Please say "I don't love you" [System]
Chapter 83 The World of Selfishness 10
Li Renqing and Yang Junming went on the road together again, with an inexplicable estrangement.
Although Yang Junming always pretended that he and Li Renqing got along as naturally as before, he still restrained himself extraordinarily in his expression, and even kept silent about topics about himself.Although Li Renqing wanted to have a good chat with Yang Junming to make up for the gap between the two of them after so long, but he couldn't find a chance.
When facing a battle, Yang Junming is willing to rush to the forefront, but when getting along with each other on weekdays, Yang Junming always hides his heart carefully and carefully considers every sentence.
Cautiously, Li Renqing couldn't connect him with his previous image.
What's more, Li Renqing's heart is not without strangeness.
He and Yang Junming were so close at the beginning, it can be said that they could become lovers as long as they took one more step, but with such a close relationship, in the end he was with Geng Yue after Yang Junming left.
I don't know how Yang Junming felt when he was alive, but knowing that Yang Junming has been waiting for him all these years, Li Renqing always feels unspeakable guilt in his heart.
"It's not your fault." Shu Mu helplessly opened up the knots in Li Renqing's little friend, hey, let me go, there is a huge lump in his heart about his own identity, and you are entangled here After a long time, can you play happily together with such a 'tacit understanding'? Oh no, can you still have a happy happy ending?
But in a sense, I should also sigh that you really should be a couple by nature?
But no matter what, of course it's better to talk about this kind of thing early.
From Li Renqing's point of view, it is normal to have such doubts. At this time, he needs himself, a "bystander who knows clearly", to show up in time to guide him in the maze.
"I know you feel very guilty seeing Yang Junming like this now, as if you have let him down, but if you think about it seriously, you really didn't know it at the time, or if it wasn't for my existence, you would never have Knowing that Yang Junming has such a special physique, the situation that is a dead end for others is full of variables for him. When you thought that Yang Junming had completely disappeared, you met Geng Yue and accompanied each other along the way The two of them eventually developed from friends to lovers. All of this is very normal. Even if Yang Junming knows it, he can’t blame you at all. It can only be said that it’s good luck to make people, and it insists on causing trouble between you. Such a twists and turns, but it doesn't mean it's your fault." Shu Mu picked up his patience and carried out his big business of fooling around with ease.
He is the best at helping the target person or something.
Li Renqing nodded lightly, obviously he accepted Shu Mu's words, but accepting it intellectually does not mean that he can recover immediately emotionally, and he still needs some time to sort out his mood after all.
"Instead of being obsessed with the things that have passed, you should focus on the future. The most urgent thing now is not the past between you and Geng Yue, but Yang Junming's psychology. He has been suppressing himself. I believe you It’s far clearer than me, obviously, the identity of becoming a zombie doesn’t mean that if he doesn’t talk about this topic, the influence doesn’t exist. So at this time, he needs your help.” Shu Mu followed the persuasion, Simply use Yang Junming to lure Li Renqing to forget about that crap.No way, whoever made his targets so far are all good people, and Shu Mu has already understood their psychology very thoroughly in a sense.
...Sometimes, he would rather his group of target characters be cooler.
But if so, they wouldn't need their own help either.
Speaking of this, Li Renqing's expression became serious.He has been trying to make Yang Junming relax these days, but he is always doing useless work.
Yang Junming weaved a huge cocoon for himself, and then wrapped himself tightly. Li Renqing was helplessly blocked outside this elastic wall, and every trial ended without a problem.
Fortunately, it didn't take long for such an opportunity to open Yang Junming's closed heart came.
It was another zombie instinct that eroded Yang Junming's sanity, the time since the last time was beyond Li Renqing's expectation, and the attack was far less ferocious than last time.This made Li Renqing feel a sense of relief. He felt that his arrival was still useful and helpful to Yang Junming.
He never expected that Yang Junming could completely get rid of the negative influence of the zombie virus after being infected. This kind of change can only be gradual, and now such progress has made him very satisfied.
But Yang Junming himself didn't think so, he was particularly nervous about this erosion.Ever since the reunion, Yang Junming wanted to show Li Renqing his best side, and the identity of a zombie was what he hated the most.
These days, he has been trying his best to use his powerful rationality to suppress the zombie instinct that is about to move in his body. He thought he could do it all the time, but the fact still poured cold water on him after all.
Yang Junming turned his back to Li Renqing and held his arm tightly with his hands, almost hurting himself. He tried to use the pain to keep himself sane, but the unconsciously changing skin color made him understand that he was still in control. Can't live.
And Li Renqing naturally couldn't see Yang Junming's self-abuse like this. He walked up to Yang Junming as soon as he found out about Yang Junming's situation, trying to hug him, give him confidence and warm him with his own body temperature, but he just came into contact with Yang Junming. When I got to Yang Junming's body, I saw Yang Junming dodge immediately as if he had been burned, and he was extremely flustered.
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, you know I'm immune to the zombie virus? I just want to comfort you." Li Renqing calmed Yang Junming's emotions softly.
Yang Junming tensed his body silently and did not speak, no matter what, he did not want Li Renqing to see him like this, as scary as a monster.If he didn't think that doing so would be too hypocritical, he would rather run away alone now, and return to Li Renqing's side when he returns to normal.
"Yang Junming, look at me." Li Renqing turned Yang Junming's body to face him gently but firmly, "This is not like you. The Yang Junming I know is a person with a very strong heart. Whatever problems he encounters, he will greet them with a smile and solve them, instead of running away like this.” Speaking of this, Li Renqing paused, “I know that time will change many things, but I believe that the essence of a person will not It is so easily tempered. Jun Ming, where is your confidence in yourself? Pick it up."
"But this time... I can't get past it." Faced with Li Renqing's frankness, Yang Junming could no longer escape as if nothing had happened, and he replied softly, "Yes, my knowledge and strength are still there, but , since——now that I have become a zombie, what is the point of all this? Even the most basic 'person' identity has been lost, what is there for me to be sure of?" Yang Junming was powerless The corner of his mouth was pulled, and the small arc was full of bitterness, "Renqing, don't laugh at me, now only when I help you kill zombies, I will feel that I am still useful in this world."
You are making progress, but I have been standing still. I have long since lost the strength that you once looked up to.
Now I am far behind you.
Even if I still have a heart full of love, the world is full of gray malice to me.
I'm sorry for letting you see me like this, really.
"Just because you are Yang Junming." Although Li Renqing's voice was not loud, but full of firmness, without hesitation, "Just because you are Yang Junming, that's enough, you should believe in yourself."
"So what about becoming a zombie? Except for a little change in your body, you are still you. On the other hand, you even just got another 'power'. People who are bitten by zombies Thousands of thousands, but you are the only one who still retains sanity, isn't that enough to show that you are the most special one? And no matter what, I will be by your side, from now on you will never be alone, You still have me. I don't mind your zombie status...do you still mind?"
These words sounded like a blow to Yang Junming's ears. Although he didn't understand these things, it was naturally different when he said them clearly and clearly from Li Renqing, the person he valued the most. of.He didn't answer right away, but Li Renqing could see the undercurrent surging in his heart from the slight struggle leaked from his deep eyes.
After a long time, it seemed that after a reincarnation, from birth to death, and then back to life, Yang Junming raised his head again. Although his expression was still a little reserved, Li Renqing knew that familiar feeling that he once The Yang Junming who was here is back.
The self-confident and trustworthy him is the real Yang Junming.
Li Renqing smiled from the bottom of his heart, and he stepped forward to give Yang Junming a loose hug.
"Welcome back." His voice was warmer than his embrace.
Seeing this scene, Shu Mu silently gave Li Renqing 100 likes.How did he shine on this kind of fake confession and real profiteering skills that Li Renqing didn't even realize that he was self-taught?
Is this the legendary natural black?
Seeing him doing so naturally without any trace, Shu Mu was really moved to tears.
How good is this attribute point added? If every target person has this attribute, does he still need to worry about their happiness?It's good to have a proper onlooker.
Shu Mu decided to take back his previous worries. If this trend continues, Li Renqing will definitely be able to eat Yang Junming to death, not even bones left.
Li Renqing and Yang Junming speeded up a lot after untying their knots. Yang Junming was no longer worried about Li Renqing's opinion of him, and he was more open-handed during fights. No matter how intentionally hidden it is, the combat power will be greatly improved compared to before.And although he is still suppressing his zombie instinct, he will not restrain himself as desperately as before. When he really can't bear it, he will face the facts calmly and let the conflict erupt. After a few times like this, the situation will improve a lot , after all, blocking is worse than sparse.
And Li Renqing was finally liberated from the state of worrying about Yang Junming all the time, and began to hunt zombies wholeheartedly to improve the strength of the two.
It is well known that the crystal core of the zombie's brain can enhance the strength of the supernatural being, and Li Renqing learned from Shu Mu that the zombie crystal core is also useful for Yang Junming.
It is one thing to be able to improve his strength, on the other hand, they can also help Yang Junming's mind become more stable, and under the premise of being accompanied by Li Renqing, he can in turn control the zombie's instinct instead of being controlled by the zombie's instinct.
Knowing this fact, the zombies they encountered along the way were all unlucky, and often before they could make a move, the two killing gods, Li Renqing and Yang Junming, were already rushing over to take the initiative to spread hatred up.
For a long time, there was no fixed group of zombies on the road they walked, so that it became a rare "safety road" in the last days. After people occasionally discovered this strange situation, it actually attracted people Many survivors who migrated later passed word of mouth, and in the end too many people left, forming an important passage connecting the safe area with the safe area.
Of course, this is a story.
The author has something to say: Ah Qi saved a little bit of money with his mobile phone and finally saved enough chapters, let’s try the feeling of posting with a mobile phone...
I didn’t have an update before, Ah Qi was really guilty, she didn’t dare to come out and bubbling, she was lying dead all the time, I was really wrong QAQ, please feel free to whip OTZ... Kneeling on the washboard or keyboard is also fine.
I am very sorry for not updating before. Although it seems that what I said is wrong now, Ah Qi still needs to explain it guiltily. Ah Qi is now full of classes for four days, from 09:30 am to 110:[-] pm that kind of Q_Q, and then from the last From the first week, the new professional teacher asked us to hand in [-] homeworks a week_(:_」∠)_, and then the extracurricular class that Ah Qi reported before started again last week, three times on weekends, three hours each time... T^T
Things suddenly piled up together, and Ah Qi really had no choice. On Saturday, when he was typing, he only wrote a little bit, and Ah Qi fell asleep sleepily. After that... After that, he never had time to spare. Come code word QAQ.Out of a guilty conscience, Ah Qi was too embarrassed to come out and ask for leave, because she didn’t know when she would be able to update again in the next few days. This point Ah Qi really did too badly, [seriously review your face, next time I will really no more...
I’m really sorry for talking so much nonsense, but Ah Qi just wanted to show that I’m really not lazy for no reason... I’m still a good person_(:_」∠)_[Pull the corners of the little angels’ clothes]
Ah Qi will reform and turn over a new leaf [Hey! 】
By the way, because it is a mobile phone, there is no way to show the little angels who threw the landmines. When Ah Qi uses the computer, let’s thank Ni Meng together! ~(≧▽≦)/~
Although Yang Junming always pretended that he and Li Renqing got along as naturally as before, he still restrained himself extraordinarily in his expression, and even kept silent about topics about himself.Although Li Renqing wanted to have a good chat with Yang Junming to make up for the gap between the two of them after so long, but he couldn't find a chance.
When facing a battle, Yang Junming is willing to rush to the forefront, but when getting along with each other on weekdays, Yang Junming always hides his heart carefully and carefully considers every sentence.
Cautiously, Li Renqing couldn't connect him with his previous image.
What's more, Li Renqing's heart is not without strangeness.
He and Yang Junming were so close at the beginning, it can be said that they could become lovers as long as they took one more step, but with such a close relationship, in the end he was with Geng Yue after Yang Junming left.
I don't know how Yang Junming felt when he was alive, but knowing that Yang Junming has been waiting for him all these years, Li Renqing always feels unspeakable guilt in his heart.
"It's not your fault." Shu Mu helplessly opened up the knots in Li Renqing's little friend, hey, let me go, there is a huge lump in his heart about his own identity, and you are entangled here After a long time, can you play happily together with such a 'tacit understanding'? Oh no, can you still have a happy happy ending?
But in a sense, I should also sigh that you really should be a couple by nature?
But no matter what, of course it's better to talk about this kind of thing early.
From Li Renqing's point of view, it is normal to have such doubts. At this time, he needs himself, a "bystander who knows clearly", to show up in time to guide him in the maze.
"I know you feel very guilty seeing Yang Junming like this now, as if you have let him down, but if you think about it seriously, you really didn't know it at the time, or if it wasn't for my existence, you would never have Knowing that Yang Junming has such a special physique, the situation that is a dead end for others is full of variables for him. When you thought that Yang Junming had completely disappeared, you met Geng Yue and accompanied each other along the way The two of them eventually developed from friends to lovers. All of this is very normal. Even if Yang Junming knows it, he can’t blame you at all. It can only be said that it’s good luck to make people, and it insists on causing trouble between you. Such a twists and turns, but it doesn't mean it's your fault." Shu Mu picked up his patience and carried out his big business of fooling around with ease.
He is the best at helping the target person or something.
Li Renqing nodded lightly, obviously he accepted Shu Mu's words, but accepting it intellectually does not mean that he can recover immediately emotionally, and he still needs some time to sort out his mood after all.
"Instead of being obsessed with the things that have passed, you should focus on the future. The most urgent thing now is not the past between you and Geng Yue, but Yang Junming's psychology. He has been suppressing himself. I believe you It’s far clearer than me, obviously, the identity of becoming a zombie doesn’t mean that if he doesn’t talk about this topic, the influence doesn’t exist. So at this time, he needs your help.” Shu Mu followed the persuasion, Simply use Yang Junming to lure Li Renqing to forget about that crap.No way, whoever made his targets so far are all good people, and Shu Mu has already understood their psychology very thoroughly in a sense.
...Sometimes, he would rather his group of target characters be cooler.
But if so, they wouldn't need their own help either.
Speaking of this, Li Renqing's expression became serious.He has been trying to make Yang Junming relax these days, but he is always doing useless work.
Yang Junming weaved a huge cocoon for himself, and then wrapped himself tightly. Li Renqing was helplessly blocked outside this elastic wall, and every trial ended without a problem.
Fortunately, it didn't take long for such an opportunity to open Yang Junming's closed heart came.
It was another zombie instinct that eroded Yang Junming's sanity, the time since the last time was beyond Li Renqing's expectation, and the attack was far less ferocious than last time.This made Li Renqing feel a sense of relief. He felt that his arrival was still useful and helpful to Yang Junming.
He never expected that Yang Junming could completely get rid of the negative influence of the zombie virus after being infected. This kind of change can only be gradual, and now such progress has made him very satisfied.
But Yang Junming himself didn't think so, he was particularly nervous about this erosion.Ever since the reunion, Yang Junming wanted to show Li Renqing his best side, and the identity of a zombie was what he hated the most.
These days, he has been trying his best to use his powerful rationality to suppress the zombie instinct that is about to move in his body. He thought he could do it all the time, but the fact still poured cold water on him after all.
Yang Junming turned his back to Li Renqing and held his arm tightly with his hands, almost hurting himself. He tried to use the pain to keep himself sane, but the unconsciously changing skin color made him understand that he was still in control. Can't live.
And Li Renqing naturally couldn't see Yang Junming's self-abuse like this. He walked up to Yang Junming as soon as he found out about Yang Junming's situation, trying to hug him, give him confidence and warm him with his own body temperature, but he just came into contact with Yang Junming. When I got to Yang Junming's body, I saw Yang Junming dodge immediately as if he had been burned, and he was extremely flustered.
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, you know I'm immune to the zombie virus? I just want to comfort you." Li Renqing calmed Yang Junming's emotions softly.
Yang Junming tensed his body silently and did not speak, no matter what, he did not want Li Renqing to see him like this, as scary as a monster.If he didn't think that doing so would be too hypocritical, he would rather run away alone now, and return to Li Renqing's side when he returns to normal.
"Yang Junming, look at me." Li Renqing turned Yang Junming's body to face him gently but firmly, "This is not like you. The Yang Junming I know is a person with a very strong heart. Whatever problems he encounters, he will greet them with a smile and solve them, instead of running away like this.” Speaking of this, Li Renqing paused, “I know that time will change many things, but I believe that the essence of a person will not It is so easily tempered. Jun Ming, where is your confidence in yourself? Pick it up."
"But this time... I can't get past it." Faced with Li Renqing's frankness, Yang Junming could no longer escape as if nothing had happened, and he replied softly, "Yes, my knowledge and strength are still there, but , since——now that I have become a zombie, what is the point of all this? Even the most basic 'person' identity has been lost, what is there for me to be sure of?" Yang Junming was powerless The corner of his mouth was pulled, and the small arc was full of bitterness, "Renqing, don't laugh at me, now only when I help you kill zombies, I will feel that I am still useful in this world."
You are making progress, but I have been standing still. I have long since lost the strength that you once looked up to.
Now I am far behind you.
Even if I still have a heart full of love, the world is full of gray malice to me.
I'm sorry for letting you see me like this, really.
"Just because you are Yang Junming." Although Li Renqing's voice was not loud, but full of firmness, without hesitation, "Just because you are Yang Junming, that's enough, you should believe in yourself."
"So what about becoming a zombie? Except for a little change in your body, you are still you. On the other hand, you even just got another 'power'. People who are bitten by zombies Thousands of thousands, but you are the only one who still retains sanity, isn't that enough to show that you are the most special one? And no matter what, I will be by your side, from now on you will never be alone, You still have me. I don't mind your zombie status...do you still mind?"
These words sounded like a blow to Yang Junming's ears. Although he didn't understand these things, it was naturally different when he said them clearly and clearly from Li Renqing, the person he valued the most. of.He didn't answer right away, but Li Renqing could see the undercurrent surging in his heart from the slight struggle leaked from his deep eyes.
After a long time, it seemed that after a reincarnation, from birth to death, and then back to life, Yang Junming raised his head again. Although his expression was still a little reserved, Li Renqing knew that familiar feeling that he once The Yang Junming who was here is back.
The self-confident and trustworthy him is the real Yang Junming.
Li Renqing smiled from the bottom of his heart, and he stepped forward to give Yang Junming a loose hug.
"Welcome back." His voice was warmer than his embrace.
Seeing this scene, Shu Mu silently gave Li Renqing 100 likes.How did he shine on this kind of fake confession and real profiteering skills that Li Renqing didn't even realize that he was self-taught?
Is this the legendary natural black?
Seeing him doing so naturally without any trace, Shu Mu was really moved to tears.
How good is this attribute point added? If every target person has this attribute, does he still need to worry about their happiness?It's good to have a proper onlooker.
Shu Mu decided to take back his previous worries. If this trend continues, Li Renqing will definitely be able to eat Yang Junming to death, not even bones left.
Li Renqing and Yang Junming speeded up a lot after untying their knots. Yang Junming was no longer worried about Li Renqing's opinion of him, and he was more open-handed during fights. No matter how intentionally hidden it is, the combat power will be greatly improved compared to before.And although he is still suppressing his zombie instinct, he will not restrain himself as desperately as before. When he really can't bear it, he will face the facts calmly and let the conflict erupt. After a few times like this, the situation will improve a lot , after all, blocking is worse than sparse.
And Li Renqing was finally liberated from the state of worrying about Yang Junming all the time, and began to hunt zombies wholeheartedly to improve the strength of the two.
It is well known that the crystal core of the zombie's brain can enhance the strength of the supernatural being, and Li Renqing learned from Shu Mu that the zombie crystal core is also useful for Yang Junming.
It is one thing to be able to improve his strength, on the other hand, they can also help Yang Junming's mind become more stable, and under the premise of being accompanied by Li Renqing, he can in turn control the zombie's instinct instead of being controlled by the zombie's instinct.
Knowing this fact, the zombies they encountered along the way were all unlucky, and often before they could make a move, the two killing gods, Li Renqing and Yang Junming, were already rushing over to take the initiative to spread hatred up.
For a long time, there was no fixed group of zombies on the road they walked, so that it became a rare "safety road" in the last days. After people occasionally discovered this strange situation, it actually attracted people Many survivors who migrated later passed word of mouth, and in the end too many people left, forming an important passage connecting the safe area with the safe area.
Of course, this is a story.
The author has something to say: Ah Qi saved a little bit of money with his mobile phone and finally saved enough chapters, let’s try the feeling of posting with a mobile phone...
I didn’t have an update before, Ah Qi was really guilty, she didn’t dare to come out and bubbling, she was lying dead all the time, I was really wrong QAQ, please feel free to whip OTZ... Kneeling on the washboard or keyboard is also fine.
I am very sorry for not updating before. Although it seems that what I said is wrong now, Ah Qi still needs to explain it guiltily. Ah Qi is now full of classes for four days, from 09:30 am to 110:[-] pm that kind of Q_Q, and then from the last From the first week, the new professional teacher asked us to hand in [-] homeworks a week_(:_」∠)_, and then the extracurricular class that Ah Qi reported before started again last week, three times on weekends, three hours each time... T^T
Things suddenly piled up together, and Ah Qi really had no choice. On Saturday, when he was typing, he only wrote a little bit, and Ah Qi fell asleep sleepily. After that... After that, he never had time to spare. Come code word QAQ.Out of a guilty conscience, Ah Qi was too embarrassed to come out and ask for leave, because she didn’t know when she would be able to update again in the next few days. This point Ah Qi really did too badly, [seriously review your face, next time I will really no more...
I’m really sorry for talking so much nonsense, but Ah Qi just wanted to show that I’m really not lazy for no reason... I’m still a good person_(:_」∠)_[Pull the corners of the little angels’ clothes]
Ah Qi will reform and turn over a new leaf [Hey! 】
By the way, because it is a mobile phone, there is no way to show the little angels who threw the landmines. When Ah Qi uses the computer, let’s thank Ni Meng together! ~(≧▽≦)/~
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