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The two of them spent their days slowly teasing and fighting with each other, but at that time their relationship was just a playmate who stayed together hahaha every day. The real opportunity for the two to become friends was It appeared during a cold war between Xu Xin and his girlfriend at the time.

Xu Xin belongs to the kind of precocious children, so he realized that he likes girls when he was very young.She liked the head teacher's daughter when she was in elementary school. She is a little girl with big eyes and white eyes. She is dressed up like a little princess by her mother every day. She is the most eye-catching one among a bunch of dolls. She smiles with crooked eyebrows. , There are dimples at the corners of the mouth.But at that time, Xu Xin was very arrogant. Although he liked him, he never showed it, and was always lukewarm. This caused the child's crush to end without a problem after graduating from primary school.

When I was in junior high school, I was sent a love letter by a girl in the same grade, which made Xu Xin understand that some feelings need to be expressed to let the other party know. If you keep waiting, maybe what is waiting for her will never end without a problem.But it is a pity that when she was in the second year of junior high school, one of her favorite girls transferred to another school because of family reasons. Although she also met many girls in school after that, they were all just talking and laughing, Xu Xin She never showed that she particularly liked anyone, kept the same distance from the girls around her, never let people walk with her arm, let alone hold her hand.

It was in high school that Xu Xin made his first girlfriend.She was the one who chased after her first. The little girl was Cheng Yunxin. She was in the same grade as her but in a different class. She was two years older than Xu Xin.When she was in primary school, Xu Xin entered school one year earlier, because she was smart enough, the head teacher left her behind.And Cheng Yunxin entered school late, and it was said that it was because of her birthday.

Of course, before confessing, Xu Xin didn't know that Cheng Yunxin was two years older than her.However, in Xu Xin's view, even gender is not an issue, let alone age.Besides, Cheng Yunxin has a slender body and is only 160 tall, with a neat ponytail. No matter where she looks, she can't tell that there is any age difference between her and Xu Xin.But it is undeniable that among the girls in the same grade, Cheng Yunxin looks much more mature and stable than other girls.

Especially compared with Shen Sihan, who always acted like a crazy woman at that time, the difference between the two is only one year, but it seems that there is a difference of a generation.

Therefore, although the relationship between Xu Xin and Shen Sihan became closer as they "fighted", Xu Xin never treated Shen Sihan as a girl, and the two of them only rose from being at the same table to being close to friends.

Until the day when the relationship with Cheng Yunxin fell into a cold war, Xu Xin felt that this relationship seemed to end after experiencing a short period of happiness. The whole person was completely enveloped by gloomy emotions, and he didn't laugh again for three days. Of course, Shen Sihan also had a few moments when he bumped into the muzzle of the gun without opening his eyes, but Xu Xin not only had emotions, but he didn't even have a reaction, which gradually made Shen Sihan understand something.

On the fourth day of evening self-study, Shen Sihan used to skip the evening self-study and go out to surf the Internet.But he didn't skip class that day, but sat quietly in his seat and read a book, even though he was reading a novel snatched from a boy in the back row.

Because the number of people participating in the evening self-study is less than one-third of the total number of the class, many people spread out and took other people's seats.Xu Xin was just lying on the table by the wall, her attitude of not wanting anyone to talk to her was very obvious, she didn't go out for dinner, and the old migraine headache that she had in junior high school started to attack again, which made her frown in pain, her body Uncomfortable and uncomfortable in his heart, although Xu Xin was lying there quietly, his emotions collapsed several times, and his eye sockets began to heat up and turn red uncontrollably.Xu Xin gritted his teeth, and tried hard to hold back the tears that were about to overflow his eyes. After repeated several times, he finally stopped crying, but his body trembled uncontrollably.

The short vibration prompt of "hum" made Xu Xin understand that there was a message from the mobile phone in his pocket.

Enduring the pain, she leaned on the table with one hand and lowered her head to take out her mobile phone to check.

But he didn't expect the information to come from Shen Sihan who was sitting across the table.This was the first short message exchange between the two after they added each other's phone numbers.For a long time, Shen Sihan has always given Xu Xin the feeling of a nervous and heartless little girl. At this time, Xu Xin really couldn't imagine what the message she sent to him would be, so he opened the text message directly. , read up.

"Xu Xin, you have to know that there are many beautiful things in the world, and although feelings are one of them, they are not the only ones. Seeing how unhappy you are these days, you can tell that you must have quarreled with someone you like. If you are really sad , you just say it, always holding back will only hurt yourself, if you want, I can be your audience, as your friend, seeing you like this, I don’t feel good, just say it if you need my help, okay?"

Xu Xin had held back the tears several times, but they quickly fell apart in just a few sentences, dripping uncontrollably on the phone screen.

She has been alone since she was a child. When she was very young, she had three or two playmates near her home, but her parents were afraid that Xu Xin would follow those naughty kids, so they often locked her at home and asked her to read and learn characters. So her childhood memories rarely have free and happy times.She didn't know how to make friends. Later, she got used to living alone, and she didn't have any special feelings. It was just that after being wronged by her parents or relatives, she had nowhere to complain and no place to vent, which made her become More and more reticent.When you are especially sad, you must find a place where there is no one to cry silently, and you dare not even make a cry.

When no one cared about her, she once thought that she was strong enough so she didn't care.However, when he heard the genuine concern from others at this time, Xu Xin realized that he was not being strong at all, but trying to be brave.

And now, suddenly, she didn't want to pretend that she was strong anymore.In front of this girl who was always fighting with him, Xu Xin, for the first and only time, completely took off his mask, and also let go of his defensive thoughts.

She wiped away the tears on the screen with her fingers, and pressed the keyboard, "I... have a headache, it hurts." Although she didn't say anything to complain, Xu Xin did show weakness in front of Shen Sihan.

No matter what happened in the past, she would only answer: "Fortunately, I'm fine." Xu Xin, for the first time, began to tell others about her pain.Because she subconsciously felt that Shen Sihan's concern was very real and solemn, so she opened up her defenses like this.

Facts have proved that Xu Xin's feeling is correct.

Not 2 minutes after the message was sent, Xu Xin felt a gust of wind rushing towards him, which startled Xu Xin.

Of course, don't think about it, the person who brought this gust of wind is Shen Sihan.

Shen Sihan sat down next to Xu Xin, directly pulled Xu Xin over, and pushed her head down on his lap without any explanation.

"Is it here?" Shen Sihan lowered his head to confirm with Xu Xin as Shen Sihan put his warm little hand on Xu Xin's head and pressed it lightly.

Although Xu Xin already had a girlfriend at that time, it was the first time he had experienced such a thing lying on a girl's lap. He could still smell the faint smell of washing powder on Shen Sihan's school uniform in his nose. There was also a warm and soft feeling from the contact point, which made Xu Xin blush unknowingly.

"Really?" Seeing that Xu Xin didn't answer, Shen Sihan asked again, and at the same time, the strength in his hands increased a little.

"...Hmm." Xu Xin replied in a muffled voice for a long while.She wouldn't tell Shen Sihan that she was actually feeling Shen Sihan's soft hands at that time, even ignoring the severe headache just now.

Miraculously, Shen Sihan's hands seemed to have some kind of magical power, and he massaged Xu Xin's head for more than ten minutes. Gradually, Xu Xin no longer felt headaches, but she enjoyed Shen Sihan's hands very much. The feeling of kneading on the head did not take the initiative to stop.

Shen Sihan didn't stop until Shen Sihan's hands were sore, but still worriedly lowered his head and asked Xu Xin: "How is it? Are you feeling better?"

Unexpectedly, looking down at Xu Xin, he realized that the old man had fallen asleep with a steady breathing and a peaceful expression.

However, Shen Sihan, who was always fond of pranks, did not wake up Xu Xin angrily this time, but let her fall asleep like this, raised his hands and put his arms on the table, and fell asleep on the table himself.

Soon, the two-hour evening self-study time was over, and the piano music of "Going Home" sounded in the corridor, and the sound woke up Xu Xin who was on Shen Sihan's lap. I was dreaming, and then I realized in the next second that I fell asleep with my pillow on Shen Sihan's lap!

shame!What a shame, Xu Xin!I'm ashamed to throw it at my grandma's house!

Xu Xinteng sat up suddenly, his face was flushed, and when she moved, the sleeping Shen Sihan woke up rubbing his eyes.

"Hmm... Ha, school is over?" Yawning, Shen Sihan asked sleepily.

"Mm...hmm." Xu Xin lowered his head, afraid that Shen Sihan would notice that he was blushing and replied in a muffled voice.

"Then let's go home." Shen Sihan's so-called home is actually going back to the dormitory. Most of the children in their high school are boarding students. The only difference is that Shen Sihan lives in a boarding apartment outside the school, while Xu Xin They live in dormitories on campus.

Shen Sihan who was talking about going home got up and was about to leave, but he didn't expect to fall back to his seat before he could stand up.

"Hey, ouch." Shen Sihan called out.

"What's the matter?" Xu Xin worriedly grabbed Shen Sihan's arm and asked.At this moment, the worry about Shen Sihan has completely overwhelmed the shyness that he just felt ashamed of.

"My mother's legs are numb." Shen Sihan stared helplessly at Xu Dao, the culprit.