reborn star

When Li Mingrui opened his eyes the next day, he didn't know what Xixi was for a moment. He glanced around his eyes in confusion. He felt a little cold on his body. I felt a chill in my heart.

Something seemed to touch his leg, and when he raised his eyes, he was angry. The culprit was buried between his legs and stared at his crotch. Feeling that he was awake, he smiled softly: "Honey, you are awake, how do you feel?"

Li Mingrui's eyes were like a knife, and he had already cut the other party into pieces in his heart.

But his bluish and purple appearance really didn't have the slightest deterrent effect, the hateful look on Xiao Yan's expression made Xiao Yan's heart itch, he couldn't help but leaned over and kissed his lips, and said lovingly: " Wife, you are so beautiful."

This kind of beauty is indescribable, it comes from the spiritual feeling, the soft place is drooping weakly between the legs, the place behind has been loved for a night, it is very cute, it makes people want to love again... from body to heart It's maddeningly blissful to feel that it's all yours.

Beautiful fart!Li Mingrui raised his foot and was about to kick it, but as soon as he stretched out his leg, he fell back with soreness. He couldn't help but yelled "It hurts..." and his voice was terribly hoarse.

Xiao Yan also noticed his voice problem, and kissed him again, "Stop talking if your voice is hoarse, dear."

Who is dumb? ! ! !Li Mingrui said: "Water..."

Xiao Yan thought of something, and smirked, "My husband will take you to drink water."

Li Mingrui had a bad feeling, so Xiao Yan immediately hugged him in this position. Li Mingrui wanted to hide, but he couldn't get enough of Xiao Yan's strength. Xiao Yan asked him to stand with his legs on his waist and his buttocks in his hands. Get up and go to the cabinet.

Li Mingrui was worried about falling, so he had no choice but to wrap his arms around Xiao Yan's neck and climb on top of him.

Shameless! ! !

Xiao Yan asked him to lean on the cabinet, opened the water bottle and took a sip of water, then directly covered his mouth and wanted to feed him mouth to mouth, but Li Mingrui dodged, Xiao Yan threatened: "It's fine if you don't drink, go back..." Said Then put the water bottle back.

Li Mingrui's expression immediately became anxious, his throat was so dry that he couldn't stand it, he quickly shook his head, Xiao Yan poured water into his mouth pitifully, then drank a few mouthfuls of water and fed it to him, then sucked with his tongue His tongue was tangled together fieryly.

But soon Xiao Yan was not satisfied with kissing, so Xiao Yan hugged him in this position...

It was another hour later when Li Mingrui woke up again, and he was woken up by the ringing of his mobile phone.

Xiao Yan was cooking porridge for Li Mingrui in the kitchen, when he heard the phone ring, he strode over, seeing that Li Mingrui could only stretch out his arms, his whole body was sore, he hurriedly said: "I'll pick it up! You go to sleep first. "

Xiao Yan might have disturbed Li Mingrui's sleep, so he quickly went to the living room after answering the phone call. When he came back, his casual expression became a bit dignified. Li Mingrui felt his gaze and opened his eyes bewilderedly, listening to him say, "That one from your crew Lin Yiran committed suicide last night."

Li Mingrui was taken aback, committed suicide?It took him a long time to extend the suicide from the literal meaning to the actual meaning, feeling unbelievable, but suddenly he remembered the scenes of last night in his mind, and since they met at the award ceremony, he felt that everything Lin Yiran did was not right Son, but never thought that Lin Yiran would have the possibility of committing suicide!

It can't be fake, there have been incidents where celebrities were rumored to have died inexplicably before.

Seemingly seeing his question, Xiao Yan said: "It was his assistant who called, and his tone sounded flustered, but the voice said he was right. Lin Yiran committed suicide by cutting his wrist this morning. His assistant went out to buy breakfast for a while this morning. , When I came back, I saw him in the bathroom, but after waiting for a long time, there was no sound from inside. I knocked on the door but did not open it and locked it from the inside. I found the hotel staff to open the door. It turned out that he was lying in the bathtub and had been sent to the hospital for emergency treatment. The situation seems to be It’s not very good, I lost a lot of blood, if I didn’t find out in time, I would have died.”

Xiao Yan kissed his face as he spoke, and lightly comforted Li Mingrui, whose face was a little pale, "His assistant was so timid that he trembled when he spoke. Inform you to go to help, you are not feeling well, I will go for you!"

Li Mingrui nodded.

Xiao Yan didn't leave directly, first helped Li Mingrui to sit up, fed him porridge, wiped his mouth clean, and comforted him: "Don't worry, you can't change the result if you worry, I'll go now, you Get some sleep first."

Li Mingrui nodded again, lay back under the quilt, and watched Xiao Yan quickly get dressed and leave with his eyes open.

Li Mingrui also knew that he couldn't change the result of the rescue, but he still couldn't help wondering if he had provoked Lin Yiran, causing Lin Yiran to cut his wrist and commit suicide, but he didn't think there was anything wrong with what he did last night, he had no obligation at all I have to forgive Lin Yiran's apology... I have thought about it a lot, and I can't tell who is right last night, but one thing is certain, he does not want Lin Yiran to die.

The hope of rebirth is too slim. His death is a chance to live another life. However, if Lin Yiran dies, he may really die. Lin Yiran is certainly wrong, but the mistakes are not enough to kill him. There are still many good things in his early thirties Nianhua, it would be a pity if he died.

My mind was a little messed up, and I never fell asleep after lying down like this.

It was several hours later when Xiao Yan came back. When he entered the room, he saw Li Mingrui who had closed his eyes and looked at him. Xiao Yan first took off his clothes to avoid getting Li Mingrui cold, until he took off his clothes and went directly into the bed. He hugged Li Mingrui tightly.

Xiao Yan said softly: "Don't worry, I've been rescued."

Li Mingrui heaved a sigh of relief. Although Lin Yiran's safety had nothing to do with him, at least it was an acquaintance, and I hope he is doing well.

"I didn't see Lin Yiran. He came back straight after hearing that the rescue was coming. His assistant and Director Zheng will take care of the rest. There is also a man named Lu Yan who is also guarding there. I told them that you are sick. Don’t worry, you’ll come back.” Xiao Yan recalled that when he came back, he got news about the unrest from the media, and said, “But this matter can’t be covered up, Lin Yiran was drunk and brought back by you and his assistant last night, and there was hotel service The personnel secretly took photos, and the scene of Lin Yiran being carried into the ambulance this morning was also photographed, and now the outside world knows about Lin Yiran's wrist cutting, and also knows...you were the one who went to the hotel with him last night."

Li Mingrui frowned.

"Don't worry, I sent the news to the outside world. I came too just after you entered the hotel. I asked the front desk to release the record of our room opening. After all, it was what happened last night. It can't be faked. This can prove that the two of us live together."

Li Mingrui didn't expect that things had progressed to the present level. Xiao Yan just talked about it, but he could imagine how he was standing on the cusp of the storm. Lin Yiran, him and his assistant entered the hotel. His assistant may be involved. There have been rumors about him and Lin Yiran before. Now that Lin Yiran has committed suicide, his fans must need an outlet to vent, and this outlet is him. Li Mingrui sighed. what happened.

Xiao Yan showed his appearance, no doubt he was helping Li Mingrui to block the knife, proving that Lin Yiran's suicide had nothing to do with him to a large extent.

Li Mingrui smiled self-deprecatingly: "It's okay, anyway, I can't be scolded worse."

Xiao Yan rubbed his head pityingly, "Honey, you have been wronged, the current situation will change in a short time, I promise."

Li Mingrui looked at him trustingly, but he gritted his teeth, "I don't care about this grievance, anyway, I won't lose a piece of meat, what I care about is... Comrade Xiao Yan, can you stop looking hungry in bed?" It's like ten years... Well, you have been hungry for decades, but why do you lie in bed and recuperate like I'm going to lose half my life when you're so happy?!!!"

It's a pity that Comrade Xiao Yan, who was in high spirits, didn't realize the point of Li Mingrui's words, so he lowered his head and said ambiguously: "I have little experience, my wife should take care of it, and when I have experience and skills in the future, it will make you happy to keep it."

"..." He wanted to return the goods.

In the ward, Lin Yiran, who was already awake, stared at the ceiling and seemed to be thinking about something, until after a long time when he heard the door open, he looked up and saw the little assistant who was crying miserably, and sat down beside him and watched While he was crying, he smiled, and wanted to raise his hand to wipe away the tears on the assistant's face, but found that his wrist was in severe pain, and those hideous scratches had been bandaged.

Lin Yiran's face turned pale, and he said weakly: "Don't cry, I'm not dead yet?"

Xiao Lizi was still crying, and stopped crying when he heard this, and saw Lin Yiran looking at him with teasing and helpless eyes, calling out: "Lin... Lin..." Before he could say a complete sentence Then she cried again, out of breath, and her eyes were swollen, obviously from crying for a long time, her chest heaved violently.

"If you cry again, I will cry too? My body can't be too excited right now?" Lin Yiran teased him.

Xiao Lizi who was 'threatened' completely stopped crying, wiped his face with his hands, choked up and said: "Brother Lin, why can't you think about it? You are still young and you can live for decades Well, why seek death?"

"It's over." Lin Yiran glanced at his wrist, "Don't worry about me, I won't do this kind of thing again."

Xiao Lizi was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect the person who wanted to die to figure it out so quickly, and just about to open his mouth to enlighten the other party, he heard, "I'm not coaxing you, I really won't do this again, suicide is only one time That's enough, since I didn't die this time, I won't die again. It's just that I'm planning to quit the entertainment circle. I had this idea a long time ago, but I still haven't made up my mind considering this and that. Now that I think about it, I don't feel reluctant Yes, but if I quit the circle, the only one who can worry about it is you, if you want, you can go abroad with me and help me run the restaurant, how about it?"

Xiao Lizi stared at him in a daze, and it took him a while to react. His mind was a little stunned by the shock of Lin Yiran's suicide, and he said immediately: "Brother Lin, as long as you are healthy, you can do whatever you want."

After finishing speaking, I remembered what Lin Yi said later, bowed my head and said: "Brother Lin, I can't go with you, my parents in my hometown were anxious to let me go back to get married, but I think your spirit has not been That's great, I don't worry about it, so I just go back. Since you're going abroad, I'll go back to my hometown. My girlfriend has been waiting for me for many years. My family used to be poor, and I wanted to make money to let her live a good life, so I came out to wander. Fortunately, I met you And... and Brother Li, I'm so lucky, you are all good people."

As he spoke, Xiao Lizi patted his pockets and pretended to smile happily: "My pockets are bulging now, and I can afford a wife."

Lin Yiran looked at him in surprise, "Well, ordinary days are the happiest. If there is anything in the future, Brother Lin will definitely help you if he can do it. By the way, I bought you a house in Songjiang. I have given your name, since you want to go back, you can decide whether to rent or sell the house, Brother Lin is very grateful for your care over the years, the house is a little bit of Brother Lin's heart, and you must accept it."

Xiao Lizi nodded with tears in his eyes, "Even if I have nothing to do, I can come to you, right? In the future, I will take my wife and children to see you. Also, I won't go back to my hometown right away, so I will help you with the last thing. You have completely left the entertainment industry, so I can leave with peace of mind."

"Okay, okay." Lin Yiran smiled.

Xiao Lizi glanced at the corner of the ward, and said, "Brother Lin, I'm going out, if I need to call, I'll be outside."

Lin Yiran nodded, Xiao Lizi wiped away the remaining tears on his face, and left quietly.

Lin Yiran closed his eyes, even Xiao Lizi wanted to leave him, there was really no one around him.

After a while, slight footsteps sounded, Lin Yiran looked at the young man with a pair of brown eyes, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "I haven't seen you speak for so long, since I'm here, I don't have anything to think about it." Did you say that?"

Lu Yan, who had been standing in the corner for a long time, took the seat where Xiao Lizi sat just now. He used his eyes to trace Lin Yiran's eyebrows and eyes for a long time, and then said softly: "This is the first time you smiled after that person died. Talk to me."

Lin Yiran had an apologetic expression on his face, "In the past two years, I have not been in a good state of mind, and my attitude towards you is not good, I'm sorry."

Lu Yan stared at him mockingly, "What do you have to apologize for? I am the one who should apologize. I am sorry for you. You have hated me so much for the past two years. I still rely on you with a stern face. I am also sorry for the dead. Li Mingrui, before he died, I sent him a photo of the two of us in bed. I don’t believe he wasn’t stimulated by that photo. Hehe, one of you died, and the two of you died. , isn’t it ironic?”

Lin Yiran tremblingly said: "Stop talking."

"You know? You really know that I sent him the bed photo. Your suicide is also because of him, right? Do you want to go underground to accompany him? I'm tired of being a ghost. Do you want to follow him? "Lu Yan laughed.

Lin Yiran shook his head lightly: "No, don't think of me so noble, you know what kind of life I have lived in the past two years, even last night I was thinking about what he thought, and I was drunk and confused, when I was sober this morning I thought, there is no point in lingering on like this, I might as well commit suicide, if I die, I will pay him off, if I don’t die, I will leave here, let go of everything and start a new life.”

Life without Ah Rui is very difficult, but he can come a little bit, learn to cook, learn to do housework, and learn to take care of the flowers and plants at home. He will work hard to do what A Rui has done for him. To do it, he knows that it is easy to think about it, but it is difficult to actually do it. After all, the love and tolerance from A Rui can no longer be obtained, but he will work hard.

After all, he still has those good memories that belong to him and Ah Rui, and these memories are enough to support his new life.

After a long while, Lu Yan sneered: "Is he so important to you? Ten years, there can be several decades in a life, how can I be worse than him, why can't I replace him, if you give me a chance, I don't believe me You can't take his place in your heart."

Lin Yiran sighed: "You don't understand, he is far more than ten years to me. I knew I was gay in high school, and I was very scared at that time, thinking that my life was finished, and I never mentioned it in high school. After college, I didn’t dare to mention this matter to others. One time, many friends played together, and one of them was Ah Rui. Ah Rui’s appearance and personality were my favorite type. I liked him very much at the time, but I didn’t dare to speak. Said, anyway, I have a crush on more than one boy, other people who know my mind will only stay away from me and disgust me, I only dared to look at him secretly, and I still peeked at him when I came out to play a few times later, I think he should be aware of it Now, you should understand what I mean, I even thought that if he tells others that I like men, I will refute, anyway, he has no evidence."

"Unexpectedly, he once blushed and asked me if I liked him. I didn't say anything, but he told me to be careful. If people knew about this kind of thing, I might not be able to keep my studies. He was right. If all the students in the school They all looked at you with strange eyes, who can stay? At that time, I thought, it was him, he would not laugh at me, but he was thinking of me, I want him, and I have been pursuing him since then, and then I caught up, and then I thought, I ruined him, if he hadn't met me, he wouldn't have..."

"I grew up without father and mother, and I relied on other people's help to go to school. No one has ever looked down on me. When I know my sexuality, I think I will be despised in this life. He is the first one to know all my secrets but not Laughing at me but worrying about the people I help me, the feeling that the whole world has abandoned me and only one person guards me, makes me feel that I can have nothing in this life, and I must not lose him.”

"Later he dropped out of school because of me, we entered the entertainment industry, and he quit the entertainment industry because of me. He has experienced too many things. Every time I succeed, someone will share the joy with me, and when I fail, someone will comfort me. People say that Eve is One of Adam's ribs, and he is a rib to me, who can bear the pain of losing a rib? My heart is dead after he left, Lu Yan, you are a good boy, you are still so young, don't waste For a person like me, I hope you have someone worthy of your company for the rest of your life."

Lu Yan has been listening silently, listening to him talk about the past events that he doesn't know, he thinks that he is not a failure, he has no possibility of success at all, the little things from childhood to the present, and the ups and downs after entering the entertainment circle Fu, it is impossible for Lin Yiran to experience this for the second time. Now, he finally understands that he really cannot replace Li Mingrui's position in Lin Yiran's heart.

Although he thought so in his heart, he was still unwilling, "Lin Yiran, I didn't realize that you are quite infatuated. Since you are so infatuated, why did you provoke me in the first place? I was bullied and slapped ten times. What does it matter to you? You are so infatuated." Why are you sleeping with me?"

"sorry."

The sentence "I'm sorry" blocked all of Lu Yan's words of blame, and even Lu Yan felt that if she continued to speak, she would really become a ridiculous resentful woman.

Lu Yan stared at him, "I thought I would never give up on you in this life. I planned to stick with you to the end in this life, but after knowing that you cut your wrists, do you know how I feel? You would rather Don't stay with me even if you die, you are so ruthless, you have done this, what else can I do? I will tell you Lin Yiran now, I am going to get married, it is the decision I made just now, I am going to get married. "

Lin Yiran's expression remained unchanged, and he spit out two words: "Congratulations."

Lu Yan, who was originally like a hedgehog with ridicule and sarcasm, was deflated when he heard these two words, like a balloon that was inflated with flames being punctured. Tears involuntarily rolled down from the sockets of his eyes. He had thought about the possibility of Lin Yiran saying all kinds of words, but he didn't expect to hear only two words, no matter what the words were, they would not hurt him as deeply as these two words.

He raised his head and said: "Lin Yiran, I'll give you another chance. You only need to say a word or nod, and I can drop everything and go with you. If you quit the entertainment industry, I will quit. If you go abroad, I will go abroad with you. Lin Yiran , as long as you make a statement, I will tell you everything."

Lin Yiran looked at him lightly, with only a slight smile on his face.

Lu Yan waited for a long time, and finally understood what he meant. He was extremely desperate and angry at the same time. He really wanted to destroy the smiling face in front of him, so he punched his face hard, and the fist landed on the ground. When it was next to the face, it was finally reluctant to fall down.

He shouted: "Lin Yiran, you fucking bastard!" He stood up abruptly and rushed out of the room quickly.

Lin Yiran looked sourly and helplessly at Lu Yan's leaving figure. He actually wanted to get together with the other party peacefully, but it turned out like this. In fact, the messy things between them couldn't be sorted out. Now this result , is also very good.

He closed his eyes and rested with peace of mind, did he look away, maybe, when he knew that even death would not get A Rui.

The past two years have been like a dream, and it is time to end.