm sorry." Yan Ge said sullenly.

Jin Siyan scratched his hair in a daze, "How could it be? Have we met so early?"

He remembered that one night, he told Yan Ge that it would be great if we knew each other in high school.

But Yan Ge said that they met ten years ago, when they were sixteen or seventeen years old, and Yan Ge remembered it so clearly, it only means that Yan Ge must have known him in high school.

"I don't know." Yan Ge shook his head wearily, and looked at him with one eye, "We met for the first time in Qitang, and I can tell from the look in your eyes that you don't remember me at all."

But in fact, he was not surprised at all.

Because on the first day of high school, he also met Jin Siyan at school, and at that time, this person didn't recognize him either.

Yan Ge felt disappointed, but comforted himself, it was just that it was too dark that night, or Jin Siyan's attention was all on the Yinhe, so he had no time to take care of himself.

But they stayed together all night, all night, they lay on the deck, watching the sky change overhead, chatting with each other.

That whole night became a fond memory that Yan Ge especially cherished for a long time afterwards.

But this man doesn't remember anything.

Jin Siyan remembered his boat, remembered what happened in the past, and even remembered spending a night with him in the safe haven, but he didn't remember him.

What a disappointment.

Jin Siyan looked at him and listened to him quietly, but he couldn't help feeling a little strange and anxious in his heart.

He felt as if something had been pulled out, illusory and unpredictable, looking into the eyes of the man in front of him, it seemed that many things floated up in his mind.

That night, a summer night, the sky was full of stars, and the sea water beat against the hull of the ship, making regular sounds.

The profile of the person on the deck is vague and distant.

He also thought of many hazy episodes, of the figures inadvertently rubbing shoulders in the corridor, of the classmates he always met on the way home, of the shadows he occasionally glimpsed at the door of the class when he raised his head...

But these fragments were broken and scattered, running around in his mind, no matter how they could overlap, they couldn't bring him back clearly and accurately what happened ten years ago when he was studying in Mingyang No. [-] Middle School.

Those people in his memory, like Yan Ge, made him uncertain again.

He has seen too many people and encountered many things. Those things have faded with the passage of time, and he can't see clearly.

"I'm sorry," Jin Siyan said, with a low voice, looking at him with guilt, "I still...have no impression."

"It's okay." Yan Ge smiled bitterly, a little self-deprecating, "There is nothing to remember."

Those things are too long ago, and when Yan Ge recalls them now, he feels a bit divided, as if since his mother was imprisoned, his life has been divided into two unrelated parts, and Yan Ge in the previous part is dead , Yan Ge in the latter paragraph has no unforgettable value.

So Jin Siyan didn't remember him, he wasn't surprised at all.

The man's expression was tired, with weakness and sleepiness, his eyes were hazy and foggy, and his side face looked extraordinarily lonely in the setting sun.

Jin Siyan sighed slightly in his heart, put his arms around his shoulders, and apologized softly in his ear.

Breath entangled on the side of the neck, a little itchy, Yan Ge flinched unconsciously, pursed his lips and smiled, saying that he really didn't care.

Jin Siyan shook his head stubbornly, leaned closer, and kissed his brow and eyes lightly, brushing the corners of his lips with dry lips, without lust, but with gentle movements.

For a moment, Jin Siyan spoke in a low voice, his voice sounded like a sigh, "Thank you for always remembering me."