Please say "I don't love you" [System]

When Wei Mochen first joined the religion, Yan Ganbo had already met him.

At that time, Yan Ganbo was training alone in the Martial Arts Field. When he was tired from training and taking a rest, he saw two congregants carrying a flopping child through the entrance of the Martial Arts Field. Words such as "religious leader" and "knowing what is good or bad".

Yan Ganbo, who was still a big boy at that time, was still very curious, so he secretly followed him.

So he saw those two people mercilessly throwing the child into the firewood room in the corner of the courtyard wall, and locked the room cursingly.

Yan Ganbo could see clearly that it was a white and clean child, very handsome, obviously raised by others, but now his whole body was covered in bruises from being pushed around.

He suddenly softened his heart.A child of this age should be well cared for by his parents, especially this little guy looks so tender, and he doesn't know how cruel his parents are, so they sent him to Xingyun School at a young age to be bullied.He felt that the child's parents must have owed the debt to Xingyunjiao but could not pay it back. In desperation, he had to use the child to pay it off.

During these years in Xingyun Sect, he has seen many such things.

It's just that this child seems to be particularly reluctant to suffer.

Yan Ganbo himself was born as an orphan, and no one loved him since he was a child, but now he feels that he and the little guy feel a little sympathetic, so what if he has parents, this is not the case, even he is not as good.

Looking around, he made sure that there was no one else around except himself. Yan Ganbo gritted his teeth and went to the back of the house, pulled away a pile of hay piled up in the corner, and drilled in through a low hole. He quickly moved the pile of hay back to its original shape.

Only he knows the existence of this hole. During the training, he made a mistake and was locked in by the master. He groped for a long time out of boredom and found a natural small hole. No one could see it when the hay covered it.

After all, the firewood room is never cleaned.

The children in the firewood room were obviously very suspicious of Yan Ganbo's arrival. Although they were very weak, they sat up vigilantly and confronted Yan Ganbo.

Yan Ganbo hurriedly waved his hands to show that he was not hostile, and softened his voice to comfort him softly.But it was obvious that this child was different from the children he had ever seen before. He did not let go of his guard against Yan Ganbo because of this, but his expression became more vigilant.

Yan Ganbo was both helpless and distressed. This little guy looked like a hedgehog, with thorns all over his body trying to protect himself. However, after all, people cannot be born as hedgehogs. I don’t know what kind of injury they suffered. , Now this child is so sensitive.

"Why did you come to Xingyun Sect?" Yan Ganbo tentatively asked softly. As expected, his question sank into the bottom of the sea and there was no response.

"No matter what, you have come to the Xingyun Sect now. I am also a member of the Sect, and I will take care of each other a lot in the Sect from now on." Yan Ganbo saw that the little guy was dissatisfied with the Xingyun Sect, so he had to insinuate He: Now that I have arrived at the Xingyun Sect, it has become a fait accompli, so stop doing unnecessary resistance and hurt yourself for no reason.

Unexpectedly, the child who was silent before no matter what happened, but at this moment he gritted his teeth and retorted: "I will not stay in Xingyunjiao, such a disgusting place." His lips were about to bleed, making Yan Gan Bo immediately stopped talking, not daring to test him again.

"Huating...he should be hacked into pieces! If I don't die, he will die in my hands sooner or later." I didn't want to take Yan Ganbo to dare to ask again, but the little guy muttered to himself, It seemed that he couldn't suppress the hatred that filled his heart for a while.

Rao Yan Ganbo was different from most people in the church, he didn't have any special sense of awe for the name of the leader, and was taken aback by his words.

He had many doubts in his heart, how did such a child who hated the leader so much be brought into the religion?What kind of deep hatred is there between him and the leader?

However, what was more in his heart was his distress for the little guy's stubborn expression.

Perhaps there is such a thing as eye affinity in this world, and Yan Ganbo felt that this child was a good match for his eyes right now.

He wanted to comfort him, but he was worried that his stupid mouth would hurt him even more.While Yan Ganbo was racking his brains, he keenly heard footsteps coming from the front of the house.

somebody is coming.Before he had time to say anything more, Yan Ganbo smiled at the child in a friendly manner, and went back quietly along the small hole at the back of the house.

At that time, he never thought that when we met again, the child had changed his temper.

Taciturn, docile and polite, he looks completely different from the wounded little beast that day, and even has no impression of himself who had met once.

However, his desire to befriend him has not been extinguished because of this, and he still pays special attention to this child unconsciously.

Later he finally found out that this child was called Wei Mochen.He is the child of an apostate who was rescued by the leader.If he and Wei Mochen hadn't met before, he wouldn't have doubts about this statement, because now Wei Mochen is indeed extremely grateful to the leader, but it is precisely because he has seen Wei Mochen who has hatred for the leader, He just felt that something was always wrong.

After several trials to no avail, Yan Ganbo had no choice but to bury this question in his heart and stop thinking about it.

Wei Mochen was the latest among this group of people to join the training of dead warriors, and he was also the youngest, but he was the best, always doing the best, and even strict martial arts masters and wives were always kind to him.

When Yan Ganbo saw this, it was strange that he never felt jealous about it in his heart, on the contrary, he would feel happy for Wei Mochen and proud of his excellence.

Yan Ganbo couldn't explain this inexplicable feeling of classifying Wei Mochen as one of his own, but he was willing to accept it.

They have participated in the training of the dead together for many years. When the two finally came out of that dark place, they were already very good friends. This friendship fermented with time, and finally they became close friends.

Their circumstances, however, were quite different.

Relying on his own strength and hard work, Yan Ganbo climbed to the position of the head of the punishment hall step by step, but Wei Mochen, who was not weaker than him in strength and hard work, could not get any promotion from the beginning to the end.

He was even often called to reprimand by the leader.

That was the first time Yan Ganbo clearly realized that he was dissatisfied with the leader.

This kind of dissatisfaction gradually deepened with Wei Mochen's unfair treatment, until finally, when Wei Mochen was staying overnight in Huating, he couldn't help punching the wall, and when his hand was injured, he died. When the blood was less than one-tenth of the pain in his heart, he finally understood his feelings for Wei Mochen, and hated Huating even more. In private, he was completely unwilling to call Huating the leader, but in the crisis In front of Mo Chen, because of Mo Chen's loyalty to Huating, he still had to change his words.

Because Mochen forbears all actions of Huating and does not resist because he feels that Huating has kindness to him, so Yan Ganbo wants to eliminate Huating's kindness to Mochen. He always remembers the situation when they first met, so When he accidentally found out the relics of Wei Yi, the earliest companion during the training of the dead soldiers, he finally found the clue and connected everything together.

But he didn't dare to say it, he was afraid that Wei Mochen would choose to leave, once an outstanding person like Wei Mochen really entered the arena, he would no longer be his only jade in the rough, and everyone could easily Find out what's good about him.For the first time, he realized that he was so selfish and his thoughts were so ugly, but even though he was so self-loathing, he still resisted the urge to speak.

Until Wei Mochen was thrown into the dungeon again and again by Huating, this year, Huating became more and more serious towards Mochen. Seeing Wei Mochen in a state of distress, Yan Ganbo realized that he could no longer Find any excuse for yourself not to tell Wei Mochen the truth

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However, even though he had guessed about Mo Chen's life experience in his heart, he never thought that the truth would be so cruel and unbelievable.

Seeing Mo Chen whose personality has changed drastically, no, he should be called Yun Qing, Yan Ganbo felt his heart ache, sometimes he even wondered why he was not a woman, so that he could confess his love to Yun Qing openly up.

What he knew was that Yun Qing first liked beautiful and slender girls, not tall and thick men.After Huating's incident, the possibility of him liking a man is almost negligible.

Even so, he didn't want to give up.

Until many years later, Yan Ganbo didn't know whether he was right or wrong when he secretly kissed Yun Qing.The mistake was that he let Yun Qing know his heart, so that he had to leave alone. The right thing was that it was that kiss that made Yun Qing know his heart, so that it was possible to be together in the future .

Because, if Yun Qing hadn't discovered him in such a situation, maybe he would really accompany Yun Qing as a friend for the rest of his life, but he was only a friend.

During those three years, although he was running around alone, every time he arrived at a place with Yun Qing, and every time he could wait for Yun Qing, he was also happy in his heart. He always had the illusion that he was with Yun Qing. Lightly walk the rivers and lakes together.

In a more permanent form.

There's nothing wrong with going on like this.

When he heard Yun Qing's words "Let's go together", Yan Ganbo couldn't describe his feeling. The beautiful result that he didn't dare to expect was just presented before his eyes, which made him feel unreal.

However, when he was sent to pay homage to Yun Qing's parents in the old house of Shi's family, he realized that all this was true.Yun Qing is not a random person, since he is willing to bring himself to pay homage to his parents, then this is a silent promise for him to spend his whole life together.

It couldn't be better.

Thinking of this, Yan Ganbo kowtowed deeply to Yun Qing's parents, and every time he bowed, he silently recited a sentence in his heart.

"I will always be by Yunqing's side until he grows old."

"Regardless of the ends of the earth."

"Until—death."

The author has something to say: My little angels~ Thank you very much for your support~(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦

Here is Yan Ganbo's episode~ In the setting, Yan Ganbo is three years older than Shi Yun~

By the way, I would like to thank Lolo and Miss June for throwing the landmines, hug each other happily and kiss each other~ [Hey!