The county horse is a medicine jar

There was a warm fire burning in the stove, and there was only the faint sound of Lin Sishen's sobbing in the study. She hugged Lin Sitao tightly, from choking with sobs to crying loudly at the end, she finally let go of all the grievances she had suffered and the pain in her heart during these days. Let it out.

Lin Sitao didn't say a word, he stroked Lin Sishen's back at a loss, his heart suddenly felt sour, and his eyes turned red unknowingly, he was startled at how far Lin Sishen was forced to so sad.

Lin Sishen never knew how to confide her innermost fear and helplessness to others, and she had always been used to bear it alone.Until Shen Qingwan appeared, she was like a trickle of water, gentle but firm, easily disintegrated Lin Sishen's defenses and walked into her heart.

Gradually, Lin Sishen seemed to be comforted, she didn't have to pretend to be strong, she could show her weak face in front of Shen Qingwan wantonly, even if she was wronged greatly, as long as she snuggled into Shen Qingwan's arms , even if you don't say a word, all the anxiety will disappear, that kind of peace of mind, that kind of warmth.

But now everything seems to have changed, since the day when Shen Jingshuo fell asleep, the fear and anxiety from long ago once again occupied Lin Sishen's heart.

At first, she was afraid of losing Shen Qingwan, and she became a little frenzied and too lazy to take care of her people, recklessly wanting to end everything and destroy everything in order to avenge Shen Qingwan.

She blamed herself for everything, so she allowed that oppressive pain to torment herself over and over again.

Until Li Luo appeared in the palace, suspicion was planted in the bottom of his heart, which would eventually bear bad results.

Even if Lin Sishen and Shen Qingwan's relationship started from using each other, even if there were countless suspicions and deceptions between them, those have already become the past, haven't they?

After going through so many disasters together, Lin Sishen claimed that she didn't hide anything from Shen Qingwan, and she thought that Shen Qingwan should do the same.They clearly could give up life and death for each other, but why did they end up going back and forth in the end, and her trust in Shen Shouwan began to waver again?

Lin Sishen really wanted to believe in Shen Qingwan desperately. She didn't believe that Shen Qingwan could be so cruel. Knowing the position she held in her heart, she was willing to use her own life and death to set up a trap.

Because he was afraid of confirming his conjecture from the clues, Lin Sishen didn't even dare to look at Shen Qingwan again.

If all conjectures come true, then Shen Qingwan will treat Lin Sishen as a pawn, how terrible that is.

Lin Sishen had really stretched to the limit, so she burst into tears in front of Lin Sitao. She fell on Lin Sitao's shoulder and cried for a long time, until the clothes on his shoulders were wet, until her eyes were too dry to shed a single tear, and the sound of sobbing gradually weakened Buried in Lin Sitao's arms, there was no movement.

Lin Sitao was afraid that she would faint from crying, so he carefully helped her up, seeing her drooping her head without saying a word, he raised his hand stiffly and clumsily, trying to wipe the tears off her face with his sleeve, muttering in a low voice Comfortingly said: "It's okay, Shen'er, it's okay, big brother is here."

Lin Sitao didn't seem to be able to say anything else, she kept saying this over and over again, Lin Sishen didn't speak, her eyes were red and swollen and her eyes were empty, it took a long time for her eyes to move slightly, and she said softly: "Brother, stay here."

What Lin Sitao said just now still touched Lin Sishen after all, although letting them go back to Gyeongju really made Lin Sishen feel at ease, but as Lin Sitao said, Lin Sishen was at ease, but how could they feel at ease.

Lin Sitao's expression was overjoyed, and he suddenly felt as if he had settled something on his mind, and said firmly in a deep voice: "Mother didn't want to leave at first, and neither of us will leave tomorrow, no matter what happens, our family will live together and die together. "

Just as Lin Sitao was carefully wiping away Lin Sishen's tears, the door was knocked twice, and then the voices of Mo Zhu and Xi Qian could be faintly heard outside the door.

Shouldn't Xi Qian take care of Shen Qingwan in the palace?Lin Sishen stood up abruptly, walked to the door and pulled it open, and sure enough, he saw Xi Qian standing in front of the door talking with Mo Zhu.

For some reason, Lin Sishen felt a little uneasy in her heart, but she was still worried about Shen Qingwan, and hurriedly asked, "Nurse, why are you back? Where's the princess?"

Xi Qian's complexion didn't look very good, she turned her head and took a deep look at Lin Sishen, her gaze was extremely complicated and seemed to be mixed with a trace of worry, but she didn't say much, she just replied after a long silence: "Mo Zhu sends a message For me, you said that you passed out outside a few days ago, and I was worried that you would come back and take a look."

Lin Sishen's hand holding the door tightened little by little, she lowered her head and asked softly: "You are gone, what will the Princess do?"

Xi Qian looked at Lin Sishen's red and swollen eye sockets, and her dazed gaze elsewhere, feeling in her heart that Lin Sishen seemed to know something, she sighed faintly and said, "It's useless for me to stay there, let the people in the palace take care of you." Prescriptions and medicines are taken care of.”

The scene in front of him was shaking for a while, and his stomach was churning even more. Lin Sishen leaned against the door and took a deep breath, closed his eyes and tried to resist the discomfort: "Princess, she..."

"Let me see how you feel first."

Seeing that something was wrong with Lin Sishen, Xi Qian interrupted her in a deep voice, then walked quickly to her side, grabbed Lin Sishen's hand involuntarily, wanting to feel her pulse.However, Lin Sishen resisted a little, and withdrew his hand violently as if he had been scalded, and inadvertently gently wrapped his hands around his sleeves.

Seeing all of Lin Sishen's small movements, Xi Qian's complexion became more and more unwell, but out of the corner of her eye, she caught a glimpse of Lin Sitao walking out from behind Lin Sishen, so she didn't say anything else.

Seeing this situation, Mo Zhu settled the situation aloud: "My lord has been lying in the snow for a long time, and fell asleep for a few days due to the cold, but it's not a serious problem, just calm down and take care of your body."

Lin Sitao walked to Lin Sishen's side, called his aunt obediently, and chatted with Xiqian Mozhu about Lin Sishen's illness, and learned from them that Lin Sishen needs to calm down and cultivate himself, so he didn't dare to disturb him anymore, and ordered Lin Sishen After a few words, he said goodbye and left Liuguang Pavilion

As soon as Lin Sitao left, Mo Zhu urged Xi Qian and Lin Sishen to enter the house, and put some charcoal in the stove to warm them up, while he went out to prepare some hot tea and soup.

In a blink of an eye, only Xi Qian and Lin Sishen were left in the study. Lin Sishen was sitting upright with his hands folded into his cuffs, while Xi Qian was sitting opposite her with his hands folded, staring at her thoughtfully.

Both of them were silent for a long time, the only sound in the room was the crackling of the charcoal fire.

It was Xi Qian who spoke first, and she glanced at Lin Sishen's tightly cuffed sleeves, then raised her chin and said, "Take out what's hidden in the sleeves, and show me."

Lin Sishen didn't know what was in his mind, he lowered his head and said in a muffled voice, "Nothing is hidden."

Xi Qian frowned, and asked in a deep voice, "What? You want me to do it myself?"

Lin Sishen raised her head, and met Xi Qian's gaze and asked back, "The nurse is hiding something from me?"

Xi Qian was momentarily at a loss for words, sometimes she felt that Lin Sishen was too stupid, and sometimes she felt that she was too smart.After thinking it over and over again, Xi Qian still didn't intend to tell the reason why she left the palace. She knew that it was not appropriate for her to say it.

It is better for others not to get involved in the affairs between Lin Sishen and Shen Qingwan.

Xi Qian did not answer Lin Sishen, but sighed helplessly at the beginning: "It seems that you insist on letting me do it myself."

Although Xi Qian didn't say anything, it also confirmed Lin Sishen's conjecture. She closed her eyes in despair, and her face became paler and paler.Although the truth was about to come out, there was still a glimmer of hope in her heart, and she tried every means to find excuses to comfort herself.

Maybe, she was just so tired these days that she was always suspicious. Shen Qingwan was willing to give up her life for her, so how could she cruelly hide it from her?

Yes, she must be thinking too much.

Lin Sishen was so distraught that she didn't have the heart to hide it, Xi Qian effortlessly took out the blood-stained silk handkerchief from her sleeve, glanced at it, and Xi Qian trembled with anger.

Xi Qian clutched the silk handkerchief, she hated iron for being weak, she gritted her teeth and asked Lin Sishen: "What is this? It's come to this point, you still plan to hide it from us?"

Facing Xi Qian's questioning, Lin Sishen lowered his eyes and explained softly: "I didn't intend to hide it, but the situation is critical, if Mother finds out, she won't let me go out.

This explains how Xi Qian could listen to her, she was extremely angry: "So you plan to procrastinate, until when? Are you procrastinating yourself to death?"

Xi Qian didn't want to take care of things, and she wasn't at peace at all, the only thing she was worried about staying in the capital was Lin Sishen, but Lin Sishen never cared about her body, so it was fine for her to worry about it, and she kept spoiling herself.

This time, Xi Qian really didn't have the heart to listen to Lin Sishen making excuses anymore. She had stayed in the capital for almost a year, and Lin Sishen and Shen Qingwan's tossing and tossing took turns exhausted her.

Xi Qian resolutely issued an ultimatum: "If you want to live a good life, you must stay at the mansion to recuperate from tomorrow, and I will stay and recuperate your body, but if you are still stubborn, even your own body will die If you don't care, then I can't help you. Mo Zhu has the responsibility of saving lives and healing the wounded, so she shouldn't waste time with you, I will take Mo Zhu and leave, and I will never care about your affairs from now on."

Being able to say these words, it can be seen that Xi Qian is extremely disappointed with Lin Sishen. She has been practicing medicine for many years and has saved many lives. She has traveled around and met too many people. She has seen poor people who can live even if they eat sugar Going down, she has seen people with thousands of family fortunes seek medical treatment everywhere, dissipating the wealth accumulated in their lives just to live one more day, she knows the preciousness of life.

But Lin Sishen and Shen Qingwan don't seem to understand this truth, they are willing to waste their lives for those illusory things, how sad and stupid they are.

How could Lin Sishen not understand that the reason why Xi Qian said these things was actually a deep responsibility of love, but she couldn't turn back, why didn't she want to stay away from the troubles of the world, everything she did was for that day.

She wants to retire to the market with Shen Qingwan, and join hands to enjoy the spring scenery of the world, to see the sunrise and sunset, to enjoy the four seasons, and also to let those who care about them live in peace and happiness.Although she didn't know whether the final outcome would be as she wished, but she was willing to bet her life to gamble again.

Thinking of this, Lin Sishen raised his eyes to look at Xi Qian, and his dim eyes lit up with scorching light little by little, like the last hope bursting out in a desperate situation, so frenzied that people dare not face it directly: "Nurse, give me some more Time, soon... soon we'll be done with this."