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April 4, year y.

I'm going to die soon, and I want to write one last diary entry before I die. It may be a bit long and wordy, but it doesn't matter, no one but me will see it anyway.

The closer I get to death, the more I miss the one I can't have, even if he's about to belong to someone else.

In fact, I paid attention to him very early. I have been secretly in love with him since junior high school, until we both entered work and separated from each other. I started to find someone to follow him and take pictures of him.

He is very nice, although he has changed many girlfriends, but he is dedicated to feelings and never cheats on him, but most of his girlfriends are interested in his family background and money, and they chase after him. The probability of breaking up is extremely high, making him look like a scumbag.

In fact, he is, but he can’t coax people. Those women are used to being praised because of their beauty. How can they fall in love with a stick head? Girlfriend fast) is deeply jealous, and it’s too late to make money as soon as possible, so he doesn’t care about his inner feelings, so he changes girlfriends more and more frequently because of three views.

He, even if he knows the true face of others, he will not retaliate against them, and then get the money back. One is a matter of face, and the other is that they are already in bed. You have to pay others "mental (physical) damage fees".

I think he is always cheated. I think he might as well be cheated by me. If I don’t ask for his money, I will seek out his sex. As long as we don’t break up, I can deceive him for the rest of my life.

Under my calculation and deployment, he was quickly chased by me. Speaking of which, he is really an easy person to chase.

Although Huo Buqu has experienced many relationships, they were all fast food. He broke up so quickly and knew that those people were out of money for him. Why does he still enjoy it?Of course it's because of sex, he likes beauties, he likes xxoo, this is known from the "encounter" I intentionally created during his spare time, he seems to have a way of dealing with it.

After I chased him, he couldn't make waves anymore, even if he took one more look at a good-looking man or woman, I would get angry.

During the relationship, Huo Buqun complained, he said that it's fine for me to be jealous of women, but how can I also be jealous of men?He also said that he is a straight man, and he has no interest in men with fleshy muscles.I'm just hehe, I'm not interested, how did I catch up with you, have we never hit third base or what?

Because he knows that I mind, he usually pays attention to his proportions with others, except of course with friends.The friends in his circle are more promiscuous than the other, they are playboys, they play like crazy.Huo Buqu will play with them during the free window, but he will restrain himself when interacting with people. Those women who want his money don't love him, so naturally they don't care about his restraint, but I do.

I’m a pervert, I’ve got someone to take pictures of him wherever he goes, I also have pictures of him playing with his friends, I also have pictures of him hugging the bartender and touching him indecently, and he even let people sit on his lap Above, from the perspective of the photo, the pose is navel orange.

I don’t know if he is entering that woman in that pose, I just know I’m angry, I can’t take the photo to question whether he has cheated, because it will expose, I’m looking for someone to follow him, I asked him to come back so What are you doing late at night? Did you go fooling around? He said, don't you know that my circle of friends is gathering?It's really tiring to act on every occasion, and it's not that they don't know that I have a partner. If they do this again, I will get angry.

I was furious, thinking that I would be tired without fooling around?In a blink of an eye, he fell asleep on the sofa.

In fact, I believe in his character, but that photo is too intriguing, and I get angry when I think about it.Since that time, he never mentioned the gathering of the circle of friends in front of me again, and he never went to the gathering of the circle of friends that was abnormal.

His Faxiao (Chen) is particularly bad, he is a natural curmudgeon, knowing that his friend has a boyfriend, he still pretends to be seductive in front of his girlfriend, it is really flattering.

In Huo Buqu's heart, he is more important than me, and many times he has turned towards him and not towards me. Everyone values ​​sex over friends, but he values ​​friends over sex, so he deserves not to be liked by girls.

I have to say, I hate Chen very, very much. As much as I love Huo Buqu, I hate Chen as much.He seduced my boyfriend, and he was "turned into the red wave" with him in his office, even if he found out later that it was fake, the hickey marks on Chen's body were the marks left by Chen and his boyfriend, Huo Bu I was just messing around with Fa Xiao, but I was still very angry and felt like my head was turning green.Huo Bu went to say that I am a straight man, and we both took a bath with naked buttocks. What's the matter with being a big man? He said that you will be jealous when you see it, but I still don't believe it. What about you?

Fuck!Of course it is!You are not straight anymore, your friend has never been straight!

Some jokes are unacceptable. As soon as I got jealous, I poisoned Chen and tried to kill him. After I calmed down, I called an ambulance.The person was rescued, and Chen suffered some crimes in the ICU. He knew that I did it, but he didn't say anything.

I was kind of crazy,

I decided that he would definitely seize this opportunity to threaten me, and would cause me to break up. I didn't want to keep such a vicious person by Huo Buqu's side, so I tried my best to frame Huo Buqu and speak ill of him. No, no, still didn't turn to me, defended him without even thinking about it, saying that he was not that kind of person.I said, do you think he is not that kind of person even if he qs me, Huo Buqu said he would not, you are not his type, people like small birds to cling to others.

Emmm...

Huo knew he was angry with me if he didn't go to the solid eye, so I had no choice but to find Chen's boyfriend to control Chen.I said can you watch him carefully so that he doesn't send sao everywhere with other people?Thanks.Then send a picture of them fighting in bed.Chen's boyfriend (now ex-boyfriend) is more angry than me, and broke up with Chen directly.

Huo Buqu didn't know that I caused Chen to break up, and Chen didn't say anything, but the look in my eyes became more and more subtle. He still didn't expose me, but I knew that he would take revenge sooner or later—such as now.

There will be retribution for doing bad things, and I definitely deserve what I am doing now.

From the moment Chen took off the mask, I knew that Chen was not playing the role of the innocent little Bailian who saved the world. I used the pain he gave to suppress the pain in my heart, and I let him not because I like him, but because he is very good at what he does. I agree.In addition to what he did later, he slapped Huo Buqu in the face, and also irritated me.Like Little Niaoyiren?Can't q?

That is not something that q can explain clearly, it also includes x-violence, x-abuse, restriction of personal freedom...

The psychiatrist didn't know how to avoid taboos when he looked at the restricted-rated pictures, and even took a photo as a souvenir. Nima, didn't you despise Chen's actions?

Chen put a lot of props, he didn't know how to strike, and there was a lot of blood, he was afraid that I would die if I lost too much blood, so he took out some props.I can't sit and write now, I can only kneel.

He let me sit in the special chair for the whole night yesterday for fun, today I am not energetic, he said that he played too loose there, not as tight as the previous few days, isn't this nonsense?He played so much, I'm going to take off my anus, okay?

Chen said: Lulu, even if you don't die, Lao Huo won't want you anymore.

I am speechless.

Chen called Huo Buqu, chatted happily with him, and deliberately talked about me. He asked Huo Buqu: "Old Huo, when will you get married?" ――By the way, I am xing your ex-boyfriend now, do you believe it?He was crying, so poor.

Of course Huo Buqun didn't believe it, even if what Chen said was true, he didn't think that Fa Xiaohui would hook up with his ex-boyfriend, because we were incompatible.Huo Buqu just said: It takes about a year to get married, we are already engaged.Also, don't mention Lulu anymore, he and I are in the past tense, Xiaomeng (Huo Buqu's fiancée) will be angry when he hears it.

For anyone, the predecessor is an existence that must be forgotten.

That's okay, even though I'm unwilling, I still have to wish him happiness in the future. After all, I chose to break up to let him be free.He chooses to be bound by another person for life, and that is also his freedom.

I love you, Huo Buqu.

farewell.

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