The cold goddess always wants to bend me

Wei Zhi left, and looking at the background of her departure, Yu Xinxin couldn't tell what it was like, as if something inseparable had been taken away, her heart was empty, and she wanted to cry, but couldn't cry.

A week later, she was discharged from the hospital.

The days of convalescing were very boring. She was lying on the bed all day long. Many relatives and neighbors came to see her and told her to rest well. Huang Xing also came.

Although some words were not spoken, the relationship between the two was obviously different from before, and they didn't know what to say when they sat face to face.

From childhood to adulthood, they talked about everything. Many times, the relationship between them is not simple friendship or some other feelings that can be summed up. It is a special emotion that is infinitely close to family affection on top of the friendship that has been accumulated since childhood. .

She depends on him, but has nothing to do with love.

For Huang Xing, she cherishes it very much and doesn't want to lose it.

Although she also thinks this kind of thinking is scumbag, she still wants to work hard, in case Huang Xing wants to open it, but if it still doesn't work in the end, she will gradually fade out from Huang Chen's world.

More than anyone else, she hopes that Huang Xing will have someone who really likes him.

"Why do you come to see me now, brother? You're so dispirited." She smiled, her tone of pretending to be relaxed was cautiously tentative, and her heart beat a little faster after she said this sentence.

The sunlight from outside the window shone in and printed on the floor. Huang Xing stood with his back against the window and stood in the sunlight. Due to the backlight, his facial features could not be seen clearly, and his body was also coated with a layer of light.

The room was very quiet, and there seemed to be low sighs.

He stood up straight, took two steps forward, and broke away from the sunlight. His handsome face was instantly clear, and his sharp features caught people's attention. Although he was still a little green, he already showed a little adult male independence. Some are mature and steady.

He seems to be different from before.

Yu Xinxin was still in a daze, when she saw Huang Chen open his mouth and said with a smile: "Brother lost love some time ago, I was too busy comforting myself, so I don't have time to talk to you."

Yu Xinxin's heart beat heavily, her head was a little dazed, and she slowly lowered her head.

He still wants to...

"But I've already thought about it. I'm so handsome, am I afraid that I won't find a girlfriend?"

His smile was very bright, and he couldn't see the slightest haze. It was really as he said, and he had already thought about it.

Yu Xinxin smiled, breathed a sigh of relief, and asked, "Do you really want to go?"

"Actually, it was quite uncomfortable at the beginning, but after thinking about it, it's okay. I can't like people, they have to like me, and besides, she already has someone she likes, so I can't do it. , I think sincere blessings are more useful than continuing to entangle, and..." He stroked his hair coquettishly and put on a very narcissistic expression, "And I am so handsome, I should study hard and build for the motherland It’s right to contribute your youth.”

He spoke more and more vigorously, his eyes were clear and glowing with relief, but the narcissism on his face did not fade in the slightest.

"Let me tell you, buddy, I'm very popular, okay? You haven't seen me. Every time I play, there are girls who come to see me specially. Those affectionate little eyes almost make other people sour." I'm dead, and the person who wipes sweat and delivers water, am I someone who is in need of a partner?"

Seeing his eloquent appearance, Yu Xinxin suddenly wanted to cry. Huang Xing is such a person, warm and sunny, although his appearance is a bit bohemian, but he is a delicate and gentle person in his heart.

Such a person deserves a complete and complete relationship worthy of his sincere devotion.

"It's nice of you to think so."

The big stone in Yu Xinxin's heart is to let go, she knows Huang Xing, if he says let go, then he really let go, he is different from Qin Rui, Qin Rui is easy to get into the horns, many things are unwilling to take up and can't let go, but Huang Xing is a An open-minded person, his heart is very open, he is emotional but not too indulgent, he is like the sun, occasionally there will be haze, but the warmest and brightest sunshine will always emerge after the haze passes.

"You're bound to meet a girl who's all about you."

"You too."

For a period of time after that, Yu Xinxin was still recuperating at home, and would occasionally call Wei Zhi, who rarely mentioned anything other than asking about her recovery as usual.

Since she left, Yu Xinxin has been surrounded by an invisible melancholy.

Wei Zhi has been hiding something, which she has known for a long time, but this feeling is even worse during this time.

Later, they even called less and less, and they didn't reply to WeChat after a long time. Most of the time, today's messages would not be answered until the next day. She tried to ask the reason, but the other party just said that she was busy with something at home, so she didn't want to ask her too much. think.

She shouldn't be soft-hearted, she should grab her and ask her clearly, but in this situation, what should she do?

Because of her leg injury, she asked for a leave of absence from school, and the days of recuperating from her injury were extremely difficult. If her parents hadn't stopped her, she would have rushed back to school a long time ago.

In restlessness and hesitation, I spent more than a month.

After removing the plaster, she immediately took the high-speed train back to Jiangcheng, but when she returned to the community where they rented together on crutches, the moment she opened the door, her heart sank to the bottom of the valley.

The house is still the same as when she left, except for a thick layer of dust, nothing else has changed, and Wei Zhi doesn't seem to have come back.

She took out her mobile phone to call Wei Zhi, but the phone rang for a long time and no one answered, she called Zhou Tong again, the uneasiness in her heart was magnified to the extreme at this moment.

She thought, maybe Wei Zhi felt that she hadn't come back and moved back to the dormitory again.

The phone was connected quickly, but the voice on the other end faltered, "Wei Zhi, she, didn't she tell you?"

"what happened?"

"I, I don't know what's going on. I heard from the teacher that she had dropped out of school. The teacher didn't elaborate on the reason, but she called us later and asked us not to tell you. She said that you need to recuperate and don't want you to worry. "

Leave school?

She didn't hear what Zhou Tong said next, and she didn't know when she hung up the phone. When she regained consciousness, the light outside the window was already very dim.

The weather in early spring was still a bit cool. It had just rained outside, and the damp and cool air came in through the open windows, bringing a little smell of grass and trees. It was very fresh, but very cold.

Yu Xinxin's hands and feet were cold, and her body shivered slightly while lying on the sofa. She wiped the tears from her face, squeezed her mobile phone and dialed Wei Zhi's mobile number.

"toot"

The voice on the phone was especially harsh in the still air.

Yu Xinxin bit her lip, her heart was beating very fast at this moment, she was very disturbed, she hoped that Wei Zhi could give a reasonable explanation for everything during this period, but at the same time she was afraid of getting her explanation.

What if that meant she couldn't bear it.

While waiting, the phone was connected.

A cold voice came out from the phone, low and indifferent, "Hello."

Yu Xinxin's heart suddenly constricted, and tears filled her eyes, but she suppressed the tears from falling down, smiled slightly, and said, "Why did it take me so long to answer the phone?"

There was a moment of silence on the other end of the phone, "Xinxin, there is something I want to tell you."

Yu Xinxin felt that she definitely didn't want to hear what she was going to say next, so she spoke first, "My mother mentioned you a few days ago, and she told you to come to my house when you have nothing to do. She likes you very much. You said that next time you go When the time comes, shall I tell her about us?"

There was no sound on the other end of the phone, and she quietly listened to what she had to say before saying, "Okay."

Her voice was very low, as if she had no strength, but she was surprisingly gentle. Yu Xinxin breathed a sigh of relief, and then thought of what she was going to say just now, and felt that she was thinking too much, and Wei Zhi was just a little tired recently.

"What did you want to say to me just now?"

The other end of the phone was silent again, and the air was so quiet that she could even hear her heart beating gradually, beating her eardrums over and over again.

She bit her lip hard, but didn't find any topics to break the stagnant atmosphere.

There is a faint smell of earth in the air, with the moist coolness after the rain.

She took a breath, clenched her stiff fingers, tried her best to use a relatively steady voice, and said, "What do you want to say?"

"us……"

"Do you want to separate for a while?"

The author has something to say:

Come, come, we are going to break up, do you want to break up?

Here I want to say that Xinxin's character is relatively passive. In terms of emotions, she often needs someone to push her. Yu Xinxin confessed later, but this time Wei Zhi had a problem with himself, so he would only back off and would not push her anymore.