Please say "I don't love you" [System]
Chapter 82 The World of Selfishness 9
Li Renqing was in a hurry along the way, almost without stopping. Once he thought that Yang Junming had been waiting for him alone for so long at this moment, he couldn't restrain his inner anxiety. Driven by this anxiety, he Almost moving forward at the fastest speed that he can achieve.
Along the way, Li Renqing imagined a lot of scenes about meeting Yang Junming again, some were pleasantly surprised, some were touched, and some... However, when that moment really came unexpectedly, all that was left in Li Renqing's heart was full of Distressed.
Why didn't he go faster, faster before he even pissed himself off.
Yang Junming, who was once elegant and calm like a noble son, curled up in the corner of the wall at this moment, buried his head deeply in his arms, trembling all over, and even sobbed uncontrollably and uttered meaningless syllables. His skin is also constantly changing between black and white.
However, intermittently, Li Renqing's name could be heard in those vague words.
It was obvious that he was struggling against the attack of zombie instinct on his sanity.
Because of this kind of confrontation, he didn't even notice the aura of Li Renqing, a living person.
Just like what Shu Mu once said to him, with the passage of time, the hope of seeing him is getting smaller and smaller, and the belief in Yang Junming's heart is gradually disintegrating, and it becomes more and more difficult for him to maintain his sanity ...And at this time, several years have passed since their separation.
Time is like a sharp knife, bit by bit cutting Yang Junming's confidence.
If, if he came a little later... Li Renqing didn't dare to think about these terrible hypotheses, he couldn't hold back any longer, and walked forward quickly, although trembling, he firmly embraced Yang Junming who hadn't noticed it. into his arms.
"I'm here, I'm by your side." Li Renqing's voice carried a solemnity that he didn't know.
Yang Junming's body froze when being hugged, and then after feeling the familiar breath, Yang Junming raised his head in disbelief, and looked in shock at the person he had been thinking about day and night...he couldn't Imagine that the hope of meeting again has gradually faded, until now that he has even started to give up, this person unexpectedly appeared in front of his eyes so abruptly.
After becoming a zombie, he never dreamed again.However, at this moment, he suddenly felt that he might be falling into an unusually sweet dream... because his wish had come true.
After waiting for so many years, all he asked for was to see this one side.
Under the huge change of mood, Yang Junming's sanity overwhelmingly expelled the zombie's instinct, his skin quickly fixed to a fair color, and his body's unconscious trembling due to pain had also stopped, leaving only the long The long canines and nails hadn't retracted from the shock.
Yang Junming realized this, and the next second he immediately put away his canine teeth and nails in panic, and at the same time retreated far away from Li Renqing. "Leave quickly! I... I have become a zombie, don't get close, it will be contagious!" His voice was urgent, and when he was speaking in the middle, he closed his eyes in pain, but he continued firmly in the next second He went on and shouted until he almost broke his voice.
Originally, what he longed for the most was to see Li Renqing from a distance, and it was best not to let him find himself.
but now……
He should have realized earlier that he is no longer a human being, how could he let Li Renqing get in touch with him so closely?What if I get infected?Yang Junming was full of worries in his heart, he didn't even take into account that the appearance he least wanted to let Li Renqing see had been completely exposed in front of Li Renqing's eyes, and he didn't even care about the reason why Li Renqing suddenly appeared here in his heart doubt.
Li Renqing's safety is more important than anything else. What he hopes most now is that Li Renqing can live a good life and have the best life. For this reason, he doesn't want any accidents to happen, especially he can't tolerate that accident, which may be caused by himself. here.
"It's okay, I'm not afraid, the zombie virus is not harmful to me, really." Li Renqing tried to approach cautiously while explaining, "I'm immune to the zombie virus."
Yang Junming naturally didn't believe it.It has been several years since the end of the world, and each security zone is doing its best to develop the reasons for the formation of zombies and try to find out ways to fight against the zombie virus. For this purpose, they can even share information.But it's useless, no matter how you do it, no one can find a solution.
Yang Junming didn't dare to hope that what so many people failed to do, Li Renqing actually did it.
"It's true, if you don't believe me, take a look." In order to make Yang Junming completely believe in himself, Li Renqing deliberately showed Yang Junming the places where he was scratched and bitten by zombies before.Although the previous injuries have healed in sevens and eighties, there are still many traces left, and it is obvious that it is caused by zombies. "Look, it doesn't matter that I've been attacked by zombies so many times, let alone getting along with you. Would you attack me?" Li Renqing's voice was extremely sincere.
'Of course not, even if I really can't suppress the zombie instinct, I will kill myself before I have the idea of attacking you. Yang Junming thought silently, he looked at Li Renqing hesitantly.
Li Renqing took advantage of the situation and explained it again, and finally convinced Yang Junming that he would not cause harm to him.
Only then did Yang Junming relax completely, but soon he realized that Li Renqing had seen him transforming into a zombie, even though he didn't care, but... he was still seen after all.He suddenly felt a little disappointed, obviously there were a lot of things he wanted to say to Li Renqing or to ask, but he couldn't say it like this, he didn't even dare to go to see Li Renqing, he couldn't tell what his mood was, Yang Junming lowered his head slightly He came to look at the ground, as if he was waiting for some kind of interrogation, and the atmosphere immediately became silent.
He wanted to ask how Li Renqing knew he was here and found him here, or if this was just a coincidence.He wanted to ask Li Renqing how he was doing these years, how long he would stay here, and when he would leave.
He even wanted to ask Li Renqing what he thought of his current state, whether he felt disgusted.
However, Yang Junming didn't dare to ask a single question after all.
Li Renqing felt a little distressed seeing him like this.Yang Junming's original temperament was not like this.At that time, he was gentle and generous, tolerant and protective of himself like an elder brother. In everyone's hearts, he was always calm and confident. He had never shown such a cautious look.
It's just that time has passed... probably I have changed a lot.
"...Don't you want to talk now? Maybe you're tired. That's okay, we'll have plenty of time to chat in the future, and we'll know everything. Jun Ming, let's go together, just like we used to." Li Renqing pretended to be relaxed Trying to bring up another topic.
He didn't know that when he was in a trance just now, Yang Junming was almost sighing the same as him.
Li Renqing has really changed a lot.From the young and helpless boy when I first saw him, to now he has grown into a real man, a man who has experienced the test of blood and suffering. The experience of the past few years has made Li Renqing more There are many scars, but what gives him more is the outstanding temperament polished by time.Yang Junming didn't know what Li Renqing had encountered in these years, but looking at such a familiar yet unfamiliar Li Renqing, he couldn't deny the throbbing in his heart.
He still loves him.
Of course, if it wasn't for seeing Li Renqing again, perhaps he would have bid farewell to this world long ago without nostalgia.Of course he loves Li Renqing, this is his last belief.
However...is he still qualified to love Li Renqing?As a zombie?
No, Li Renqing certainly deserved better.
Perhaps it is fortunate that they did not talk about it at the beginning, and it is not unreasonable if they get along like friends now.
After all, he still has such disgusting selfishness and insatiable greed.Obviously, originally he just wanted to see Li Renqing once again, and it would be good, but now that his wish has really come true, he is asking for more.
It has to be said that Li Renqing's "Let's go together" had an extraordinary allure to him. In front of this sentence, his once proud self-control had already been defeated, and he kept clamoring for more in his heart.
But no matter what, liking Li Renqing is his bottom line, a minefield to stick to.Can he walk with Li Renqing?Yes, after all, his fighting power is not weak, he might be able to be a good support for Li Renqing, just like he used to protect Li Renqing, although it is very likely that Li Renqing does not need his protection now.But I like this word... I still have to keep it in my heart forever.
Li Renqing became more attractive to him, but Yang Junming could only force himself to avoid this feeling.
He had already died once, and now he was only a half-living dead man.
The author has something to say: this is today's... oh no, Friday's update QAQ
After rushing back and forth, I finally came up with this chapter, although it was still a bit late [Ah Qi is already crying...
Although Ah Qi is not very satisfied with this chapter, there are a lot of things that he wants that have not been shown, but after changing and changing, Ah Qi can only accept his fate in the end, I am stuck here and I can’t help it QAQ, I hope the little angels will forgive me TAT... [Deep bow!
Here I am very grateful to Xiaoxin, who has had enough trouble, for throwing a landmine and the creator angel for throwing two mines. Does Ni Meng want to see Ah Qi who is rolling, or Ah Qi who is circling? If you want to see Ah Qi acting stupid, that's fine~ Please order as you like, don't be sorry~ [Hey, hey, hey!go away!
PS: It's too late, little angels' comments Ah Qi will reply to QAQ tomorrow, I'm very sorry TAT...
Along the way, Li Renqing imagined a lot of scenes about meeting Yang Junming again, some were pleasantly surprised, some were touched, and some... However, when that moment really came unexpectedly, all that was left in Li Renqing's heart was full of Distressed.
Why didn't he go faster, faster before he even pissed himself off.
Yang Junming, who was once elegant and calm like a noble son, curled up in the corner of the wall at this moment, buried his head deeply in his arms, trembling all over, and even sobbed uncontrollably and uttered meaningless syllables. His skin is also constantly changing between black and white.
However, intermittently, Li Renqing's name could be heard in those vague words.
It was obvious that he was struggling against the attack of zombie instinct on his sanity.
Because of this kind of confrontation, he didn't even notice the aura of Li Renqing, a living person.
Just like what Shu Mu once said to him, with the passage of time, the hope of seeing him is getting smaller and smaller, and the belief in Yang Junming's heart is gradually disintegrating, and it becomes more and more difficult for him to maintain his sanity ...And at this time, several years have passed since their separation.
Time is like a sharp knife, bit by bit cutting Yang Junming's confidence.
If, if he came a little later... Li Renqing didn't dare to think about these terrible hypotheses, he couldn't hold back any longer, and walked forward quickly, although trembling, he firmly embraced Yang Junming who hadn't noticed it. into his arms.
"I'm here, I'm by your side." Li Renqing's voice carried a solemnity that he didn't know.
Yang Junming's body froze when being hugged, and then after feeling the familiar breath, Yang Junming raised his head in disbelief, and looked in shock at the person he had been thinking about day and night...he couldn't Imagine that the hope of meeting again has gradually faded, until now that he has even started to give up, this person unexpectedly appeared in front of his eyes so abruptly.
After becoming a zombie, he never dreamed again.However, at this moment, he suddenly felt that he might be falling into an unusually sweet dream... because his wish had come true.
After waiting for so many years, all he asked for was to see this one side.
Under the huge change of mood, Yang Junming's sanity overwhelmingly expelled the zombie's instinct, his skin quickly fixed to a fair color, and his body's unconscious trembling due to pain had also stopped, leaving only the long The long canines and nails hadn't retracted from the shock.
Yang Junming realized this, and the next second he immediately put away his canine teeth and nails in panic, and at the same time retreated far away from Li Renqing. "Leave quickly! I... I have become a zombie, don't get close, it will be contagious!" His voice was urgent, and when he was speaking in the middle, he closed his eyes in pain, but he continued firmly in the next second He went on and shouted until he almost broke his voice.
Originally, what he longed for the most was to see Li Renqing from a distance, and it was best not to let him find himself.
but now……
He should have realized earlier that he is no longer a human being, how could he let Li Renqing get in touch with him so closely?What if I get infected?Yang Junming was full of worries in his heart, he didn't even take into account that the appearance he least wanted to let Li Renqing see had been completely exposed in front of Li Renqing's eyes, and he didn't even care about the reason why Li Renqing suddenly appeared here in his heart doubt.
Li Renqing's safety is more important than anything else. What he hopes most now is that Li Renqing can live a good life and have the best life. For this reason, he doesn't want any accidents to happen, especially he can't tolerate that accident, which may be caused by himself. here.
"It's okay, I'm not afraid, the zombie virus is not harmful to me, really." Li Renqing tried to approach cautiously while explaining, "I'm immune to the zombie virus."
Yang Junming naturally didn't believe it.It has been several years since the end of the world, and each security zone is doing its best to develop the reasons for the formation of zombies and try to find out ways to fight against the zombie virus. For this purpose, they can even share information.But it's useless, no matter how you do it, no one can find a solution.
Yang Junming didn't dare to hope that what so many people failed to do, Li Renqing actually did it.
"It's true, if you don't believe me, take a look." In order to make Yang Junming completely believe in himself, Li Renqing deliberately showed Yang Junming the places where he was scratched and bitten by zombies before.Although the previous injuries have healed in sevens and eighties, there are still many traces left, and it is obvious that it is caused by zombies. "Look, it doesn't matter that I've been attacked by zombies so many times, let alone getting along with you. Would you attack me?" Li Renqing's voice was extremely sincere.
'Of course not, even if I really can't suppress the zombie instinct, I will kill myself before I have the idea of attacking you. Yang Junming thought silently, he looked at Li Renqing hesitantly.
Li Renqing took advantage of the situation and explained it again, and finally convinced Yang Junming that he would not cause harm to him.
Only then did Yang Junming relax completely, but soon he realized that Li Renqing had seen him transforming into a zombie, even though he didn't care, but... he was still seen after all.He suddenly felt a little disappointed, obviously there were a lot of things he wanted to say to Li Renqing or to ask, but he couldn't say it like this, he didn't even dare to go to see Li Renqing, he couldn't tell what his mood was, Yang Junming lowered his head slightly He came to look at the ground, as if he was waiting for some kind of interrogation, and the atmosphere immediately became silent.
He wanted to ask how Li Renqing knew he was here and found him here, or if this was just a coincidence.He wanted to ask Li Renqing how he was doing these years, how long he would stay here, and when he would leave.
He even wanted to ask Li Renqing what he thought of his current state, whether he felt disgusted.
However, Yang Junming didn't dare to ask a single question after all.
Li Renqing felt a little distressed seeing him like this.Yang Junming's original temperament was not like this.At that time, he was gentle and generous, tolerant and protective of himself like an elder brother. In everyone's hearts, he was always calm and confident. He had never shown such a cautious look.
It's just that time has passed... probably I have changed a lot.
"...Don't you want to talk now? Maybe you're tired. That's okay, we'll have plenty of time to chat in the future, and we'll know everything. Jun Ming, let's go together, just like we used to." Li Renqing pretended to be relaxed Trying to bring up another topic.
He didn't know that when he was in a trance just now, Yang Junming was almost sighing the same as him.
Li Renqing has really changed a lot.From the young and helpless boy when I first saw him, to now he has grown into a real man, a man who has experienced the test of blood and suffering. The experience of the past few years has made Li Renqing more There are many scars, but what gives him more is the outstanding temperament polished by time.Yang Junming didn't know what Li Renqing had encountered in these years, but looking at such a familiar yet unfamiliar Li Renqing, he couldn't deny the throbbing in his heart.
He still loves him.
Of course, if it wasn't for seeing Li Renqing again, perhaps he would have bid farewell to this world long ago without nostalgia.Of course he loves Li Renqing, this is his last belief.
However...is he still qualified to love Li Renqing?As a zombie?
No, Li Renqing certainly deserved better.
Perhaps it is fortunate that they did not talk about it at the beginning, and it is not unreasonable if they get along like friends now.
After all, he still has such disgusting selfishness and insatiable greed.Obviously, originally he just wanted to see Li Renqing once again, and it would be good, but now that his wish has really come true, he is asking for more.
It has to be said that Li Renqing's "Let's go together" had an extraordinary allure to him. In front of this sentence, his once proud self-control had already been defeated, and he kept clamoring for more in his heart.
But no matter what, liking Li Renqing is his bottom line, a minefield to stick to.Can he walk with Li Renqing?Yes, after all, his fighting power is not weak, he might be able to be a good support for Li Renqing, just like he used to protect Li Renqing, although it is very likely that Li Renqing does not need his protection now.But I like this word... I still have to keep it in my heart forever.
Li Renqing became more attractive to him, but Yang Junming could only force himself to avoid this feeling.
He had already died once, and now he was only a half-living dead man.
The author has something to say: this is today's... oh no, Friday's update QAQ
After rushing back and forth, I finally came up with this chapter, although it was still a bit late [Ah Qi is already crying...
Although Ah Qi is not very satisfied with this chapter, there are a lot of things that he wants that have not been shown, but after changing and changing, Ah Qi can only accept his fate in the end, I am stuck here and I can’t help it QAQ, I hope the little angels will forgive me TAT... [Deep bow!
Here I am very grateful to Xiaoxin, who has had enough trouble, for throwing a landmine and the creator angel for throwing two mines. Does Ni Meng want to see Ah Qi who is rolling, or Ah Qi who is circling? If you want to see Ah Qi acting stupid, that's fine~ Please order as you like, don't be sorry~ [Hey, hey, hey!go away!
PS: It's too late, little angels' comments Ah Qi will reply to QAQ tomorrow, I'm very sorry TAT...
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