What a pity to miss the rebirth
Chapter 135 Extra Story·Like it
He once thought that he would never fall in love with others again in this life.
As long as there is one person you like.
Even if the person in his memory doesn't love him, even if that person has been dead for many years, he never thought of liking someone else.
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Every morning, when Shuang opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was the man sleeping quietly beside him.
This person is Liu Yingnian, and he is his lover.
Shuang is used to getting up early, and he has cultivated the habit for 30 years. Without special circumstances, he is basically unshakable.
But recently his habit has changed slightly.
The reason is that he told Shui Lian that day that Liu Yingnian always likes to grab the corner of his pajamas when he sleeps, so people who like to stay up late will always wake up suddenly in a dream.
"It's because of a lack of security." Shui Lian said, "He must be very uneasy and worried about gain and loss after losing it. He is afraid that one day he will suddenly forget you again. Commander, the thing you erased his memory back then must have caused him a lot. The harm and psychological shadow. However, Ying Nian likes to hold back everything he likes, and he will definitely not say this kind of thing, and will only endure it silently."
Is that right?
In fact, Liu Yingnian could somewhat feel the uneasiness in his heart.
It's just that Shuang thinks that facts and time can dilute this anxiety.He was already with Liu Yingnian now, with such a big living man as his company, Liu Yingnian's uneasiness should disappear soon.
But it seems that just this is obviously not enough.
Shuang decided to start from herself and slowly help Liu Yingnian eliminate this anxiety.
Liu Yingnian woke up in the morning, opened his eyes, saw Shuang's face, stretched out his hand involuntarily, and gently traced the man's facial features from the air.
Sometimes he felt that Shuang was very much like a fox, like the cold white fox in the depths of the snow-capped mountains who only associate with white snow.Shuang's eyes are especially similar, slender and slender, with the corners of the eyes hanging obliquely, despising all tastes.When Shuang's eyes were opened, those slender fox eyes would be a little coquettish and feminine, dangerously beautiful, but also so beautiful that people lingered.But he himself didn't know it.
However, when the eyes are closed, the lines of the eyebrows and eyes will be slightly softer, and it still has a cold taste, but it will bring a little bit of natural childishness like a newborn baby.
Liu Yingnian had only traced the corners of Shuang's eyes with his fingers when he was grabbed by a big hand.
"Are you painting me?" This man's voice was cold.
"You pretended to be asleep again." Liu Yingnian's voice was stained with helplessness, "Since you're awake, why can't you pay back? You never stayed in bed before."
"That's why I didn't know that you would secretly paint me." Shuang looked at him firmly.
"Who did it secretly? I obviously painted it aboveboard." Liu Yingnian also looked at him without blinking.
"Then why don't you dare to touch me, only dare to draw in the air? Don't you want me to know?" Shuang asked.
Liu Yingnian remained silent for a while before replying, "I just think it's rare that you haven't gotten up when I wake up. It's a bit unbelievable. I don't really believe it's really you."
"Why did you paint me?" Shuang asked him again.
Liu Yingnian looked at him for a long time without answering.
This was Liu Yingnian's knot in his heart, he knew it, Shuang knew it, both of them knew it.
"What did you just say?" Liu Yingnian stopped the chopsticks in his hand, looked up at Shuang, and didn't quite believe what Shuang said just now.
"After dinner, I'll go to work with you." Shuang also glanced at him, and lightly repeated what he had just said.
Liu Yingnian was stunned for a while, "Then what about your work? Shui Lian told me last time that you have a lot of tasks in the past few months and you will be very busy. She even gave up on the booked hot spring tour."
Shuang let out a "huh" and said nothing more.
What do you mean?
Liu Yingnian was a little confused.
Until he was sitting in the passenger seat of the black sports car that Shuang had just bought, watching Shuang start the engine and drive him to the office building at the prime of life, he still couldn't believe that Shuang would go to work with him.
I don't know why, but Liu Yingnian was a little nervous, and his sitting posture was unknowingly correct. He pretended to be nonchalant, and asked Shuang, "Are you really going to our company?"
Frost nodded.
"Why do you suddenly want to go?" Liu Yingnian looked at Shuang in confusion.
"I'll be with you when I'm free." Shuang's answer was concise and powerful.
The corners of Liu Yingnian's mouth curled up slightly, and he inoculated him: "I may be a little busy today, so I may not be able to take care of you. If you are bored and feel bored, you can go first, it's okay."
Shuang said: "No."
When they arrived at the company, Liu Yingnian and Shuang took the elevator dedicated to company executives up to his office.
"You can sit wherever you want." Liu Yingnian asked Shuang while turning on the computer, "Do you want to play with the computer? I'll ask the secretary to come in with a notebook."
Shuang didn't have any special opinion on this, his purpose was just to accompany Liu Yingnian, other things didn't matter.
After a while there was a knock on the door, and Liu Yingnian said, "Come in."
His private secretary wasted time and brought in hot tea as usual, but when he saw that there was one more person in Liu Yingnian's office, he immediately said: "Sorry, I'm sorry."
The secretary backed out quickly, and after a while, knocked on the door again, this time with two cups of tea on the tray.
"Tea, please." The secretary first brought a cup and put it in front of Shuang. After a quick glance at Shuang, he put another cup by Liu Yingnian's desk.
"Mr. Liu, your itinerary today mainly includes four meetings and two dinners. At nine o'clock is the company's morning meeting. At ten o'clock is a discussion meeting with the representative of the Xinfa Institute of Organic Biology. At twelve o'clock, director Liang of the Big Dipper Fund and You have a business meal reservation, and in the afternoon you are going to attend the shareholders meeting in the Science and Technology Park of Xincheng Development Zone, after that there will be a representative meeting of the business elites in Xincheng, and Chairman Zhang of the Xinxin Charity Group will invite you to a private dinner at six o'clock in the evening. "Secretary Fluently reported Liu Yingnian's itinerary for today, then glanced at Shuang without showing any trace, and continued: "Also, the premiere of Mr. Luo Yu's new film is also today, and his assistant called again, wanting to To see if you can go."
Liu Yingnian raised his head when he heard this, and asked, "Is his movie today?"
The secretary nodded and said, "Yes, yesterday and today, his assistant has made confirmation calls for three consecutive days, and today is the correct one."
Liu Yingnian thought for a while and said, "Then cancel the private dinner at six o'clock in the evening."
The secretary said: "Yes. Mr. Liu, do you have any orders?"
Liu Yingnian raised his eyebrows and looked at the current secretary one more time. The secretary lowered his head uncomfortably, and then said: "It's okay, you can prepare for the morning meeting at nine o'clock."
"Also," he called the secretary who was about to leave, and ordered, "Bring me another notebook."
"Okay, Mr. Liu."
After the secretary went out, Liu Yingnian shook his head, half sighing and half wanting to laugh: "This boy, he doesn't usually speak like this. Today he is so serious, he really has a bit of Ye Langchen's shadow."
Ye Langchen was Liu Yingnian's former secretary and was later promoted.Liu Yingnian's current secretary, Chen Ran, is Ye Langchen's successor and also Ye Langchen's apprentice, hence what Liu Yingnian said above.
Shuang sat on the sofa, picked up the tea on the coffee table, and said in a cold voice without emotional ups and downs: "It's good. You can tell the scene with a wink, so you don't have to worry."
Liu Yingnian smiled and said, "That's true."
As the decision maker of a big company, once Liu Yingnian gets busy, he has no time to talk to Shuang. From time to time, he would think about whether it would be too cold and ruthless for him to leave Shuang alone in the office to play on the computer. Well, Shuang came here specially to accompany him, wouldn't it be good for him to leave Shuang like this?But later, let alone read it, he even forgot that Shuang was in the company.
After the two meetings in the morning, Liu Yingnian returned to the office and felt embarrassed when he saw Shuang playing with the computer.
"I didn't know in advance that you were coming today, so I didn't transfer people back. They are busy with projects, and they are not in Xincheng. I think you have a lot of tasks in the past few months, so I asked Xiao Chen to take care of you. The work schedule is a bit full." After Shuang was left out in the cold, Liu Yingnian felt apologetic in his heart, and said with a troubled face: "The people below have to go out, or else, you still..."
Shuang closed the computer, got up and walked to Liu Yingnian's side, raised his chin, "I said I would accompany you today, I will go wherever you go."
Liu Yingnian looked at the coquettish face magnified by Shuang, his heart missed a beat, and the old face couldn't stop the red glow, he suppressed the throbbing in his heart, and said calmly: "Then let's go, go to eat business meal."
When he walked to the door and just put her hands on the doorknob to open the door, Shuang grabbed his hands, pulled his hands up, clasped them on the door panel, bowed her head and kissed Liu Yingnian.
Outside the door, Chen Ran happened to be knocking on the door, and said in the tone of a professional secretary, "Mr. Liu, the car has been arranged, and we can go down."
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Both meetings in the afternoon went better than expected, and the sky was still bright at the end.
The driver and the secretary sent Liu Yingnian and them to the movie city, and Liu Yingnian told them to leave work freely, those who wanted to go back to the company, those who wanted to go home, and those who wanted to stay and watch the movie were fine.
It was still early for Liu Yingnian and Shuang to watch, there was still an hour and a half before the film's opening. After discussing it, they walked around the movie theater.
The movie theater is on the sixth floor of the film city, and the first to fifth floors are respectively a variety of mid-to-high-end goods stores, clothing stores, playgrounds and restaurants, etc.
"Do you want to buy clothes, gentlemen? You can try on whichever one you like. Here are all new seasonal styles in our store." The enthusiastic clerk greeted him.
"Let's have a look first." Liu Yingnian and Shuang didn't lack clothes, so they just randomly picked a good shop to have a look and kill time.
The clerk was very winking, and I don't know where she figured out who was the one between Liu Yingnian and Shuang. She introduced several new clothes to Liu Yingnian kindly and patiently, but when she spoke, It's more about asking the opinion of the cream.Although Shuang was indifferent to people, the clerk was very eloquent, and the style of the clothes was really good. Liu Yingnian tried on two of them, and they both seemed to fit me well.
The two entered the store empty-handed, and when they came out, Shuang had two delicate kraft paper bags in her hands.
Liu Yingnian teased Shuang, saying that he has soft ears, and if someone said something nice, he would buy it.
Shuang followed him without refuting.
A few steps further forward, it turned out to be a Tang suit shop.
Liu Yingnian looked at Shuang with a smile, and walked in first.
Naturally, the Tang suits in this store are not as good as Shuang's custom-made Tang suits, nor are they as good as the styles in Lin Lan's store, but the superior workmanship is meticulous, and some places are also very unique.
When she came out of the Tang suit shop, the paper bags in Shuang's hand changed from two to six.
Shuang looked deeply at Liu Yingnian.
Liu Yingnian shrugged and made excuses for himself: "The clerk praised you for a long time, and I think it suits you very well. You always wear one or two brands, and your clothes are too monotonous. Multiple brands are fine." , you wear it and see it, if you think it’s good, we’ll buy it later.”
In fact, in the final analysis, it was Liu Yingnian who heard the people in the Tang suit shop praise Shuang that there is nothing in the sky and nothing on earth. , directly threw out the bank card.Buy, buy, buy, brush, brush, and buy four sets in one go.The people in the Tang suit shop laughed so hard that their creases deepened several layers, and the smile on their faces never stopped.
"I am the same." Shuang said suddenly.
"What?" Liu Yingnian turned to look at him.
"The person the clerk praised just now was you." Shuang said calmly.
Because the person she praised was you, so I bought it. I didn't plan to buy clothes, but I really wanted to buy all the clothes you tried.
Our mood is the same.
There is no difference between me and you in this regard.
Liu Yingnian was stunned for a while, then looked away, his face slowly turned red, from neck to top of head.
The movie theater was full and there was no empty seat.
Luo Yu still entered the entertainment circle, and also signed into Xiao's Strawberry Entertainment, Liu Yingnian was his sole investor.With Liu Yingnian's money as a strong backing, Luo Yu's acting career no longer needs to look at anyone's face, no longer has to curry favor with anyone, and look for thigh hugs everywhere.The rest of the way depends entirely on his own efforts.
Looking at the young man on the screen who is acting out his life in the play, Liu Yingnian has nostalgia, memories, sadness and relief.
Luo Yu, how are you doing in the future?
You here are now trying to do what he wants to do, just like you back then...
Hope this time, you will all have a bright future.
After the movie ended, a small assistant waited at the exit, and led Liu Yingnian and Shuang to a private room in the backstage.
That beautiful boy back then is now 21 years old. The beauty of a young man is gradually changing, and his beauty remains the same, but he is less youthful and slender, and more restrained and resolute than an adult, but still superficial. It still needs years of tempering to slowly build him into maturity.
"I knew you would bring him here." Luo Yu gave Shuang a dissatisfied look, showing that he was not welcome.
"Wouldn't it be nice to have more people to support you?" Liu Yingnian smiled gently, "You did a good job, and the characters were well portrayed. As far as the main and supporting roles in my first film are concerned, you have already done a very good job like that. Something's up. Come on, future big star."
"Can't you praise it better?" Luo Yu's face turned cloudy, and he immediately leaned forward, "If you think my acting is good, treat me to a big meal later."
"Your assistant said before we came in that you only have 5 minutes." Liu Yingnian raised his hand, wanting to touch his head, but after thinking about it, it fell on him, helping He patted his shirt, which was not even a trace of dust, and straightened his tie again, and said earnestly: "You still have a celebration banquet, don't let those reporters and colleagues waiting outside see your jokes, and don't let you Your fans are worried and sad for you, don’t ruin your future. Since you have chosen this path, go on well. When you can’t eat a big meal, you can eat it anytime, and I’m always on call.”
Luo Yu looked at him, and suddenly hugged him tightly, feeling extremely sad: "Liu Yingnian, why don't you like me?"
Liu Yingnian's body froze immediately, raised his hand and patted his back lightly, and said word by word: "I like you, who said I don't like you, I have always liked you, Luo Yu."
Luo Yu hugged him even tighter, "Then why don't you stay with me?"
"Because you are my friend, forever." Liu Yingnian said softly, "You should have a complete love. In the future, you will also have a boyfriend who only likes you completely. Maybe one day, And you'll love him completely and exclusively."
"It's never possible." Luo Yu said breathlessly.
"Stupid child, how could it happen, there must be." Liu Yingnian said with certainty.
You will like someone, that person will love you, and you will be together.
How can you not want such a beautiful thing?
Luo Yu...
I hope you will be happy this time.
Back home at night, Liu Yingnian fed the black cat Xixi dinner first, then called the nurse in the nursing home and asked about Li Xianghua's situation today. Although he got the same answer, Liu Yingnian still wanted to comfort himself. , at least not worsened, this is the greatest good news.
He doesn't believe that Li Xianghua will always be like this, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, he will not give up.
One day, he will be able to find a cure for Li Xianghua...
There must be a day...
How can a man like Li Xianghua be a vegetable all his life?He must not be reconciled, right?
The landline in the living room rang, Shuang picked it up, looked at the caller ID, and handed it to Liu Yingnian with the same expression.
"Father." Lin Shu's voice came from the other end of the microphone, the clear and moving voice of a child.
Lin Shu is nine years old, and it's not appropriate to say that he's cute, but he's really growing better and more attractive, if it wasn't for Shuang and Lin Shu's strong request together, Liu Yingnian would not be at ease at all. What kind of exchange student did Lin Shu go to?
Especially now that Lin Shu has skipped a grade to the first grade of high school.
With Lin Shu's character, he would not have asked to leave him at all, but somehow Shuang and Lin Shu communicated in private, Shuang actually persuaded Lin Shu to agree to go abroad as an exchange student for three years.
Three years is also Lin Shu's limit. Originally, Shuang's proposal was ten years.
When Liu Yingnian found out, he was also taken aback, not to mention Lin Shu, even he would not have agreed with Lin Shu to go out for ten years.Thinking about the previous life, Lin Shu never left him at all.
"You are restraining him." Shuang dispelled Liu Yingnian's struggle with one sentence.
"But ten years, it's impossible, it's too long." Liu Yingnian still disagreed with Lin Shu's going for such a long time.
"Well, that kid said the same thing. So, three years." Shuang told Liu Yingnian the result of their communication.
Lin Shu himself said to Liu Yingnian, "Father, I want to go."
Although Xiaolian was always in line when he said it, his attitude was very firm.
Liu Yingnian had always been dependent on Lin Shu for everything, he would give Lin Shu whatever he wanted, and Liu Yingnian would let him do whatever Lin Shu wanted, and this time, of course, was no exception.
Fortunately, Lin Shu would call back a few days a week, and Liu Yingnian would also call every other day.
"Father? Are you listening?" Lin Shu's voice came from the microphone again.
"Yes, yes." Liu Yingnian said softly.
"I just called your cell phone and said you were on the phone." The child accused over there.
"I'm on the phone with the nurse." Liu Yingnian said.
"Oh." The kid didn't mention this anymore, he still doesn't like to hear anything related to Li Xianghua, it hasn't changed at all. "Dad, I miss you."
Liu Yingnian felt warm in his heart, "Daddy misses you too. The temperature over there is not stable these two days, you have to remember to put on more clothes, don't be like others, you'll catch a cold easily, you know?"
"...Well." After a few seconds of silence, Lin Shu called him, "Dad..."
"Huh?" Liu Yingnian asked him, "What's wrong?"
Lin Shu was silent for a long time, and suddenly said: "Class is about to start, I have to hang up, good night, Dad."
Liu Yingnian hurriedly said: "Take care of yourself, eat well, eat well..."
"Beep...beep...beep..." Before Liu Yingnian finished speaking, the line was disconnected.
Liu Yingnian grabbed the microphone and didn't change his position for a long time. He had an impulse to rush to Lin Shu's side right now, to fetch Lin Shu back!
Just as he was about to move, the microphone in his hand was taken away.
Shuang had already taken a shower, changed into home clothes, took the microphone, and put it back on the landline.
"Shuang..." Liu Yingnian looked like he was about to cry.
Shuang sighed, he rarely sighed, but every time it came to this time, he could only sigh.
He walked back to the man, hugged him with one arm, raised the man's face with the other, looked at Liu Yingnian and said, "He works so hard, don't hold him back."
The relationship between you is like a drug. If you can't quit, you will only die.
And I, sometimes, actually feel scared and uneasy...
Shuang never said these things to Liu Yingnian.
"I know, I know everything...but..." Liu Yingnian said in a tone of voice, "but he's only nine years old...he's still so young...he needs someone to take care of him..."
Shuang blocked his mouth, tightly grasped Liu Yingnian's pushing hand, and after a long kiss, Shuang pressed against his forehead and said, "Calm down, Liu Yingnian, you're nervous again, first go Calm down."
Shuang's voice is cool, like water, inexplicably reassuring.
"Look at me, who am I?" Shuang helped him heal and slowly guided him.Liu Yingnian's depression has shown signs of recurrence since Lin Shu left, and he has had such serious psychological sequelae. Now every time there are such signs, Shuang will help him sort out and guide him.
None of these outsiders know.
"Shuang." Liu Yingnian murmured as he looked at Shuang's perfect and charming face.
"Tell me, who is your favorite person right now?"
"You." Liu Yingnian raised his hand to caress Shuang's face, and after being puzzled for a while, he answered affirmatively.
"Who is Lin Shu?" Shuang asked calmly.
"My...precious son." Liu Yingnian said.
"Do you want to be with him? Abandon me and go be with him?" Shuang asked.
"No, I won't be with him... we can't... I will never... treat him badly..."
"What about me? He is your precious son. But, we were married, have you forgotten?" There was a trace of sadness in Frost's long fox-like eyes, which was shallow but touched Liu Ying. Nian's eyes hurt.
He held Shuang tightly, and said eagerly: "No, I haven't forgotten. Shuang, I really haven't forgotten, we were married, you signed, I signed, there is a legal certificate! No Yes, I will never forget you again! No, no, no, no, no..."
No, he did not forget the cream!
Never forget Frost again!
Liu Yingnian desperately touched Shuang's face, desperately stroked Shuang's eyebrows, eyes, nose and mouth with his hands, over and over again.
He remembers it!
He remembered Shuang's appearance!
He has already engraved it, all, all of it, all engraved in his heart...
He wants to imprint Frost's appearance!
Never forget again!
every day, every day...
He swore that he would never forget Shuang again...
Shuang looked at Liu Yingnian's flustered appearance and knew that this was his biggest problem.Liu Yingnian has too many heart problems, everyone is his heart disease, but the most serious one is that Shuang once erased his memory.
That was what he feared and feared the most in his heart.
He has always been afraid, and since he recalled everything, he is most afraid of this thing.
Liu Yingnian didn't know when Shuang would seal his memory again, maybe one day, Shuang had a dangerous mission again, maybe Shuang would erase his memory and make him forget about Shuang.
Forget that there was another person in Liu Yingnian's life.
This person is called Ji Shuang.
As long as Liu Yingnian thinks about this matter, he can't fall asleep peacefully and often wakes up in a dream. He must always see Shuang by his side and grab Shuang with his own hands, even if it's just the corner of Shuang's clothes.
Shuang didn't expect Liu Yingnian to have such a big shadow in his heart, and he was also shocked.
When she found out, tears flowed from the corners of Shuang's eyes.
It wasn't until today that he really understood what a wrong decision he had made.
Shuang, who has never regretted it all her life, regrets it.
"Meow~" Xixi ran out from nowhere, walked to Shuang's trousers, rubbing her head back and forth.
"Shuang...?" Liu Yingnian seemed to be stunned as well. He woke up from his dream, looked at Shuang in surprise, and reached out to touch his tears, "Are you crying?"
He had never seen Shuang cry.
This is the first time.
"Did you cry because of me?" Liu Yingnian wiped away the tears from Shuang's face in distress. He couldn't believe it, and felt the pain in his heart. "Is my heart sick again? I made you worry about me." , I'm sorry. I also know that my situation is not good, but sometimes I can't control it..."
Shuang raised her hand to lightly cover his lips, smiled with tears in her eyes and shook her head, "No, you've done a good job, your illness will be cured, and I will cure you."
Liu Yingnian also laughed and cried, "I believe in you."
Shuang kissed his tears away bit by bit, "Liu Yingnian, I will never seal your memory again, even if I receive the most dangerous mission."
The old cat jumped onto the window sill, curled up, meowed lazily twice, and squinted its eyes.
……
Liu Yingnian, I want you to always remember me...
All the time, all my life.
……
OK, I will, and I will always remember that there is a person in this world named Ji Shuang.
He is my legal lover.
……
"Liu Yingnian."
"Ok?"
"I love you."
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He once thought that he would never fall in love with others again in this life.
But he was wrong.
He still fell in love with someone, a man who moved his heart but couldn't let go.
That person's name is Liu Yingnian.
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As long as there is one person you like.
Even if the person in his memory doesn't love him, even if that person has been dead for many years, he never thought of liking someone else.
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Every morning, when Shuang opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was the man sleeping quietly beside him.
This person is Liu Yingnian, and he is his lover.
Shuang is used to getting up early, and he has cultivated the habit for 30 years. Without special circumstances, he is basically unshakable.
But recently his habit has changed slightly.
The reason is that he told Shui Lian that day that Liu Yingnian always likes to grab the corner of his pajamas when he sleeps, so people who like to stay up late will always wake up suddenly in a dream.
"It's because of a lack of security." Shui Lian said, "He must be very uneasy and worried about gain and loss after losing it. He is afraid that one day he will suddenly forget you again. Commander, the thing you erased his memory back then must have caused him a lot. The harm and psychological shadow. However, Ying Nian likes to hold back everything he likes, and he will definitely not say this kind of thing, and will only endure it silently."
Is that right?
In fact, Liu Yingnian could somewhat feel the uneasiness in his heart.
It's just that Shuang thinks that facts and time can dilute this anxiety.He was already with Liu Yingnian now, with such a big living man as his company, Liu Yingnian's uneasiness should disappear soon.
But it seems that just this is obviously not enough.
Shuang decided to start from herself and slowly help Liu Yingnian eliminate this anxiety.
Liu Yingnian woke up in the morning, opened his eyes, saw Shuang's face, stretched out his hand involuntarily, and gently traced the man's facial features from the air.
Sometimes he felt that Shuang was very much like a fox, like the cold white fox in the depths of the snow-capped mountains who only associate with white snow.Shuang's eyes are especially similar, slender and slender, with the corners of the eyes hanging obliquely, despising all tastes.When Shuang's eyes were opened, those slender fox eyes would be a little coquettish and feminine, dangerously beautiful, but also so beautiful that people lingered.But he himself didn't know it.
However, when the eyes are closed, the lines of the eyebrows and eyes will be slightly softer, and it still has a cold taste, but it will bring a little bit of natural childishness like a newborn baby.
Liu Yingnian had only traced the corners of Shuang's eyes with his fingers when he was grabbed by a big hand.
"Are you painting me?" This man's voice was cold.
"You pretended to be asleep again." Liu Yingnian's voice was stained with helplessness, "Since you're awake, why can't you pay back? You never stayed in bed before."
"That's why I didn't know that you would secretly paint me." Shuang looked at him firmly.
"Who did it secretly? I obviously painted it aboveboard." Liu Yingnian also looked at him without blinking.
"Then why don't you dare to touch me, only dare to draw in the air? Don't you want me to know?" Shuang asked.
Liu Yingnian remained silent for a while before replying, "I just think it's rare that you haven't gotten up when I wake up. It's a bit unbelievable. I don't really believe it's really you."
"Why did you paint me?" Shuang asked him again.
Liu Yingnian looked at him for a long time without answering.
This was Liu Yingnian's knot in his heart, he knew it, Shuang knew it, both of them knew it.
"What did you just say?" Liu Yingnian stopped the chopsticks in his hand, looked up at Shuang, and didn't quite believe what Shuang said just now.
"After dinner, I'll go to work with you." Shuang also glanced at him, and lightly repeated what he had just said.
Liu Yingnian was stunned for a while, "Then what about your work? Shui Lian told me last time that you have a lot of tasks in the past few months and you will be very busy. She even gave up on the booked hot spring tour."
Shuang let out a "huh" and said nothing more.
What do you mean?
Liu Yingnian was a little confused.
Until he was sitting in the passenger seat of the black sports car that Shuang had just bought, watching Shuang start the engine and drive him to the office building at the prime of life, he still couldn't believe that Shuang would go to work with him.
I don't know why, but Liu Yingnian was a little nervous, and his sitting posture was unknowingly correct. He pretended to be nonchalant, and asked Shuang, "Are you really going to our company?"
Frost nodded.
"Why do you suddenly want to go?" Liu Yingnian looked at Shuang in confusion.
"I'll be with you when I'm free." Shuang's answer was concise and powerful.
The corners of Liu Yingnian's mouth curled up slightly, and he inoculated him: "I may be a little busy today, so I may not be able to take care of you. If you are bored and feel bored, you can go first, it's okay."
Shuang said: "No."
When they arrived at the company, Liu Yingnian and Shuang took the elevator dedicated to company executives up to his office.
"You can sit wherever you want." Liu Yingnian asked Shuang while turning on the computer, "Do you want to play with the computer? I'll ask the secretary to come in with a notebook."
Shuang didn't have any special opinion on this, his purpose was just to accompany Liu Yingnian, other things didn't matter.
After a while there was a knock on the door, and Liu Yingnian said, "Come in."
His private secretary wasted time and brought in hot tea as usual, but when he saw that there was one more person in Liu Yingnian's office, he immediately said: "Sorry, I'm sorry."
The secretary backed out quickly, and after a while, knocked on the door again, this time with two cups of tea on the tray.
"Tea, please." The secretary first brought a cup and put it in front of Shuang. After a quick glance at Shuang, he put another cup by Liu Yingnian's desk.
"Mr. Liu, your itinerary today mainly includes four meetings and two dinners. At nine o'clock is the company's morning meeting. At ten o'clock is a discussion meeting with the representative of the Xinfa Institute of Organic Biology. At twelve o'clock, director Liang of the Big Dipper Fund and You have a business meal reservation, and in the afternoon you are going to attend the shareholders meeting in the Science and Technology Park of Xincheng Development Zone, after that there will be a representative meeting of the business elites in Xincheng, and Chairman Zhang of the Xinxin Charity Group will invite you to a private dinner at six o'clock in the evening. "Secretary Fluently reported Liu Yingnian's itinerary for today, then glanced at Shuang without showing any trace, and continued: "Also, the premiere of Mr. Luo Yu's new film is also today, and his assistant called again, wanting to To see if you can go."
Liu Yingnian raised his head when he heard this, and asked, "Is his movie today?"
The secretary nodded and said, "Yes, yesterday and today, his assistant has made confirmation calls for three consecutive days, and today is the correct one."
Liu Yingnian thought for a while and said, "Then cancel the private dinner at six o'clock in the evening."
The secretary said: "Yes. Mr. Liu, do you have any orders?"
Liu Yingnian raised his eyebrows and looked at the current secretary one more time. The secretary lowered his head uncomfortably, and then said: "It's okay, you can prepare for the morning meeting at nine o'clock."
"Also," he called the secretary who was about to leave, and ordered, "Bring me another notebook."
"Okay, Mr. Liu."
After the secretary went out, Liu Yingnian shook his head, half sighing and half wanting to laugh: "This boy, he doesn't usually speak like this. Today he is so serious, he really has a bit of Ye Langchen's shadow."
Ye Langchen was Liu Yingnian's former secretary and was later promoted.Liu Yingnian's current secretary, Chen Ran, is Ye Langchen's successor and also Ye Langchen's apprentice, hence what Liu Yingnian said above.
Shuang sat on the sofa, picked up the tea on the coffee table, and said in a cold voice without emotional ups and downs: "It's good. You can tell the scene with a wink, so you don't have to worry."
Liu Yingnian smiled and said, "That's true."
As the decision maker of a big company, once Liu Yingnian gets busy, he has no time to talk to Shuang. From time to time, he would think about whether it would be too cold and ruthless for him to leave Shuang alone in the office to play on the computer. Well, Shuang came here specially to accompany him, wouldn't it be good for him to leave Shuang like this?But later, let alone read it, he even forgot that Shuang was in the company.
After the two meetings in the morning, Liu Yingnian returned to the office and felt embarrassed when he saw Shuang playing with the computer.
"I didn't know in advance that you were coming today, so I didn't transfer people back. They are busy with projects, and they are not in Xincheng. I think you have a lot of tasks in the past few months, so I asked Xiao Chen to take care of you. The work schedule is a bit full." After Shuang was left out in the cold, Liu Yingnian felt apologetic in his heart, and said with a troubled face: "The people below have to go out, or else, you still..."
Shuang closed the computer, got up and walked to Liu Yingnian's side, raised his chin, "I said I would accompany you today, I will go wherever you go."
Liu Yingnian looked at the coquettish face magnified by Shuang, his heart missed a beat, and the old face couldn't stop the red glow, he suppressed the throbbing in his heart, and said calmly: "Then let's go, go to eat business meal."
When he walked to the door and just put her hands on the doorknob to open the door, Shuang grabbed his hands, pulled his hands up, clasped them on the door panel, bowed her head and kissed Liu Yingnian.
Outside the door, Chen Ran happened to be knocking on the door, and said in the tone of a professional secretary, "Mr. Liu, the car has been arranged, and we can go down."
……
Both meetings in the afternoon went better than expected, and the sky was still bright at the end.
The driver and the secretary sent Liu Yingnian and them to the movie city, and Liu Yingnian told them to leave work freely, those who wanted to go back to the company, those who wanted to go home, and those who wanted to stay and watch the movie were fine.
It was still early for Liu Yingnian and Shuang to watch, there was still an hour and a half before the film's opening. After discussing it, they walked around the movie theater.
The movie theater is on the sixth floor of the film city, and the first to fifth floors are respectively a variety of mid-to-high-end goods stores, clothing stores, playgrounds and restaurants, etc.
"Do you want to buy clothes, gentlemen? You can try on whichever one you like. Here are all new seasonal styles in our store." The enthusiastic clerk greeted him.
"Let's have a look first." Liu Yingnian and Shuang didn't lack clothes, so they just randomly picked a good shop to have a look and kill time.
The clerk was very winking, and I don't know where she figured out who was the one between Liu Yingnian and Shuang. She introduced several new clothes to Liu Yingnian kindly and patiently, but when she spoke, It's more about asking the opinion of the cream.Although Shuang was indifferent to people, the clerk was very eloquent, and the style of the clothes was really good. Liu Yingnian tried on two of them, and they both seemed to fit me well.
The two entered the store empty-handed, and when they came out, Shuang had two delicate kraft paper bags in her hands.
Liu Yingnian teased Shuang, saying that he has soft ears, and if someone said something nice, he would buy it.
Shuang followed him without refuting.
A few steps further forward, it turned out to be a Tang suit shop.
Liu Yingnian looked at Shuang with a smile, and walked in first.
Naturally, the Tang suits in this store are not as good as Shuang's custom-made Tang suits, nor are they as good as the styles in Lin Lan's store, but the superior workmanship is meticulous, and some places are also very unique.
When she came out of the Tang suit shop, the paper bags in Shuang's hand changed from two to six.
Shuang looked deeply at Liu Yingnian.
Liu Yingnian shrugged and made excuses for himself: "The clerk praised you for a long time, and I think it suits you very well. You always wear one or two brands, and your clothes are too monotonous. Multiple brands are fine." , you wear it and see it, if you think it’s good, we’ll buy it later.”
In fact, in the final analysis, it was Liu Yingnian who heard the people in the Tang suit shop praise Shuang that there is nothing in the sky and nothing on earth. , directly threw out the bank card.Buy, buy, buy, brush, brush, and buy four sets in one go.The people in the Tang suit shop laughed so hard that their creases deepened several layers, and the smile on their faces never stopped.
"I am the same." Shuang said suddenly.
"What?" Liu Yingnian turned to look at him.
"The person the clerk praised just now was you." Shuang said calmly.
Because the person she praised was you, so I bought it. I didn't plan to buy clothes, but I really wanted to buy all the clothes you tried.
Our mood is the same.
There is no difference between me and you in this regard.
Liu Yingnian was stunned for a while, then looked away, his face slowly turned red, from neck to top of head.
The movie theater was full and there was no empty seat.
Luo Yu still entered the entertainment circle, and also signed into Xiao's Strawberry Entertainment, Liu Yingnian was his sole investor.With Liu Yingnian's money as a strong backing, Luo Yu's acting career no longer needs to look at anyone's face, no longer has to curry favor with anyone, and look for thigh hugs everywhere.The rest of the way depends entirely on his own efforts.
Looking at the young man on the screen who is acting out his life in the play, Liu Yingnian has nostalgia, memories, sadness and relief.
Luo Yu, how are you doing in the future?
You here are now trying to do what he wants to do, just like you back then...
Hope this time, you will all have a bright future.
After the movie ended, a small assistant waited at the exit, and led Liu Yingnian and Shuang to a private room in the backstage.
That beautiful boy back then is now 21 years old. The beauty of a young man is gradually changing, and his beauty remains the same, but he is less youthful and slender, and more restrained and resolute than an adult, but still superficial. It still needs years of tempering to slowly build him into maturity.
"I knew you would bring him here." Luo Yu gave Shuang a dissatisfied look, showing that he was not welcome.
"Wouldn't it be nice to have more people to support you?" Liu Yingnian smiled gently, "You did a good job, and the characters were well portrayed. As far as the main and supporting roles in my first film are concerned, you have already done a very good job like that. Something's up. Come on, future big star."
"Can't you praise it better?" Luo Yu's face turned cloudy, and he immediately leaned forward, "If you think my acting is good, treat me to a big meal later."
"Your assistant said before we came in that you only have 5 minutes." Liu Yingnian raised his hand, wanting to touch his head, but after thinking about it, it fell on him, helping He patted his shirt, which was not even a trace of dust, and straightened his tie again, and said earnestly: "You still have a celebration banquet, don't let those reporters and colleagues waiting outside see your jokes, and don't let you Your fans are worried and sad for you, don’t ruin your future. Since you have chosen this path, go on well. When you can’t eat a big meal, you can eat it anytime, and I’m always on call.”
Luo Yu looked at him, and suddenly hugged him tightly, feeling extremely sad: "Liu Yingnian, why don't you like me?"
Liu Yingnian's body froze immediately, raised his hand and patted his back lightly, and said word by word: "I like you, who said I don't like you, I have always liked you, Luo Yu."
Luo Yu hugged him even tighter, "Then why don't you stay with me?"
"Because you are my friend, forever." Liu Yingnian said softly, "You should have a complete love. In the future, you will also have a boyfriend who only likes you completely. Maybe one day, And you'll love him completely and exclusively."
"It's never possible." Luo Yu said breathlessly.
"Stupid child, how could it happen, there must be." Liu Yingnian said with certainty.
You will like someone, that person will love you, and you will be together.
How can you not want such a beautiful thing?
Luo Yu...
I hope you will be happy this time.
Back home at night, Liu Yingnian fed the black cat Xixi dinner first, then called the nurse in the nursing home and asked about Li Xianghua's situation today. Although he got the same answer, Liu Yingnian still wanted to comfort himself. , at least not worsened, this is the greatest good news.
He doesn't believe that Li Xianghua will always be like this, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, he will not give up.
One day, he will be able to find a cure for Li Xianghua...
There must be a day...
How can a man like Li Xianghua be a vegetable all his life?He must not be reconciled, right?
The landline in the living room rang, Shuang picked it up, looked at the caller ID, and handed it to Liu Yingnian with the same expression.
"Father." Lin Shu's voice came from the other end of the microphone, the clear and moving voice of a child.
Lin Shu is nine years old, and it's not appropriate to say that he's cute, but he's really growing better and more attractive, if it wasn't for Shuang and Lin Shu's strong request together, Liu Yingnian would not be at ease at all. What kind of exchange student did Lin Shu go to?
Especially now that Lin Shu has skipped a grade to the first grade of high school.
With Lin Shu's character, he would not have asked to leave him at all, but somehow Shuang and Lin Shu communicated in private, Shuang actually persuaded Lin Shu to agree to go abroad as an exchange student for three years.
Three years is also Lin Shu's limit. Originally, Shuang's proposal was ten years.
When Liu Yingnian found out, he was also taken aback, not to mention Lin Shu, even he would not have agreed with Lin Shu to go out for ten years.Thinking about the previous life, Lin Shu never left him at all.
"You are restraining him." Shuang dispelled Liu Yingnian's struggle with one sentence.
"But ten years, it's impossible, it's too long." Liu Yingnian still disagreed with Lin Shu's going for such a long time.
"Well, that kid said the same thing. So, three years." Shuang told Liu Yingnian the result of their communication.
Lin Shu himself said to Liu Yingnian, "Father, I want to go."
Although Xiaolian was always in line when he said it, his attitude was very firm.
Liu Yingnian had always been dependent on Lin Shu for everything, he would give Lin Shu whatever he wanted, and Liu Yingnian would let him do whatever Lin Shu wanted, and this time, of course, was no exception.
Fortunately, Lin Shu would call back a few days a week, and Liu Yingnian would also call every other day.
"Father? Are you listening?" Lin Shu's voice came from the microphone again.
"Yes, yes." Liu Yingnian said softly.
"I just called your cell phone and said you were on the phone." The child accused over there.
"I'm on the phone with the nurse." Liu Yingnian said.
"Oh." The kid didn't mention this anymore, he still doesn't like to hear anything related to Li Xianghua, it hasn't changed at all. "Dad, I miss you."
Liu Yingnian felt warm in his heart, "Daddy misses you too. The temperature over there is not stable these two days, you have to remember to put on more clothes, don't be like others, you'll catch a cold easily, you know?"
"...Well." After a few seconds of silence, Lin Shu called him, "Dad..."
"Huh?" Liu Yingnian asked him, "What's wrong?"
Lin Shu was silent for a long time, and suddenly said: "Class is about to start, I have to hang up, good night, Dad."
Liu Yingnian hurriedly said: "Take care of yourself, eat well, eat well..."
"Beep...beep...beep..." Before Liu Yingnian finished speaking, the line was disconnected.
Liu Yingnian grabbed the microphone and didn't change his position for a long time. He had an impulse to rush to Lin Shu's side right now, to fetch Lin Shu back!
Just as he was about to move, the microphone in his hand was taken away.
Shuang had already taken a shower, changed into home clothes, took the microphone, and put it back on the landline.
"Shuang..." Liu Yingnian looked like he was about to cry.
Shuang sighed, he rarely sighed, but every time it came to this time, he could only sigh.
He walked back to the man, hugged him with one arm, raised the man's face with the other, looked at Liu Yingnian and said, "He works so hard, don't hold him back."
The relationship between you is like a drug. If you can't quit, you will only die.
And I, sometimes, actually feel scared and uneasy...
Shuang never said these things to Liu Yingnian.
"I know, I know everything...but..." Liu Yingnian said in a tone of voice, "but he's only nine years old...he's still so young...he needs someone to take care of him..."
Shuang blocked his mouth, tightly grasped Liu Yingnian's pushing hand, and after a long kiss, Shuang pressed against his forehead and said, "Calm down, Liu Yingnian, you're nervous again, first go Calm down."
Shuang's voice is cool, like water, inexplicably reassuring.
"Look at me, who am I?" Shuang helped him heal and slowly guided him.Liu Yingnian's depression has shown signs of recurrence since Lin Shu left, and he has had such serious psychological sequelae. Now every time there are such signs, Shuang will help him sort out and guide him.
None of these outsiders know.
"Shuang." Liu Yingnian murmured as he looked at Shuang's perfect and charming face.
"Tell me, who is your favorite person right now?"
"You." Liu Yingnian raised his hand to caress Shuang's face, and after being puzzled for a while, he answered affirmatively.
"Who is Lin Shu?" Shuang asked calmly.
"My...precious son." Liu Yingnian said.
"Do you want to be with him? Abandon me and go be with him?" Shuang asked.
"No, I won't be with him... we can't... I will never... treat him badly..."
"What about me? He is your precious son. But, we were married, have you forgotten?" There was a trace of sadness in Frost's long fox-like eyes, which was shallow but touched Liu Ying. Nian's eyes hurt.
He held Shuang tightly, and said eagerly: "No, I haven't forgotten. Shuang, I really haven't forgotten, we were married, you signed, I signed, there is a legal certificate! No Yes, I will never forget you again! No, no, no, no, no..."
No, he did not forget the cream!
Never forget Frost again!
Liu Yingnian desperately touched Shuang's face, desperately stroked Shuang's eyebrows, eyes, nose and mouth with his hands, over and over again.
He remembers it!
He remembered Shuang's appearance!
He has already engraved it, all, all of it, all engraved in his heart...
He wants to imprint Frost's appearance!
Never forget again!
every day, every day...
He swore that he would never forget Shuang again...
Shuang looked at Liu Yingnian's flustered appearance and knew that this was his biggest problem.Liu Yingnian has too many heart problems, everyone is his heart disease, but the most serious one is that Shuang once erased his memory.
That was what he feared and feared the most in his heart.
He has always been afraid, and since he recalled everything, he is most afraid of this thing.
Liu Yingnian didn't know when Shuang would seal his memory again, maybe one day, Shuang had a dangerous mission again, maybe Shuang would erase his memory and make him forget about Shuang.
Forget that there was another person in Liu Yingnian's life.
This person is called Ji Shuang.
As long as Liu Yingnian thinks about this matter, he can't fall asleep peacefully and often wakes up in a dream. He must always see Shuang by his side and grab Shuang with his own hands, even if it's just the corner of Shuang's clothes.
Shuang didn't expect Liu Yingnian to have such a big shadow in his heart, and he was also shocked.
When she found out, tears flowed from the corners of Shuang's eyes.
It wasn't until today that he really understood what a wrong decision he had made.
Shuang, who has never regretted it all her life, regrets it.
"Meow~" Xixi ran out from nowhere, walked to Shuang's trousers, rubbing her head back and forth.
"Shuang...?" Liu Yingnian seemed to be stunned as well. He woke up from his dream, looked at Shuang in surprise, and reached out to touch his tears, "Are you crying?"
He had never seen Shuang cry.
This is the first time.
"Did you cry because of me?" Liu Yingnian wiped away the tears from Shuang's face in distress. He couldn't believe it, and felt the pain in his heart. "Is my heart sick again? I made you worry about me." , I'm sorry. I also know that my situation is not good, but sometimes I can't control it..."
Shuang raised her hand to lightly cover his lips, smiled with tears in her eyes and shook her head, "No, you've done a good job, your illness will be cured, and I will cure you."
Liu Yingnian also laughed and cried, "I believe in you."
Shuang kissed his tears away bit by bit, "Liu Yingnian, I will never seal your memory again, even if I receive the most dangerous mission."
The old cat jumped onto the window sill, curled up, meowed lazily twice, and squinted its eyes.
……
Liu Yingnian, I want you to always remember me...
All the time, all my life.
……
OK, I will, and I will always remember that there is a person in this world named Ji Shuang.
He is my legal lover.
……
"Liu Yingnian."
"Ok?"
"I love you."
----
He once thought that he would never fall in love with others again in this life.
But he was wrong.
He still fell in love with someone, a man who moved his heart but couldn't let go.
That person's name is Liu Yingnian.
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