Sinking into the Sea of ​​the Moon[Entertainment]

Cai Shuyu cried for a while, then fell asleep again.

She was really sick this time, and she had no energy all day long, her breathing was difficult, her throat was dry, and her head still seemed to be supported by a heavy iron. If she moved a little, gold stars would appear in front of her eyes.

Although she can't be said to be physically strong, she is far from being weak and sick. She just caught a cold, and it wasn't that serious at first, but she had been depressed for a long time before. That's why the disease was so turbulent.

What's more, only Zhuang Chutang knew what was on her mind, and the distress had been pent up in her heart and she couldn't talk about it, which made her already uncomfortable due to illness even more uncomfortable. Even if the doctor asked her to take a good rest, she couldn't calm down, but became anxious. A second is better than a second, and every second is like a year. After Zhuang Chutang came, she finally had someone to talk to, cried for a while, vented, and finally felt a little better. I slept a little longer before.

When I woke up again, it was already dark outside the window, and my head was not so dizzy. Presumably, the fever subsided a little, but my hands and feet were still limp and weak.

There was only one bed lamp turned on in the room, it was a little dark, and it was quiet around. Her memory was still in the time when Zhuang Chutang was guarding her. He raised his eyes and shouted: "Tingting?" Then he got up and called out Yan Le.

She had been lying down for too long, and when she got up a little anxiously, her head buzzed as if it was about to explode. Fortunately, she saw a figure at the foot of the bed at this time, so she felt relieved, and then covered her forehead with great effort. , said: "Thirsty..."

Her throat seemed to have been scorched by a fierce fire, and it was so dry that it was almost cracked. Just a few words, it hurt so much that she wanted to lose her entire throat.

She heard a muffled "hmm".Then, light footsteps left the room, and came back not long after, a hand went around behind her, helped her up, and stuffed a pillow behind her, she still had a headache, and her vision was blurred , I couldn’t see anything very clearly, she caught a glimpse of the cup in front of her eyes, took it, and drank it slowly, now she struggled to swallow, although she was very thirsty, she didn’t dare to pour it into her mouth in one go, she drank a glass of water for a long time Just finished drinking.

The temperature of the water is just right, warm and comforting to the stomach that was shuddering from the high fever after drinking it.

It seemed that honey was added to the water, and she didn't feel much when drinking it, but after drinking it, she licked the corners of her dry lips and tasted the sweetness.

"You are so careful, I will give you more bonuses at the end of the year." Subconsciously, she thought it was Yan Le, and when she handed the cup back, she smiled and said so. At the same time as she spoke, she finally raised her head, and in the next second, she was looking at her side clearly When the person looked like that, the smile that had not yet fully stretched was stopped in an instant, the hand trembled slightly, and the cup that was not held firmly was dropped immediately.

Qiao Yiyue quickly picked up the cup, there was still a little water at the bottom of the cup, if it spilled on the bed, the whole bedding would have to be replaced, seeing that the cup was firmly grasped in her hand, without spilling After a drop of water, she breathed a sigh of relief, turned around and put the cup on the tray, and turned around again, only to find that Cai Shuyu was still staring at her intently. From the moment she grabbed the cup to putting it on the tray, Cai Shuyu Shuyu kept looking at her like this, a little dazed, a little dazed, but his eyes were always locked on her, and he couldn't leave her for a moment.

Being stared at so directly, the ease of preventing a small accident suddenly disappeared, and Qiao Yiyue couldn't help feeling that his throat began to feel dry and tight, as if he was entangled in something, he couldn't breathe, and fell The gaze on her body was too heavy, and she couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed that she was forced to have nowhere to hide.

"Are you hungry?" Finally, she looked away as if escaping, and broke the silence softly. While speaking, she stepped back a few steps, and most of her body was in the shadows, "Xiaozhuang left porridge, I'll give it to you." you?"

Seeing that Cai Shuyu nodded slowly after hesitating for a moment, she quickly left the bedroom, walked into the kitchen, closed the door, and confirmed that her gaze was blocked by layers of walls before releasing her tense shoulders, Arched slightly as if out of strength, and sighed softly.

Yesterday, or before receiving that call, she would never have believed that she would come to Cai Shuyu's house. She didn't want to see Cai Shuyu, not at all.

It wasn't because of anger, that unpleasant experience really made her angry, but it had been a month, and no matter how big the anger was, it would have dissipated long ago. To be exact, on the second day, when she saw Cai Shuyu cowering She was no longer angry, replaced by tiredness and upset, not aimed at Cai Shuyu, but towards herself, or her uncontrollable emotions.

She hated bringing emotions into work, but that day, she became what she hated the most. On the night after the recording of the variety show, Weng Pinyan called and scolded her bloody.

"Who the hell are you showing your face to? Do you still remember who you are and what you are doing? Huh?"

Weng Pinyan has always been irritable, but that was the most angry time in Qiao Yiyue's memory, "If you have any grudges, you can solve it privately, whether it's fighting in the backstage or throwing nails into your shoes, go crazy if no one sees it , but when you’re on stage, don’t f*ckingly put on a dark face, for fear that others won’t know that you’re not happy? Who will you blow your beard and stare at?”

Weng Pin didn't repeat his words and scolded for 10 minutes. Qiao Yiyue listened obediently and didn't dare to answer a word. She also felt that she was so out of standard, but when she saw Cai Shuyu at that time, she I couldn't even squeeze a smile, and while I was annoyed by what Cai Shuyu did, I was also annoyed by my uncontrollable thoughts, and at the same time I couldn't help but wonder if I was too aggressive and was pulled by several emotions So, she couldn't concentrate on shooting at all.

After being scolded, she learned from the painful experience and determined not to make such a mistake again, but she still didn't know how to face Cai Shuyu.

Since that day, those ambiguous pictures have been like nightmares, entangled endlessly, even if they try their best to ignore them, they will always jump into her mind inadvertently, and she is disturbed day by day. When Cai Shuyu's friend application came, she closed the chat software without thinking about it.

She doesn't know what Cai Shuyu wants to do, and she doesn't want to know, she just wants to get this name, this person and everything out of her heart, and she sometimes feels depressed, she never does, she always To be able to control your emotions.

From her youth to the present, she has encountered many setbacks and turmoil. She will allow herself to vent for a while, then regain her composure and continue to move forward steadily, but now, her emotions are out of her control again and again, She was afraid, she was uneasy, and she tried her best to bring her life back to the original track.

For a month, she has turned a blind eye to any information about Cai Shuyu. It is not difficult. They have not had much contact with each other. She attributes the reason for her uneasiness to the shock of the accident. A day's resistance and rejection can make her return to her original self, but just a phone call made her realize that her efforts are so fragile, so fragile that they cannot be easily touched by a single blow.

Even on the way here, she said over and over again in her heart: "This is dizzy." She still came.

Zhuang Chutang was waiting for her at the entrance of the garage, looking really anxious to leave. As soon as he saw her, he pushed the door card over, explained a few words and left without giving her any room for repentance.

She dawdled for a while before arriving at the door of Cai Shuyu's house. Before entering, she thought she would be bored or embarrassed, but after opening the door, she felt relieved for a moment.

She thought of what Zhuang Chutang said to her on the phone, thought of Cai Shuyu breaking up with his girlfriend because of that photo, and thought of how she rarely took him home even if she was in love, so she couldn't help but feel a little happy. If she wanted to deny it, she didn't want to be happy about this kind of thing.

It has nothing to do with who Cai Shuyu dated or broke up with. She doesn't want to care about these things at all, but she can't control the thoughts running around in her mind at all. She just wants to ignore these emotions that she regards as useless interference. have become extremely difficult.

Fortunately, Yan Le could come over early tomorrow morning in just one night, otherwise she really didn't know what to do. Just being looked at by Cai Shuyu like that made her panic so much that she just wanted to run away.

There was chicken soup and vegetable porridge in the kitchen, which were left by Zhuang Chutang, and they were placed in a thermos bucket. Qiao Yiyue filled a bowl of each. After thinking about it, he opened the refrigerator to look, and found a pear inside, so he peeled one. , cut thin slices and put them on a plate, and then took them to Cai Shuyu's room together.

Cai Shuyu leaned against the bed, staring blankly at the front, as if in a daze, when she heard the sound, she turned her head to look at the door, just in time to meet Qiao Yiyue's gaze, but this time, she only took a quick glance , bowed his head.

This made Qiao Yi's tense heartstrings relax a little bit. She walked over, put the tray in front of Cai Shuyu, and said, "It's still hot."

Then he paused, and then said: "After eating, you can eat some pears to moisten your throat."

"Thank you." Cai Shuyu said softly, her voice was so hoarse, her voice lost its moisture, it sounded like a dilapidated bellows, as if it would break at any moment.

She picked up the spoon, but didn't start eating right away, she just stared at the bowl of porridge without saying a word, and didn't move for a while.

Qiao Yiyue's first reaction was that it was not to her liking, but then she thought that it was left by Zhuang Chutang, and there was no reason why Cai Shuyu didn't like it. She couldn't help but feel a little confused. At this time, Cai Shuyu He suddenly opened his mouth and asked, "Why are you here?"

She spoke very softly and slowly, as if she had exhausted all her strength to force out these few words.

"Xiao Zhuang asked me to come. She said you were sick and no one was taking care of you. I happened to be fine."

Qiao Yiyue said truthfully, and after she finished speaking, she suddenly remembered that Cai Shuyu lost his temper because Zhuang Chutang brought someone here privately, and she couldn't help becoming nervous, but Cai Shuyu didn't lose face as she worried, and just lightly With a soft "hmm", she nodded slowly, and finally moved the spoon that had been placed for a long time.

Qiao Yiyue couldn't tell whether she didn't care or didn't have the energy to get angry. Cai Shuyu seemed to have been worn down by the illness, and he was sick all over. Except when he first saw her, he seemed a little excited, and the rest of the time his expression He has always been indifferent, as if he is extremely tired, and can no longer devote any energy to other things.

That's fine, she thought, no matter what the reason is, as long as there is no conflict now, there will be no problem. It is already very late, and she can leave at most as long as she stays for a few hours. At that time, even Cai Shuyu If she loses her temper, she can ignore it, just like before.

At this moment, the spoon in Cai Shuyu's hand stopped again, and lightly knocked against the edge of the bowl, making a light and crisp sound.

Qiao Yiyue looked at the porridge in the bowl and barely moved it, thinking she was not feeling well, and was about to ask, when she saw her eyelashes drooping slowly and blinked.

In the dim light of the bed, Qiao Yiyue saw something crystal and shiny falling into the bowl.

It was tears, Cai Shuyu cried.

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