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Xu Xin, who had received his graduation certificate step by step from the university, actually felt completely clueless about his future when he left the school.

Before graduation, there was an internship period, plus working during the holidays. At this time, Xu Xin had actually been working for more than a year, but even after working for so long, she still didn’t know what kind of job she was suitable for, but she did. I don't want to do it anymore.And because my hometown is a small town, there are not many decent jobs for young people of her age to do.So Xu Xin, who graduated from the provincial capital and returned home, has become what outsiders call an old gnawing family. He helps his parents with some housework at home, and in his spare time, he holds the computer and continues to be confused about various recruitment websites.

Of course, Xu Xin's family situation is not good enough to allow her to stay at home so unscrupulously, but no matter how upset Xu Xin is, he still can't make up his mind about what to do. There are many things that I absolutely don't want to do. As for what I want to do, my mind is always blank.

I remember writing essays when I was young, and the teacher asked me to write about my dreams when I grew up. Xu Xin wrote about wanting to be a wandering singer or a wandering writer.Indeed, Xu Xin can be said to be slightly talented in literature and art, but his family is not the kind of existence that can spend a lot of money to cultivate himself. Moreover, although Xu Xin was occasionally romantic in thought when he was young, But the environment in which she lives forces her to be more realistic than anyone else all the time.

Therefore, Xu Xin, who has grown up to the present, has long since given up those unrealistic ideas, and how to make money to support himself is the real business.Moreover, Xu Xin vaguely felt that the peaceful days brought by the thousands of deposits he brought home and handed in were coming to an end, and if he didn't go out to work, he might be kicked out by his parents.

At this critical moment, Xu Xin's old deskmate and Tiezi Shen Sihan called for help.It was also this phone call that made Xu Xin leave home for Beijing without hesitation as if he had grasped a life-saving straw.

In fact, Xu Xin's creed in life is to muddle along, as for the ups and downs in life, it is all about not welcoming the future and not looking into the past.It means enjoying the moment.

Therefore, although he explained to his parents that he was going to Beijing, his mind was still blank.But when her mother worriedly suggested that "it's not safe to go to such a far place, it's better to stay at home and help with the family's business", her idea became extremely firm, she must go, and leave this slow-growing and lifeless place. city ​​of.

Although she also knew that going out must suffer hardships, but it was much better than letting her soul rot slowly in this small town.

In fact, Shen Sihan has already called Shen Sihan more than once. Before, because Xu Xin's school had mandatory requirements for the internship location, she couldn't promise Shen Sihan anything.Until this time, Xu Xin felt that everything seemed to be just right, and Shen Sihan didn't just simply ask her to meet there, but also wanted Xu Xin to help share the rent.

The reason why Xu Xin became friends with Shen Sihan was also because of her, she was always straightforward when speaking, and although she was smart, she never used those crooked minds that hurt others.To put it simply, it is smart, kind, straightforward and cheerful.

Although Xu Xin and Xu Xin are completely different types of people, because the two of them get along with each other deeply, they have talked about everything since they first met in the second year of high school. Also like this.That's why the relationship between the two is so deep. Sometimes Xu Xin felt that if she was asked to describe the relationship between her girlfriend and Shen Sihan and her, then the girlfriend could make her dive into the water to save her life. Shen Sihan is the one who can let himself give her all his property.

Some people may think that life can be saved, so it should be regarded as the most important thing.In fact, it is not the case. To Xu Xin, money is more precious than her life.

Because her life experience has taught her profoundly what it means to be unable to move an inch without money.

It can be seen from this that Shen Sihan's position in Xu Xin's heart is very high, and he is irreplaceable.Because apart from Shen Sihan, she has no other close friends.

Whether it's elementary school, middle school, high school, or university, Xu Xin is always a marginal figure in that kind of group.In fact, it stands to reason that with Xu Xin's image, temperament and expertise, she should be able to exist as the central figure of the group.But she is special, special and special.She doesn't like to be noticed. Although she is more maverick than ordinary little girls in her usual clothes, and because she always wears short hair, she is always mistaken for a boy when she goes to the bathroom, but that's just Because it would be more comfortable for her to wear.In the era when schools uniformly wore school uniforms, her school uniforms were also oversized.

What she dislikes the most is being troubled by others, she doesn't want to help others, and she doesn't want others to help herself.Do what you can do, give up what you can't do, there is no hesitation.So when it comes to crowds and excitement, she always hides whenever she can.

For Xu Xin, Shen Sihan is probably a different kind of existence.

In fact, there are also quite a few female students who want to get close to Xu Xin with a curious attitude, and want to know what kind of girl Xu Xin is.But Xu Xin didn't like them at all. She was always a spectator outside the small circle of girls, and never got involved in all kinds of grievances and grievances among girls.Therefore, in the eyes of many people, Xu Xin is lonely and different.

But Xu Xin doesn't care what those people think or say behind their backs.She just cares about being comfortable with herself.

However, Shen Sihan is even more different than Xu Xin. After the placement test in the second grade of high school, the two who had no relationship in the first year of high school were drawn together by fate, and became acquaintances at the same table.

That's right, the two once "fighted" so hard that they became problem children in the class and were watched by the whole class.

This contradiction originated from the fact that Shen Sihan was crazy about himself at that time, and he was very keen on molesting the usually taciturn male students in the class in his spare time, and every time he forced those boys to do something to her, but she did it back. Also merciless.

However, every time after being "repaired" by a boy, Shen Sihan, who is persistent, still does not change her heart, chasing after him and calling him "son".

Because at that time, Shen Sihan's appearance among girls was average plus average with a few small freckles on her face, so boys would not show mercy when they fought with her.The strange thing is that there will inevitably be times of tantrums during the fight, but those boys and Shen Sihan don't hold grudges against each other, instead they fight like buddies.I can often see her sitting with a few boys discussing which girl in which class is really juicy, which restaurant outside the school has better snacks, and which KTV on which street is more suitable for student party consumption.

Logically speaking, Xu Xin and her are like the north and south poles of the earth, not only are they different, even if Xu Xin likes girls, he will definitely not like a girl like Shen Sihan.Even if they were left alone on a deserted island, Xu Xin could swear that he would never fall in love with Shen Sihan.

Especially the sophomore in high school where the two of them were fighting.

What is the reason...

Xu Xin, who was sitting on the train wearing earphones and looking out the window, completely forgot the trigger of the "messy fight" between the two of them.But maybe because at that time Xu Xin didn't like girls who liked to hang out with boys, so the initial impression of Shen Sihan was not good.

So, when Shen Sihan got into trouble with her that day, Xu Xin exploded immediately.Although she didn't hit Shen Sihan directly, but in terms of a joke, she hit her hard. She pushed Shen Sihan directly under the table and let her head be crushed in Xu Xin's hands for a few minutes. When Xu Xin let go of her hand, she finally climbed up from under the table with messy hair, flushed face like a crazy woman.

"Xu Xin!!! You... As for you!! Damn, my hair is messed up, just wait oh wait!! Damn, I'm combing..." What is commendable is that no matter how serious the consequences are when there is a quarrel , Shen Sihan didn't really turn his back on Xu Xin.

Later, when Xu Xin asked why she didn't turn her face, Shen Sihan bit the pancake fruit in his hand and said vaguely: "If it wasn't for your good looks, I would beat you eight hundred times a day!" The degree of bravado.After all, in the countless fights with Xu Xin, she never won.

At that time, Shen Sihan had just reached 158cm, while Xu Xin was already 162cm. Although she was not particularly tall among girls, fortunately, she was catching up with puberty, and the baby fat that Xu Xin had on when he was younger has completely disappeared. Now, he began to look like a vigorous teenager. Compared with Shen Sihan, the height of less than 160 is already considered petite among the generally thin and tall sophomores in high school. It looks fleshy.

This caused Xu Xin to always like to pinch Shen Sihan's two small wrists with one hand when he got into trouble with her later, while the other hand kept rubbing Shen Sihan's little face like a small animal. .

Although most of the time it was Shen Sihan who played tricks, unconsciously, Xu Xin, who had a rather gloomy personality and usually unsmiling, was brought into a lot of cheerfulness by her, and even later, in the geography teacher's class, the two became friends In front of the teacher, you can also "beat" me back and forth without changing my face.

The geography teacher is an old man, and he would yell hoarsely at times like this: "If you two fight again, get the hell out of here!!"

And at this time, Xu Xin's face has been thickened by Shen Sihan, I don't know how many times.

He even pulled through his exercise book without any panic, picked up a pen and replied solemnly: "Stop typing, teacher, tell me, I haven't finished the answer just now."

"Well, teacher, that answer is not finished yet." Shen Sihan frowned righteously and urged the teacher, looking like a good student.

The geography teacher was about to explode in anger from these two bastards.