What a pity to miss the rebirth

Don't underestimate confession.

When a person who has no friendship is confessed, there will be traces in his heart. He can't remember the person's name, he can't remember the person's appearance, he can't remember the person's appearance, he can't remember the person's voice, and he can't remember the person's name. If you can remember this person's voice, you will also remember the moment when you were confessed, as well as your own mood at that time.

Let alone friends.

What's more, it's someone you value.

When a drop of water falls into the water, there will be a sound, causing a circle of ripples, and the ripples go away circle after circle. It seems that there is no change at all. Only the water knows the difference.

Under the water, no matter the size or weight, it is different from the original.

If you don't hate it in the first place, if you have a good impression in the first place, if the person who confesses saves the person being confessed with his own life, the result can be imagined.

The touch and shock of life are unimaginable.

At that moment, no matter how strong the city wall is, it will collapse, and no one will remain unmoved, no.

"The hero saves the beauty and promises you with your body" is not just a deceptive story written in the novels. The ancients were not fools.Fiction always comes from life.Throughout the ages, how many people have never forgotten because someone saved them, and how many people have guarded their bodies because someone gave their lives for them. These are not jokes, but human nature.

Feelings are things that cannot be controlled by humans.When it happened and for what reason it happened is elusive and untraceable.

Everyone has the seven emotions and six desires, some strong, some weak, but as long as they are human, they cannot escape the word love.

Ridiculous to say--

Some people, you know from the beginning that you will like him.

Some people, but after losing you will find that you have already fallen in love with him.

Cruel?

cruel.

But because of cruelty, we can learn to cherish.

Because you have lost it, you will understand how important it is.

Li Xianghua was lying on the concrete floor of the rooftop of the Mercenary City, with his hands behind his head, looking at the bright stars in the night sky, his handsome eyes were deep and cold without any impurities.

trough……

How long has it been since you allowed yourself to think about that person?

The words with Liu Yingnian brought back a faint shadow hidden deep in his heart, that big boy who always smiled very gently, as beautiful as white clouds and breeze, as pure as an archangel.

He has been lying here thinking about it for a long time, from the first meeting to the last farewell on the battlefield, all those times he and Lian were together, the pictures that flew by as he grew up, bit by bit Drip, all came to my mind.

"Xiang, I like you."

With a gentle smile and blushing cheeks, under the sun, she confessed to him slightly embarrassed and nervously looking forward to it.

"It's not a friend's liking, but a lover's liking. I want to be your lover, I love you, Xiang."

Li Xianghua seemed to see himself in the memory through the starry sky, his face was full of fright, and he fled in despair.

Since then, Lian never said such words to him again, and only left a loud "Xiang" before he died. Lian realized that something was wrong, and rushed towards him...

Li Xianghua originally only liked Lian's relatives and friends. He liked Lian, but he didn't want to be lovers with Lian until Lian died.

Lian's blood splashed on his face and body, and at that moment, Lian broke through the last layer of veil in his heart and walked into his heart.

When Lian died, he fell in love with Lian.

What is retribution?

This is retribution.

If Liu Yingnian hadn't appeared, Li Xianghua didn't know what he would have become.

So he was always grateful for Liu Yingnian's appearance. On that day, when he met Liu Yingnian in the library, he knew at a glance that this person was his only salvation.

Yes, only this person.

The last warmth, only the first warmth can cover.

The last heartbeat, only the first heartbeat can be repaired.

He didn't want to spend his whole life in self-blame, reminiscence and regret. He chose to fall in love with this boy who appeared like a warm light in front of him, and gave him all his love.

He needs Liu Yingnian and his salvation.

It is very easy to fall in love with Liu Yingnian.

Li Xianghua chose to keep Lian in his heart and never touch this scar again.

Like a hunter with a determined target, he hunted his prey patiently. That accidental encounter gave him a good start, especially when he found out that Liu Yingnian was troubled by his unique sexuality. When he was afraid, he planned a few chance encounters without a trace, coupled with the intentional approach, he gradually integrated into Liu Yingnian's life step by step, from acquaintance to acquaintance, from strange to familiar, and let himself replace Liu Yingnian. After leaving Liu Yingnian's position beside Liu Yingnian, who originally belonged to Xie Feng, they became friends who talked about everything, and everything came naturally.

A year later, he took the initiative to confess his love to Liu Yingnian in the library.

Even now, Li Xianghua thinks it was the best decision he ever made in his life.

Coming out of the villa, Lin Mao who was waiting outside asked him as if he was watching a play: "Are you really willing to let Shuang get involved between the two of you?"

Li Xianghua glanced at him with a pair of handsome eyes, "Your head was kicked by a donkey? How is that possible?"

Liu Yingnian was the man he had cared for ten years with all his heart and soul. He was his bones, his blood, and his flesh. His body, mind, and soul had long been tied to this man. How could he be with this man? others to share?

It's just a temporary appeasement.

If not...

Liu Yingnian was more decisive than others had seen, once he was really forced to make a choice, he might be so cruel that he would not want any of them and get rid of them all, Li Xianghua couldn't take this risk.

It is not easy to get a human heart, but it is a blink of an eye to lose it.

Lin Mao sneered and said, "That's what you would say."

He lowered his head and asked the precious son in his arms, and asked casually: "Where is the baby? If it were you, would you agree?"

Lin Shu didn't answer right away, he kept his head down thinking about something.

It wasn't until they walked to the side of the car, opened the door, and were about to get in the car, that they heard Lin Shuping say something like a prophecy: "There is no luck, the god of luck has not favored you."

Lin Mao and Li Xianghua looked at each other and were startled at the same time.

……

In the deep sea blue night sky, the stars are shining, like a treasure map that you can never get tired of looking at.

"Is there no favor..."

Li Xianghua remembered what the little doll said in the afternoon that always made him feel very annoying, and murmured.

If so...

Many things had to be re-planned...

……

Meanwhile, on the other side.

"What about you?" Shuang also asked Liu Yingnian a question.

Liu Yingnian squatted on the ground and looked up at him, confusion raised between his brows, "What?"

"If you were him, would you fall in love with the person who loved you all the time and died because of saving you?"

"...Yes." Liu Yingnian is also a man, he can understand Li Xianghua's feelings.

No one will not be moved by such love.

What Lian could do, many people couldn't do it, Liu Yingnian asked himself, and felt that he couldn't do it either.

He is a businessman. He grew up in such an environment. What he received from a young age was profit, what he learned from a young age was selfishness, and what he was told to do was to cherish his life.

He thought, if it were him and Li Xianghua, if Li Xianghua was in danger, he would want to block death for Li Xianghua, but he might not be able to do it, might not really block death for him.

Wanting and doing are two completely different things.

That's why I don't think it can compare.

That's why I feel like I've lost.

Liu Yingnian has always known that he is an ordinary person, the same as all ordinary people, there is no difference, he is also greedy for life and fear of death, and he is also greedy for enjoyment, but he has never been so clearly aware of the differences between himself and those noble people. The difference, the gap, just this consciousness alone will be defeated.

"So what are you struggling with?" Shuang couldn't figure it out, "He just reacted naturally, and emotionally produced the results that everyone would have."

Liu Yingnian smiled wryly, "I can understand it intellectually, but it's hard to accept psychologically."

Shuang saw that his will was depressed, and it was rare for him to feel idle, "Let's talk about it."

Liu Yingnian gave him a sideways glance, which was a rare pastime, "Forget it, people like you who follow the route of a silent and cold iceberg beauty won't understand."

Frost's eyebrows twitched, what did he hear, Iceberg Beauty?This man is entertaining him?

"Get up." He stretched out his hand towards Liu Yingnian.

Liu Yingnian did not refuse, put his hand on his, held it, and stood up from the ground.

Shuang used some strength, and Liu Yingnian threw herself into his arms.

"I'll give you two choices." Shuang clasped the man's thin waist, pressing down on the man who wanted to distance himself immediately, her cold voice penetrated into Liu Yingnian's ears, and the hot breath that was opposite to her voice caressed the top of his head In the back of your head, "I'm hungry. Either we go back to the house and do something to make you forget about this, or get dressed and follow me and go out to eat."

Seeing that Liu Yingnian was in such a state that he would not be able to eat dinner at home, Shuang quickly made a wise decision.

No matter which one Liu Yingnian chooses, it will only be good for Shuang and not bad, either satisfying his body or satisfying his stomach.

None of them are much better than Liu Yingnian continuing to squat here and think wildly.

Liu Yingnian hugged Shuang, smelling the icy smell of Shuang's body, he thought, he probably needs comforting very much, and he is also a little bit possessed, otherwise how could he say such crazy words.

"There is a third option." He raised his handsome face, his black eyes flashed with water, and Chaoshuang showed a vague and seductive smile, "We can satisfy your body first, and then satisfy your stomach .”

Love doesn't know where it came from, and it arrives without an appointment.

Shuang's eyes changed, and the evil fire that was weighing down his stomach was suddenly picked up by him, and he pushed hard with his hand, directly overturning the person and pressing him on the cooking table...

He buried his head on Liu Yingnian's neck and bit it. His hands were not idle. He unbuttoned two buttons impatiently. He simply pushed up the shirt until it was above the man's collarbone, just like taking off a pullover. Take it off and throw it aside...

Liu Yingnian was also a little impatient, not to be outdone, tugged at his clothes, and struggled to strip him off...

Everyone has a lot of pain in their hearts, and they all need to vent. At this moment, they are like two wounded beasts, fighting and kissing each other, searching for each other, and neither of them will let go...

Only pain, only sex, and only injury can make them forget everything.

……

"I thought you couldn't smoke."

After the passion, both of them had many bruises and purple marks on their bodies, either from biting, pinching, bumping or falling, which shows how intense their previous communication was.

When Liu Yingnian came out of the bathroom, he was a little deformed when he walked, his teeth were bared, and his face changed a little.

"Almost never smokes is not the same as never smokes."

Shuang glanced back at him, her seductive and cold eyes were filled with the usual coldness, he was sitting outside the window with his upper body bare, smoking half of the cigarette in his hand.

"Are you in a bad mood today?" Liu Yingnian could feel Shuang's ruthlessness in the process just now. He walked to Shuang's side, took the lighter and cigarettes that were placed on the window sill, smoked one, and lit it for himself skillfully. .

"I went back to Ji's house." Just when Liu Yingnian thought that Shuang would not answer, Shuang suddenly said something.

"No wonder." Liu Yingnian looked at him sympathetically, "Have you been taught a lesson? You didn't talk back?"

Shuang exhaled blue smoke, "I have never been thrown out, and I only go back for one day during the Chinese New Year every year. When I am on a mission, I will not go back during the Chinese New Year. I don't even know how many people live there."

That home didn't make him feel at home at all. He was more like an outsider than an outsider there.

So when he went back this time, he didn't like it at all.When he got there, everyone from Ji Boyang to Yu to Ji Xingyuan told him that Liu Yingnian could not be kept.

Ji Boyang is even more business-like, looking at him lazily, but telling him to break off the dirty relationship with the man, to kill that kind of thinking, the Ji family can't tolerate such a big stain.

In a high position, the most fearful thing is this family style scandal.It's fine if no one makes a fuss, as long as someone wants to make a fuss, no matter how high the seat is, he will be dismounted immediately, and there is no room for negotiation.

Shuang didn't talk back, but she didn't let go of her promise either.

As a result, he almost suffered family law and broke up unhappy.

"Then they definitely won't ask you to go back just because they miss you." Liu Yingnian looked at him, "Because of me?"

Frost is silent by default.

Liu Yingnian twitched the corners of his mouth with a half-smile, and took two puffs of cigarettes, "Should I say it's an honor? Those in your family are not vegetarians."

Shuang paused and said, "They told me to let you go."

Liu Yingnian made a nasal sound, looking at the dark red flame on the cigarette butt, "It's not that simple. You planned to let me go, it's impossible to feel unhappy because of this."

Shuang didn't intend to hide it from him, but just concealed the fact that Ji's father asked him to "reform evil and return to the right" to quit male sex. It was his personal matter and had nothing to do with Liu Yingnian, so it was meaningless to talk about it.

"Father promised those people to let me let you go, but whether you can return to Xincheng safely is not in his guarantee. Compared with letting you go, the Ji family wants to keep your life here."

"You are also Ji's family." Liu Yingnian reminded him friendly.

"I'm your benefactor now, and your life is in my hands." Shuang pinched the cigarette butt from her hand.

"For me, is it worth it?" Liu Yingnian's mood was a bit complicated, he couldn't tell what it was like, he didn't expect Shuang to have an argument with his family because of him.

"I'm a man." Shuang said lightly.

Protecting one's own person, covering one's own person, is what a man should do.

Liu Yingnian looked at Shuang for a long time, then looked away, smoked the cigarette in his hand, and said half-truthfully, "It's a pity that not only the way we met is wrong, but also the time of meeting is wrong, otherwise..."

Shuang turned his eyes to look at him: "Otherwise what?"

"If..." Liu Yingnian smiled relaxedly, "If you are just an ordinary person, if I happen to have no one I like, maybe I will want to chase you very much."

If they just run into each other in bars like normal people, nobody knows each other.

He's drinking while he's talking to other people.

Just looking up, looking at each other across the crowd from the corner of his eye, not too much, three seconds is enough.

He would walk through the crowd with a glass in his hand, walk up to him, put down the glass, and give him an inviting smile.

"Please. Sir, interested in ONS?"