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In the middle of the month, Jin Siyan invited Yan Ge to sail out to sea together, and informed him of all the people who will be with him at that time in advance.

Yan Ge received a list, looked at Li Huixing's name on it, and fell into hesitation for a while.

Jin Siyan was very excited and told him that he could finally board the Comet again.

Sitting on the sofa, the early summer afternoon sun shone in and sprinkled on the floor, making it extremely quiet.Yan Ge had a red diary spread out on his lap, and turned to the page of Jin Siyan's photo ten years ago.

Looking down at Jin Siyan's invitation on the phone screen, Yan Ge hesitated for a while.

To this day, even though Jin Siyan told him that he likes him, he is still extremely taboo against the three words Li Huixing, like a thorn in his heart, the tingling has not subsided with Jin Siyan's confession, but has become more profound.

People are always greedy.

When he was not qualified to have it, he would always want to monopolize him, but now he almost possessed the person he was thinking of, but he began to care about his past.

That kind of envy and envy, with uncontrollable annoyance, wrapped around Yan Ge like wild vines, and the more he struggled, the deeper he sank.

As long as he thinks that Jin Siyan once named his beloved sailing boat after another man, Yan Ge's throat will choke.

But Jin Siyan looked very happy, maybe it was really because his brother returned the Comet that he had borrowed for a long time, so he couldn't wait to sail out to sea.

Sighing slightly, Yan Ge finally agreed.

He was never willing to let Jin Siyan down.

·

Ever since he returned from a business trip to Poland some time ago, Yan Ge had an illusion: he seemed to be in love with Jin Siyan.

That man has always been frank in love, never stingy in expressing his love to the object of his admiration, but Yan Ge himself had expected so much, but when he really got it, he felt an unreal sense of panic.

As he said, Jin Siyan never put any pressure on him, and showed his kindness and concern just right, not embarrassing him, but just enough to make him feel that he cared.

Sometimes when filming is late, Jin Siyan will come to the set to find him, and then go back together.

Walking slowly along the road around the island, they seldom spoke, only the sound of the wind flowing between their arms that were almost stuck together.

"By the way," Jin Siyan thought of something, turned his head to look at him, "The brooch you gave me is very beautiful, I like it."

Having said that, Yan Ge was slightly taken aback, and smiled shyly, "Just like it."

Jin Siyan paused, raised his brows slightly, "I didn't expect that you would give me this."

"Huh?" Yan Ge didn't understand.

In his eyes, giving a brooch is similar to giving a necklace and cufflinks, except that the brooch will be worn in an obvious place, and Yan Ge has some selfish intentions.

At that time, I never thought that there would be a chance to give it away, but just fantasizing about it, Yan Ge was satisfied.

Hearing what he said, does it mean something else?

Seeing that he really didn't react, Jin Siyan was suddenly lost and disappointed, and explained in a deep voice, "The amber brooch is a very good gift for your lover."

Yan Ge:?

"So you didn't mean that." Jin Siyan sighed invisibly, with the tails of his eyes slightly drooping, looking a little pitiful.

Seeing him like this, Yan Ge felt a little guilty, his heart twitched, and he subconsciously said, "Actually, I...I have..."

That meaning.

Jin Siyan looked at him, the disappointment in his eyes never diminished, he smiled lightly, and comforted me, "You don't need to say these things to comfort me, I'm not a child, and I still need adults to say good things to coax me."

Yan Ge pursed his lips and said nothing.

"I admit that it's a bit frustrating to be passionate, but I don't want you to misunderstand that I like you because of anger," Jin Siyan sent him to the door of his house, and smoothed his hair that was blown by the sea breeze. Reassuringly calm.

Slowly shaking the hands hanging by his side, Yan Ge looked up at him, his brows were slightly furrowed, his heart was beating so fast, but he couldn't say anything.

"Okay, you go in." Jin Siyan withdrew his hand and let him enter the room.

"Ah, don't you live here today?" Yan Ge was slightly startled, a little surprised.As soon as the words came out, I felt a little too eager, as if I was expecting something.

"Forget it, some documents are left at home, I'll go back to live." Jin Siyan smiled, turned and walked to the door, "Good night."

Looking at the back of the man leaving, Yan Ge's heart tightened, the hand that touched the key hesitated, and took two steps forward, "Jin Siyan."

After a pause, Jin Siyan turned around, looked at him puzzled, and waited for his next words.

The wind at night was a little noisy, whistling in my ears, and I couldn't even hear my heartbeat.

Yan Ge lowered his eyes, put his fingertips against his palm, and rubbed it unconsciously. After a while, he sighed slightly.

"You didn't pretend to be affectionate," he lowered his eyes, looking at the ground, his eyes were a little dazed, "I don't understand these things, and I didn't understand what the shopkeeper said. I just wanted to give it to you."

"Although I didn't think about its meaning when I bought it, it doesn't mean that it doesn't have that meaning at all."

The voice was not high, as if it was going to be dissipated in the wind in the next moment, but Jin Siyan could hear it clearly, and was a little dazed.

Yan Ge didn't raise his eyes, and smiled self-deprecatingly, as if he was a bit bitter, but his soft words were a bit difficult and dry, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

Sighing slightly, Yan Ge unconsciously twisted his fingertips to calm down the restlessness in his heart. He didn't hear a response for a long time, only the sound of the wind in his ears.

Others didn't know, but Yan Ge knew in his heart that it was not easy for him to say these words.

Expressing desires, longings, and aspirations, he had already lost all qualifications a long time ago.

Ever since he knew his needs would never have a chance of being met, he had learned that expressing desires only invites ridicule.

But he couldn't bear to disappoint Jin Siyan, and couldn't bear to see that man show such eyes because of himself.

He knows that Jin Siyan is really kind, has been forgiving his cowardice and selfishness, and has never demanded him to respond, but Yan Ge is not a fool, let alone a child who doesn't understand the world. If it subsides, there is no response for a long time, and everyone will get tired of it.

Jin Siyan is a very good person, which does not mean that his patience can be provoked.

There was a dead silence in the ears, the sound of the wind gradually died down, the sound of breathing ebbed and flowed, and the atmosphere gradually became stiff.

Yan Ge felt uneasy, he didn't know why Jin Siyan stopped talking, and quietly raised his head to see his expression, when he raised his eyes, a black shadow suddenly fell in front of him.

The corner of the lip hurt, and Jin Siyan almost bit it. With an irresistible sense of strength, against the dim light of the roadside, it was particularly breathtaking.

Yan Ge was startled, but before he could react, his whole body was knocked back two steps, and his back hit the door behind him.

Jin Siyan has always been restrained, and when he loses control occasionally, it is almost always against Yan Ge.

He raised his hand to press the man's neck, forcing him to raise his head slightly. The sudden kiss was fierce, as fierce as aggression. Jin Siyan was slightly higher than him, and it was very easy to bully him down.

"I really want to stay overnight at your house, at least..." Jin Siyan seemed to sigh, his voice was still ambiguous and dry, his voice was low and inaudible, as if he was muttering, "...you are in a dream, will you Be honest."

Yan Ge opened his eyes suddenly, but before he could react, his mouth was gagged again. Jin Siyan quickly took out his key, pushed him against the door, and kissed him without distraction. Kong, opened the door in twos and twos, and immediately pushed the person into the entrance.

The two bodies were entangled and fell to the ground. The dull pain brought even more crazy excitement. Yan Ge couldn't breathe, and he didn't slow down. He only heard the low panting laughter of the man next to his ear, which seduced him. rippling.

"Yan Ge," Jin Siyan whispered his name close to his ear, "Do you know how cute you are every time you go to bed?"

It was the first time he heard such flirtatious words from his mouth, Yan Ge's breathing was stagnant, his mind felt like an electric shock, he couldn't think, and let the man's hand walk around his body.

Jin Siyan smiled lightly, his eyes were warm and sparkling, and he was so pampered that he almost hugged, "You hug me and don't let go, and you say you love me with red eyes, I like it very much."

The voice in the ear was low, and the words were obviously pure, but it made Yan Ge's whole heart warm up.

He felt as if he had been seduced by this man, and he would rather give up everything than this fleeting tenderness.Yan Ge felt that he would go crazy sooner or later.

But he has no regrets.

Jin Siyan went home at night, probably because he really had important work to do. When he left, Yan Ge was already sleepy, half asleep and half awake, it seemed that Jin Siyan kissed him and whispered something in his ear, Yan Ge Before I could hear it clearly, I fell asleep.

A night without dreams.

·

In the middle of the month, the bright moon is gradually full, and in a few months, it will be the Mid-Autumn Festival.

Jin Siyan made an appointment with him in the afternoon, and Yan Ge finished work on the studio, so he went straight to Yawan instead of going home.

Jin Siyan and Li Huixing arrived early and sat in the lounge to organize their equipment. As soon as Yan Ge walked in, he saw Jin Siyan holding a cold beer in his hand. Before he could take a sip, Li Huixing snatched it away.

"You're going to sail later, and you're still drinking!" Li Huixing was astonished, and threw the beer back into the ice bucket.

"This is beer!" Jin Siyan was also stunned, looking at him like a fool.

"Beer is not wine, is it?" Li Huixing insisted. Since she would be on his boat later, she would not give in. Seeing Yan Ge come in, it was like seeing a savior, "Yan Ge, take care of you... …Fuck him! He's going to drink and drive!"

Looking at the two people who looked like children, Yan Ge shook his head helplessly. Seeing Jin Siyan's nervous expression, he opened his mouth politely and handed over the lemonade in his hand, "Are you thirsty? I bought some water."

After taking the drink he bought, Jin Siyan stopped clamoring for a cold beer.

"Used! Used to his faults!" Li Huixing spat.

Jin Siyan ignored him, and turned to talk to Yan Ge, "I still have some formalities to go through here, you go there first, they are all in Yuanye, there are many people you know."

Yan Ge didn't refuse, nodded, turned around and walked towards the harbor.

Wilderness and the others were indeed there, standing on the shore, chatting, and watching the staff check and maintain their boats.

"Brother Yan." Yuan Ye greeted him politely when he saw him.

Yan Ge nodded, inadvertently glanced at the ships docked in the harbor, and recognized the Comet in the middle at a glance.

After so many years, this ship is already very old, with a sense of vicissitudes engraved by the years, rising and falling in the small waves, as if breathing.

Yan Ge was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt a little moved, as if seeing an old friend whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

The first time we met was at the seaside of my hometown. At that time, it was still new, bright and beautiful, with brand-new facilities. The sail ropes were strong and tight, and the sails were clean and bright because they had not been used, trembling slightly in the sunset. .

Now, the Comet is also old, and the sails that have been through the wind and waves for a long time have become gray and old.

Yan Ge smiled slightly with unknown meaning, lowered his eyes, and raised his hand to gently caress the hull of the Comet, feeling the cool temperature under his palm.

Sighing, Yan Geli landed on the ship, looking at the familiar or unfamiliar facilities on the ship with curiosity and interest.

Li Huixing followed and looked around the shore before seeing Yan Ge standing on the boat.

Li Huixing didn't know where Yan Ge was, so he went wherever Yan Ge was. When he saw him on the boat, he didn't care about anything else. He looked around, found a place, stretched out his hands to grab the side of the boat, and climbed up with difficulty.

The ship was swaying unceasingly, Li Huixing took a while to get used to it before standing still, and tremblingly walked towards Yan Ge.

Out of the corner of his eye, Yan Ge caught a glimpse of the people approaching, and tightened his hands in his pockets.

Li Huixing didn't notice his strangeness, and looked around curiously, "This is Jin Shao's boat."

"Haven't you seen it?" Yan Ge smiled faintly, looking at him.

"No."

"Ah," Yan Ge paused, seemingly casually, "Never seen it before?"

"No." Li Huixing raised his head and patted the mast, "I'm not interested in boating."

Yan Ge didn't speak. He turned his head and looked at the sparkling sea, not knowing what he was thinking.

"I used to feel dizzy on a boat, and I was uncomfortable on a cruise ship, let alone this small boat." Li Huixing clicked his tongue and stepped on the board under his feet, "But now, it seems that I don't feel so dizzy..."

"Mr. Li." Yan Ge called him suddenly.

Li Huixing paused for a moment, then turned his head in surprise, only to see the man's eyes were still calm, and he was on the sea not far away.

"...What?" Li Huixing was puzzled.

"Then you know Jin Shao's ship..." Yan Ge turned his head and looked at him slowly, with unexplained inquiry in his eyes, "Is it called the Comet?"