far and near

On the weekend, the standard room was not booked within seven days. Yu Ren said that it would be a room with two double beds.The front desk said firmly that the two cards were gone, only one.Not to mention two girls sleeping, two boys are enough.

Uosheng had just finished talking about his lack of confidence in himself, so now he must muster up his courage and say to Yu Ren, "Then... let's make a big bed."

Yu Ren asked Maosheng to wash up first, and changed channels on the TV by himself.

She always thought that Usheng was a silly child, but Usheng was keenly aware of her thoughts. Yu Ren, a good student, replied at that time, "What kind of fairy am I or a scourge? If you pull you, you will lose confidence?"

The girl who sang was embarrassed and showed her big teeth. She looked at the road ahead and let out a soft sigh, "No."

The air conditioner in the house was warm and dry, and Uosheng came out of the bathroom in pajamas. While wiping his hair and looking for water to drink, he saw Yu Ren taking off his glasses and rubbing his forehead, "Uncomfortable?"

Yu Ren said it was all right, but he still had a headache even though he didn't study today, maybe it was because of sweating and the cool breeze.She also took out her pajamas from her schoolbag—when she stuffed them into the bag for washing and changing clothes in the dormitory, she saw two roommates who couldn't help gossiping, Yu Ren said, "My good friend from junior high school, a girl."

Only then did the two say "oh", the weird smile on their faces faded away completely, and turned to a serious smile, "Have fun." Yu Ren always gave them the feeling that there is alienation hidden in the enthusiasm, she seems to be able to get along with anyone Get along well, and communicate more freely with the teachers of the department.Obviously the same age, Yu Ren is sophisticated and gentle, and he gave them the impression that "the big sister is here" as soon as he appeared on the stage.It's rare that the elder sister has a situation, but I didn't expect it to be just a classmate who is calm and stable.

Yu Ren smiled, "Little eighth woman." But he thought in his heart, what if they knew they were the one they liked?Yu Ren knew very well that she couldn't utter a single word, and she couldn't assume that everyone was open-minded and tolerant.

It was past twelve o'clock after the two girls washed up. Yu Ren was blowing his hair, and he was stunned when he saw Qi Liuhai in the mirror—this is the hairstyle Uo had suggested, and it might be a bit outdated now, Uo said, " This hairstyle is too strong, and it looks pretty." Yu Ren became angry, she couldn't understand that Yu Ren, who seemed old-fashioned, still had a childish thirteen or fourteen-year-old in his heart.

Maybe it's time for a haircut.Yu Ren picked up the hair with his fingers, and let the hot wind blow into the hair gap.

Yu Ren, who pays great attention to systematic learning in his studies, found that there is no knowledge system in love, and the concepts and connections in it are constantly flipping.Uno's "no confidence" is that she no longer has the confidence to connect with the past relationship between them, or is she not confident in her current situation?

Circumstances are created by human beings. When Maosheng and Yinxiu came together, who created the most?Yu Ren's thinking about people is mostly within the framework of interests, but for Uosheng, her thoughts are often swayed by the emotion called "jealousy and unwillingness".

After getting into the bed, the two of them leaned against the edge of the bed, and there was actually room for another person to sleep in the space in the middle.Uno rubbed the tip of his nose, "It's quite spacious." After she finished speaking, she turned over and faced the wall, "Sleep first?"

Yu Ren didn't respond to her. After turning off the lights, he opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling. The night was dark, but his heart was bright.She smelled the nervousness of Uno, even though she hadn't been intimate for two years, she still felt and believed that Uno was the same as the one who clasped his knees with his hands on the bus and kept his eyes fixed.Uo couldn't hide her words, her body would leak those thousands of words.

Maybe Yinxiu is an excellent lover, she can catch Usheng's momentary vulnerability, reel in the thread, pull the net, and then jump in to entangle herself and Usheng.Yu Ren is really not fair, is Bai Maosheng that fool?

Yu Ren, who was breathing more and more heavily, made Uosheng think that she was not feeling well. The girl immediately turned on the light to see Yu Ren, and found that she turned her face and hid under the bed, "Yu Ren?"

"Watch "A Dream of Red Mansions" tomorrow." Yu Ren said in a nasal voice.

"Well." Although the master took Uosheng to watch several games, it will definitely be useful to listen and observe more.

"I hate Jia Baoyu the most." Yu Ren reached out and took a piece of paper from the bedside to wipe away his tears.

"Yeah." Maosheng felt that Yu Ren was pointing at Sang and scolding Huai. After all, she had seen Yu Ren's eloquence before. In the next second, Yu Ren might ask, "What do you think is the difference between Bai Maosheng and Jia Baoyu?"

Maosheng put his hands under his head, turned his face to Yu Ren and said quietly, "I'm afraid I can't give you everything."

Yu Ren wants everything, but now he is so humble that he is willing to part of it.She turned over and pressed Uosheng, looked into the girl's eyes, "I can."

Uoyu averted his eyes, "It's not fair."

Keeping the fairness for later, Yu Ren clumsily kissed Usheng on the lips, and immediately separated, seeing Usheng looked at her in surprise, she curled her lips, "You are almost twenty years old."

Such a childlike Yu Ren was only revealed in front of her, and Uosheng touched his lips, "But I—" Before Uosheng finished speaking, Yu Ren pressed on her lips again, and his elastic lips caressed Uosheng's.

Uno grabbed the sheet with both hands, and closed his eyes involuntarily.She hadn't experienced emotion for several months, and she was about to be pried away by Yu Ren's persistence and domineering. When her scalp was numb, Yu Ren held her face in his hands, "Uosheng, don't always make me humble like this, I The skin is so thick that I can't even recognize it." Yu Ren had her own pride, but she folded it in front of Uno, her watery eyes were a little hazy due to myopia, and she frowned again, and she already retreated.

The girl under her raised her head and kissed her brow, "I'm sorry, I can't forget her yet." Mao Sheng didn't forget Yu Ren when he and Yin Xiu were together. Shang Yinxiu's eyes.

Yu Ren's tears fell on Uno's face, she pushed the girl away and sat up, "What am I doing?" She was so confused that she gave up all her rationality.

"I couldn't come to Shanghai, I'm sorry, I missed the appointment." Usheng also sat up, and she took Yu Ren's hand in panic, "I... Yu Ren, I like you, but I..." Usheng said no It turns out that her liking for Yu Ren is not a strong possession of her body, not her hormones like Yinxiu.

Yu Ren understood, "Who do you love, me or her?" or "Who do you choose, me or her?" This question means surrendering incompetently, Yu Ren didn't ask, the answer is already so obvious.She got out of bed and washed her face with cold water. It is easy to feel the humidity evaporate quickly on the face in winter. After a while, Yu Ren's face became dry, and the eye sockets became dry and painful when they got wet again.

The girl who woke up sat on the chair and unscrewed the cold mineral water and drank half of it in one go. Now not only her brain is cold, but also her internal organs have been cooled successfully. The noise of the air conditioner and ventilation fan is the only sound in the room. Yu Ren looked at the ground for a while and looked up. He smiled reluctantly at Uosheng, "I understand." There was nothing to say all night.

Uosheng said that she was very happy to see Yu Ren, but the next day the two visited the snack street and business district near the school, obviously they couldn't get excited.Adults and children alike are afraid of disappointing those they care about.

Yu Ren sent Uno to the bus platform and returned to the train station. She waved to Uno in the window, and Uno's eyes moved, as if he wanted to cry.But in the end he smiled and motioned Yu Ren to go back quickly.She disappointed Yu Ren, and she resolutely put an end to her first love in the true sense.Send a message to Yu Ren behind him, "Yu Ren, you are an irreplaceable family member in my heart."

It wasn't until she was sitting in the waiting hall that she received Yu Ren's reply, "Thank you." The politeness of the two words made Uoyu stunned for a long time.

After returning to the provincial capital, Maosheng was still in a daze. She boarded the bus and realized that this was not the way home, but the community where she had lived in the development zone.Getting off the car by mistake, Uno stood at the gate of Jiujiu Future's community, knowing that Yinxiu would not be waiting here, and she would not be able to enter the old house, so she came anyway.Usheng turned on the phone and turned to Yinxiu's trace, and their conversation had been pushed to the back.At this time, Uosheng would edit a text message that would always be reminded of "failure to send", but Yinxiu could not receive it, but her text message column would return to the first place.

Today Maosheng sent, "55." These are the five text messages she sent to Yin Xiu, and the top row is almost all numbers: 54, 53...1.Occasionally, there is an unborn complaint, "I love you."

Yinxiu never said these three words, but Uosheng remembered writing these words countless times in her eyes.After sending "55", Uosheng answered another one, "I still love you."

Two weeks later, Sister Mian and Sun Tian, ​​who was about to return home after the final exam, called Maosheng to eat cheap hot pot again, and Sun Tian opened a bottle of beer and drank it first when they waited for the stalls of Shaoxing Opera Xiaosheng.Sister Mian snorted, "Look, as an artist, Xiaobai is much more self-conscious. She never drinks alcohol." The theater sometimes goes to the countryside to sing operas. You have to run into grassroots cadres who drink a lot.

They especially hope to "have a drink" with a beautiful actress. If the actress refuses, they will be even more enthusiastic about persuading them to drink, "If you don't drink, you won't give me face."

Uosheng encountered such a situation. Once, other actors touched some wine, and she was repeatedly persuaded four or five times by a deputy township head. The other party put the wine glass on the table with a "bang", her face was already Show displeasure.Even the team leader persuaded Uosheng, "Xiaobai, just drink a small cup and have fun."

The girl said calmly, "I'm sorry, I can't drink alcohol, and my throat will become hoarse when I touch alcohol. It's not that I don't give you face, but I rely on this for a living. You can't smash my job."

No matter how unhappy the other party is, no matter how embarrassing the leader feels, Uo has always adhered to this principle.Gradually, when it was someone else's turn to toast her, the leader was the first to jump out to stop the embarrassment from budding, "She can't drink, not even a drop of wine."

Sun Tian drank a large glass of beer, "In the future, I will either be a music teacher in middle and primary schools, or just run around. I won't be an artist."

"Aren't you happy with Wu Qiang?" Sister Mian asked.Wu Qiang is the fellow from Longxi University's chorus team who often sing K together. He has been interested in Sun Tian for a long time, and it is said that he has been aggressive recently.

"With him?" Sun Tian waved her hand, "It's no use, he's not my type." It was Bai Maosheng who provoked Sun Tian, ​​and she made several appointments with Maosheng alone. She either said to work overtime or go to the countryside, or something happened at home.But just say, "Bai Maosheng, would you like to come to a small performance?" Not to mention 2000 yuan or 1000 yuan, 500 yuan Maosheng will happily come.

Bai Maosheng obviously avoided her.Sun Tian heard a lot about Maosheng from Sister Mian: a native of Baizhou, transferred to the Provincial Opera School.My mother has sung Shaoxing opera, and the master is a master of Shaoxing opera in this province.The family has deep roots, and his appearance and voice are the "backup backbone" in the regiment. He is liked by his colleagues and hated by the leaders, because this kid doesn't give a table to the bar.

What Sun Tian got from Usheng is that she liked two girls.But I don't like the girl Sun Tian.Pimple soup must be in her mind. After Sun Tian said "Are you chasing me?", Bai Maosheng was too scared to go to the appointment alone.

She will come today, probably because of Sister Mian.

Sun Tian, ​​who didn't have enough face, drank another big glass, "Annoyed!" Annoyed Bai Maosheng removed her makeup, annoyed that this person is kind, annoyed that she lingered in his mind.

Uno stepped into the hot pot restaurant on time, carrying two packages of special products in her hand. She took off her coat first with a smile, and her thinner and thinner figure was hanging in a large turtleneck sweater. "I bought some special products for you, It just so happens that you can take it home during the Spring Festival.”

Sister Mian said thank you, why are you being so polite?Sun Tian said he wanted you to be troublesome.Those who come are not good when they hear it.

Uno was not angry, and put the special product beside Sun Tian's chair, "Yes, yes, I am troublesome, please forgive me."

Sun Tian turned her head to drink the third beer, and Sister Mian realized the problem, "Xiao Bai, why did you offend us, Xiao Tiantian?"

Maosheng cooked meat for Sun Tian and Sister Mian, and said with a smile on his face, "Did I eat half of the meat at the last dinner?"

"It's so sweet, who wants to eat it?" Sun Tian rolled her eyes and asked Mao Sheng knowingly, "So happy? Are you in a relationship?"

Uosheng smiled, "I'm not dating, it's because my mother said that I don't need to pay for the Spring Festival travel." Uosheng put the meat into the small bowl in front of Sun Tian, ​​"Eat it."

Sun Tian continued to roll her eyes, but the chopsticks precisely picked up the meat and sent it to her mouth.

Sister Mian held her chin and looked at them, "Why do I feel that you two are a little bit of a couple?" A joke made Sun Tian blush, and Maosheng lowered her head and smiled, "Sister Mian, you always like to tease me."

"It's not shaming, to be honest, sometimes I sing a duet with Xiaobai, you don't know that her eyes make my heart itch, I would have rushed to any boy with these eyes. This woman's eyes are different from men's eyes. Yes, it’s not as aggressive as it is, but it’s clean.” Sister Mian praised Xiaobai, and in exchange she picked up a piece of beef tripe with chopsticks to please, “Our Sister Mian’s eyes are called Qiao Xiaoqian and Beautiful Eyes Panxi. "

Sister Mian was even more surprised, "Xiaobai, if you were a boy, you must be a big disaster."

"She is a woman, but she is still a disaster." Sun Tian, ​​who was smeared with alcohol, picked up vegetables for Uosheng. Seeing that Uosheng was stunned, she kicked her under the table, "Eat yours."

Uosheng admitted that he had harmed Yu Ren, and after saying "thank you", Yu Ren never contacted him again.But she didn't admit to harming Yin Xiu, and she even felt that Yin Xiu harmed her.Yinxiu unknowingly burned a large scar on her heart, which was repeatedly healing and tearing.Uosheng's interest in earning money from acupuncture points also stems from Yinxiu's choice: to open a store in partnership with Brother Hao.If Bai Maosheng could sell tens of millions, Yin Xiu might not leave her.

The leg was kicked by Sun Tian again, "Eat."

"Oh." Usheng ate obediently. Sun Tian, ​​who was on top of the wine, looked at Usheng with fixed eyes, but Sister Mian's eyes had a deep meaning. She explained, "She's so pretty."

Uosheng blushed, "Don't say that." Zhao Lan once told herself, "I don't care who you fall in love with, but you can't use your good looks to tease people everywhere." The master disagreed, "We Uosheng are not that kind Man, besides, it's not Uo's fault that he looks good."

"Eh?" Zhao Lan stared at Wang Li with a half-smile, "Whose fault is that?" Wang Li, whose ears were starting to turn red, drank tea from a cup and said nothing.

After the farewell meal a year ago, the lights came on, and Sun Tian, ​​who had drank two bottles of beer, stood firm against Uno, "You carry it for me and take me back to school." Sister Mian was surprised when she heard that, but suppressed her curiosity. Stomach, "Xiaobai, please send Tiantian, I live close, so I can go back by myself. I don't feel relieved when she drinks."

Uno wants to say that you can rest assured of me?In the end, she walked steadily with Sun Tian to the Normal University. When passing by the famous moat bridge in the provincial capital, Sun Tian seemed a little tired from walking. She opened her mouth and let out the smell of alcohol. Xiu, "Let's drink less." Uosheng said.

"If you tell me to drink less, I will drink less?" Sun Tian looked at Uno, "Are you single or in a relationship now?"

Uno was helpless, "Well...it's hard to say." She may still be in love, but with Yin Xiu in her imagination.

"I'm so tired," Sun Tian pulled Maosheng to sit down, her ass was shivering from the cold, "Why do you always look like you have something on your mind? Which woman do you want?"

Uno said she was fine, really fine.It's not that she is thinking about anyone, she can't tell Sun Tian if she is thinking about anyone.

Sun Tian fell on her shoulder and cried, "Go to the ball, I call you why don't you come out? Do you think I'm stupid?" When she wiped her tears on Usheng's shoulder, Usheng saw Yinxiu accompanying her. A middle-aged woman was also strolling around the moat. The middle-aged woman turned her face and said in Baizhou dialect, "It's nothing to see."

When Yinxiu saw Usheng, her eyes were bottomless, and she turned to the river as if she had no emotion, "Then let's go shopping." Yinxiu didn't hold hands with Yin Xiaochang like many mothers and daughters. After walking two steps, he suddenly let out a low voice, and Yin Xiaochang asked what's the matter?

"It's okay, I sprained my ankle." Yinxiu was wearing half-heeled high boots.

"I can't wear it well at this height." Yin Xiaochang is often proud of her ability to control high heels over [-] centimeters.

Yinxiu turned her head to look at the heel, and felt that there was someone standing behind her.Realizing that it was Uno, she was so nervous that she pulled Yin Xiaochang up to speed up her pace, and then she twisted again.

"Is it important?" It was Uosheng's voice, and she helped Yinxiu up, and Sun Tian followed.

"It's okay, thank you." Yin Xiu limped away. Today she was unlucky, and took Yin Xiaochang to visit the provincial capital, but ran into an old friend.After Yinxiu got rid of Uno's hand, she walked forward slowly, and she always felt that Uno was watching him behind her.She turned her head when she reached the city wall, and her eyes suddenly filled with tears, because Uno was still there, with disappointment and reluctance written all over her face.

"Ex-girlfriend?" Sun Tian seemed to understand a little bit.

"Well." Usheng said, "Sun Tian, ​​I'm not suitable for dating. I'm not a good partner. Because I can't give others everything." The winter wind made Usheng's ears hurt. Xiu went further and further.

"I don't mind." Sun Tian pulled Maosheng's hand, "Go to the ball, people ignore you."

Uno felt sad when she heard it, and she sobbed softly after not crying for a long time, "She really ignored me." They ignored her.