After awakening the memory of the world

The shadow of death shrouded the polar night, Ji Qingyan did not choose to go back, he stopped the flight on the bridge, and fell into the darkness alone, everything in the empty city seemed too quiet, and the darkness that fell from nowhere made the Ji Qingyan felt terrified.

He could feel his body laughing at him, as if laughing at Ji Qingyan's failure, he felt cold, but still insisted on walking this road alone.

Ji Qingyan felt a sense of emptiness in his heart. There were countless people in the infinite distance, but he didn't know where his end point was, so he could only keep walking forward, walking on this road in a daze. Direction, do not know where is his home.

Ji Qingyan thought, he originally had a home, but he lost it because of his stupidity. His eyes were stained with heavy despair, and those wet stories kept falling down his eye sockets, starting from Ji Qingyan's eyes. Weir's cheeks kept slipping.

Almost by instinct, he walked to Qi Yinian's residence, he didn't knock on the door, there seemed to be nothing in his empty black eyes, Ji Qingyan's expression darkened, he didn't dare to go back, because Ji Qingyan could detect Realizing how bad his state was, despair gripped him thoroughly.

"Oh my god...Qingyan! How are you, can you hear my voice?" Qi Yinian ran out in his pajamas. He didn't expect that it was just an automatic report from the system, and he actually captured a familiar friend. See the other party's status. It sounded really bad, as soon as Raji Qingyan entered the door, the other party began to collapse quickly.

The intense sadness and despair made Ji Qingyan almost unable to breathe. He seemed to be in fear. He heard his own ugly wailing, and saw those happy memories flowing out of his wound. He never thought that he would die again. Feeling extreme fear, mixed with tears and pain, even Ji Qingyan himself felt hopeless.

Ji Qingyan felt that another soul didn't belong here, the ocean submerged in him was constantly rising, while the other self was watching everything coldly, he was worried whether he would go crazy, and the panic after losing all reason could not be suppressed.

"Look at me, look at Ji Qingyan." Qi Yinian hugged Ji Qingyan, frowning tightly: "Damn, damn, it's already much better before."

Qi Yinian's voice softened, and he said soothingly: "Relax, listen buddy, you need to relax now, I will contact the therapist right away, breathe, don't be afraid, no one will hurt you here now .”

A light curtain appeared beside Qi Yinian, he woke up the medical machine, took out SSRIs from inside, hoping that Yu Ji Qingyan could swallow these medicines on his own.

Fortunately, Ji Qingyan cooperated enough, and a silver-blue halo surrounded Ji Qingyan's arm. Finally, after a long time, Ji Qingyan calmed down, and those frightening and frightening things disappeared temporarily, illusory The calm fell again.

"I... I'm sorry," Ji Qingyan's voice was bitter and hoarse, every time he ignored his fragility, he would always be hurt.

"What are you apologizing for?" Qi Yinian laughed slowly, and said, "I'm a little happy that you can come to me."

Looking at Ji Qingyan's puzzled gaze, Qi Yinian's water-green eyes bent, and he said: "You are my friend, and there are many people in your life who are willing to support you, many Maliciousness comes under good intentions, if you come to me, you have made a decision, right?"

Ji Qingyan nodded mechanically, like someone who fell into the same nightmare, his voice was hollow: "You're right, I was ready a long time ago."

"The guest room has been tidied up, do you want to go to sleep for a while?" Qi Yinian asked, but he helped Ji Qingyan up as if he couldn't refuse, and took him to rest.

"Don't turn off the lights," Ji Qingyan warned, he seemed to have calmed down a lot, but Qi Yinian was still worried, and there was a bit of helplessness in those water green eyes.

"Leave a night light for you. Let's have a good talk after you sleep." Qi Yinian's voice gradually softened. He closed the door and walked into the living room. The other party stood there for an unknown amount of time, but When seeing Qi Yinian, he still showed a smile.

"Hello, I'm Jiang Yuanle, and I'm Academician Ji's therapist." The female doctor replied, her beautiful purple eyes gently forming a smile.

Qi Yinian asked cautiously, "Where's Dean Song?"

"Dean Song retired last year," Jiang Yuanle replied unhurriedly, "I will take over his position, but let's stop here for the chat."

"Academician Ji doesn't look very well. Fear is still eating away at his life like a shadow," Jiang Yuanle's eyes were filled with a little pity. Jiang Yuanle could see clearly that under the blessing of Xingneng, all The lesions cannot be hidden.

"Heart disease is difficult to cure," Jiang Yuanle's eyes dimmed. She reached out and took out a few boxes of medicine from the medicine box, and handed it to Qi Yinian: "The medicine only temporarily makes him look better. Come to me after you know whether human intervention is necessary."

Everything in the dream was so barren, Ji Qingyan's dry straw stretched out from his heart, he heard his heart collapse, and countless holes surrounded him, making Ji Qingyan a little confused about the meaning of his existence, There are songs in the distance, but he can't move anymore.

It seems that this bloody scene will not even be broadcast on the TV screen again. Ji Qingyan laughed at himself, those loopholes that cannot be attributed to silence have turned into sharp swords. That's how it should be.

His heart is still as fragile as ever, Ji Qingyan thought, like a marionette, even sleeping pills can't make him fall into a more comfortable sleep, fear is wrapping him every day, he originally thought he could not Look for the past again.

Everything was messed up by him again, Ji Qingyan drowned in the abyss, trying to disguise himself as a normal person, Ji Qingyan opened his eyes in the dark sky, wrapped himself in a blanket, climbed onto the window sill, and revealed Through the glass, he gazed into the darkness of his pupils.

Those pasts seem to be scattered all at once, immersed in the empty city, and can no longer be traced.

Ji Qingyan wakes up the light curtain. Aurora has been away for a long time, and Zhaoyue has not returned yet. He feels at a loss, perhaps because he is at a loss for his own way.

He stretched out his hand, which was covered with calluses, not smooth at all, nor good-looking at all, Ji Qingyan took out the pair of rings from his pocket, he slowly clenched his palm, silver radiance covered the pair of rings , When Ji Qingyan let go of his hand again, only mottled bloodstains remained on his palm.

His expression was weak, and he smiled softly. The pain reminded Ji Qingyan of his feeling of being alive. He still has unfinished business. Although he has lost a lot, the only thing that will not change is that he still To live, whether it is like an ant or a feather.

He is still alive, as long as he is alive, there is hope of going back, Ji Qingyan's pair of black eyes gradually became firmer, he thought, he is fragile, so he weakly entrusts the fact of being alive on the way home , he could no longer bear so much pain.

Even if there is only a little bit of hope, Ji Qingyan wants to grasp it. When the day arrives, he seems to have finally calmed down. Whether it is confusion or despair, it is like melting ice and snow, completely left in yesterday. His heart was still throbbing.

But at this moment, he just wants to abandon everything now, because the pain is so hard to hide. With the rising of the sun, those heavy pasts are like shackles, covering Ji Qingyan, and the unprecedented impulse gathers in his heart. Let him no longer panic.

The wind brings new news, the water moves along the mountains, and the silent night birds return to their nests before the sun rises.

"Is this what you want?" Nie Zhengrong sat at the other end of the chess game. He watched Tang Qingmiao play with the chess pieces, and his gloomy purple eyes brought the confidence to grasp everything.

A smile slowly appeared on Tang Qingmiao's lips: "Concentrate on it, and he will bring our faith and go back successfully."

"Why?" Nie Zhengrong looked puzzled, his thin body arched slightly, and the overload of Xingneng made his whole body ache.

Tang Qingmiao laughed softly. He put down the chess piece and said softly, "Are you asking why we need him?"

"Because we have failed too many times, only his star can break through the belt, can quickly pass through the death star belt, and completely escape from the star's gravity." Tang Qingmiao laughed, his eyebrows and eyes dyed Layers of gloom: "Xi Jiansong's existence has made him weak."

"I don't think this is a good thing." Tang Qingmiao put her hands together slightly, and the gloom quickly dissipated: "But now he has changed, originally only had a 50.00% success rate, but now it seems , Ji Qingyan will definitely succeed."

"There's no need to hurt him again for this," Nie Zhengrong whispered. The wound on his body had healed, and his face was slightly rosy. He looked at the sunlight outside the window, but couldn't feel the warmth.

"Acknowledging his will, we must first get rid of our own weakness," Tang Qingmiao said in a pointed voice, "I've been busy all night, go and rest."

"Yes, Star Envoy," Nie Zhengrong said with a little sadness on his face, "May God forgive our sins."

Tang Qingmiao nodded, and after watching Nie Zhengrong disappear in place, she smiled helplessly: "If there really is a god in the world, please let me escape from this hell."

"Are you regretting it?"

The icy, hopeless darkness spread from Tang Qingmiao's shadow, and countless chain-like shadows were tied together, sealing everything under the cold air.

"I've seen that child, he is the most suitable sacrifice," Black Shadow let out a strange laugh: "His despair will destroy everything."

"I will never allow anyone to be contaminated with the fruits of victory," Shen Hong's flames ignited suddenly, and the malice that poured out in an instant made everyone scream heavily.

"Of course," Tang Qingmiao laughed, and those different-colored pupils were also filled with madness: "There is no reason for this world to detain our souls."

"We're going to be back where we started."

The breeze gently caressed the sunflowers, and when a snowflake fell, the sunlight suddenly disappeared, Ji Qingyan's face looked much better, and Qi Yinian couldn't help admiring the other's will.

The despair that seemed to be about to die yesterday has completely disappeared from Ji Qingyan's eyes, and those secret and ulterior emotions have completely disappeared. He looks calmer, and all the breath of the world has also disappeared.

"What's wrong?" Ji Qingyan asked with his head tilted. He had just received the news from Mu Changyun that the teacher had woken up, but at this moment, he didn't feel any joy in his heart. Things have completely dissipated.