What a pity to miss the rebirth

"Mr. Liu, come to see Mr. Li again? It's really early today." The nursing staff of the nursing home greeted Liu Yingnian with a smile in the yard.

Liu Yingnian nodded politely with a smile, "Yes, the company has nothing to do this afternoon, so I came here early."

He came and went here often, and the nurses in the nursing home already knew him.

Entering the nursing building, Li Xianghua's ward is the single room in the innermost south of the fourth floor.

"Xianghua..."

He opened the door and went in, before the words came out, the afterglow of long hair flashed in his sight, and the black hair drew half an arc by the window.

In a flash.

Huh?

Liu Yingnian was startled suddenly, and when he looked closely, there was no one there.

The curtain fluttered gently with the wind, and there was no one in the ward except Li Xianghua who was still lying on the bed.

He almost thought it was his own illusion, when his eyes fell, he saw a big red apple on the bedside table of Li Xianghua's hospital bed.

Has anyone actually been here?

Who is it?

There was a strange feeling in his heart, the blue hair gave him a feeling of deja vu, and it made him easily think of the person he met on the street.

Liu Yingnian shook his head and smiled, shaking off the unrealistic associations in his mind.

How could it be the same person?

It's he who thinks too much.

Moreover, even if someone really came to see Li Xianghua, how could there be any reason not to go through the front door and the window?This is the fourth floor. If you jump out of the window, you will be half disabled if you don't die. Who would think so hard?

apple……

Probably some nurse put it there.

"Xianghua, someone gave you an apple." Liu Yingnian picked up the apple with a smile, and weighed it twice in his hand, "I don't know who it is, have you seen it? You don't know to wake up, thank you People."

The handsome young man on the hospital bed closed his eyes tightly, with an oxygen mask on his mouth and nose, and did not respond to what Liu Yingnian said.

Liu Yingnian didn't think anything different, grabbed a stool and sat down, chatting with Li Xianghua as usual.

Although he was the only one talking from the beginning to the end.

"...The company has accepted a few more inspection projects, and Feng Yao went abroad the day before yesterday...Luo Qing and the others have fully adapted to their new positions now, and everyone is getting better and better...Although I know you don't like listening to Lin Shu Things, but I still want to tell you that Lin Shu was popular in the new school and became a little celebrity in the school, but he still hasn't made a single friend, his personality is really bad..."

"As for me, guess who I met yesterday? You definitely can't guess. I took Lin Shu to the mall to buy clothes yesterday, and met my mother and my brother."

"My mother still doesn't recognize me. She is also buying clothes for my younger brother. The boy has grown taller, and he still looks reluctant. He really doesn't know how to be blessed. My mother smiled happily. Yes Yes, she also said a word to me. She took two clothes and gestured on my brother, and asked me, "Boy, which of these two clothes do you think looks better?" I told her the blue one is better. Actually I didn't say To be honest, the blue one looks good on me, and the white one is more suitable for that kid..."

"By the way, and this morning..."

Without saying a word, Liu Yingnian calmly talked about what happened around him.

The sky was getting dark, and the setting sun was slanting to the west, stretching a small shadow outside the ward little by little.

……

"What's the sound outside? What's going on?"

Liu Yingnian was having a meeting in the conference room, when he suddenly saw the newly promoted intern secretary push open the door of the conference room and rush in, then quickly closed the door tightly, standing firmly behind the door.

The moment the door was opened and closed, there were some noisy and indistinct sounds from outside.

"Boss, outside, two people came from outside. They said they wanted to see you, but they didn't have an appointment. The front desk couldn't stop them. When they came up, I told you that you were in a meeting, but they didn't listen. He was beaten on the ground and lay on the ground! They're about to come over!" The intern secretary said out of breath.

There was a look of surprise and shock in the conference room.

"Do you know who it is?" Liu Yingnian was still calm, and quickly calmed down after being surprised.

"Yes……"

With a sound of "Boom!", before the intern secretary could answer, the door of the conference room was pushed open from the outside, and the intern secretary who was blocking the door of the conference room was almost pushed away.

There were a man and a woman. The man walked in front, with light eyebrows and snake-like eyes glowing coldly. It was he who easily pushed open the locked door of the conference room. After entering, he quietly moved to the side. He took a step forward and let out the delicate and beautiful woman behind him.

"Liu Yingnian, I have something to tell you." The woman with black eyebrows and cat eyes was wearing a dark green tight military uniform, looking at Liu Yingnian arrogantly, "Do you want these people to go out by themselves, or should I help you?" They go out?"

Liu Yingnian hastily pressed his hands to appease a few subordinates who stood up after hearing the sound, "I'll take care of things here, you guys go out first."

Ye Langchen and the others glanced at each other, chose to trust their boss, responded, and then filed out of the conference room one by one.

The man with pale eyebrows and serpentine eyes closed the door of the meeting room after everyone went out.

"Please sit down." Liu Yingnian said, "I don't know what you two are doing here?"

The petite woman ignored his kindness at all, and stared at him with a straight face: "What do you mean?"

She asked questions as soon as she came up, with an expression that seemed familiar.

Liu Yingnian looked at her, a little puzzled, "We know each other?"

The petite woman choked when he asked her, and said angrily, "You don't care if we know each other or not, what do you mean when I ask you?"

"What do you mean?" Liu Yingnian, the second monk Zhang, was puzzled and didn't know what she was asking.

The strange thing is that this woman seems to know him.

The woman was dumbfounded for a while, then laughed angrily, "You won't throw away the letter without opening it, will you?"

letter?As soon as she reminded her, Liu Yingnian quickly remembered and asked in surprise, "It's you?"

He never expected that after a lapse of a month, someone would come to his door because of that letter, and how did the man and woman in front of him match the description described by the guard on duty in the community that day?

He was almost certain that the letter had something to do with the two people in front of him.

"Liu Yingnian, I really misjudged you!" The woman didn't care whether he was surprised or not, she threw a stack of documents directly in front of Liu Yingnian, and said angrily, "I thought you were a person who valued feelings, Even though Xiang lied to you and plotted against you like that back then, and today he lies unconscious on the bed and has become a living dead, you will never leave him! Just look at this, I, Shui Lian, admire you! But what about others? You just want to be sorry Xiang, have you ever thought that you have to be worthy of other people?! Someone even erased "self" for you, and my mother sent you all the photos, and you can live like this for a month without doing anything! You are ruthless!"

"It's not his fault." The man with light brows and snake eyes said coldly and objectively.

"Shut up!" The woman turned her head and glared at the man angrily, "I said it was his fault and it was his fault! If it weren't for him, would the head of the group become what he is now? There was still a trace of humanity in the past, but now he is a mission machine! I'm fed up with doing quest quest quest all day! Can he stop for a while! It's been three years since we could move our hands and feet! Three years without a single day off! Please! We're just normal people now! So tall The task of density will cause death from overwork, okay? I don’t want to be a widow, do you want to be a widower?”

Teng: "..."

After Shui Lian finished speaking, she turned around again, walked directly in front of Liu Yingnian, raised her hand and flicked her fingers on Liu Yingnian's forehead, making a sound of dull pain, the quick Liu Yingnian didn't have time to react, only felt the burning pain on her forehead .

"I hate you the most who loves to be brave! Don't dare to ask for anything, don't dare to fight for anything, don't take the initiative to wait for others to bring everything to you, and don't want to be an idiot who just knows how to pretend to be stupid! Anyway, everything is given to you Now, what you want to do is up to you to choose! This is the only chance, don’t regret if you miss it! I don’t want to be a good person every day!”

Liu Yingnian was hit by an indiscriminate disaster, covered his forehead, and was dumbfounded by her series of words.

Such a fierce woman...

He murmured in his heart, his eyes inadvertently landed on the documents she threw over, and he was stunned when he saw them, his face full of astonishment.

How can it be?

These……

He quickly flipped through them one by one, and the more he looked at them, the more surprised he became.

These documents are all property transfers!And it's all in foreign languages!And each document is followed by translated Chinese, which allows him to know the meaning of the above at a glance!

So many, all of them!

He also saw in these documents that a familiar overseas company is a parent company and the foreign-funded enterprise that helped them tide over the difficulties for free.He once joked with Xie Fengyong that the emergence of this company is like a pie falling from the sky...how could it be?how come!

After flipping through the pages, Liu Yingnian's eyes fixed on the last document.

Like the previous documents, this document is also accompanied by a translated Chinese version.

The difference is that this is not a property transfer, but——

"Marriage...marriage certificate..."

Liu Yingnian struggled to read these words, and opened his eyes wide in disbelief.

……

"What? You're going to the old city? Why do you suddenly think of going there? Ying Nian, are you crazy? You finally came back from the old city three years ago. The old city doesn't fit with you. You went to die What's the difference?!...Liu Yingnian! Don't make random decisions while I'm abroad!...Every year!!..."

The friend was yelling on the other side of the ocean, Liu Yingnian reluctantly put the phone away, and waited until the unblocking had calmed down a little before moving the phone to his ear again.

It was only after he talked about it that he convinced Feng Yao that he was not joking with his life, but that he had to go to the old city to confirm something.He assured his friend again and again that he would go back as soon as possible, that he would never stay in the old city too long, and that he would come back safely, which was why he dispelled the impulsive decision to return to China immediately.

The reason why he told Xie Fengyong about his going to the old city was just so that Xie Fengyong knew when he was away when making decisions, not to make Xie Fengyong worry about it.

……

The wind of the Lanjiang River, one after another, passes by head-on.

Liu Yingnian drove across the Sulan River Bridge, and the scenery along the river was left behind one by one.

He knew what Xie Feng said was right. He shouldn't go to the old city so rashly. The old city was too dangerous for him. How many people told him that he almost died in the old city and couldn't come back. Although he doesn't remember it, he has a feeling of sympathy. A person like him who cherishes his life knows that there is danger, and it is too late to dodge it. In the past, he would never be willing to go to danger.

But when he thought of those property transfer statements and the copy of the marriage certificate, how could he sit down?

That photo, that address, those documents, everything was churning in his mind, like a handful of fire, burning everywhere, burning his mind, his heart, and his nerves.

He understood that he had to find out what was going on, otherwise, if he missed this opportunity, he might live in regret for the rest of his life.

"Ji Shuang..."

On the marriage certificate, another person's signature and the words "Liu Yingnian" were juxtaposed, so eye-catching.

I have no impression of such a strange name.

But unexpectedly it fits well with the other person in the photo, as if that person was born with this name.

Coquettish and unparalleled, as cold as frost.

Obviously there is only one side...

He can still remember the look that person cast over him when he brushed shoulders on the street and turned his head, it was so strange and cold...

Is that person the same person as the voice in his head?

As soon as Liu Yingnian thought of this, he couldn't care about anything.

……

As soon as he entered the old city, Liu Yingnian turned directly to the expressway to Beicheng District according to the address on the letter.

Entering Beicheng District, passing through the bustling Beicheng Center, is another world.

In the scenic area far away from the busy city, through the car window, you can see the vegetation outside everywhere, the sky is blue and the water is green.Between the mountains and rivers, there are several high-quality garden residences dotted here and there.

Liu Yingnian looked at the unfamiliar scenery in front of him, the closer he got to the destination, the greater the ups and downs in his heart, even though he rarely set foot in the old city, he knew where it was.Beicheng District is the site of the Lin family in the old city. If I remember correctly, this area belongs to the high-end private domain. He heard people mention it in his previous life. Most of these houses are used for favors. People who can live here are not with The Lin family has a lot of connections, people who the Lin family wants to win over or is unwilling to offend.

After getting out of the car, holding the key that Shui Lian gave him, Liu Yingnian stood in front of the villa and took a deep breath.

The door opened and he walked in.

Very clean villa, the interior windows are bright and clean, it can be seen that someone comes to clean it regularly.

From the moment Liu Yingnian stepped here, his face turned pale involuntarily, as if someone guided him, he quickly found a staircase leading to the ground.

He stood on the side, staring at the passage, without moving for a long time.

There's a basement down here.

It's strange, he obviously doesn't have any impression, but he just knows.

Liu Yingnian took a few steps back and returned to the living room.

It's the same here, the scene is obviously unfamiliar, but there is a strange sense of familiarity.

He stared fixedly at the single sofa in the living room, a flash of light and shadow flashed in his mind, as if he saw another himself sitting there, holding something in his hand, crying uncontrollably.

"I like him...I like him...I like him the most in this world..."

Even though Liu Yingnian was mentally prepared, when the phantom appeared, he still felt like he was hit hard and had a splitting headache. He yelled, hugged his head, breathed in pain, and desperately resisted the stimulation.

He said such a thing?when?Why doesn't he remember?Who is he holding?Who is that familiar breath?

Liu Yingnian panted wildly for a long time, finally suppressing the stimulation his brain received, and was already covered in cold sweat.

It seems that this place is indeed related to the memory of the three months he lost.

He breathed calmly, his brain's reaction to this was too strong, which made him a little overwhelmed, wondering if he should continue to investigate?But leaving now is not in his plan. Since he chose to come here to find the truth, he never thought of returning empty-handed.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. He has been troubled by this for three years, and he doesn't want to be troubled for a lifetime.

He waited a long time for his brain to adapt to this environment.

My mind is chaotic, with many fleeting images.

It's more about that cold voice that occasionally appeared in his mind over the past three years——

"What good is learning to love yourself? If I like myself, will you like me?"

"I want you."

"Let's meet up."

"Well, sort of. He's mine now, and lives with me."

"No need. Just pay me back what you owe me."

"Mistakes are not made by one person. While I am responsible to you, you should also be responsible to me. Such a basic and simple truth, why do you keep pretending to be stupid?"

"No more. You're right. With me here, I won't let anyone hurt you again."

"I want to watch a movie just the two of us."

"You like it, I can do these anytime in the future."

"It's all right."

"Marry me."

"I like you."

"Liu Yingnian, I like you, please marry me. I will always treat you well."

……

The shackles of memory were broken, and the whistling memories flew in pieces like snowflakes, drowning Liu Yingnian in an instant, and the lost and recovered memories returned again.

Three months before amnesia...

And even earlier, Li Xianghua erased his memories in order not to let him leave...

Even earlier, as early as three years ago in the last life...

It turned out that when he didn't know anything back then, his memory had been sealed several times.

It turned out that they were not strangers without any entanglement.

……

Past Life Mercenary City——

"you're awake?"

"You are a superpower!"

"You're not too stupid."

"What happened to Xianghua? Did you bring him here too?"

"It seems that Xiang didn't tell you anything. That's right, with his character, if he told you, he wouldn't look like him. Xiang is very attentive to you..."

"who are you?"

"You don't deserve to know my name."

Later, Li Xianghua told him that the man's name was Shuang.

……

Shenying High School——

"Without wine, there is no feast. Since it is a welcome party, how can there be no wine? Next, let the two teachers taste the fine wine we brought, so that we can do the best of the landlord!" student Zhang Huazhao said with a smile.

Later, they were drinking, and Shuang took him to hide in the classroom downstairs. He was drunk and smoked, and Shuang was not much better.

"Why don't you talk?" he said, "Why don't you smile? Do you know that you are very good-looking? No man I have ever met is more beautiful than you."

"Shall I tell you some secrets?"

"you're drunk."

"No, I haven't fallen asleep yet, how could I be drunk? Let me tell you a secret."

"I don't want to hear it."

"Do you know, Li Xianghua lied to me, he has been lying to me, I know it all, but I can't let him know that I know it... He made me so miserable, obviously I have a father and a mother, but with Like an orphan... I am also stupid. It took so many years to realize the problems of the year, but it was too late, I already loved him so much, I couldn't leave him, I couldn't hate him..."

"stupid."

"...You don't even know how we came here these years, how much hardship we have suffered... But I am also happy to endure hardships with him...He treats me sincerely, and I recognize it...People live a lifetime, there is a life It's not easy for a person to love you so much, you're right...a person must be content..."

"The wine is really bad."

That night, Shuang kissed him.

……

The process of his amnesia in the two lives is probably similar, but the details are different. After all, he did not have the life experience of the next 30 years. At that time, what he said and did was far from being calm and mature.

At that time, Lin Shu hadn't appeared yet.

At that time, his psychological quality was not as good as it is now. He was very naive in facing many things, his thoughts and opinions were not mature enough, he made a lot of jokes, challenged Shuang's bottom line time and time again, and repeatedly challenged Li Xianghua and Shuang. Difficult tossing and turning to survive...

Once the door of memory that has been sealed for a long time is opened, the memory images like a sea tide never stop.

Familiar people, familiar conversations, scenes of deja vu, from the beginning of meeting, to misunderstandings, disputes, torture, mutual torture, and then slowly discover, slowly understand, slowly Heartbeat slowly, slowly getting deeper and deeper...

till the end--

In his previous life, he fell from mid-air, hearing Xiang's screams in his ears, and Shuang's unbelievable anger reflected in his pupils...

Then, he lost his memory and forgot what happened in the past few months. After waking up, everything was as usual, and Li Xianghua was still beside him, telling him that he just fell on his head, and he had habitual amnesia, and it didn't matter.

Then, two days before Li Xianghua's birthday——

"Liu Yingnian, let's break up, I fell in love with someone else."

In the high-end restaurant, Li Xianghua, who was sitting opposite him, proposed to break up.

And he, in the next 30 years of his life, never remembered that there was once a person named Ji Shuang.

……

There was a heart-piercing cry of pain from inside the house, and Shuilian and Teng standing outside the villa looked at each other.

"Are we forcing him too hard?" Shui Lian asked worriedly.

"It's you, not us." Teng disapproved of dragging Liu Yingnian into trouble from the very beginning.

Shui Lian glared at him: "Say it again?"

Teng: "..."

"If we hadn't lost our ability in the last battle 'over there', and we wouldn't be able to recover within a few years, there would be no need for such trouble, it would be inconvenient to be an ordinary person!" Shui Lian complained dissatisfied .

"It's good to be alive," Teng said.

Shui Lian's eyes darkened when she heard the words, and sadness appeared in her eyes. She was silent for a while, and then said softly: "...Well, yes, we are lucky enough to be alive. It's a pity that Nifeng didn't come back, his son is still so young, But he..."

And Yu, and Liushang, and Sirius...

Compared with those who never came back, those who can come back alive are really lucky.

Teng said again: "Don't force him. If he hadn't reminded Xiang and Shuang, we might all have died there that time. We should be grateful to him."

Shui Lian sighed, "That's why I want to help him."

Teng: "..."

The corner of Shui Lian's eyes fluttered, and she suddenly caught a glimpse of coquettishness, and immediately stammered: "Ah, group, group leader... No, don't get me wrong, I didn't do anything... It's him..."

The long-haired man gave her a cold sideways glance, walked past the two of them, and left a faint sentence: "Thank you."

Shui Lian covered her mouth and exclaimed in surprise: "The leader thanked me just now, he, when will he..."

Teng also looked at the empty place with a moved face, opened his mouth slightly and said, "Is the leader's memory..."

Three years ago, because of Liu Yingnian, there was a big hole in Shuang's heart.

Before going "over there", in order not to let Liu Yingnian affect his state, Shuang asked Liushang to seal all the fragments of Liu Yingnian in his memory while sealing Liu Yingnian's memory.

When Liu Yingnian "forgot" him, he also "forgot" Liu Yingnian.

Two people who have "forgotten" each other are like strangers, that's why they don't know each other on the street.

As bystanders, Shui Lian and Teng knew about this matter all along.

However, what Shuang said just now, it seems that she has recovered her memory!Otherwise, how could a person who has always been indifferent and reticent suddenly say "thank you"?

Shuilian and Teng glanced at each other, seeing surprise in each other's eyes.

Their leader, the memory has been restored!

……

Liu Yingnian curled up on the floor, his body huddled into a ball.

How can people be in such pain?

It was so painful that even my heart was convulsing.

He remembered everything, this time, he really remembered everything, past life, present life, Li Xianghua, Lin Shu, and Ji Shuang.

In the memory that has been incomplete all the time, there is a person named Ji Shuang.

"It's a pity that you don't want to take pictures, otherwise it would be nice for us to take a group photo. If you don't take pictures on a date, you always feel that something is missing. We didn't take pictures last time."

"Then shoot it."

"...Are you sure you are not possessed by someone else?"

"..."

"Then I'll take a solo photo of you."

"What's so good about taking a single photo?"

"You agree to everything. It doesn't matter whether I take single photos or group photos. Anyway, you only need to be responsible for being the model."

It turned out that that photo came from this way.

Liu Yingnian's body curled up even more.

The sunlight outside the window hit him hard, but it couldn't penetrate the coldness in his heart.How could he get out like this and forget about a person so completely?

"Marry me."

"I like you."

"Liu Yingnian, I like you, please marry me. I will always treat you well."

Frost!

Frost!

Frost! ! !

The long-haired and alluring figure clearly emerged from the bottom of his heart. As long as Liu Yingnian thought that he had forgotten such a person and such a relationship for 30 years, he would wish to slap himself 1 times.

Never had he hated himself so much for a moment.

He also thought that even if he could find out the truth about the dust in his previous life, at most he would regret that he misunderstood Li Xianghua in his previous life.

It turned out that he also liked someone.

It turned out that he missed so much.

"Frost……"

He murmured Shuang's name over and over again.

"Meow~"

An old-fashioned meow came from my ear.

Where did the cat come from?

Liu Yingnian looked up, was startled, and suddenly forgot everything, turned over and sat up.

Everything seemed like a dream.

Tears blurred vision.

In the light and shadow, one person and one cat stood there quietly.The man has coquettish long hair and is dressed in a Tang suit.A cat is about a foot long, youthful, and arrogant in its laziness.

"Long time no see." The cold voice sounded, as always.

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Therefore, many things that seem to be possessed may not actually be possessed.Those who seem to leave may not actually leave.If there is a definite number of cause and effect, one day, those who should be forgotten will be forgotten, and those who should be reunited will be reunited.

——by Lin Huiyin