Unobtainable tenderness

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Spring is the season of revival of all things. Unexpectedly, the cold that troubled Takahashi all winter came back again.

And his cheating wife was waiting for him at the door of the picture club that Takahashi found temporarily at noon one day.

"Sure enough, you still look like you're dying!" His wife looked very fashionable, and Takahashi bent his back, "Why did you do this, Miko?"

Miko said, "I thought being a designer was a profession that could make a lot of money and show off. I didn't expect there to be people like you who can't make any money at all!"

"But you are not a woman who is keen on money?"

"Who said I'm not keen on money, everyone in the world needs money, even a beggar once had money!"

"A beggar?" Takahashi smiled wryly, "I have nothing now, am I the same as a beggar?"

Meizi knew that he lost his job. Although she didn't deliberately pick time at this juncture, her incident did aggravate the consequences. She persuaded, "You have lived for more than thirty years anyway, and you can still work, can't you?"

After she finished speaking, she sighed, "I don't want to be like this either, Takahashi-kun, I was introduced to you by my parents. To be honest, I still have my ex-boyfriend in my heart, but I haven't thought about him since we were together. Recently, I always think of him, Takahashi-kun, maybe you are a very good person, good enough to make me forget the person I like in my heart, but you are not suitable for me, after all, it will bring me to the person in my heart go."

After Takahashi finished listening, he got up silently and left.

Takahashi pushed open the door, the room was very cold.

He thought that he had a big fight with the boy a few days ago, he was so young, and he just said he likes him casually? !

Didn't he hit him then? !

He rubbed his temple that was so painful that he suddenly found a massager behind his buttocks. He picked it up and saw that Yifan bought it for him.

After throwing it away, he went to take a shower and found that Yifan's toiletries were still there. He threw them away, and finally found that Yifan bought a lot of wine, wine, rice wine, and sake.

What did he buy so much wine for?Are you an alcoholic yourself?

So annoying!Why is Yifanjun everywhere?Why is this person so haunted?Sure enough, he shouldn't be softhearted and let him stay!It's really too troublesome!

When Gao Qiao came home from get off work, he saw Yifan squatting on the ground at the door, like a poor puppy.

His eyes were red, "Senior?"

Takahashi pushed him away, "I'm sorry Yifan-jun, I can't respond to you for the wrong feelings you gave. For the sake of unnecessary trouble, we will just treat ourselves as classmates who have known each other from now on."

Yifan seemed very sad, "But there is a big space in my heart."

Takahashi looked into the boy's eyes, "Yifan, maybe you just..."

"Well?!"

Takahashi pushed Yifan away violently, "Enough!"

Yifan slowly slid and sat on the ground, after Gao Qiao calmed down, "I just took it for granted, you can go."

Takahashi hasn't slept well in the past few days, and the boss of the store reminded him repeatedly that he put the wrong size of paper.

"Is Takahashi-san sick? Why are you always absent-minded?" The boss is very nice, "If you feel unwell, go home and rest.

That's all for the day's work. "

Takahashi went to the pharmacy to buy medicine again, and the problem of procrastination has been cured for so long?

He heard exaggerated cheers from a girl in the distance, and when he looked up, it turned out that a few boys were surprising the girl.

What a carefree young man who is hard to get back!

When he turned his head, he seemed to see a figure, and he immediately chased after him. The figure passed by, and he chased into an alley.

"Enough! Come out!" Takahashi couldn't figure out why such a good Yifan Jun was so obsessed with a poor ghost like himself who had nothing.

The young couple who were secretly making out in the corner came out with red faces, and ran away when they saw Takahashi.

Takahashi froze in place, what is it really? !

Takahashi's illness has become serious these days, and he always heard the sound of water in the kitchen. He came out with his clothes on, "Hey! Yifan, can you keep your voice down?"

Suddenly, he saw that the kitchen was empty.

He frantically scratched his hair, feeling that the disease would never get better!

He was walking on the road and saw a boy wearing a hat, whose back was very similar to Yifan.

He stood there looking at it for a long time.

Meizi came to collect the old things, Takahashi was sitting on the sofa drawing pictures, and knocked down the hanger by himself, Takahashi hurriedly helped it up, Meizi came over and said, "I bought this hanger, didn't you buy it?"

Takahashi didn't speak, and continued to draw pictures. Miko sat beside him, "Don't you say that designers are the most enthusiastic and unrestrained? Why aren't you?"

Takahashi said, "I'm not."

Miko smiled, "I know you're not."

Miko directed the movers, and the man persuaded Takahashi to look away after watching this situation too much, "Look, she is such a beautiful woman, look at yourself in the mirror again, do you understand?"

Takahashi looked at Miko. When they first met, they were very simple and innocent. He gave Miko all his salary, and Miko took care of the family in an orderly manner. This was their tacit understanding.

Later, Meizi was not satisfied with waiting for Takahashi to go home every day, and began to look for a job to give herself something to do. She found a job and found someone else.

Takahashi had a fever again, dreaming all night, his back was wet and dry.

The whole person was groggy, got up after dawn and called the boss to ask for leave, then drank a glass of water and continued to sleep.

It seems that someone is knocking on the door, who would disturb so annoyingly at this time?Is it the boss?Didn't you ask for leave?Come to see yourself because you are worried?The boss is so kind?

Gao Qiao, who hid in bed and thought for a long time, finally managed to get up.

"Why are you?" Takahashi didn't expect that when he saw Yifan Jun again, he would be pleasantly surprised?

And Yifan was also a little tired, he put the medicines on the tea table one by one, went to the kitchen to boil water, finally looked at Gao Qiao, pointed to his forehead with his finger, "If you burn your head, remember to go to the hospital."

After finishing speaking, he was about to leave, but Takahashi unconsciously called him to stop.

Yifan turned his head and saw the upset Takahashi, turned around, closed the door and left.

Takahashi stood where he was, and just left?

The cat downstairs was waiting for him, Takahashi put the food by his feet, and looked around unconsciously.

Suddenly a car appeared in his sight, how could there be such a high-end car in such a civilian area?

Perhaps to pick up a professional girl?Takahashi went into the street corner to buy hot milk, and when he came out, he saw that the car had already left.

One day, two days, five days, ten days...

Takahashi's illness is much better, except for the occasional sneezing, the boss said that it is easy to catch a cold in this weather, so you should pay more attention to your body!

Takahashi replied yes, looking back out of the window, there was another boy who looked like Yifanjun smiling downstairs.

He remembered that at that time, he was very introverted but was known by many people because of his good personality. Among his friends, some were good at drinking and some were good at singing. Whenever he drinks, he sings a song.

Takahashi concedes defeat, sees Yifan being vomited, and goes to help him, the elementary school boy keeps thanking him with a ruddy face.

It turns out that he is so good at drinking?

Takahashi went back to school. There was a basketball game in the school, and many former basketball seniors would come back. Takahashi vaguely remembered that Yifan had played.

He didn't tell anyone, he stopped and walked based on memory, suddenly there was a guitar sound in the distance, he walked over and saw the handsome boy and the nympho girl.

Among the crowd, he looked up, and there was a large piece of colored paper tape falling from the window. Someone upstairs recognized him, "Ah! Takahashi-kun? Takahashi-kun? It's Takahashi-kun!"

Yifan followed suit and looked down. Gaoqiao was standing outside the crowd, his thin body wearing an apricot windbreaker like a maple leaf.

Gao Qiao went upstairs step by step. He didn't look back, but he knew that someone's eyes followed him all the time.

Hmph, are you still paying attention to me so much?

Takahashi skipped Yifan to say hello to the others, but Yifan didn't step forward, just stood outside silently looking at Takahashi and smiling.

When Gao Qiao came to his senses, Yifan was gone, so he hurried to look for it, and his friend came to ask, "Who is Mr. Gao Qiao looking for?"

Takahashi shook his head, "No, I'll just take a look."

A friend invited him over for a drink. Looking at the room full of old friends, Takahashi couldn't arouse the slightest interest. After drinking a few cups, he excused himself to go to work and left.

He saw the car again, but it was too dark to be sure if it was the one that was often parked downstairs from his house.

Just when he was unconscious, a voice came from above his head, "Is the senior drunk again?"

Takahashi was a little drunk at first, but suddenly became sober after hearing the voice, and then became drunk again.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Yifan raised his arms and put him in his arms, "Senior, let me take you home."

Takahashi didn't dare to speak, he didn't know how to speak.

Yifan hugged it first, but he carried it when he found it too difficult. He asked Takahashi, "Have you recovered from your illness, senior?"

"much better."

"Did you take medicine?"

"have eaten."

"Are you divorced?"

"Ah."

"Have you found a job?"

"I found it for now."

"Then, senior's life has become better, and I'm going back to China."

Takahashi opened his eyes, and there were stars in his clear eyes, "You want to go back to China?"

Yifan nodded, "Well, I came out with the company, and I've been here for a long time, so I won't be able to go back if I don't."

Takahashi asked, "Aren't you in Japan?"

Yifan paused and said, "I want to be in Japan, but Japan has no place to take me in."

Takahashi said, "I didn't lose your things."

Yifan didn't speak for a long time, Takahashi's heart was pounding, and the legs hanging on his body were dangling nervously, "I, I mean, I didn't have time..."

Yifan hugged him tightly, "Senior, I like you."

Takahashi unbuttoned the scarf, it was too hot, too hot!

Yifan came in after her, and she saw the wedding photo his wife left for Takahashi as a commemoration. Takahashi watched him stare at him for a long time, and quickly took it down, "That's Miko!"

Yifan didn't say anything, and turned on the light with ease to make sober tea for Gaoqiao. Looking at the boy's busy figure, Gaoqiao felt that he shouldn't suppress everything in his heart.

Takahashi rushed over to hug Yifan, who froze, "Xue, senior?"

"Yifanjun."

"what?"

"very nice."