Please say "I don't love you" [System]

It has been 3 years since the Xingyun Sect was destroyed.

Wei Mochen, the protector of the Demon Sect, was missing from the Jianghu, and Yun Qing, the young hero of the Bai Dao, was added.

He regained the martial arts handed down from his family, inherited his father's mantle, and walked the rivers and lakes with a new look.

Someone once wanted him to inherit his father's title of "Master Yudi", but Shi Yunqing politely declined.

"Master Yudi" only has Shi Qingyue, who is unparalleled in the world. That is the dream that the heroines in the Jianghu who are now husbands=wives and mothers have always dreamed of. The object of eternal worship has never been replaced by anyone, and he has no such qualifications.

The jade flute that fell into Huating's hands at the beginning is now carefully treasured by Shi Yunqing. It was his father's famous weapon back then, and it is the only relic from his father that he can find now.

Shi Yunqing stared at Huating's position for a long time on the three-person painting scroll found in Huating's secret compartment, but in the end he didn't dig him out.

On the picture scroll, they seem to be in such a good relationship, and they are in full bloom. Who would have thought that today, more than 20 years later, two of them are no longer alive.Let the time freeze here, there is no such love and hatred, no such turmoil, only their friendship in the past, they will always stay in the past in the picture scroll, and they will always be the three sworn brothers.

Shi Yunqing has been walking the rivers and lakes alone.

He regards Mo Shabai as a master like a father, and this elder has always taken good care of him. He once wanted to build momentum for Shi Yunqing, just like him back then, so that Shi Yunqing could take over the leader of the righteous path from him in the future. Shi Yunqing shook his head at this, because his ambition in this life is not here.

But Mo Shabai still let the word out, telling the whole world that this is a junior he values ​​very much, and with Mo Shabai's identity, no one would dare to provoke Shi Yunqing easily without looking.Even the bold ones at the beginning were beaten back one by one by Shi Yunqing.

Shi Yunqing's martial arts is excellent, and he is handsome and romantic, even though he has no intention of managing his own fame, as he walks around, he gradually gains fame in the world.

When his reputation gradually became more and more popular, and gradually no one came forward to disturb him, people just stayed away, and said with admiration or hatred: "Look, this is that Shi Yunqing."

That Shi Yunqing who is indifferent to everyone, as indifferent as if he doesn't eat fireworks.

At the beginning, a person said that he wanted to walk with Shi Yunqing. If that hadn't happened, they should have walked side by side.

On the night when the vengeance was avenged, Shi Yunqing was in a really depressed mood. Sitting with Yan Ganbo on the back mountain and blowing the cold wind in the middle of the night, he only felt that the wind passed directly through his heart and blew back. Empty, neither joy nor pain, the whole person seems to be unable to perceive the outside world.

Shi Yunqing, who has grown up so much and has always been strict with himself, finally couldn't help letting go of the constraints on himself that time, holding the wine jar instead of just tasting it, but getting himself drunk.

But everyone reacts differently when drunk. Shi Yunqing didn't think that he was the type who became more sober after drinking. At the end of drinking, he even felt calmer than ever before.

But this is not what he wants, he obviously wants to use the strength of alcohol to vent everything out like a child.You can cry as much as you want, laugh as much as you want, and no one will be surprised like a lunatic.

In the end, Shi Yunqing was almost pretending to be drunk, dragging Yan Ganbo beside him to babble, rambling, he didn't know what he was talking about, there was no logic, no word order, and he said whatever came to mind.He had never tried to let go of all the disguises in his daily life, just show his true self like this, and pour out all his emotions, no matter it was good or bad, at that time he felt very happy in his heart.

He smiled foolishly to Yan Ganbo and planned the route he and he were going to take, where to go first, and where to go next, and cried to Yan Ganbo without image, saying that he wanted to worship his parents but dared not , I am an unfilial son.

Yan Ganbo just stayed with him all the time, drinking with him, listening to his nagging nonsense, and comforting him from time to time.His heart was extremely warm, obviously he was pretending to be drunk, but at that moment he thought he was really drunk, because he thought that only when he was drunk could he feel the warmth that permeates the heart so clearly again.

That night, he could be said to have stayed up all night.If he hadn't been worried about Yan Ganbo, he would have been so childish until dawn, but he knew that Yan Ganbo wouldn't sleep if he didn't sleep, and Yan Ganbo didn't have a good rest that day.So in the end he still pretended to be drunk and unconscious, and gradually lay still.He wanted to let Yan Ganbo relax, and squinted on the grass for a while, but he didn't expect that instead of Yan Ganbo's steady breathing in his sleep, he waited for a shallow kiss.

It was a very light touch that could not even be considered a kiss, so fast that Shi Yunqing almost thought it was his own illusion.But at that moment, the warm touch on his lips told Shi Yunqing that this was true, and he could only do his best to keep his heartbeat and breath not abnormal at that time, so that Yan Ganbo could not see it.

Yan Ganbo always thought that Shi Yunqing was asleep, but Shi Yunqing was actually awake that night, and his heart was as heavy as a heavy stone.He also sensed that after that indistinct kiss, a gaze had been staring at him so deeply all night.

The next morning, after Shi Yun sent Yan Ganbo back to his room as if nothing had happened, he simply packed his bags and left.

Without saying goodbye, he left a note to Yan Ganbo, with only one sentence on it: I had no sleep last night.

He believed that Yan Ganbo would understand what he meant.

One is that he didn't fall asleep at all, so he knew about Yan Ganbo's kissing him clearly. The other is that he thought about Yan Ganbo's kiss all night, and he couldn't accept it. His departure was not impulsive, but Think hard about the consequences later.

Then Yan Ganbo did not catch up.

But in the next three years, no matter where he went, he would meet someone waiting there early.

There was such a person who silently followed his walking track, firmly remembered every place he planned to go in his illogical narration that night, so he rushed to arrive before him and set a plan for him. Get off to the hotel, take care of everything for him, and then pretend as if nothing happened, they are just close friends and said to him when he arrived: "Yun Qing, what a coincidence."

Then when Shi Yunqing left, that person watched Shi Yunqing leave first, just like a normal friend parting.

However, next time, he will definitely wait early at the place where Shi Yunqing is going.

That person is Yan Ganbo.

Regardless of whether Shi Yunqing accepts it or not, Yan Ganbo has always insisted on it.For Shi Yunqing who turned a blind eye at the beginning, he might feel dejected, but he never thought of giving up. He fulfilled the promise he had made to Shi Yunqing in an alternative way: walk the rivers and lakes with him.

Did not travel together, but met him at every originally agreed place.

For three years, no matter where Shi Yun went lightly, he could always see Yan Ganbo's shadow, not enough to bother him, but enough to shake his mind.Shi Yunqing sometimes questioned himself, since he knew that Yan Ganbo would be waiting there, why did he continue on the original route.

The result is that he doesn't know either.

Mingming began to be afraid of contact with Yan Ganbo that night, but he was stubbornly unwilling to change his route of walking the rivers and lakes.

Shi Yunqing remembered that he liked girls at first, but after being with Huating, he felt that he could not accept whether it was a woman or a man.When he is with a woman, he will feel that he is not worthy of such a good girl, and when he is with a man, he will think of Hua Ting again, which makes him feel sick just thinking about it.

And what about Yan Ganbo?Shi Yunqing thought about it for a while, but found that if it was him...if it was Yan Ganbo, he didn't have those negative feelings.

Is this like it?

Shi Yunqing, who has never liked anyone, doesn't know the answer. In terms of this word, all his ingenuity seems to be like a shadow in the mirror, illusory and incomprehensible.

The cold blood has gradually forgotten the feeling when it is boiling. Many times, Shi Yunqing feels that it should be difficult for him to really like someone.

Time passed by like this, and I don't know when, but Shi Yunqing began to get used to Yan Ganbo's existence more and more, from turning a blind eye to all Yan Ganbo's arrangements and passing by, to being hesitant to get along awkwardly, and finally Then when it comes to receiving everything, you can talk and laugh freely like a close friend like you did back then.

Finally one day, when Shi Yunqing arrived in a new place but still saw Yan Ganbo's smiling face, he smiled relievedly and told himself that if this kind of joy that surged from his heart was not considered liking, then In this life, he will never fall in love with anyone.

He softened his brows and eyes, and said softly to Yan Ganbo, "Next time, come with me."

Yan Ganbo probably didn't know that this place... was the old residence of the Shi family, and his parents lived here for ten years.

But now, he is willing to lead Yan Ganbo to worship his parents.