I am not a good person

Zhao Zenian observed the structure of the house, jumped onto the balcony on the second floor without anyone noticing it, and after entering the room, he lowered himself on the stairs leading to the first floor.

Feng Yueyi sat at the same table with the pavilion master's wife and Shi Jin, and the table was filled with fruits and snacks.

Shi Jin rested his chin on his folded arms: "Brother Feng, you seem to be preoccupied. Could it be that something happened to my brother?"

Feng Yueyi replied: "I don't know what happened. Yesterday I came back from the gate and the Pavilion Master sent someone over. Ze Nian went to Dongliuju and came back with injuries. I asked him and he refused to tell the truth."

The pavilion master's wife frowned deeply: "You did something?"

Feng Yueyi nodded.

"How come?" Shi Jin was shocked: "Didn't Dad say that elder brother treats elder brother better than my blood brother?"

Zhao Zenian, who was squatting on the stairs, was stunned: Brother, brother?

He originally thought that the brother Shi Jin was talking about was Shi Feishi.

Feng Yueyi sighed: "That's why I came here in a hurry this time. According to what the old Pavilion Master said earlier, they are not brothers but brothers, and now they are all fighting. It can be seen how angry the Pavilion Master is! But I don't know why he is angry."

The wife of the pavilion master thought about it: "I will send someone to investigate later, if it doesn't work, I will ask my husband to ask, hoping to find out the reason."

Shi Jin pouted dissatisfiedly: "How long will this kind of life last?"

He turned his head and pulled the sleeve of the pavilion master's wife: "Mother, when will I meet my brother?"

The wife of the pavilion master looked at him: "Do you think I don't want to? I have been looking forward to that day for many years!"

Shi Jin's eyes lit up: "Then we..."

The wife of the pavilion master shook her head: "Jin'er, don't be rash."

Shi Jin lowered his head again: "I really don't want to wait any longer. I obviously have two older brothers. One doesn't care about me. I just don't provoke him. The other doesn't know that I am his younger brother at all, and only treats me like a young master." Treat it, it's so boring!"

In this matter, Feng Yueyi sided with the wife of the pavilion master: "Jin'er, now is indeed not the time. Jingxu Liuqi killed three people in a row, so Nianben is in a bad mood, knowing this may not necessarily make him happy. "

"I know, I know!" Shi Jin patted the table irritably: "What you said is all right! Don't you just tell me to wait patiently!"

On the way back to Jingxu Pavilion, Zhao Zenian was so distracted that he couldn't see the road clearly. Snowflakes drifted down, flowed across two small streams and passed through three small forests. His shoes were soaked, but he didn't feel the cold invading his body at all.

"The tomb of his wife Zhao Wei."

"My aunt's name is Zhao Qingying."

"I'll call you brother, okay?"

"There is only one thing that makes me wish I could kill you!"

……

Shi Feishi threw the book he was reading on the table: "You came to me so soon, did you finally figure things out?"

Zhao Zenian sat down on the chair dully.

Shi Feishi raised his eyebrows, and said mockingly: "If you don't know, do you want me to complete it for you? Maybe I know more than you!"

Zhao Zenian's eyes were sour, and he almost shed tears. He had just guessed the truth not long ago, so he instinctively came here, hoping that Shi Feishi, who has been with him the longest for more than ten years, could comfort him with a few words, but all he got was sarcasm and ridicule. .

"After you took revenge on Meijiabao, I sent someone to investigate the fire in Wangyue Tower. There are no such coincidences in the world. In addition to the way you were dressed when I rescued you, I guessed that you are the young master of Meijiabao. Castle Master Merlin Shen!"

Shi Feishi crossed his legs and snorted coldly: "After a little research, I know Mrs. Yuanmei's name is Zhao Wei, and I think my stepmother seems to have the same name..."

Zhao Zenian's eyelashes twitched slightly, he didn't know the name of the pavilion master's wife and it was not convenient for him to inquire, otherwise he wouldn't have known the truth until today.

"The time coincides perfectly. There is no doubt about the relationship between you and my stepmother!" Shi Feishi squinted over and said, "I can't tolerate this! It's because you were born by that woman, you and Shi Jin have the same mother !"

After every word and sentence, Zhao Zenian was blocked and speechless, like a ball of paste, which could not be stirred with chopsticks.He is still attached to his love for many years: "Then is the Lord going to drive me out?"

Shi Feishi's eyes flashed: "If you recognize each other."

Zhao Zenian was in a state of confusion in the room for more than an hour before Feng Yueyi opened the door and came in: "I'm sorry, I slept for so long! Hasn't lunch been delivered yet?"

"I told them not to send it away." Zhao Zenian raised his head: "Yueyi, did you know who I am? Your aunt Zhao Qingying is my mother Zhao Wei. What you are looking for is Mei Linshen?"

Feng Yueyi was stunned suddenly: "You..."

He was short of breath, and asked slowly, "Zenian, you, how do you know?"

"seen it myself."

"See it with your own eyes?" Feng Yueyi's gaze was uncertain, as if recalling what went wrong.

"Linshuijing." Zhao Zenian got up and looked at him: "I followed you to Linshuijing this morning."

Feng Yueyi suddenly turned pale: "Did you hear that?"

Zhao Zenian turned his head and remained silent.

"Zenian, I didn't mean to hide it from you!" Feng Yueyi was very afraid that he would get angry: "I wanted to tell you several times, but I didn't know where to start! My aunt also told me not to say it, so as not to make you unhappy. "

Zhao Zenian's expression remained calm: "Is it me or your aunt who is more important to you?"

"Of course it's you!" Feng Yueyi was very flustered: "I feel guilty for lying to you. Every time I want to tell you, I will think of what my aunt said. Neither she nor I want you to be sad!"

Zhao Zenian said coldly, "Not only you lied to me, she also lied to me."

Feng Yue stepped forward anxiously: "Zenian, since you know all about it, do you want to see your aunt? She has missed you all these years, really!"

"When did you know that I was Merlinshen?"

"In the last room of the Guanjiang Building, I saw the memorial tablet you offered. When I went to dig the grave in Meijiabao, the name Zhao Wei was engraved on the tombstone next to it. I asked my aunt to find out what happened."

Zhao Zenian lowered his eyes: "So, you told... her?"

Feng Yueyi shook his head: "No, aunt and Shi Jin knew about it earlier than me!"

"And when did they know?"

Feng Yueyi said: "As a saintess of Hongyue Island, there will always be a red moon on her back. Not long after you were born, my aunt also got it for you."

He walked behind Zhao Zenian and pressed his left shoulder: "It's right here."

"Shi Jin overheard me and my aunt, and knew that he had a half-brother, so he asked my aunt for a bottle of potion. One day when he was lying on your bed, he accidentally spilled the potion, and you happened to get it on..."

Zhao Zenian immediately took off his cotton-padded jacket, and opened his middle coat in front of the mirror. His left shoulder was very clean without any marks.

"The red moon does not appear all the time. It can only appear after applying the potion. It can last for seven or eight days at a time."

Zhao Zenian suddenly remembered that day when he thought Shi Jin was drinking tea and sprinkled tea on the bed. Did Shi Jin know so long ago?No wonder he was so affectionate to him afterwards, and even said that he wanted to call him brother, but it turned out that he was really brother.

Feng Yueyi persuaded: "Zenian, I know you have resentment in your heart, but the truth is..."

Zhao Zenian interrupted him directly: "Let's go to Linshuijing."

Feng Yueyi was stunned: "Are you willing to go?"

When they came to Linshuijing for the second time in a day, Shi Zhongyan was still not there, Zhao Qingying and Shi Jin saw that Zhao Zenian came suddenly with a gloomy face, and asked Feng Yueyi with their eyes.

Feng Yueyi suddenly felt pity: "He already knew."

Zhao Qingying was startled, and looked at Zhao Zenian at a loss.

Shi Jin thought simply: "Got it? That's great!"

He put his arm on Zhao Zenian's left shoulder, and exclaimed excitedly, "Brother!"

Zhao Zenian suddenly took a breath.

Feng Yueyi felt distressed: "Jin'er, let go, his shoulder is injured!"

"Ah?" Shi Jin quickly let go: "Brother, I'm sorry!"

Zhao Zenian didn't mind pawing his left shoulder with severe pain, and raised his eyes.

When their eyes met, Zhao Qingying's eyes flickered with guilt.

Shi Jin looked left and right, and took Zhao Zenian's right arm: "Brother, from now on I can call you brother in a fair way! Now can you take me out to play?"

"Second Young Master." Zhao Zenian pulled his arm back coldly: "I'm here today to ask questions, not to recognize relatives."

Shi Jin was stunned: "Ask something? Didn't you come here to recognize me and my mother?"

Zhao Zenian didn't even look at him, and walked towards Zhao Qingying: "Can you explain why Mei Shuhao's wife faked her death to become the old pavilion master's wife? Uncle He said your face was ugly and swollen, why did it turn good again?" gone?"

Zhao Qingying came together one by one: "Leaving Hongyue Island, I didn't know where I was born, so I could only wander around, but I accidentally ate poisonous weeds and my face was ruined. After struggling for a while, I was rescued by the He family brothers and sisters."

"How did you and Mei Shuhao meet?"

"Mei Shuhao was seriously injured by his enemies, and I accidentally saved him. He was willing to marry me to repay his life-saving grace. At that time, my poison was difficult to cure, and I thought that I might not live long, so I agreed to be the wife of the owner of Meijiabao. "

Zhao Qingying couldn't take a look away from her lost and found eldest son: "Your father married me just to repay his kindness, he couldn't face my red and purple swollen face every day, and just after I was pregnant with you, he had sex with the girl Wen Jia in the castle... ..."

Zhao Zenian lowered his head and smiled wryly: "So you decided to leave?"

"A person who doesn't love me, I don't love him either, why don't I let him be free, but also let me be free."

"What about me?" Zhao Zenian raised his eyes and couldn't help shouting: "Why did you get married if you didn't have feelings, why did you give birth to me?!"

"I..." Zhao Qingying couldn't help but took a step forward.

Zhao Zenian pointed at her: "Since you chose to go, why didn't you take me with you?"

Zhao Qingying burst into tears and eagerly defended: "Lin Shen, I have my helplessness and last resort!"

"You all have your own imperatives, what about me?" Zhao Zenian smiled with tears and eyes full of sadness: "What did I do wrong?"

"Lin Shen!" Zhao Qingying stretched out a hand.

Zhao Zenian took a step back sensitively: "Don't touch me!"

"Lin Shen..." Zhao Qingying was apologetic and blamed herself with heartache.

Shi Jin and Feng Yueyi were both relatives and had no position to persuade them to make peace, while the other was an outsider when talking about the past and had no right to intervene, so they could only watch from the sidelines.