Feminism and donkeys

After pregnancy, the mother's temper became quite bad, manic and irritable, and she was completely different from before. As long as Xiao Zhimai did something wrong, she would fly into a rage and throw it at her daughter no matter what was around her. .

The most serious one was throwing a red cup on Xiao Zhimai's head.She shrank her head away, and the glass shattered.

The mother was also stunned for a moment, how could she hit someone with a glass, and then she was annoyed that one of the glasses was broken and did not match, and finally she was lucky that she just rubbed her daughter's forehead without injury, otherwise it would be a lot of medical expenses .

From then on, she stopped throwing things at Xiao Zhimai. When the son in her belly was so fussy, she would call her daughter to come over, and grabbed her ear or twisted her arm hard.Only by taking out her manic depression on another child did she feel slightly better.

Doesn't the pregnant woman know that she has done something wrong? She also watched her daughter's tears in silence.

But poverty and hormones will distort people into another way. After she was pregnant with her son, she seemed to be broken. Her endocrine disorder was extremely unbalanced. The desire to destroy, smash, and destroy everything surged in her chest, and there was always a voice in her head. Crying heartbreakingly to destroy the world.

After feeling guilty for a few minutes, she quickly dismissed it. This birth was not because of the suffering of their old weaver family, so what if they beat and scolded their daughter because of their son?She has endured much more, which is what they owe her.

Being beaten would be very painful, every time the ear hurts like it would fall off, and Xiao Zhimai's arms are often blue and purple.

Every day, she must be the one who wants her father to win money playing cards, because her mother will add fuel to the story. What did she do wrong today, she can't wait to encourage the whole world to follow her to teach the children, and if her father loses, she will only suffer more. beat.

Children of this age do not dare to resist their parents. When they are beaten, they will just stand there and cry. Some neighbors poked their heads and saw the girl howling heart-piercingly on the side of the road. They couldn't bear it and opened the door to dissuade them.

But the man would only get angrier when he heard about it. He was so angry that he pulled out his belt, raised his hand high, and dropped it heavily.

Why can't she just admit her mistake quietly and insist on crying and yelling to attract the attention of others. Now the whole neighborhood knows that I am beating my daughter. How embarrassing it is for him to lose face in front of outsiders.

As for the woman standing aside with her belly upright, in order to please her husband, Sanjiu Handong directly took off her daughter's blouse, and wrestled it to the man.

The mother is suffering, why does the daughter live so carefree, only the deepest pain can let her have a long memory and never do it again.

Xiao Zhimai kept shaking her head, her hair tie was torn off and her hair was messy.

She struggled violently, begging bitterly as she retreated, her voice hoarse, and she folded her arms to tightly protect her clothes and body.But the pregnant woman overwhelms her with the sheer strength of an adult.

The woman tugged at her hair, and the scissors held her in place.

She was stripped naked.

A series of red marks were exposed in the air, hotly engraved on the shoulder blades, and also engraved on Zhimai's shame column.

Everyone on the road stopped and stared.

Fear, humiliation, shame, cold, pain, tears, darkness, despair, fear.

Her self-esteem was torn into pieces.She no longer has dignity.

The neighbor regretted it, she sighed, and couldn't bear to look at it anymore, maybe she shouldn't meddle in her own business.

Beating her daughter has turned into flirting with a man and a woman. Every time she is beaten, the husband and wife seem to have completed some mission together, sharing the same hatred and warming up their relationship.

The wife was naturally aware of it, and she always accused her 8-year-old daughter of how naughty and vicious she was, and how wronged and bitter she was to bring the child with her big belly.

Every time, every time her husband does something involuntarily and stands on her side blindly, it makes her feel that she is still loved.

It doesn't matter whether the husband really trusts her or just finds an excuse to vent his anger. It's a wonderful feeling to fight side by side with a lover.

As for the daughter who was beaten, stop being funny, can teaching a child be called domestic violence?

The perpetrator doesn't take it seriously, and doesn't feel that he has gone too far. He is just a child. He can have any self-esteem and shame, and he will forget it when he is older.

Even if they haven't forgotten, can they still remember and hate their parents? That's a matter of unfilial piety.

I really want to die.

That night, Xiao Zhimai's tears wet the pillow, and she repeatedly wondered if she really did something wrong?But she just asked if she could not have her brother.

Just because of this sentence, her life would be worse than death in the next second.

What is it like to fly, will birds be more free than me?

I really want to jump off the roof of the building and be done with it. If I die, I don’t have to be so sad. It would be fine if I had never been born.

When her parents lost her, they must have cried bitterly.

They will say with regret that they should not have treated her this way, will apologize and admit their mistakes, and will lovingly beg her to come home.

Only after imagining this scene did she have a little comfort, and she was able to fall asleep with tears on her pillow.

Fantasy is the only narcotic for the weak.

Whenever she climbed to the top of the building, she would look at the migratory birds flying south and imagine freedom.But she dared not jump down.

Can only endure life.

Most of the time, she always misses the past, and reminiscing about the sweet support is her hope for going down.

Until she heard the conversation of her parents.

They want to send themselves away.

Only at this moment did she realize that there was indeed something different, and time would never go back.

The parents broke the promise, she is no longer the only love, she has become a redundant drag oil bottle.

Xiaozhimai began to become cautious.From now on, she has to learn to observe words and expressions, distinguish the faces of adults, please them until she is satisfied, do laundry, do housework, guard the shop, etc., and undertake everything beyond what she can do at her age.

She likes to work very much and is very useful. I beg them not to abandon her because of her brother.

The vigilance and uneasiness made her feel a little troubled, and she began to apologize habitually, humble and cowardly.

She is like Cinderella's step-sister, who cuts off part of her body, stuffs her feet into crystal slippers with pain, and then pretends to be easy-going, smiling and dancing.

She grew up in an instant.

The parents hesitated for a while, but decided to keep their daughter temporarily.

Fortunately, after the son was born, the mother came back to continue to manage the store, and the business became more and more prosperous. The elders all praised that the leader was indeed a lucky star, and few people praised the mother for her ability.

Although he was not sent away, it had already left an irreparable scar in Zhimai's heart. It was painful and itchy when it rained, and he couldn't scratch it.

There is a concept of "unfinished complex" in Gestalt psychology. Unfulfilled wishes in childhood will have a huge impact on pursuits in adulthood.

What you lacked when you were young, you will definitely chase after something when you grow up.

Unfinished business means unwillingness, remorse and regret. Zhimai needs love, a lot of love.

She also hated why she was not a boy, and her mother did not have to get pregnant to complete the mission of carrying on the family line, and she was still the only one in the family.