Goodbye, Mr. Mu

During the period since he was admitted to the hospital, Mu Huaizhang rarely saw stars shining in Chai Fei's eyes. The last time he saw them was when he accompanied him to watch the stars at night.At that time, the starlight was reflected in his crooked eyes, but it is different today.The light seemed to come from the inside out, and there was a soft light in his eyes, like a spring breeze, warm and gentle.

"Indeed, he deserves to be pampered." Mu Huaizhang responded, "Little prince, drink some water before we talk." The thermos cup is at hand, and Mu Huaizhang insisted on supervising him to drink more water from time to time, as if drinking more water would cure his illness. Sickness is really the same.

Chai Fei thought that Mu Huaizhang should have guessed the story he told, this time it was Chai Fei's own story.Chai Fei paused, asked Mu Huaizhang to feed him water, and continued: "The merchant's child is so spoiled by the merchant that he doesn't know what will happen to him if his father dies one day. At that time, he I feel that the whole world is like Alice's dream. Unexpectedly, one day, it was very windy and stormy, like the day I met you, and something happened to the child's family. The father who rushed home to celebrate his son's birthday had a nosebleed at his son's birthday party , It was a white cake at that time, but the blood was so red that it stained half of the cake. The child was in a hurry. The father’s illness came very quickly, and in the middle of the night, the father was picked up by an ambulance. The child looked at those people Father took the stretcher, but he didn't even have the courage to step out the door."

"He guarded the red cake and didn't dare to take a bite. When it was dawn, his mother came back and said that his father was sick and he was going to guard his father. He followed his mother and stood outside the window to see that he was still on a ventilator. At that time, he felt that the sky was about to collapse." Chai Fei paused, raised his head, and tried in vain to force back the tears that were about to burst into his eyes.Mu Huaizhang couldn't help but wanted to hug him, but he shook his head and avoided, "The mother felt that the child was too young to stay in the hospital, so she sent him back. But the child knew that his father didn't know much It's a few days, the doctor said, it's late, and now it's just a few days."

Chai Fei's eyes gradually started to become moist.

"The cake at home was still in place. The mother didn't have time to clean it up, and the aunts at home didn't dare to move. Only the child rushed up and ate the bloody cake. The child thought, this is the last thing his father gave him, no It was gone after he ate it. That was the first time he knew the taste of blood, it was very bitter and astringent. He forced himself to finish eating the blood-stained cakes. Later, he dared not get an injection, did not dare to see the blood, and even would be scared. It's kind of ridiculous."

Mu Huaizhang gently wiped the tears from the corners of Chaifei's eyes with his thumb, without interrupting him.

"The father was in good spirits one day, and he called the lawyer to the ward. He didn't know what he talked about. That was the day the child brought his favorite book there, but bumped into the mother who came out of the hospital and A friend of the businessman. Then the father was sent abroad for medical treatment, and the child would go, but maybe he was not brave enough, the mother refused to let him, and the father also refused. The later story, you know, the businessman’s friend also became The father of the child, because the mother remarried after the death of the father, married a friend of the businessman, and they had a son, and their life was happier than before. And the businessman's child became a superfluous existence."

When he said this, he shook his head subconsciously, seeming to be mocking himself or refusing to accept these unacceptable realities.

"But the merchant's child is also very happy now," Mu Huaizhang stared at Chai Fei's wet eyes, "because he still loves the world with the kindness and innocence his father gave him, isn't he?"

Chai Fei felt Mu Huaizhang's kiss on his forehead, as if he was echoing the beauty in his heart with piety.

"No." Chai Fei snorted, "I just want to show you a good side because you are my lover."

"Then let me see my little prince, what evil side is there?"

"My mother has come to the hospital." Chai Fei withdrew his smile, with a calm tone.

Mu Huaizhang pretended not to understand: "Huh?"

"Mr. Mu, I don't know what disease I have, but I probably know what disease my father has. I also know how he lived his last days. It's not very decent after all. This is why I have so many days The reason why I want you to leave." Chai Fei's back was straight, giving people the illusion of a serious matter, and this was probably something he had to sit up and say.

He has always attached great importance to the relationship between him and Mu Huaizhang, and has always been solemn: "If you want to leave, you can just tell me, and you don't need to inform my mother for me. This has nothing to do with me. Her incompatible relationship has nothing to do with it. It’s just because my mother is not a simple mother, nor is she only my mother. Between me and Lin Mu, her preference is obvious. After more than ten or twenty years, it is enough for me. Recognize her preference. There is no need, let me recognize it again in the last days."

Mu Huaizhang opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but Chai Fei didn't wait for him, as if he had finally mustered up his courage and couldn't tolerate interruption, "I don't know how you asked her to come here, I just hope you didn't keep your voice low, because She is not worth it. So don't call her here, and don't beg her anymore. I can imagine you talking to her these days, and she must have said nothing good to you. "

Chai Fei said this angrily, and he didn't know whether he was angry because of Mu Huaizhang, or simply because of Chai's mother.

Then his eyes fell on Mu Huaizhang, becoming gentle and soft, "Mr. Mu, do you know? In fact, these are enough now, I already have so much, and you, really, not a loss gone."

Mu Huaizhang looked at Chai Fei with deep and calm eyes, as if he had expected that Chai Fei would say such words to him one day, and he had been waiting for these words to come.