reborn star

After the film "Time Travel: Encounter Again" was finished, a press conference was held.

All the protagonists and supporting actors of the crew were present, including Li Mingrui. Li Mingrui had asked Director Zheng if he wanted to avoid the limelight, but Director Zheng meant that it would be better to show up if he was there to make their film more popular.

It is conceivable that if he appeared at this press conference, most of the reporter's energy would be devoted to him. As for the gay news, after several months of precipitation, the media no longer kept an eye on the behavior of the two of them as usual. It's just that some news about them is revealed from time to time. For example, the new film he is shooting is made by Xiao Yan, the "financial master", for his "little lover". For example, his new film is about homosexuality. When acting in an emotional scene with another leading actor, Lin Yiran, "fake the show and do it for real", for example, when Xiao Yan visited the set, he saw Li Mingrui and Lin Yiran "hooking up" and went crazy on the spot...

True and false news continued, and it was conceivable that the reporters at the press conference would ask him some questions.

But the actual situation was almost as expected. The host first introduced the theme of the film and released a few tidbits of the film, and then each actor gave a few words of reflection. When the reporter asked, most of the blame was thrown at Li Mingrui come over.

"It is said that the two of you are former lovers in the play, so what is the relationship between you and Lin Yiran outside the play?"

Li Mingrui smiled indifferently, turned his head to Lin Yiran and asked, "What's our relationship?"

Lin Yiran has already practiced coping with reporters for so many years, and now he said mysteriously to himself: "What's the relationship? It's a great relationship, you just think about it, can't you say you know, otherwise how can I hang around in Huatian , please save a meal."

Lin Yiran's joking words indirectly admitted the fact that Li Mingrui and Xiao Yan had a deep relationship, and directly turned the reporter's doubts into invisible.

The reporter pressed on step by step, "I have a question, why has Mr. Xiao Yan never confessed to you since you exposed your homosexuality, and never came forward to explain it to you? He is your boss, if he wants to help you with his background You will have a lot less negative news, in my opinion, he doesn’t recognize you because he will marry a wife and have children in the future, so he can’t give you a title, what do you think?”

There was a gasp in the arena, and the reporter's words could be said to be heartbreaking.

Basically, everyone is not optimistic about them. What everyone thinks is that Xiao Yan is rich and powerful and hired a male artist at will, but they didn't expect that the kiss in the car would be exposed by the media, and this male artist actually admitted it frankly. As for Xiao Yan Well, from the beginning to the end, he didn't show his face and didn't express his opinion. According to everyone's guess, Xiao Yan was just playing with Li Mingrui, and he still wanted to marry a wife and have children in the future.

Li Mingrui's expression remained calm, and he looked at the reporter, "married a wife and had children? Have you ever seen any woman he was close to? Not only women, but not even men, explain? We are already together, what you see is the truth , why explain?"

To the reporter's question again, Li Mingrui said: "Thank you for your attention to us, please don't ignore the theme of this press conference."

After that, I didn't accept any questions about the relationship, and the press conference finally continued around the film.

After the press conference, the group went to have a meal together as agreed. Among them were several main actors and small supporting actors who had a good relationship with the lead actor, as well as the director's assistant director and some staff members. After all, they had been filming together for several months. Movies, dinner to celebrate.

Li Mingrui had already informed Xiao Yan about the meal, and Xiao Yan asked at that time: "Can I bring my family?"

Li Mingrui squinted at him, "Of course, you are going, they will toast you respectfully one by one, and then they are nervous throughout the meal and don't know what to say, for fear of making Director Xiao unhappy."

Xiao Yan's thoughts were instantly extinguished, but he wanted Li Mingrui to bring his assistant, but his assistant happened to have something to do that day and had already asked for leave in advance, and he felt that it would be troublesome to bring other people who did not know the crew, so Xiao Yan had no choice but to He told Li Mingrui to send a message every half an hour. If he didn't receive the message in time, he would find someone immediately. He would not give anyone a chance to mess with Li Mingrui after drinking.

Their hotel was about half an hour's drive away from where they lived. Xiao Yan felt that if something happened, it would be too late, so he secretly sent two bodyguards to protect Li Mingrui. If Li Mingrui was not in danger, don't let him know of the existence of the bodyguards.

Xiao Yan remembered that Li Mingrui had the experience of being drunk and almost being taken advantage of, and he would not let this happen a second time.

When they arrived at the dinner table, everyone drank a round of wine before eating, and the atmosphere immediately became lively. The two extroverted crew members arranged a man and a woman to sit in the empty space, so that everyone would not be restrained, so Li Mingrui left and right Sitting there are two beautiful girls.

Li Mingrui knew that the food on this occasion was basically a decoration, so he hurriedly picked up the food when someone was picking it up, and he didn't move when no one was moving the chopsticks, so that when the food couldn't be moved, Li Mingrui was already full, and When the wine was hot, many topics that were not dared to mention were tentatively brought up, and Li Mingrui was the first to bear the brunt.

In fact, these people have been suffocated for several months. Li Mingrui doesn't talk much on weekdays, and he rarely talks to people if others don't take the initiative to talk to him. In addition to the habit of ignoring other people's attention, and because he is Xiao Yan's lover, many people dare not approach him casually. In the eyes of others, they have a cold impression of Li Mingrui, and feel that he is full of mystery , They were so curious about Li Mingrui and Xiao Yan that they dared not ask.

Emboldened by drinking, the cute supporting role girl on the left asked, "Brother Li, how did you meet Director Xiao?"

The others originally chatted and drank with each other, but when they heard the girl's question, they either stopped the topic and turned their heads, and those who continued to chat lowered their voices and looked straight at this side. Li Mingrui sighed. The media has not stopped for several months. He kept asking questions, and even the crew members were curious about his love affair, because his lover was a man, and that man was also the boss of Huatian Entertainment.

Li Mingrui thought for a while, he and Xiao Yan met after that accident, but he couldn't say it clearly, he just said: "We met by coincidence."

The girl was obviously dissatisfied with the answer, and asked again, "Then how did you catch Xiao Dong?"

"..." Why is it so certain that he is chasing Xiao Yan? Could it be that he is taking advantage of being with Xiao Yan?

Li Mingrui blushed, "He was interested in me, and I was interested in him, so we hit it off immediately."

The girl obviously had an expression of disbelief, and the girl on the right came closer again. This girl was dressed up heavily, and she was in her early twenties, but she looked quite stylish with a cigarette in her mouth. It was rumored by the crew that he came up to sleep with the assistant director Yes, Li Mingrui has never cared about these things. Things in the entertainment industry are like this. I have long been used to it. Just live well.

The girl stared at him meaningfully for a while, and then she leaned into his ear and said, "Hey, how does it feel for two men to be together?"

The girl deliberately lowered her voice so that no one could hear their conversation except the two of them, but the meaning of this question seemed to be very rich, Li Mingrui pretended not to understand, "Men and men, men and women, it's about the same! "

"Okay, let me tell you bluntly, can you and women do that well? If you don't understand me anymore, you will be more blunt!"

Li Mingrui was helpless, "The woman hasn't tried it, but I'm not interested either. Why do you ask this?"

"How can you know if you haven't tried it?" The girl winked at him, "Think about me, of course, I mean after you and Xiao Dong broke up, don't let him know that I pry the corner, or even I don't know how he died."

Li Mingrui smiled: "I won't break up with him."

The girl stared at him in amazement for a long time, and then said as if she was appointed: "Hey, you and Lin Yiran, neither of them took the bait, and you are two handsome guys in vain. My sisters know that I am filming with you and say I am lucky. If you tell the truth, it’s a joke to death.”

Li Mingrui smiled and said nothing.

Soon, someone led a group of people to go to the bar for a drink. After all, there was a big table in the middle of the dining table, which made it difficult for everyone to use their fists. Li Mingrui wanted to leave now, but found that none of the dozen or so people wanted to leave except him .

"Well, I'll go first..."

Director Zheng interrupted Li Mingrui before he finished speaking, "It's fate for us to be together for a few months. If there is nothing important, let's have a good time and then leave. If you can't, go to the bar and have a few drinks. How about going?"

After saying this, Li Mingrui was embarrassed to mention and leave.

They went to a bar very close to the hotel. It was only a few minutes away. Li Mingrui hardly left his mobile phone this night. He either held it to send messages, or put it on the table in front of him. Xiao Yan sent a message, "We're going to the bar."

It was like staying by the phone, and the message came back in less than half a minute, "Which hotel? Give me the address."

Li Mingrui got used to Xiao Yan's domineering way of controlling him all the time, so he cooperatively gave the hotel the name and address.

"Li Mingrui always plays with his mobile phone all night, and laughs all the time for no reason. Who is he chatting with so happily?" A tall, dark, thin boy gossips to the person next to him.

"Who else can he talk to at this time besides that one?"

Li Mingrui sent two or three messages to Xiao Yan every half an hour. In the eyes of others, they chatted on their mobile phones all night. What's more, even when they were not chatting, Li Mingrui kept his eyes on the mobile phone from time to time. Who cares? Come out and see that their teeth are sore.

"Fuck, it won't happen!"

"Hehe, you can't say that, that day when that person lost his temper so much, he could coax him away with just one word."

"..."

This Xiao Yan texted back again, "Drink less, call ahead and I'll pick you up when you're done, the journey will take half an hour."

"Okay." Li Mingrui put the phone in his pocket.

After coming to the bar, they would drink one by one as usual. Li Mingrui would not take the initiative to find someone to drink, but whenever someone came to toast, he drank it in a face-saving way. After a few glasses of wine, he saw Lin Yiran sitting in front of him. Li Mingrui smiled , Raise your glass and bump into him and then drink it down.

Lin Yiran was still sitting there, looking at him faintly, just when Li Mingrui was about to ask, Lin Yiran slowly opened his mouth, "It is a great honor to have the opportunity to film with you this time, to tell the truth, I am I have always regretted not being able to act in front of the camera with Ah Rui, you have fulfilled my wish, thank you."

Li Mingrui smiled politely: "It's my honor to be able to film with the actor, but he is him and I am me, we are different."

"I know, of course I know." Lin Yiran smiled bitterly and walked away.

Lin Yiran seemed to be in a good mood this evening, pouring down the wine as if it were water. The others finally had the opportunity to get in touch with the film king, hoping to make a good impression. Of course, they didn't stop him, but instead held him for a drink , the result is drinking more and more.

Li Mingrui started drinking again for a while, and he almost forgot that he was not a good drinker, so he slipped out under the pretense of answering the phone.

The phone rang and was answered, and a deep voice came from the receiver, "Honey, what's wrong?"

"It's okay, they were drinking very high, I escaped, the excuse is, hehe, take your call!"

"Honey, you drank too much, I'll pick you up." Xiao Yan said decisively.

"No need..." Li Mingrui felt that Xiao Yan wouldn't listen to him if he said that, so he just let him do it. He felt that he was quite clear-headed, but his movements were a little awkward, so he leaned against the wall and chatted with Xiao Yan.

They didn't specifically chat about a certain topic, they just chatted aimlessly, and Xiao Yan let him talk nonsense, and then Li Mingrui, who had no scruples, said directly, "You know, this same-sex When I saw the script, I thought it would be great if you were the one who acted with me. If we acted in an emotional drama, we would be acting in our true colors. We don’t need to pretend, but acting skills, you can’t do it. Although you are very good in other aspects, I should be better than acting, heh heh, you..."

"Wife."

"kindness?"

"I miss you." The voice was very low, but it couldn't hide the sincere emotion.

Li Mingrui thought for a while in confusion, why the topic suddenly turned here, wasn't he talking about drama, but he said along the way, "I miss you too."

A figure passed by, and that person nodded politely to him. Li Mingrui nodded slowly, and this tall and thin boy was also a member of the crew. When that person left, Li Mingrui thought belatedly. When Xiao Yan got up, he said that he would rush over, but now he should be on the way of driving, and hurriedly said: "You are driving, I won't tell you."

"Okay, see you later."

And the boy who walked into the bar from the outside and pretended to be calm sat down next to his friend, looked irritated, drank a glass of wine and said: "I'm a second, I was frightened, that Li Mingrui, who has been out for so long, look at him It seems to be answering the phone, I thought I was going to sneak away. Damn, I answered the phone for less than 2 minutes just now, and it took him at least 10 minutes. I just saw that I really called. I just passed by him. Guess what I heard, he said 'I miss you too', Tsao, it's too unbearable, don't you get tired of seeing it every day and sleeping every day? I need a glass of wine to calm my shock."

"Hehe, that's why Director Xiao has his eyes on Li Mingrui, not you."

The boy hummed resentfully.

In fact, many of them admire Li Mingrui, who is daring to act and dare to admit that he likes men. On the surface, the public love affairs in the entertainment industry are men and women, but behind the scenes, there are many people who like the same sex. They are all very handsome. There are many temptations around, and they are bolder and more unscrupulous than ordinary people, but no matter how bold and unscrupulous they are, no one dares to admit homosexuality, and they dare not take this risk.

But Li Mingrui dared, dared to face everyone's scorn and reviling for the so-called love, so Xiao Yan would love him!

That is love.In the outside rumors, Xiao Yan took care of Li Mingrui, and Li Mingrui hooked up with Xiao Yan... There are many unbearable rumors, but those who filmed with Li Mingrui know that Xiao Yan really loves Li Mingrui. Looking at Li Mingrui for several hours is not too tiring, his eyes are always full of admiration, everyone except Li Mingrui is just a display in Xiao Yan's eyes.

And when Li Mingrui and Xiao Yan talked, there was no flattery or flattery, just a faint and natural look, they would laugh when they were happy, and frown when they were angry. The relationship between the two of them was just like ordinary lovers.

They envied Li Mingrui, but they also knew that if they were the ones Xiao Yan liked, they would never be able to make an all-or-nothing decision like Li Mingrui.

The love they have is what they yearn for in the entertainment industry but will never get it.

When Li Mingrui entered the bar again, he saw that Lin Yiran was surrounded by a group of people, and he was standing precariously. His assistant Xiao Lizi had already rushed over to help him, but Lin Yiran was still drinking non-stop. Li Mingrui left past.

Xiao Lizi said to them with a bitter face: "Brother Lin drank too much, he has never drank so much before, I'd better take him back!"

Li Mingrui got a reason to leave the bar, and immediately said to Director Zheng: "Lin Yiran drank too much, and his assistant may not be able to support him alone, so I will take him back with me. I also drink a lot, let's go first .”

Director Zheng waved his hand, "Go ahead, let's continue."

Li Mingrui and Xiao Lizi helped Lin Yiran out of the bar together. Li Mingrui opened his eyes for the first time. Lin Yiran even drank like this. He couldn't even stand without help. They came to the bar Li Mingrui said after the door, "We had a drink in a nearby hotel before. When we came, neither he nor I drove the car. The car is still in the hotel. Did you come by car?"

"I came here by car." Xiao Lizi thought for a while and said, "Why don't you just send Brother Lin to the hotel, I don't worry about letting Brother Lin stay in the back seat by driving, but it's too far away from Brother Lin's house so I can't bother you You help send it there, let him go to the hotel to rest for a night!"

Li Mingrui agreed, Xiao Yan was already on his way here by car, of course he would not personally send Lin Yiran back.

After a lot of effort, the two of them finally sent Lin Yiran to the hotel and entered the room. Li Mingrui also opened a room for himself. It would take half an hour to drive home so late, so why not stay here with Xiao Yan tonight!

As soon as they entered the room, the two helped Lin Yiran onto the bed, and Xiao Lizi slapped his thigh and hurriedly said: "Look at my memory, I forgot to put the hangover medicine on the car, Brother Li, wait for me, I'll go down to get it, help me I'll take care of Brother Lin, soon." Said and ran away in a gust of wind.

……

Li Mingrui stood in front of the bed, looking coolly at Lin Yiran, who was delirious after being drunk, and the other party also opened his eyes to look at him, perhaps because of drinking too much wine, his eyes were full of water, his face was red, and his whole body They all have a fragile air.

Just as Li Mingrui was about to turn around and leave, someone grabbed his wrist, and a weak voice sounded: "Don't go... Ah Rui."

Li Mingrui was stunned, then sneered, he broke free from his hand and strode forward, and the people behind him hurriedly dragged him, but because of Li Mingrui's striding forward posture, his weak body was also brought towards him. Move forward, and then fall to the ground with a "plop".

After falling to the ground, he hugged Li Mingrui's leg as if he was holding a life-saving straw, "Don't go, please."

Li Mingrui raised his leg, but the people under his feet were not moved at all. There was a mocking smile on his face, "Lin Yiran, what are you doing? Your assistant will come up soon. If you are drunk, you will ask him to play crazy." Go, I can pretend that what happened tonight didn't happen."

"I was wrong." Lin Yiran spat out a choked apology.

Finally said, he was finally able to apologize to Ah Rui, too many days and nights he dreamed of Ah Rui lying in the bathtub covered in blood, too many times he woke up from regret and broke down crying, he really wanted to beg Ah Rui for forgiveness , begging to come back to him.

"I'm not the A Rui you mentioned." Li Mingrui said coldly.

"I was wrong, Ah Rui, I was really wrong." Lin Yiran kept murmuring.

A good-natured person such as Li Mingrui also had a hint of irritability in his heart, he said mercilessly: "Lin Yiran, look at what you look like now, aren't you very proud, aren't you high-spirited, you won three times in a row, you have so many obsessions Your fan, but a man died, as for you, look at your current appearance, you don't have the demeanor of a film king, Lin Yiran, let me loose."

"I'm sorry, Ah Rui, I was wrong, I was really wrong, please give me a chance."

Why did he do this? He was wrong. He was wrong. A Rui dropped out of school for him and quit the entertainment industry for him. A man who cared most about his studies and careers sacrificed on him, and his last love was trampled by him again and again. He is selfish, he broke his promise, he has spent a long time to reflect on and correct his mistakes, but it is fine to punish him for breaking up, or leave him to be with others, he will spend the rest of his life Ah Rui chased him back, but why was only one outburst a suicide?

The best memories of his life are those years of sharing joys and sorrows with Ah Rui. Although it was hard, his heart is full of happiness and peace of mind. If Ah Rui appears, he can leave the entertainment industry and leave this place for himself. They have become unfamiliar with themselves, and they want to fulfill many dreams that were outlined in their hearts when they were young. This time, he will hold Ah Rui's hand tightly...

Li Mingrui's face is cold, what is this?Apologize?Is it useful to apologize when everyone is dead?

The reason why he died in the previous life was certainly due to his own cowardice, but it was also inseparable from Lin Yiran's repeated betrayal of him. He didn't want to take revenge on this person, and he didn't want to waste the precious time of this life on this person. He has no boundaries.Since he betrayed him, it is Lin Yiran who should bear the guilt and uneasiness all his life, can he be relieved by apologizing as the dead person when he is drunk?It's a good idea, but he wants Lin Yiran to fail.

Li Mingrui squatted down slowly, facing Lin Yiran, they were so close to each other that they could feel each other's breath.

"I'll tell you right now, I'm not your ex-boyfriend Li Mingrui, I'm just his younger brother, and you want to apologize, but you're looking for the wrong person." Li Mingrui said slowly in an almost cruel tone, "Are you drunk? Then Let me tell you again, your ex-boyfriend Li Mingrui is dead, his death is inseparable from you, you feel very guilty, it’s a pity that you have found the wrong person to apologize, even if you have 1 sorry to say , even if you want to kneel down and kowtow, that person will not be able to forgive you, because he is already dead, understand?"

Lin Yiran's expression was a little dull.

Li Mingrui tilted his head and smiled, saying word by word: "His death is because of you, and he will not forgive you even after he dies."

Lin Yiran's complexion turned pale instantly, and his whole body trembled.

Li Mingrui felt a little joy in his heart, he felt that he had become a villain at this moment, but seeing Lin Yiran's sorrow to the extreme, he was extremely happy, as if he was reborn and now he was depressed. Apology, right? Lin Yiran did owe him "I'm sorry", but it doesn't mean that he has to accept and forgive him. Lin Yiran deserves to bear the apology his whole life.

Li Mingrui looked at Lin Yiran coldly for a while, and finally the joy in his heart turned into peace. He kicked away Lin Yiran who was hugging his leg. This time, he broke free from Lin Yiran's arm without much effort, and he strode towards the door. .

When Li Mingrui closed the door and left, he heard Lin Yiran crying bitterly.

When he walked to the elevator, he met Xiao Lizi. Xiao Lizi was a little surprised that he wasn't waiting in the room, but thinking about it, it's normal for a big man like Li Mingrui to be impatient with a drunk, so he smiled politely: "Brother Li, what do you want?" Shall I get you some sober medicine?"

Li Mingrui looked at Xiao Lizi's silly smile, and gradually combined him with the stupid but kind-hearted little assistant in his memory. He felt a little better, and touched his head like he was used to many years ago. : "No, you go and take care of him!"

Xiao Lizi froze in place. Li Mingrui had already missed him and entered the elevator. Then he took out his mobile phone. He didn’t notice two messages. He opened the message and it was Xiao Yan’s. You are interested, go home with your husband after drinking enough!" There was another message 5 minutes later, "Why don't you reply? Drink too much? If you don't reply, I will go in."

Li Mingrui hung up the phone directly to Xiao Yan, said that he had arrived at the hotel and informed the room number, and entered the reserved room.

He felt that he smelled badly of alcohol, so he took off his clothes one by one, went into the bathroom to take a shower, and only wore a towel around his waist when he came out.

He sat on the bed and wiped his hair with a towel, when he heard a knock on the door, he strode over and opened the door, and saw the man with a firm face, the man looked at him with tenderness in his eyes, His eyes fell on him and he was stunned for a moment, then he hurriedly entered the room and closed the door for fear that others would see his wife's appearance. After entering, he was about to teach the guy who opened the door without getting dressed when a burst of fragrance hit his neck. He was hugged vigorously, and his mouth was covered with warmth.

Xiao Yan was pleasantly surprised by his wife's rare enthusiasm, and threw himself into the passionate kiss in a hurry. The two kissed for two to three minutes. Xiao Yan just stepped back but realized that Li Mingrui did not let go, so he kissed for a while, and the other party still did not let go. Xiao Yan finally Sensing that something was wrong, he backed away suddenly and used his arms to distance each other, and asked, "Honey, what's wrong with you?"

Li Mingrui's mouth was red from the kiss, and his eyes were also red, "It's okay, I just miss you."

Lin Yiran didn't feel much at first, but when he saw Xiao Yan, he felt extremely at ease, and then a feeling of grievance surfaced. Outside, he could use a sharp shell to resist everything. In front of Xiao Yan, the most fragile and tender place It's all revealed.

Why didn't this person appear ten years ago, and they blamed him for the fact that they met so many years later! ! !However, ten years ago, this person was only thirteen or fourteen years old...he was discouraged again.

Xiao Yan pecked his mouth, and said with pity: "Did you drink too much, let's go to bed." He hugged him and gently put him on the bed.

It wasn't until Li Mingrui was put on the bed, under the ambiguous light of the bedside lamp, that Xiao Yan noticed that Li Mingrui's face was flushed, his eyes were blurred, and the exposed large area of ​​skin was radiant, and the other party didn't seem to know what he was doing at the moment. Tempting, looking at him innocently with his eyes open, Xiao Yan swallowed a few times at his Adam's apple, and his whole body became agitated.

Just when Xiao Yan was in a dilemma, the opponent's leg suddenly hooked his waist...

And when Xiao Yan's brain was stimulated to the point where only a sliver of rationality remained, Li Mingrui seemed to have made up his mind, closed his eyes, held the bath towel around his waist tremblingly, raised his hand, and the bath towel was torn away, revealing his naked body. Every place is exposed under Xiao Yan's fiery eyes.

After waiting for a few seconds and still seeing no movement, Li Mingrui gritted his teeth angrily: "I'm already like this, if you still... you can get out if you don't."

All rationality dissipated in an instant, and Xiao Yan rushed forward.

The room is hot.

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