The cold goddess always wants to bend me

The next day, the snow that had fallen all night stopped.

Perhaps because she slept for too long, Yu Xinxin woke up very early, quietly staring at the glass window in a daze. I can't see clearly, I just vaguely feel that there should be a world covered in silver outside.

The door of the ward was opened, and Mother Yu came in with hot water to help her wash, followed by Father Yu, who was holding breakfast in his hand, and saw her wake up, with a smile on his face, "Eat quickly, you are full , have the strength to recover.”

Yu Xinxin nodded with a smile, and the moment she turned around, she noticed that her father seemed to have a little more white hair behind his ears, and the wrinkles on his face were much deeper.

Time flies, the once omnipotent parents are no longer young, and as she grows up, the years have left irreversible marks on them.

She looked down at the plaster cast on her leg, and felt a little guilty. She is so old and always makes her parents worry about her, but if she does it all over again...

She should still be lying here.

There were successive sounds in the corridor, doctors, nurses, patients, family members, all kinds of voices came and went.

Yu Xinxin pinched the phone, unlocked it, and the WeChat chat interface popped up, and the last message stayed at 12 midnight.

Wei Zhi didn't reply her.

Mother Yu brought over the porridge bowl, she put down her phone, and took it. After breakfast, Father Yu answered a call and left.Mother Yu called one after another to report her safety, and even dragged her to say hello to the seven aunts and the eight aunts.

She is not in a good condition, and she is a little restless, and many details that are suppressed by her on weekdays are turning around in her mind.

This situation lasted until noon. During this period, her mobile phone was always quiet, except for a few text messages of New Year greetings, nothing else.

Just as she was hesitating whether to click on the address book, the door of the ward opened.

A slender figure walked in. She was wearing a white down jacket, blue jeans that straightened her thighs, and knee-length soft boots perfectly trimmed the line of her calves.

The slow footsteps sounded from far to near, as if stepping on a certain rhythm, knocking on the heart bit by bit.

Yu Xinxin's heart tightened, her gaze was fixed on her face, she put on bright makeup, her powdered skin could not see any blemishes, after seeing her in her cold eyes, there was a hint of a smile, the eye sockets Bend slightly, melting the wind and snow on his body.

Rarely, she wore a bright lipstick. Her already extremely beautiful face, coupled with her exquisite makeup, made it hard for people not to notice her. She pushed the suitcase in her hand to the wall, closed the door, and isolated a few roads. prying eyes.

Yu Xinxin glanced over the suitcase, frowned slightly, and said nothing.

"Morning, aunt." Wei knew.

"Morning, have you had breakfast?" Although she was puzzled by the change in Wei Zhi's state before and after, she looked much better than yesterday. Seeing her pulling the suitcase, Yu's mother asked, "Are you going back?"

Wei Zhi's eyes dodged imperceptibly, and he said with a smile: "Yes, my family called and asked me to go back."

"That's right, no matter what, it's a family, and the family is meant to be together." Mother Yu didn't think too much, and after looking at Yu Xinxin who had been silent all this time, she walked towards the door with a thermos, " I'll go get some hot water, you and Xinxin will talk first."

Yu Xinxin had no expression on her face, the air was quiet, she raised her eyes, and looked at each other silently.

At first, Wei Zhi was able to maintain a superficial smile pretending to be relaxed, but gradually, the smile on her face couldn't hold back, she lowered her head, her long eyelashes trembled, and she couldn't see the expression in her eyes clearly.

"I'll take the high-speed train in an hour." Pursing her lips, she forced herself to look at Yu Xinxin, "I'm leaving later."

"Oh." Yu Xinxin said.

The light came in through the white window panes, and she felt a little drowsy. Yu Xinxin suddenly felt tight in her chest. She took a deep breath and said, "Open the window to let the air in."

The hospital bed is not far from the window, if it is fully opened, the cold wind will blow to Yu Xinxin, Wei Zhi frowned, and said: "It's cold outside, open the window, you will catch a cold."

For some reason, she seemed to be holding a breath in her heart, she couldn't swallow it, and she couldn't get it out, and now she was stuck up and down, making people upset, she looked at Wei Zhi's face again, and said: " Do you wear makeup?"

Wei Zhi seldom puts on makeup, let alone such heavy makeup. She is naturally beautiful, and when she is not talking, there is a faint sense of distance around her body, which makes people feel difficult to get close to. Yu Xinxin thought she It would not be suitable for an overly colorful dress, but now it seems that she must be wrong. What is not suitable for such an extremely beautiful person?

She still doesn't know her well enough.

Wei Zhi didn't dare to look at her overly serious expression, so she looked away and stayed on the leg wrapped in thick plaster.

"Ah."

Then he said: "If you don't like it, you won't change it in the future."

Yu Xinxin shifted her gaze to her left leg, and wanted to cover it with a quilt, but she tried hard for a long time, but couldn't do it. Her right leg was a little strained, and it hurt a lot when she moved it. She didn't want to do it too deliberately, so she simply give up.

"Are you going?"

"Something happened in Beishi, I want to go back and have a look." Wei Zhi missed his sight, his face was very calm, as if he was talking about another very ordinary thing.

"Is there anything you want to tell me?" Yu Xinxin looked at her again, with a certain emotion in her eyes, as if something was about to come out.

"You..." She lowered her head slightly, her hand hanging by her side was blocked by her body, her nails were slowly digging into her flesh, and there was a burst of pain, but she couldn't feel it, and said slowly: " take care of yourself."

"What else?" Yu Xinxin asked further.

In the closed ward, Yu Xinxin looked at her, and there was a certain emotion called anticipation hidden in his eyes. Wei Zhi didn't look at her, and lowered his head slightly, with black hair hanging down the side of his face, covering half of his face.

The air was quiet, no one spoke, there was a silent stalemate.

After an unknown amount of time, Yu Xinxin sighed, her face softened, "Come here."

After two seconds of silence, Wei Zhi walked over, looked down at the soft hair on top of her head, and said nothing.

Yu Xinxin pulled her left hand and felt her body stiffen. With a little force, she pulled her arm in front of her and gently rubbed her palm away. As expected, the tender palm was pinched and torn.

"Didn't you say yes, you can't hurt yourself like this?" She was very blocked, but seeing Wei Zhi like this, she felt very distressed. After rubbing her palms for a while, she pulled him closer and put her arms around her waist , Rubbing his face into her arms, he said in a muffled voice, "If you don't want to say it, I won't force you. If you want to go, go. Take care of yourself."

Yu Xinxin feels that all the compromises in her life have been used on Wei Zhi. As early as in school, she noticed something. She tried to understand it, but failed, whether it was Wei Zhi's evasive attitude or her heart. That scar made her feel distressed and tired. When she came this time, apart from joy, she was more powerless.

She couldn't grasp the person who was clearly right in front of her eyes. The sadness, anxiety and hesitation left her at a loss, but there was nothing she could do.

She couldn't do anything except soft-hearted compromise again and again.

The window glass was still foggy, and a few drops of condensed water fell, piercing a few hazy streams of water vapor. Wei Zhi looked out of the window at the world covered in silver through these watermarks.

In the distance, a snowplow truck slowly passed by, and the snow accumulated along the road was swept away, revealing the black road surface soaked in snow, suddenly appearing in the world of white snow.

Occasionally, pedestrians passed by, their collars were tightly wrapped, their heads were shrunk, and their footsteps hurriedly did not know where they were going.

The weather seems to be very cold after the heavy snow.

Her heart trembled slightly, but she resisted the stagnation in her chest and said softly: "Yes, I know."

She rubbed the furry head in her arms, and said with a smile, "Wait for me obediently." Wait until I return to your side.

"Ok, I will wait for you."

Waiting for you to put it down together, waiting for you to be completely honest with me.

The author has something to say:

Wei Zhi is actually quite timid in terms of feelings. She has always been alone, and she is used to keeping everything in her heart. This is related to her experience all the time, but at the same time, she is afraid of being abandoned and afraid of hurting her. I don't care about people, so I finally suppressed myself into depression.