After awakening the memory of the world

The death-like silence lingered around Ji Qingyan like a haze.He could feel his own anxiety and panic, but at this moment he couldn't even know the reaction of the outside world, and Ji Qingyan felt painful about it.

The harbinger of life has never been silent, and layers of flames ignite around Ji Qingyan. Ji Qingyan's eyes are clear and bright, watching this barren land. A bell is heard in the distance. Ji Qingyan looks at the dead , A dark soul spread behind Bai Luojing.

Countless souls shackled here howled in pain, Ji Qingyan's eyes were slightly frowned, the uncomfortable cold returned, and he was sneaking under the shadows like a snake.

Turning to the blank page of Ji Qingyan's book, the silver-blue handwriting continuously outlines the mourning poems, the burning flames dissipate, and the soul-soothing songs come from afar, but they are not guiding these souls to the right direction. Destination, their figures always exist.

Ji Qingyan stretched out his arm, his magic wand glowed with the golden light of miracles, the book records engraved with Hermes' wand, the wings extended from his wand, those drowsy songs covered the soul Song, wipe off all the brand marks on the earth.

"Hermes will guide your soul through all suffering, through all joy and sorrow, break through the dawn of dawn in the heaviest night, and reach the gate of hell." Ji Qingyan followed the guidance of the book , The words spoken seem to be attached to endless power.

In the heavy sea breeze, Ji Qingyan seemed to see the kind of black poplars and coconut trees, the field was broken under his feet, and he returned to the world. The ancient myth has been sealed in the depths of the story, blocking the road also disappeared.

Ji Qingyan withdrew the star energy, and sent the information of the Eastern District back to the general record. They will find a way to solve it. The explosive power brought too heavy a burden on his body, so he carelessly wiped away the blood flowing from the corner of his mouth , After arriving at the Supervision Bureau, he packed himself up.

It was the end of another battle, Xingheng was tired of coping, and showed a weak posture in defense, but they still did not retreat a step, sticking here, Ji Qingyan knew that to get everything back on track, then It is necessary to shoot at Yinxinju.

He was led to Xi Jiansong's office, his expression slightly restrained, Ji Qingyan rubbed his knuckles, his spirit was still tense, the message on the light curtain was very clear, Xingheng temporarily retreated from the alien domain, but the battle Far from ending here, this is the common consciousness in everyone's mind.

Ji Qingyan's eyes dimmed slightly, and the short-lived peace did not know when it would end, but at least now, Xingheng got a rest time.

Xi Jiansong pushed open the door of the office and looked at Ji Qingyan with worry in his eyes, but soon, he put away these emotions, with a slight smile on the corner of his lips, obviously after so many days, at this moment But he doesn't look tired at all.

Ji Qingyan stood up and hugged Xi Jiansong, who still smelled of gunpowder smoke, Ji Qingyan buried his head in Xi Jiansong's neck, "As long as you are fine."

"How's the situation?" Xi Jiansong asked in a low voice.

"Not optimistic," Ji Qingyan patted Xi Jiansong on the back, his black eyes were dark, he kept silent, he was not going to tell Xi Jiansong what happened before, Ji Qingyan's eyebrows slightly Frown, because Xi Jiansong didn't intend to hug him back.

So Ji Qingyan took a step back restrainedly, his eyes were slightly puzzled, as if he was waiting for Xi Jiansong to say something.

Xi Jiansong opened his mouth, and for the first time those golden eyes ignited cold indifference towards Ji Qingyan, as if the previous warmth was just a passing interest, and the tired expression returned to him. The joy in her heart was like Ji Qingyan's delusion, all feelings disappeared completely.

"Did something happen?" Ji Qingyan asked in the heavy silence, his eyes were filled with visible worry, and the eyes that looked at the other party unconsciously softened a little, his eyes His intuition was alerting Ji Qingyan, but at the moment he had no time to distinguish.

"We..." Xi Jiansong said with difficulty, "Let's stop here."

"What?" Ji Qingyan seemed to have been caught off guard. He stared at Xi Jiansong, as if wondering if there was something wrong with his hearing. He blinked subconsciously, and stood there in a daze as if he hadn't realized it, wrapped in silence. After leaving him, Ji Qingyan felt a bone-chilling cold.

"Sorry, I know it's sudden, but I don't want to continue like this," Xi Jiansong said without any emotion, as if he was suppressing something, waiting for Ji Qingyan's anger, he continued Said: "We are not suitable."

Ji Qingyan remained silent, some bright things disappeared from those black eyes, and his face showed a strange bewilderment, as if he didn't understand why the matter had developed to this point, he tried to pull back With a smile, he reluctantly said, "Is this a joke?"

Ji Qingyan tried to save him, looking for the feelings hidden by the other party on Xi Jiansong's face, but was completely stabbed by the other party's indifference.

"I don't think it's a joke," Xi Jiansong said, the cold breath continuously spreading around him.

Ji Qingyan felt that he was standing on the thin ice, as if he had swallowed a piece of ice in his stomach, all the throbbing disappeared in an instant, leaving only the black hole of despair, in this silence, Ji Qingyan Hear his own voice asking why.

No collapse, no anger, Ji Qingyan's eyes seemed to be extinguished in an instant, his voice was hollow, and he felt more and more embarrassed, he forced himself to look up and continue to look at Xi Jiansong, but the other party seemed to be Burned, he quickly looked away.

Ji Qingyan never thought that their reunion would turn out like this, so he lowered his head: "Did I do something wrong?"

Xi Jiansong's gaze was stained with regret, but he suppressed it again. His voice was calm, and the indifferent Frost Snow never left his voice: "Don't take yourself too seriously."

"I'm sorry for the previous incident. If you want any compensation, you can mention it to Modina. I have already given you the key to the compound. After Gu Fei'an wakes up, I will fulfill the oath of approving you to leave Xingheng ," Xi Jiansong said quickly, his eyes no longer falling on Ji Qingyan.

"Sorry, I wanted to go back and tell you, but I didn't expect you to have already arrived at the Supervision Bureau." Xi Jiansong continued.

Ji Qingyan lowered his head, he rubbed his knuckles, the excessive anxiety made him almost unable to think, he heard his body making uneasy sounds, something disappeared, but before Ji Qingyan could catch it, he His eyes gradually became painful, so his voice became more ethereal.

"So, you are going to abandon me?" Ji Qingyan heard his own voice, he was panicked by the voice, and also panicked by the sharp pain around him, it was like retribution, he forced himself to raise his head Come on, don't be so vulnerable.

"Don't make our relationship too embarrassing," Xi Jiansong said in a deep voice. He seemed to be warning a restless lover. He was skillful and wanted to send Ji Qingyan away completely. Those golden eyes A little bit of unbearableness precipitated, but that was all.

Ji Qingyan fell into an ice cellar, and his stupid love dragged his scarred heart. In his mind, something seemed to be completely broken. He looked away, not understanding how everything happened, his heart Weeping.

Vulnerability hit him, Ji Qingyan just wanted to escape from here, all his courage seemed to be exhausted, he said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Ji Qingyan felt his vision turn into darkness in an instant, he panicked, but he still heard his own voice tremblingly saying, "I'm sorry for all the time."

"Thank you," Ji Qingyan felt that his power was about to break free, he showed a smile uglier than crying, like despair, like a newborn, his voice was hoarse, but stagnated in the second half: " Made me finally realize..."

Connecting with this world is an extravagant hope after all, Ji Qingyan thought, he originally thought that he could fill his own vacancy, but maybe it was because of this thought that he got retribution, and things that were bought by all-or-nothing, if you hold too tightly, will never come back. Escape in the palm of your hand.

Faced with his embarrassment, he realized that he hadn't changed from the beginning, Ji Qingyan thought, he saw his selfishness, his despair and cowardice, his hands were always covered with blood, from the beginning In the end, there was no one around him.

So he turned around and left the Supervision Bureau as if he was tired of everything, Ji Qingyan only hoped that he would not be too embarrassed, that he would not cry out in embarrassment, this is too ugly, no one would think of such humble love need.

"Is this really okay? Admiral." Zheng Junyi stood beside Xi Jiansong, watching Ji Qingyan's departure on the monitor with him.

Xi Jiansong covered his face and wiped it casually. The tiredness on his face poured out at this moment, and his golden eyes were stained with despair: "I can't let anyone threaten his safety." , including me."

"With all due respect, if he finds out, he will only choose to face it with you." Zheng Junyi's voice was cold, and her eyes were full of disapproval: "You clearly know that his abilities are comparable to yours, but he is not need protection from others."

"Perhaps your letting go is the one that hurt him the most." Zheng Junyi thought of those eyes full of despair again, and she shuddered a little, those eyes seemed to be on the verge of doom, with desperate intent.

It took Xi Jiansong a long time to answer, his voice was full of fatigue: "You must understand the current situation, Zheng Junyi."

"The defense of the central city is not enough, the current level of star energy cannot keep up with the development expectations of the general record, and the war is about to break out. At this point in time, it is safest for him to leave the star and will not suffer any harm. Yes." Xi Jiansong pulled out the light curtain, and those golden eyes became more and more serious.

"He has power, but he doesn't know how to protect himself," Xi Jiansong said in a deep voice, "If I die in battle, I hope he can continue to hate me, even if it's just a little bit. I fall, and my love will shackle his way forward."

"When I saw him, I knew it, but I still wanted to hold him over my shoulder." Xi Jiansong showed a wry smile, and whispered, "Maybe it's because of this that I was punished." .”

"Do you want to give him back his freedom?" Zheng Junyi said with her eyes narrowed, she knew that Xi Jiansong didn't mean to answer, but just remembered her lover who had passed away for many years, and those eyes full of love made her miss , but still separated by time.

"Perhaps this is the heart we guard, even if the other party may not want it," Zheng Junyi said with a wry smile. When the summary document popped up on the light screen, she understood that comfort is still a luxury after all.

[The author has something to say: finally reached the node... It's not easy, I can go home soon]