What a pity to miss the rebirth

On the first night after being reborn, Liu Yingnian had a nightmare and woke up covered in sweat with cold hands and feet.

He dreamed that the child he raised, a young man who had become a business overlord, was sitting alone in the cold darkness, staying at home alone, neither eating nor drinking, and opening his eyes until dawn day after day.

And many years ago-

At that time, he was frustrated in love, he didn't know what the daily hard work was for, everything was meaningless, and he was in a daze all day long, only knowing that he was indulging in drunkenness, dreams and death.Then a woman came to him. That woman was the wife of Li Xianghua's concubine. She found his home according to the last contact information left by her husband. The husband got it back.

The tea house with bright and clean windows, leaning against the glass window, the little toddler sitting next to the woman, seemed to be infected with the mother's sadness, and sat there very quietly, neither noisy nor noisy, neither sad nor happy , the slightly indifferent expression on his small face was out of tune with his age.

He didn't expect that the woman finally chose to commit suicide in the hospital, leaving a will, giving him all her savings and house, and begging him to raise the child to adulthood.

Both the woman and the husband are orphans, and if he doesn't take in the child, the child will be left alone and will be sent to an orphanage.

It's not that he didn't hesitate, but no matter how big the reason is, it can't beat the fact that the child is homeless.

A small, only four-year-old child, is he really going to be sent to an orphanage?

He looked down at the little one who was clinging to him, and squatted down so that he was at eye level.

"Would you like to come to my house?" He asked with a smile on his lips.

Those dark round eyes stared at him without blinking, as if they could penetrate his eyes and see into the depths of his soul.

He didn't dodge, looked straight into the eyes of the child, and patiently explained his thoughts to the little baby: "I mean, you want to come with me, be my child, or go to the orphanage, Be a child in an orphanage?"

"Do you want me?" There was an indescribable cautiousness in that clear and soft voice, and the timidity made him feel a little distressed. What kind of growing environment is it that such a young child has learned to hide his true emotions.

"If you want, of course I will." He replied gently.

As soon as the words fell, the small body plunged into his arms in the next second, and the soft and soft arms hugged his neck, holding on tightly, not letting go no matter what.

The whimpering sound like a kitten amplified little by little in his ears, and he realized that the little person in his arms was crying. He was afraid after losing his mother, and he didn't dare to cry out until now.

Liu Yingnian felt his heart soften from crying.

If there is no blood relationship, then there is nothing, so what if it is the child of the ex-lover's concubine, forget it, he admits it, what is in his arms now is just a child entrusted to him by a poor woman.

He raised his head and looked towards the blue sky.

You can leave at ease, I will take good care of this child and raise him up.

Liu Yingnian sat up, pressed his forehead, and habitually went to get the watch on the bedside table, but was surprised when he touched the watch, hey, it's not his watch!

At this time, there was a light "beep" sound from the side, and someone turned on the bedside lamp. He subconsciously turned around and looked in the direction of the sound. His eyes widened in an instant, and he couldn't even close his mouth in shock. .

The sleepy-eyed ex-lover sat up like sleepwalking, reached out and touched his forehead, and said in a half-dream, "It's still a little hot. Is there something uncomfortable? How did you get up?"

Liu Yingnian stared at him in surprise for a while, then remembered what had happened, and opened his mouth: "It's nothing... Maybe it's because I slept too much, and I can't sleep..."

The old lover said a few more words, he listened absent-mindedly, until the light was turned off again, and he fell into the darkness again, then he smiled wryly, the falling off the cliff was really not a dream.

The watch he is holding is the old watch he used 30 years ago. The watch he uses 30 years later is completely different from the current one.

Holding the old watch, Liu Yingnian looked back at his sleeping lover and sighed again and again.

How to break up peacefully with his former lover has become the focus of Liu Yingnian's thinking.

In this life and in that life, people die once and for all, and Liu Yingnian can be considered as a person who has lived most of his life. Basically, he can ignore everything that should be ignored.

But looking away does not mean starting over.

Liu Yingnian believes that his past life is over, and all things related to his past life should also be over. Whether it's an old lover, or a baby son who was raised by one hand but can never give back, in this life, he doesn't want to No more entanglement with them.

Everyone has his own life, and in this life, he wants to live only for himself.

Staring at the calendar on the desk in front of the window sill, Liu Yingnian calculated that there was still half a year between now and the day when Li Xianghua and his concubine had a showdown with him.

According to what Li Xianghua said during the showdown with him, his new love affair started about half a year before the showdown with him. That is to say, either he had already betrayed him, or just recently He would betray him within a few days, no matter how specific, Li Xianghua did not say, and he was not in the mood to know at the time.

It was enough to be broken up once. Liu Yingnian didn't want to be born again, but had to wait to be broken up. That would be too sorry for his rebirth.

However, the person who initiates the breakup needs to have a legitimate reason.

After thinking about it all morning, Liu Yingnian decided to go out and find a new lover for himself.

When a whale courts a mate, it sings loudly, and when a peacock courts a mate, it spreads its wings.

Liu Yingnian took two or three hours to renew himself from head to toe, and then stood guard at the gate of the private fluorescent middle school, looking at his watch and patiently waiting for the person he was waiting for.

Even if it's acting, he doesn't want to wrong himself, he can't do things like randomly pulling people to make up the numbers on the street, and Li Xianghua is not a fool, after all, they have been together for ten years, and they are too familiar with each other's temperament and preferences. It would be too insulting to Li Xianghua's IQ to invite someone to act.

After deliberation, Liu Yingnian came up with a suitable candidate.

That person was exactly the type he liked, and the first encounter with him in the previous life happened to happen this year.

Some distant memories gradually surfaced in my mind during the waiting time...