a setting sun

After those relatively busy days, Xu Xin and Shen Sihan finally had time to take a vacation together. After they came to Shenzhen, they only visited a few places, because they were busy with work and were very tired after work. They didn't go out much, except for necessary shopping, both of them stayed in the rented house to rest.

We can finally take a vacation together, and the temperature has risen a lot, so we can go to some places we want to visit.Shenzhen is close to the sea, and the two of them have experienced the humid oceanic climate in Shenzhen on weekdays. They have not seen what the sea in Shenzhen is like.So after discussing it, I decided to go to the nearest coastal park for a picnic and feel the sea breeze and waves by the way.

Although the day I went was not a weekend, but because of the good weather, there were still a lot of tourists gathered in the park. In order to take some good-looking photos as souvenirs, Shen Sihan deliberately bought a pink Polaroid camera long in advance. I also took it to the park that day.The two laid out a picnic mat on the lawn and took out the food they had brought.A message came to Xu Xin's phone, she sat there looking down at the phone, and Shen Sihan who was beside her immediately smiled and picked up the camera hanging around her neck to take a snapshot for Xu Xin, and then the photo was pushed out by the camera, and the black gradually faded away. A profile of Xu Xin was revealed.

Xu Xin heard the click of the camera, looked up and saw Shen Sihan pinching the newly developed photo and pursing his lips.Then seeing her looking at him, he happily moved to Xu Xin's side, holding up a photo to show off to her.

"Look, my photography skills have improved, right? Snapshots, I can still make you look so handsome, thank you!"

Xu Xin took a look at the photo, raised his head and echoed in surprise: "It's a huge improvement, the shot is really good, I want to take a photo of this and post it on Moments to show off."

"Hey, let's shoot." Shen Sihan waved his hands and said loudly.

Although the weather was sunny, the picnic was just a formality because the sea breeze was strong when we got to the beach. The two of us simply ate two bites, fearing that the wind would blow our stomachs after a long time, so we packed up our things and went to the beach to take pictures.

The waves kept beating against the reef, and the fine and dense water droplets splashed up brought the strong wind directly to the shore. The wooden bridge paved on the shore was half wet. Shen Sihan and Xu Xin stood on the shore and took pictures. For a few simple seascapes, Shen Sihan encouraged Xu Xin to find a good location among the messy rocks, and she wanted to take pictures for Xu Xin.

Xu Xin jumped over step by step with his backpack on his back. Although the shape of the reef was strange, but fortunately there were many footholds. After Xu Xin found a place, he turned around and shouted at Shen Sihan: "Is this okay?" She likes to take pictures, but Shen Sihan likes to take pictures of her, so she can only obediently be a model and let Shen Sihan do his best.

Shen Sihan on the shore made an ok gesture and raised the camera to take two pictures like a professional photographer. Because he didn't bring much photo paper, the following photos were all taken with Shen Sihan's mobile phone. Xin didn't think he had any talent for being a model, so he could only follow Shen Sihan's instructions and change his movements unnaturally. Fortunately, Shen Sihan's skills were good, and the photos he took were quite successful. Later, Xu Xin asked for a few more. Zhang made his own phone wallpaper.From Xu Xin's point of view, of course she most wanted to use the group photo with Shen Sihan as her wallpaper.But it is inevitable that the phone will be seen by people around, even if she can not care, Shen Sihan will still care.

Speaking of which, the time when the two of them are together is indeed mostly happy now, but Shen Sihan still insists on her original opinion, and has never really put Xu Xin in the position of the person she loves.He also never told Xu Xin that he loved her, let alone promised her that he would not leave her.Although sometimes love and not love are just casual words without any practical meaning, and most of the vows to be together will usher in the end of being destroyed.Although Xu Xin didn't say anything, he still cared about it in his heart.Just like the sharp nails buried under the wooden plank, whether it will pierce someone does not depend on the length of time, but on the timing of the person sitting down.When you don't make a fuss, everyone can live in peace. Once this problem is involved, it will probably become an irreparable situation.

Of course, Xu Xin was very clear about this point, but she no longer took the initiative to bring it up.Anyway, this has become an established fact, and her words and actions can't change this, so she can't waste too much time on it.Her thinking now is to let nature take its course.

Although this incident is buried deep in his heart like an uncertain time bomb, the fuse may be ignited at any time, but Xu Xin can only choose to ignore it now.She just knew that it was only a matter of time before this incident broke out, but she could only hope in the bottom of her heart that it would not be today or tomorrow, and it was best to stay as far away from herself as possible.

Just like the reason why Shen Sihan never promised Xu Xin anything, it should be the same. He felt that in the dark, there will always be a day when the lines of fate of the two will cross and miss.It's just a hunch now, but one day the hunch will become reality...

The two took photos at the beach, and after blowing the sea breeze for a while, they decided to go to the next place.It is called Holland Flower Town. This season will sell all kinds of flowers and decorative dried flowers. There is also a small flower, bird and fish market. It is the place Shen Sihan chose. He plans to take Xu Xin to enjoy the flowers and take some photos by the way. Take a souvenir.

At that time, Xu Xin didn't have any special feelings, it was just one of the leisure trips for the two of them, but later when Xu Xin recalled some things at that time, he realized that, in fact, many later things happened since then. There are already some signs.

Just like in the flower town by the sea, the two of them seemed to be having a good time playing, but they hardly left a few photos of them together. Shen Sihan was busy taking pictures of the sea and flowers, and Xu Xin could only take advantage of the Shen Sihan didn't pay attention, and secretly took a few photos of her back when she was walking and squatting down to enjoy the flowers.

Shen Sihan doesn't like to take pictures of herself, rarely takes selfies, and hates others taking pictures of her, saying that she is not a beauty, so there is no need to take pictures every day.Xu Xin had no choice but to take a good picture of her quietly, and then hid herself as a souvenir.

Roses, lilies, carnations, roses, kapoks, hyacinths... All kinds of flowers are tied into bunches and arranged in beautiful shapes, colorful, and there are jars of succulents that look very cute at the corners, chubby like newborns Green as a baby.

Walking to the stalls of the flower, bird and fish market, there are cages of birds of various colors chirping, there are also bunnies of different breeds with outstanding coats, little turtles crowded one by one in the white water tank, and even some Various cartoon characters are drawn on the surface of the shell on the back.

Shen Sihan leaned closer and looked at them one by one, seeming to like them very much.So Xu Xin asked: "Why don't you buy a small animal and bring it back to us?"

Shen Sihan shook her head straight: "If you can't be responsible for their lives, then don't raise them. They are all lives, not toys."

Shen Sihan likes small animals on weekdays, and rescued several stray dogs from Beijing to Shenzhen.Knowing that these little lives are not easy, I don't have a good impression of buying and selling small animals.

"Then you don't want to buy flowers for you just now, so we just go home empty-handed?" Seeing that the flowers bloomed so beautifully, Xu Xin was moved to buy a bunch for Shen Sihan, who knew Shen Sihan He stopped her directly.

"It's too expensive, and we don't know how to take care of it. If you take it home, it may wither tomorrow, and it's a waste of money." It has to be said that Shen Sihan has always been serious about other things except for his determination to eat. It's an attitude of saving if you can. I don't want to throw away the work clothes until they are fluffed and buckled.The thread of the suit was torn, and if I couldn't sew it well, I rubbed Xu Xin and asked her to help.Obviously, the position is no longer an ordinary employee, but the outfit is more plain than the employee.Every time Xu Xin couldn't stand it anymore, he bought her a new shirt and suit according to her size, and threw away the old clothes without her consent, so she would obediently wear the new clothes to work.The leather shoes were worn out and the soles were broken. It had to catch up with the heavy rain and was soaked from top to bottom before I remembered and said pitifully to Xu Xin: "My shoes are broken."

Every time like this, Xu Xin was aching, and then took Shen Sihan to rush to the shoe store during the rest time, and asked Shen Sihan to pick out the shoes he liked, and pack two pairs for her to wear.The socks and underwear she usually wears are basically bought by Xu Xin. After living together for a long time, Xu Xin discovered that Shen Sihan is easy to support because she has no intention of spending money constantly.In other words, she has very few appeals to the outside world, and she doesn't have many other interests except eating delicious food, which makes her very satisfied. It can be said that anyone who is with Shen Sihan will have a very relaxed life , like having a baby who doesn't cry or fuss as long as it's fed.But because of this, no one can really walk into her heart.What she needs is so little that she is completely self-sufficient, and she has the ability to feed herself even if no one else is around, so she doesn't expect anything from others.Or maybe it was the shadow left by her childhood family environment in her heart. Even when she was looking forward to something, no one would satisfy her. Over time, she was completely disappointed in the so-called others.Only you will not betray yourself, only you can satisfy yourself.

So although Xu Xin felt sad for her emotional indifference, he didn't blame her at all.After all, she was only spending her life healing the teenagers.And Xu Xin also knew that she wouldn't fall in love with him just because he couldn't cure her.

But that didn't stop her from loving her all the time.