Unobtainable tenderness

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Yifan swiped back and forth on his phone, and finally turned off the phone impatiently, took the medicine handed by the clerk, "Thank you."

He looked at the instructions on the medicine box carefully, and found a figure in the corner of his eyes. He followed him and found that it was Takahashi who was wearing a towel and feeding the stray cats.

"If the senior is sick, don't infect the cat." He knelt down and handed a piece of paper to Takahashi who was about to sneeze.

Takahashi laughed twice, "I like cats, but unfortunately, she doesn't."

Yifan picked up the cat, "I like it, senior."

Takahashi looked at the boy who was as docile as a cat, and suddenly said seriously, "Yifan-jun, is what you said before true?"

Yifan nodded, "Of course, I really believe what I've said."

As soon as he finished speaking, his whole body was pulled into a warm embrace. He unconsciously encircled the man's body, which was hot and soft with the temperature of a senior.

"The hug from the school before, I will give it back to you."

Takahashi didn't expect that someone would think about it for so long because of a small prank. When he was sick, his girlfriend gave him a box of medicine and said he gave it to him. As a result, he had diarrhea all day and missed the reward. .

Yifan said, "Actually, I just had indigestion, but when I heard that it was the medicine you gave me, I took it without thinking. Who knows, I stayed in the toilet until night before I came out. From now on, I will always read the instructions when taking medicine."

Takahashi apologized to him, and Yifan shook his head, "It doesn't matter, the senior didn't do this, what's more, without that, the senior and I wouldn't see each other again today."

Takahashi didn't understand, "Why do you want my hug?"

Yifan smiled, but did not speak.

The hug was returned, but Yifan still didn't leave Gaoqiao's house. Gaoqiao looked at the washed suit, the dried floor, and the flowers that Yifan just bought in the morning hung on the door.

Takahashi looked at the boy who was folding clothes on the sofa, "Yifan-jun, I really appreciate you, if I have something you need here, you can ask for it, and I will try my best to make it for you."

Yifan raised his head, the loose T-shirt looked boyish, "The senior's smile and chocolate lotus paste are enough."

Takahashi heard the second half of the sentence, "Do you want to be this sweet?"

Yifan smiled and said, "It must be this sweet."

Takahashi didn't know why this seemingly harmless junior had to stay at home. Once asked, he would twist his tongue endlessly. He always refused to answer directly, and he was doing housework and telling him jokes, and occasionally I also went to walk the cat with him.

Takahashi felt that the junior probably ran away from home and was too embarrassed to say that she would not come back anyway, so let him live there.

"This towel is old, let's go to the street and buy you a new one later." Gao Qiao said, looking at his old towel hanging on Yifan's shoulder.

Yifan was taken aback for a moment, then laughed unscrupulously and cautiously.

On the balcony, Yifan was hanging clothes, hanging his own clothes and Takahashi's crosswise, one by one.

Under the desk lamp, Takahashi was drawing a picture. He was a designer, but unfortunately his talent did not keep him employed. Yifan was writing, glancing at him from time to time.

One glance at Takahashi, under the dim light, Yifan felt that his heart was going to Takahashi.

In the early morning, the breeze blows over Yifan, he opened his eyes and saw Takahashi cooking noodles in the kitchen, he turned his head to greet Yifan, and Yifan hurriedly hid in the bathroom, and a second later, Yifan was overjoyed.

Takahashi's illness recovered before the end of winter, and the two decided to go out for a night of drinking.

In the end, Takahashi passed out drunk, yelling loudly, and Yifan dragged his senior home step by step.

"Why? Why did he make a mistake and blame me! Why did that man rob my wife! What qualifications does he have? The ring I bought! The wedding dress I lifted! My wife!"

"What a bastard at this time! He washed everything away! Like a flood, a working wife, and my dignity! My dignity!"

"Why me! Did I do something wrong? When did I do something wrong? I didn't feel sorry for others, why should I bear the responsibility of being sorry for others!"

Yifan heard Takahashi's furious scolding, his heart was cold, he rushed forward to hug Takahashi, Takahashi struggled to break free, and the two hugged and hit each other on the road.

After some struggles, Takahashi was quiet. He nestled in Yifan's arms and cried out helplessly. You are so sad anymore."

Takahashi at night was peaceful and beautiful. Yifan squatted beside the bed and stroked his hair softly and gently, his eyes were tender like water, "Senior, I want to try harder."

After waking up from a hangover, Takahashi didn't even have a headache. He knew it when he saw the bowl on the table.

He looked at Yifan who was frying eggs, didn't he expect such a virtuous boy?

Yifan turned his head when he heard the voice, "Senior."

Takahashi nodded, "I drank too much last night."

"Yes, the senior said a lot."

"What did you say?"

"A lot, what kind of wife's work, let's talk about all the unhappy things."

Takahashi turned his head helplessly and smiled bitterly, "Ah? It's okay, you already know most of the things anyway."

Yifan asked, "Then when will you go for a divorce?"

Takahashi was reminded by this question and found out that since he was "caught in bed" by him, his wife had no news, so what about the divorce?

"I, I'll go find her."

"What if she disagrees?"

"She's already with someone else, why don't she agree?"

"What if she finds out that the senior is actually a very good person, and she doesn't want to leave the senior?"

"It's impossible for me to be with her, after all, she has betrayed me."

"Seniors hate people who betray."

"Yes."

"I am a person who will not betray, senior."

When Takahashi went to find his cheating wife, Yifan received a phone call, and he frowned and listened to it from the beginning to the end. The person on the phone was very angry, and the angry voice could be clearly discerned from the receiver.

When Takahashi came home, he was startled by the darkness of the room. He thought Yifan was at home.

Just as he was about to turn on the light, there was a flickering light in the room, like a starry sky. Takahashi suddenly laughed, "Whose birthday is today? Yours or mine?"

Wearing a funny three-cornered hat, Yifan said, "Mr. Takahashi, you forgot that besides rewards, there is also a dance at the charity fraternity."

Takahashi indeed forgot, because his girlfriend directly pulled him away from the auditorium.

"So, let's fill it up now."

In the flickering lights, Takahashi looked at the boy's beautiful and innocent face. He seemed to recall that when he was in school, someone said that he was very popular and was liked by several foreign boys, so his girlfriend got angry with him several times.

He didn't know where the rumors came from, he looked at Yifan who was hugging his neck and asked, "I remember there were five or six of you who came to study together, one of them was tall and thin, right? how is he?"

Guang moved along with Yifan, "He, so the senior still remembers him." He put down his arms around Takahashi, "He is still in Japan, seems to be working in the railway bureau, and I heard that he is married."

Takahashi asked, "I remember you are almost 30 years old, how about the child?"

Yifan's head seemed to be even lower, "People like me have bad luck, so no one wants to marry me."

Takahashi was surprised, "How come? You are such a nice person?"

Yifan smiled wryly, "Really?"

Takahashi said, "Yifan Jun is a very good person. I think a gentle and considerate person like Yifan Jun should have a happy family."

Seeing that Yifan just laughed, Takahashi asked further, "What kind of girl do you like? Well-behaved and sensible, or cute and intelligent? Or intellectual and elegant, or wild and hot?"

Yifan walked to the sofa far away from Takahashi, the lights in the room were dim and lazy.

Yifan said sadly, "Isn't it obvious enough that I like you?"

Takahashi was startled.

Yifan said, "My feelings, aren't you sensitive at all?"

Takahashi froze on the spot, feeling like he had been in a daze for several years.

"What, what's going on?" Takahashi looked panicked and helpless, "Why did you say that all of a sudden?"

Yifan said, "I didn't intend to let you, an idiot, find out by yourself, so it's better for me to tell you myself."

Takahashi was still at a loss.