The Virtual Character I Personally Raised Wants to Marry Me

"Crackling-"

The wood burning in the stove made a slight sound, and in this silent night, the sound seemed to be right next to his ears, making Xu Sili, who had dull eyes, gradually come back to his senses.

He looked at the young man who was still waiting for his answer. The young man's blue eyes were clear and clean, with a bit of expectation and piety, making him seem to see the future Si Sheng in a trance.

but……

"How did you... when..."

He felt his throat dry, and his eyes still showed disbelief.

Xu Sili never thought that Si Sheng would keep the memories from "Game of the Gods"...

How is this possible?Isn't he a character reconstructed by the game team?But if not, then why does he ask if he is a god?

But...he is Snow Rowland now.

Even if Si Sheng kept the data memory of the last game, it is impossible to recognize him, right?

"Game of the Gods" is a mobile game, and he only operates it on his mobile phone, and it's not a holographic game where he can meet. Si Sheng has never seen him before, so how could he recognize him?

The young man waited quietly, watching the little boy intently, taking all his reactions into his eyes.

Although the dream was still vague, the beating heart and the palpitation let him know that he cared about this answer very much.

Xu Sili lowered his eyes, avoiding the young man's sight.

Many details flashed through his mind, like scattered pearls connected by a young man's words.

When he first crossed over, Si Sheng pinched his chin and questioned who he was...

He thought he would get away with it, but now it doesn't look like that.

Because almost that day, Si Sheng's attitude towards him changed drastically. Not only did he cooperate with him to protect him everywhere, but he never mentioned the humiliation of stepping on his face...

Ask yourself, if it were me, with such powerful force, if someone stepped on his face and turned into a puppet, would it be possible for him not to hate that person?

Impossible, he will definitely make that person pay the price!

So he always felt that Si Sheng was so kind to him, so begging for perfection, there must be a bigger conspiracy.

He was always on guard against Si Sheng.

Even if you can't help approaching him, and you can't help being attracted to him, you still can't fully trust him, and you always think that the relationship between the two will break down one day.

In this relationship, he always has a trace of sobriety.

However, he never imagined that there would be such a situation...

Si Sheng had already recognized him.

Moreover, he still retains the memory of the last game!He regarded him as the "god" in that game.

Xu Sili felt the heart beating violently in his chest, which made him a little numb.

No wonder, Si Sheng looked at him with gentle and pious eyes, sometimes even humble...

That feeling of disobedience suddenly disappeared after knowing that he had kept the data memory of the last game.

because……

Thinking back carefully, in "Game of the Gods", didn't Si Sheng look at him with such eyes?

Hadn't he been moved by his pious eyes before, and even lamented the realistic modeling of the game?

Did Si Sheng have self-awareness at that time?what is this?Artificial intelligence like Xiao Wu?

But if this is the case, how did his consciousness come to the starry sky era?And still regard him as a "god"?

Xu Sili felt his mind was in a mess.

Everything seems to make sense, but it feels so ridiculous...

But he could feel the strange ripples in his heart again.

If it's true, doesn't that mean that Si Sheng...

Have you always been sincere to him?

And he is not just Si Sheng in the Star Era, apart from the two short months together, they also have more profound bonds and memories?

Xu Sili swallowed, and soon realized another problem.

So, he fell off the horse so early?

Xu Sili's eyes widened again, and at the same time he felt guilty.

Although he hasn't acted much, and has always done his own thing, with Si Sheng's wisdom, it's normal for him to see that something is wrong, but...he is really not a god!

So how did Si Sheng recognize him?

What kind of feelings does he have for him?

Xu Sili really wanted to ask clearly, but Si Sheng in front of him had already blurred his memory, and the two of them looked like this, it seemed too weird to question their relationship...

Ah, the damned trial!

He frowned slightly, feeling a little annoyed.

The teenager who hadn't got an answer for a long time, saw the irritability on the little boy's face, the light in his eyes dimmed a little bit.

Is he being too reckless?

In the dream, he never dared to ask...

He bit his lips, and under Xu Sili's dull gaze, he reached out and pulled him into his arms, hugging him tightly.

"If this question bothers you, please forget about it."

The boy rested his chin on the top of his hair, his voice was low, trembling with a bit of depression.

Xu Sili leaned in his arms, feeling the warmth from his body, and couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

Embarrassment...it must be embarrassment.

But how could it be forgotten?

Xu Sili raised his head, put his cheek against the boy's chin, and rubbed it lightly. The two of them were skin-to-skin, still as close as before.

Feeling this, the boy's tense nerves relaxed a little, and then he heard that immature voice again.

"What else did you see in the dream?"

The young man pursed his lips, his eyes were full of fear, even death could not make him feel afraid, but now, just because of a problem of the little boy, he panicked.

If everything in the "dream" is real, then it should be his biggest secret...

But what if His Highness is really a god?

During a battle between heaven and man, that picture appeared in front of his eyes again - when he was most desperate and painful, the elf-like little boy suddenly appeared, like the most dazzling sunshine.

He said, he is here, no one can hurt him anymore...

The boy's fluctuating mood suddenly calmed down.

How could His Highness not be the god in the dream?He did the same thing as a god.

He should trust His Highness.

"I saw in my dream..."

The boy whispered, "I come from another world."

Although he had already guessed, when he really heard the positive answer, Xu Sili still couldn't help being shocked.

"What kind of world is that?"

he heard himself ask.

"There is a very powerful country in that world. The first heir has just died. As the second heir, the princess has to complete the test before she can take over the king's position."

"As for me, I was instructed by the Lord God to assist the princess..."

The young man asked Xu Sili to confirm that he was indeed from "Game of the Gods"!

But why exactly is this the case?

Xu Sili suddenly rejoiced that although this trial brought a lot of danger, at least Si Sheng in Zai Zai's period didn't have such a heavy heart, and he said everything when he was set.

Otherwise, would he have been kept in the dark?

"Then...do you still remember how you came to this world?" Xu Sili asked in a low voice.

Then he felt the boy's body stiffen.

"No, I don't remember."

The boy replied.

Xu Sili pursed his lips, the little boy would never lie, or in other words, he couldn't hide his emotions in front of him.

So he remembered, but he refused to say.

Do you want to force him?

He thought of the death-like silent eyes of the boy when he strangled the slave master's neck with iron chains.

He suffered a lot.

If he had the memory of the previous world, the pain would be doubled.

Maybe the way he came into this world was also full of pain?

He knew that if he missed the opportunity of this trial, Si Sheng, who might completely recover his memory, would not be so frank with him again.

but……

Xu Sili couldn't bear it.

He didn't want to see Si Sheng suffer, and he didn't want to lose his memory, so that he, who was much more fragile mentally, would be hurt again.

Thinking of this, Xu Sili rubbed the skin on the young man's neck again, and softly comforted him: "Well, it's fine if you don't remember."

He felt the boy's tense body slowly relax.

The room fell silent again.

As the night gradually deepened, the firewood burning in the stove slowly turned into coke, and the raging flame weakened, but it still provided heat for the room.

It's just that the heat is much weaker than before.

Feeling this change, Xu Sili couldn't help but arched into the boy's arms, greedily absorbing the warmth from his body.

Maybe it was too cold at night, or tiredness eroded his brain, which made his thinking a little chaotic, and his heart defense was also reduced to the minimum.

"I don't know that you still remember things in that world."

The boy who had his eyes closed suddenly opened them, lowered his eyebrows in a daze, and looked at the strands of silver hair exposed under the quilt.

Did he hear it wrong?

Originally, he thought that he would not get an answer tonight...

"I thought you had forgotten all about it." The boy's soft voice was a bit dreamy at night, making the young man feel like he was in a dream.

So, is this the reason why Lord Shenming never recognized him?It's not that he doesn't want to, but... thinks he doesn't remember?

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault for making you go through this kind of suffering again..."

Xu Sili hugged the young man's thin body, feeling extremely guilty.

If Si Sheng is really conscious, it will be transferred to the Starry Sky Era. Does that mean that he has suffered the original painful childhood again?

Thinking of the boy's dead eyes, he couldn't help tightening his arms around him again.

"Don't say that..."

The young man muttered in a low voice, "I'm not afraid of suffering, I'm just afraid... that I won't be able to stay by your side..."

In fact, he wanted to ask more, why did the Lord God abandon him before?And why leave him alone in this world?Even according to Lord Shenming, he once erased his memory...

So, he waited until four years ago to remember the events of his previous life, is this the reason?

Why?Why do you want to do this?

But he can no longer be as reckless as before.

Even though there were countless questions in his heart, he didn't dare to ask them again.

Just like what I was worried about in the dream, if His Highness's answer...does he not care?

Because he didn't care, he was easily abandoned, and because he didn't care, his memory belonging to the two of them was erased, and then he was thrown into this world to perform tasks...

If so, what would he do?

The young man hugged the child in his arms tightly, and said almost tremblingly, "My lord, please let me stay by your side...please don't...don't abandon me again."

Xu Sili felt distressed when he heard it.

How could someone touch his heart like this?Fill him with guilt.

"Won't leave you behind."

"You can stay as long as you want, until you get tired of it," he said.

Hearing his promise, the boy blinked, his eye circles were red, but he smiled.

He closed his eyes, lowered his head, and gently pressed a kiss on the top of the little boy's hair.

"Never get tired of it."

The corners of the boy's mouth curled up slightly, revealing a shallow smile.

He seems to know how to smile...

It turned out that this is the feeling of happiness.

To Xu Sili's surprise, he had another good night's sleep last night.

Originally, he thought that he would suffer from insomnia because of the conversation before going to bed, but when he woke up the next day, he found that he was full of energy, which was only after Meimei had a good night's sleep.

Today's weather is obviously not as cold as yesterday.

When he found that the bed beside him was empty, Xu Sili poked his head out of the bed nervously.

"Si Sheng?"

Then, he saw a well-dressed blond boy coming out from behind the screen.

The sunlight just came in from the window, making his hair golden and very beautiful, but what made Xu Sili unable to move his eyes away was the slightly curved smile of the young man's mouth.

A very shallow smile, but like a rose flower blooming on a snowy night, firmly attracted his attention.

In a daze, Xu Sili thought he saw the grown-up Si Sheng.

But soon, he discovered the difference.

Because under his direct gaze, the boy's cold white skin was obviously stained with a thin layer of red, and there was a bit of shyness in his smile.

The grown-up Si Sheng would not be so innocent, he would always talk about love in the same way, without blushing or beating heart.

"Your Highness, you're awake." The young man came to his side, just as he hesitated to reach out to hug him, the little boy had already reached out his hand and approached him intimately.

"I've said it all, don't use honorifics when there are no outsiders." Xu Sili said.

The teenager blinked, then curled the corners of his mouth again, "Okay."

"Do you want to take a shower?"

He said, "I just went to fetch hot water, and the temperature should be just right."

Xu Sili looked at the toiletries placed beside the bed, and asked casually, "Where's Janice?"

The teenager paused, "She is preparing breakfast for His Highness."

Xu Sili nodded, didn't say anything, and obediently brushed his teeth and washed his face under the young man's service.

Soon, the bedroom door rang.

The boy got up to open the door, but only opened a gap, and the knocker was blocked outside.

"Please leave it to me."

He looks at Janice, and reaches out to take the tray.

Janice frowned, "Get out of the way."

The young man didn't intend to give in, "It's fine if I come, I will take good care of Your Highness."

"What do you mean……"

The boy looked up at her, and Janice suddenly stopped.

Looking at the boy's gray-blue eyes, seeing the coldness and a little impatience inside, Janice felt a chill down her spine for a moment.

While she was in a daze, the boy had already taken the tray in her hand, stepped into the bedroom, and then slammed the door shut.

Xu Sili didn't notice the brief confrontation at the door. Although he always felt it was a bit weird, Si Sheng had done a lot of serving him for dinner before, and he felt that he was used to it.

Drinking milk slowly, thinking about continuing to be a salted fish in the room today.

Sometimes, however, things don't always go as planned.

"Little Sinuo, sister is here to see you again!"

Just after breakfast, the girl's hearty voice came in from outside the door, and then the door was kicked open, and a girl with a high ponytail and combat uniform appeared at the door.

Xu Sili glanced at her, and greeted lazily, "Second Sister Huang."

The girl was suddenly dissatisfied.

"Little Sinuo, aren't you happy to see your sister?"

She walked into the room, and when she saw the boy in a new look, she patted him on the shoulder carelessly, "It's not bad, it fits well!"

The young man looked at her with a calm expression, and she didn't act too special because of her princess status. She was completely different from the shyness just now.

Seeing it, Xu Sili couldn't help but said: "It was Huang Jie who brought the water healer over that day to heal your injury, and she also ordered the clothes to be customized."

The young man paused and understood what His Royal Highness meant.

He looked at Princess Sirin again, and said in a low voice, "Thank you, Your Royal Highness."

The attitude is still neither humble nor overbearing, but it is much better than the indifference just now.

Fortunately, Sirin has a bright personality, and she doesn't have the same knowledge as him, so she just shook her head and said, "It's nothing, it's just a matter of little effort."

Then, she looked at Xu Sili again.

"Little Sinuo, change your clothes quickly, my sister will take you out to play."

Xu Sili was still lying on the bed, anyway, he was only a five-year-old child now, and Xilin was his own sister, so he didn't feel embarrassed.

"I do not want to go out."

He shook his head and refused, "It's freezing outside, it's fine for me and Si Sheng to stay indoors."

"That won't work."

Sirin walked over and was about to lift his quilt, but just as she grabbed the edge of the quilt, a thin hand stretched out diagonally, and grabbed her wrist.

She was in pain, and when she raised her eyes, she met a pair of wolf cub-like eyes.

"Your Highness, what are you going to do?" The boy looked at her with sharp eyes.

Sirin withdrew her hand, and finally looked at the boy squarely.

"You are very strong, no wonder you can strangle that slave owner to death." She looked at him appreciatively and said, "Are you interested in joining my team?"

"When I become an adult, I will take the team to the front line. A good seed like you should go to the battlefield and fight with us, trying to kill those damn interstellar beasts as soon as possible!"

The boy didn't answer, but Xu Sili felt a little sad when he heard Xilin's words.

This lively and bright girl will die in the beast tide or on the battlefield in ten years, and become a heroine that everyone admires and loves.

However, to die is to die.

Originally, he didn't need to care about it, because he hadn't gotten along with him before, or even met him, so he wouldn't have any feelings for him.

And now...

Xu Sili sighed, but he called Xilin's attention back.

The girl stretched out her hand and rubbed his head, and said bitterly: "Lazy bone, I heard from Janice that you haven't been out of the house for two days, and if you stay any longer, you will get moldy!"

Xu Sili shrugged.

It's better to be moldy than to be in danger.

There are less than three days left, and he doesn't want to fall short.

Seeing him getting into the bed again, Sirin wanted to lift the quilt, but when she saw the young man staring at him, she couldn't help but feel a little jealous.

Like a wild wolf, or the kind that has eaten people.

Obviously she was also one of the people who saved him, this difference in treatment is too great!

"Okay, get up." Sirin finally softened her tone, "Little Sinuo, it's Father who wants to see you."

Hearing her mention the old emperor, Xu Sili immediately pricked up his ears.

In addition to the vague impression of his father in Snow Roland's memory, Xu Sili's deepest impression of the deceased Emperor was the restricted holographic games in the game cabin.

Also, before he died, he spent all the universe coins, leaving him none.

"He wants to see me, so I have to go?" Xu Sili said expressionlessly.

"Don't be angry, no matter what he says, he is still the emperor." Sirin touched the top of his hair, and when she noticed the strong gaze beside her, she reluctantly withdrew her hand.

"I'm not angry..."

"I know that Father makes you uncomfortable by letting you live here, but you can't go on like this forever."

Sirin explained, "This is the rule, and it is also protecting you."

The royal family who have detected the talent of the elementalist will have the right to inherit the throne, and the resources are also tilted towards them. If there is no talent, all the treatment can only be implemented according to the minimum standard.

"I know, Second Sister Huang."

Xu Sili said earnestly, "It's just that I'm in a bad mood and don't want to see him for now."

Sirin couldn't help sighing, "That may not be up to you."

"Marshal Joyce returned in triumph today, and the emperor ordered the three of us to greet him in person."

Joyce?marshal?

Xu Sili rubbed his chin, he knew Admiral Joyce, could it be that he had the same name?

Let the three members of the royal family greet him in person, this Marshal Joyce is very powerful.

Knowing that this was the content of the trial, no matter what he couldn't avoid it, Xu Sili finally gave up struggling.

He got up from the quilt, and seeing Si Sheng came over to help him put on the clothes, Xu Sili couldn't help but hooked his hair behind his ears, and said, "You can stay here."

Although he didn't want to be separated from him, it was obvious that there might be danger now, so he didn't worry that he would follow.

The young man's hand buttoning his button suddenly paused.

He raised his eyes, and the frost and snow that had melted into water when he was facing Princess Xilin, looked at Xu Sili pitifully, and said, "Your Highness, you said that I can always stay by your side..."

Seeing his wronged look, Xu Sili felt even more helpless.

"Okay, okay, follow if you want."

In the end, he could only coax.

The young man slowly showed a slight smile, looking at the little boy's blue eyes, shining brightly, more gorgeous and charming than the sun.

Seeing this scene, Sirin felt something was wrong even if she was as dull as her.

Damn, is her baby brother about to be abducted?

The author has something to say: Si Zai: It’s all my wife, I want you to take care of it (~￣▽￣)~

Sirin: ... Draw your sword!