Sinking into the Sea of ​​the Moon[Entertainment]

It was November at this time, and it was approaching the end of the year. The last time Qiao Yiyue saw Cai Shuyu crying was at the beginning of the year. Yu Chong got angry with her, and then began to cry.

It has been too long, and the memory of the past has gradually become thinner, but at this moment when she looked at the tears falling from Cai Shuyu's eyes, the memory that had been squeezed into the corner by various trivial matters was suddenly awakened.

Xiao Yu cried again, she thought in a daze, is it because of me?

Compared with the last time, Cai Shuyu cried very quietly this time, barely making any sound. She grasped the spoon tightly in her hand, her shoulders trembled slightly, but the amplitude was very small. At first glance, she seemed to be just sitting motionless. Just wear it.If he hadn't seen her tears, Qiao Yiyue probably wouldn't have noticed.

The only similarity between the two crying is that they both came without warning. At the last second, Qiao Yiyue was still immersed in his own thoughts, and then he saw the tears that could not stop falling, which were shining like shattered tears The stars in the sky, like the flickering flames on the fuse of gunpowder, made her flustered in an instant.

"What's wrong?" She leaned down, gently held Cai Shuyu's shoulder, and touched Cai Shuyu's shoulder with her palm through the pajamas, only to realize that her body was so tense, it was like a stone, and then Shaking with a low, inaudible cry.

She opened her mouth and wanted to say something comforting, but she didn't know where to start. She didn't know why Cai Shuyu was crying. She was calm or indifferent a few minutes ago. She didn't know if it was her actions that touched her. Cai Shuyu was in pain, or something happened suddenly, so he could only murmur: "Xiao Yu, don't cry, don't cry."

But for some reason, as soon as she opened her mouth, the whole scene seemed to be muted, and the crying burst out immediately, hoarse sobbing mixed with a strong nasal sound, knocking into her heart one by one, intermittently, but never ending It seemed that the lingering sound was repeated, echoing endlessly, pulling her heart to tremble together, arousing a sour and astringent feeling.

Cai Shuyu's body trembled more violently, his hands couldn't stop shaking, and the tray on his knees also shook.

Seeing that the bowl on the tray was about to tip over, Qiao Yiyue reached out to take it away and put it on the bedside, then sat down beside Cai Shuyu, gently stroked her back, and asked softly, "Xiao Yu, what's wrong?" Is it? Are you uncomfortable?"

She thought, she probably didn't want to see Cai Shuyu cry. As soon as she saw those tears, she put away her fangs, forgot all the resistance and rejection, and the indifference in her voice could no longer be maintained, the protective shell When broken, only the light and soft inner part remains.

"Do you have a headache? Or is the porridge not to your taste?" Cai Shuyu didn't make a sound, and she continued to ask tentatively, but she changed several questions in a row, only getting Cai Shuyu's head shaking and crying more and more broken down , she didn't urge her, she just waited patiently until intermittent and incoherent syllables were inserted into the almost dry crying.

"Yes, I'm sorry... woo..." Cai Shuyu covered her face, tears could not stop leaking from her fingers, together with those fragmented words, "Sorry, I, I shouldn't be angry with you ...I shouldn't force you to accept it, uh...I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Qiao Yiyue's hands paused, and complex emotions suddenly surged in her heart, which was so heavy that she couldn't breathe. She couldn't help thinking: Why do you say sorry now?It's been so long.

No matter what it is, it has passed for a long time, so long that there is no need to mention it again.

Cai Shuyu couldn't hear the question in her heart, and couldn't see her expression, she was already swallowed by her own emotions, her throat was still a little sore, and her voice was hoarse, just a few words, her throat was burning, It seemed like it was about to be torn apart, but these words had been pressed in her heart for too long, and now a hole was torn open, like a flood bursting an embankment, and it could no longer stop.

Every day after she came back, she couldn't help thinking about what to say after seeing Qiao Yiyue, she wanted to apologize, she wanted to repent, and she wanted to spread out the absurd things she had done in the past few months one by one, Put your heart on it again, and wait for Qiao Yiyue's trial.

She said that she shouldn't impose her will on Qiao Yiyue, shouldn't target Qiao Yiyue everywhere because she didn't get what she wanted, shouldn't speculate on the relationship between Qiao Yiyue and Lin Yu after seeing the photos, and even more so. Qiao Yiyue should not be forced.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I, I... You blame me, it's okay to be angry, it's okay to be angry all the time, but can, can you not ignore me..."

She kept apologizing, but in the end, tears could no longer flow from her red eyes, and her voice was as hoarse as a candle that was about to be extinguished. She needed to hold on to make a weak sound, and every word was accompanied by a thick chord. Breathing sound.

"Xiao Yu, stop talking, that's enough..." Qiao Yiyue tried to interrupt her several times, but her voice was too soft and her strength was too weak to penetrate Cai Shuyu's heart.

She watched Cai Shuyu's tears dry up but still choked up, her shoulders trembled violently, as if they were about to collapse at any moment, she finally couldn't bear the pain in her heart, sighed, and murmured, "It's okay, I'm fine, don't blame yourself."

She always felt that if she listened for a while longer, her heart would be broken by Cai Shuyu's crying.

"I'm not angry with you." She took out her handkerchief, and gently wiped away the tears on Cai Shuyu's face. Once she couldn't wipe it off, she said it again, seeing that Cai Shuyu didn't seem to hear it. Once again, the voice raised a little, "It's okay, I'm not angry anymore."

This time Cai Shuyu finally heard it. She turned her head and glanced at Qiao Yiyue. There were still tears in her eyes, which would fall at any moment.

Soon, she lowered her head again, blinked her eyes, and asked softly, "Really?" There was a bit of haze in her hoarse voice.

"Well, it's all over." Qiao Yiyue caught the few tears that fell as she blinked with a handkerchief, nodded, and repeated what he said just now, "I'm fine, it's okay."

It's all over, and she has long since stopped being angry.

Maybe it was because her words worked, or maybe because she was tired from crying, Cai Shuyu's sobbing gradually stopped.

"Then..." She muttered, raised her head again, glanced at Qiao Yiyue, her eyes were timid, as if she wanted to ask something, but she changed her mind before opening her mouth, and fell into silence again.

The room was instantly quiet, only the sound of Cai Shuyu's heavy breathing remained. Qiao Yiyue waited for a while, and seeing that Cai Shuyu's mood had calmed down, he said, "Why don't you eat something?"

Cai Shuyu didn't speak, she went to pick up the tray on the bedside, saw that the porridge and chicken soup were already cold, so she went to the kitchen to refill it, this time, she didn't put the tray on Cai Shuyu's lap, but held it in her hand Li handed it to Cai Shuyu.

Cai Shuyu had been drained of all his strength by the crying just now, and it seemed that he didn't even have the strength left to speak at this time. He only drank half a bowl of porridge, and he was full. He took her body temperature and found that the temperature was a little high, so he thought that the effect of the previous medicine had worn off, so he quickly went to find the medicine, watched her take it, then helped her lie down, and then pulled the quilt up.

After confirming that the corners of the quilt were all tucked in, she was about to back away when her clothes were caught. Cai Shuyu stretched out a hand from under the quilt she had just pulled tight, and hooked the hem of her clothes.

"What's wrong?" she asked.

"Can you...can you stay with me?" Before speaking, Cai Shuyu sank and hid the lower half of his face under the quilt, leaving only a pair of red and swollen eyes with a little moisture left at the corners of the eyes , mixed with the cautiousness flashing in his eyes.

Qiao Yiyue was stunned: "Aren't I just here with you?"

After she came, she stayed in the bedroom without leaving her.

Cai Shuyu said, "I mean, stay with me like before..." There was a bit of stubbornness in her words, but more of a begging, "Just this time, okay? From now on, from now on I... ..."

She seemed to want to say something about the promise of the future, but her voice became lower and lower, and the last few words seemed to be completely lost in the fog, without a trace.

Qiao Yiyue wanted to refuse. After so many things happened, she didn't realize that she could still accompany Cai Shuyu like this, but her eyes fell on Cai Shuyu's eyes still shrouded in a layer of water. His silence became more and more disappointing, and he couldn't say anything if he refused.

In the end, she could only sigh slightly, and then said: "Okay, but I have to eat something first, and then wash my face."

With her assurance, Cai Shuyu let go of her hand. She went to the kitchen to drink the remaining porridge, washed up briefly, and returned to the room.

Cai Shuyu's eyes were still open, and he looked sleepy, but he seemed to be afraid that she would go back on his word, and kept trying to keep his spirits up. When she lay down in the bed, Cai Shuyu immediately grabbed her sleeve, and he was relieved She quickly closed her eyes, she was sick, she was already in a bad mood, and she spent a lot of energy after crying a while ago, and soon fell asleep as soon as she relaxed.

Hearing the sound of breathing in her ears became calm, Qiao Yiyue didn't feel sleepy at all. After lying down, she regretted it and wanted to get away, but the hand held by Cai Shuyu was surprisingly heavy. I can't even lift it up.

She knew very well that Cai Shuyu didn't use much strength at all, she could break free with a slight twist of her wrist, but she just wanted to return to her thoughts, but she still couldn't move her hand.

As soon as she thought of Cai Shuyu's last look, she lost her strength, and couldn't even get rid of that trivial entanglement.

Too much happened between them, she didn't know how to describe their relationship anymore, originally they were friends, but unknowingly, other feelings were mixed into their friendship, day after day, more and more, Until the friendship completely changed its tone and was smashed to pieces again, but it was not separated, but was roughly kneaded together again, and the fragments were tightly stuck together.

She shouldn't have come, she shouldn't have stayed, and she shouldn't have agreed to Cai Shuyu's request, but every time the thought of refusing came up, she would uncontrollably think of Cai Shuyu's kindness to her. Not so long ago, her mind was full of boredom and upset.In a blink of an eye, all the anger and impatience disappeared.

These emotions are unnecessary, and she would think calmly in her heart, but when she needed to take action, she began to hesitate again, and in the end she was led by emotions to deviate from reason a little bit.

She is not good at rejection, but when facing Cai Shuyu, it is even more difficult to say no. On the one hand, she wants to leave this entanglement completely, but on the other hand, she always can't bear to let Cai Shuyu be afraid, nor can she Bearing the heart to let her down, time and time again, in the end, she lay beside Cai Shuyu, looking at the face that seemed to have become thin and haggard overnight, while regretting, she couldn't help stretching out her hand and gently caressing her. Cai Shuyu's face.

"What should I do with you..." In the darkness, she sighed again.

When Cai Shuyu woke up, it was just dawn, and she sat up slowly, her head ached less, and her vision was not as groggy as it was yesterday, presumably the worst time has passed.

She looked at the corner of the wall in a daze for a while, then suddenly remembered what happened last night, and hurriedly looked around, Qiao Yiyue was no longer there, that place was cold, as if no one had ever been there, everything was just her dream .

"Is it a dream?" She was suddenly not so sure. At this moment, she heard a small voice coming from outside the room, and she thought about it for a moment, and got out of bed and ran out without thinking.

Yan Le was outside. She was on the phone. When she saw Cai Shuyu, she hurriedly ended the call, and then smiled at Cai Shuyu: "Sister Cai, good morning, are you feeling better?"

Cai Shuyu felt a burst of disappointment in her heart, she lowered her eyes, adjusted her slippers before she had time to put them on, and then she heard Yan Le say: "Miss Cai, drink some porridge when you wake up, Teacher Qiao said you Didn't eat anything."

Hearing the words "Teacher Qiao", Cai Shuyu paused, but he was still not quite sure, but asked doubtfully, "Where was Qiao Yiyue yesterday?"

"Yeah, I had an accident last night. Teacher Qiao took care of you." After Qiao Yiyue agreed to come over yesterday, Zhuang Chutang found a reason to send Yan Le away, so Yan Le only knew that Qiao Yiyue made a special trip. I came to take care of Cai Shuyu, but I didn't understand that it was Zhuang Chutang who made it all up. I was very grateful when I mentioned Qiao Yiyue, "I didn't know what to do. After I came in the morning, Teacher Qiao left. She seems to be active today."

"Oh." Cai Shuyu responded lightly. After she cried yesterday, she started to burn again, so she couldn't remember what Qiao Yiyue said at the end, or what expression she had. Listen to Yan Le Saying that Qiao Yiyue left early in the morning, she felt a little sour in her heart, but she couldn't show it in front of Yan Le, so she could only pretend that nothing had happened.

After washing up, Yan Le had already prepared porridge for her, and she was still praising Qiao Yiyue endlessly: "Ms. Qiao really cares about you, Miss Cai."

"She didn't. If Xiao Zhuang hadn't called her, she wouldn't have come."

Cai Shuyu's voice was muffled, "Why do you care about me? I think it's too late for her to hate me."

While speaking, she was feeling bored in her heart, thinking to herself: What I want is good, but she won't give it to me at all.

"Huh? No way, I think Teacher Qiao cares about you." Yan Le hesitated for a moment, then suddenly scratched his face, showing an embarrassed expression, "Actually, there is something I haven't told you about. The backstage fell, and it was the alcohol bandage that Teacher Qiao found, and the sleeve was also her idea."

"Really? Why didn't you say it?" Cai Shuyu's face suddenly changed. She has been brooding about this matter, and she still can't let it go completely. At that time, she felt that even if she couldn't be friends, she wouldn't be so cold. That's why he immediately went to find a girlfriend and wanted to completely forget about Qiao Yiyue.

"At that time... Teacher Qiao told me not to talk about it." Yan Le shrank her neck in embarrassment.

Cai Shuyu knew what she wanted to say. At that time, she couldn't get along with Qiao Yiyue all day long. Everyone felt that she regarded Qiao Yiyue as a thorn in her side, so Qiao Yiyue didn't intend to let her know, so as not to make her angry again, saying In the end, this result was caused by her own hand.

But in front of Yan Le, she couldn't let go of her face and take responsibility, so she could only say angrily: "I'm your boss, why do you listen to her?"

Then he hurriedly stuffed a mouthful of porridge into his mouth, trying to suppress the uneasiness on his face.

It was plain porridge, but there was too much water, and the rice didn’t seem to have been pre-soaked. It was more like rice soup than porridge. She frowned in disgust after taking a sip, then pushed the bowl away, muttering : "Where did you buy this porridge, it's almost like washing pot water."

Yan Le shook her head: "I had it when I came here. It was prepared by Teacher Qiao, maybe she cooked it." She looked at the porridge in the bowl hesitantly, and said, "Then I will go to the porridge again. Let's buy one, but it's too early now, there may be no takeaway, and it may take a while."

However, Cai Shuyu pulled back the bowl that had been pushed away, sighed and said, "Forget it, this is okay, it's okay." Then, she stuffed another spoonful into her mouth.