The villain master dressed as a sick and charming male protagonist

Li Xuyang seemed to be in pain, he looked at me, and finally... knelt down in front of me.

That was the first time I saw him cry, it was so painful.

He said: "I can't help it... Ruxue, my father found out about the two of us, and my mother committed suicide. I was so forced that I really had no choice..."

"Ruxue, I'm sorry... you kill me... Ruxue..."

I watched him cry, and my heart gradually disappeared. I felt that I was like a joke at the moment.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

Li Xuyang looked up at me.

I almost went crazy, I stared at him: "I asked you, why didn't you tell me?! Is marriage a matter of one day?! Can the bridal chamber be forced?! You and I were separated for three months, and she was only two months pregnant , Li Xuyang, do you have the face to complain to me?!"

Li Xuyang seemed dumbfounded.

He may not know how I know Chuning is pregnant.

I really laughed, maybe he really took me for a fool.

"Ruxue...I'm sorry...I'm really sorry..."

The haughty man seemed to be only apologetic.

The defense line in my heart just collapsed.

I feel dizzy and I can't take it anymore.

I forcibly vomited a mouthful of blood, and my heart and mind were wounded. A few days ago, I just stepped into the realm of the earth fairy, but at this moment, I was backlashed, and I was full of cultivation.

useless...

It was also at the moment when he fell that I saw his terrified appearance.

I think maybe he loves me.

Unfortunately, he loves himself more.

I woke up again, half a month later.

The sect meeting is over, I don't know what reason Li Xuyang used to stay, probably... it's still a lie.

Master and brothers all knew about this.

It finally broke through.

Junior brother Song He often made things difficult for Li Xuyang because of this incident.

Bai Nuo also shot Li Xuyang many times, and even beat him to death.

Chu Ge is traveling and not at home.

Ah Li has a cold temper, but he also scolded Li Xuyang several times, and many times, he almost made a move, but I stopped him.

I know that if Ah Li makes a move, this person will be disabled if he doesn't die.

Even the Master advised me to let go.

I know that everyone's hearts are toward me.

But feelings are such a thing, how can we just let go of them.

We are deadlocked.

In the spring of the second year.

Chuning might...be about to give birth...

He still came to say goodbye to me.

He said: "Ru Xue, take good care of yourself, I owe you in this life, and in the next life... I will pay you back as a cow or a horse."

I listened quietly, I don't remember the specific details, I just remember that I was really sad at that time.

I cried and said, "Xuyang, let's...don't see each other again."

I'm not that cheap, I can't steal a woman's husband.

I am the Great Elder of Emperor Jue Xianzong, I have my own bottom line and principles.

I have been in a trance for more than twenty years, the only thing left for me.

It's that poor self-esteem.

"Ru Xue, if there is an afterlife..."

I can't hear him making any more excuses: "Whether it's in the next life or in this life, we have nothing to do with each other anymore, get out!"

This is the first time I've spoken harshly.

"Ru Xue..."

I was completely angry: "Get out! Li Xuyang! Get out! Get out!"

he's gone……

I fell ill again.

The body is getting weaker every day, and the days when I can stay awake are too few.

Master couldn't stand it anymore and took me into retreat.

Every time my brothers and sisters go out to practice, they will pick all kinds of elixir for me to nourish my body.

I am very grateful, but there is no way, I can't live anymore.

Now, it's just a shell.

I often look out the window, and I wonder, if I hadn't met Li Xuyang, would I... also be reckless.

This love, the price is too high.

The matter between me and Li Xuyang can't stop everyone's mouth after all.

The juniors don't know, but the elders still have a lot of hearsay news.

There are endless rumors and gossips among the several sects.

I get poked in the spine almost every day.

Gradually, he seldom showed up.

Li Xuyang would send letters and panacea almost every other month.

I can read letters, most of which are trivial daily matters.

I never went back.

I wanted to throw away those medicines, but I was still reluctant.

After all, this is my only thought.

My room was gradually full of medicines. I never touched them, but I memorized the name, properties and effects of each herb.

My life is like this day by day.

I came out of the mountain again because of the sudden death of Master, so I was caught off guard.

Furthermore, it was my junior brother who asked me to marry me.

I looked at his young and handsome face, and I admired his courage. I remember... Back then, I could barely lift my head in the face of gossip.

But my junior brother overturned my cognition.

It turns out that loving someone can be so unscrupulous, so desperate.

I began to secretly envy Yan Cangming, envying him for being able to receive such a bright and hot love.

All my life, I have pursued this.

But what I have never pursued in my whole life is within reach of others.

On the wedding day, almost everything I thought of happened.

Except for the disciples of Emperor Jue Xianzong, almost everyone is abusing them. They use the most vicious language to wantonly attack and judge a couple who really love each other.

I don't understand, what's wrong with them?

They just want to have a vigorous and justifiable love, who is in the way?

Later, the Nine Heavens God Buddha also came, and I realized that the status of the little junior is so high.

But he is still not afraid to fight against the sky.

I've already run out of fuel, and I'm waiting for an opportunity, waiting for an opportunity that can fulfill them.

I think I've had enough in my life.

Junior brother always wants to live a happy life.

There must be someone who can be happy with their brothers and sisters.

I hope they can take my share of happiness and go on together.

I took one last look at Li Xuyang, and in the end, I went to die without hesitation.

I don't know how long I have been wandering, maybe ten years, a hundred years, or a thousand years.

By the river of Wangchuan...

I saw my junior brother again, Yan Cangming was with him, they seemed to be in love very much.

I seem to be relieved at last, because I have gradually lost the memory of the person.

A Li told me that he has been looking for me, has traveled all over the mountains and rivers, and never gave up looking for my trace.

I was silent for a long time before I remembered who the "he" Ah Li was talking about.

A Li said: "Eldest brother, if you want, I can reshape your soul and reincarnate you..."

I waved my hand and looked back at Ali.

I said, "Ah Li, it's too hard to be a human..."

Xunli's eyes turned red: "Senior brother, come back with me, this should not be your destination. Senior brother, I can make your next life happy and fulfilling, why don't you?"

I know that my junior brother loves me, and I know his ability.

but……

I would rather be the other shore flower by the river of Wangchuan.

And never reincarnated as a human being.

I smiled: "I don't want to return, I don't want to."

I danced the river of forgetfulness, which can cleanse people's hearts and memories.

From then on, I am just a flower on the other side of the river of Wangchuan.

There is no afterlife...