far and near

After the college's New Year's Day celebration, Yu Ren's vacation was given to the study room.She is one of the hardest-working students in the class, and the second place in the college entrance examination also made the students around her puzzled, "Is it because you volunteered?"

After learning that Yu Ren chose our school, the other party would say with shock and regret, "True love."

Yu Ren lowered his head and smiled, "Maybe."

After Yu Xiaomin learned that she would not return to Baizhou for the holiday, she asked, "Are there any boys chasing you?"In order to prevent future troubles, Yu Ren said no, really no.

"You're just stupid, maybe you won't be able to tell if someone is interested in you." Yu Xiaomin imagined her daughter's silly face, but she was actually quite delicate, and then scolded others, "They are blind."

Since he was either stupid or blind, and getting together was either embarrassing others or embarrassing each other, Yu Ren just laughed it off.

Yu Ren did not receive a formal pursuit from a boy, but he received several invitations. Liao Kuang invited her to dinner, and Yu Ren invited him back out of courtesy.But he was very measured, and just asked Yu Ren, "Would you like to go to Hudong Hall to watch the night on Christmas Eve? The atmosphere there is very good." Yu Ren couldn't stay up late, and because he didn't have friendship with Santa Claus, he finally declined him.And Liao Kuang said that the leader of his internship company would be there that day, and if he said hello, it would be beneficial for Yu Ren to apply for an internship during the winter vacation.Seeing that Yu Ren was still unmoved, he effectively stopped the recent frequent contact and only sent holiday greeting text messages on New Year's Day.

No wonder Liao Kuang made Ren Songhong full of praise. He is good at creating and capturing opportunities, and he is mature beyond his age, let alone procrastinating.Yu Ren was really envious of this concentration.

The rest of the people who have a good impression of her are not only the classmates in this class, but also the alumni of Baizhou No. [-] Middle School from other departments. Compared with Zhu Chaoyang's hot-headed harassment before, these people are more reserved and progressive.They will find opportunities to chat with Yu Ren in club and class activities, and they will talk about famous masterpieces, hobbies, and international situations in an eloquent way, and they will gradually devote themselves to themselves while talking.If Yu Ren put forward a different opinion, they would be taken aback for a moment, and then they changed the one-man show to sing harmony.

Yu Ren doesn't like this kind of "sympathetic singing", which is a gesture only for high-ranking people.She asks about her knowledge and thinking that her peers don't need such pretentious care. If she is not given the opportunity to communicate with each other head-to-head, Yu Ren will categorically refuse their approach next time, "Sorry, I have to leave beforehand."

He didn't want to waste time on people he wasn't interested in, but he hoped to go back to Baizhou to see San'er, but after considering the subjects and preparation time for the final exam, Yu Ren, who was used to it, chose to stay in school to review.In those few days, the "January [-]th" that Uno said was always in her mind. She was ready to entertain guests, but she blamed herself for the impulsive invitation, because she still had to face Yinxiu and Uno. Sit down and meet the inquiry in Yinxiu's eyes.

But she misses Uo.Many people fall in love in order to find a soul mate. Yu Ren feels that there is no soul communication between her and Uo, and she doesn't even know what soul communication is.What she is used to is being with him day and night like a long time, and what she likes is to be herself peacefully by Uosheng's side.This kind of companionship is the moisturizing and silent fragrance in the room, and it is also the right hot and cold sweet tea when you are thirsty. The word "soul" is too profound, and many people haven't found their own soul yet.

Some people will empathize with things to find soul or feelings.Compared with the classmates in the courtyard, Yu Ren's talent is not so outstanding. She has never been involved in sports, dance, musical instruments, dramas, and only occasionally watched the excitement at the invitation of others.In addition, the students get along fairly harmoniously. Apart from that harmony is the emptiness and panic of the freshmen being thrown into the new environment. In addition to the harmony, there is a lack of enthusiasm for the friendship of middle school students.It's all too polite.

Under Yu Ren's polite and gentle appearance, there is a lonely heart waiting to be warmed up.She picks people, others can't.

It was January [-]th, and Yu Ren started to lose his mind half an hour before the end of afternoon class.She kept looking at her phone, hoping to receive a message from Uo.And the inbox belongs to the roommate except for the carrier advertisement.When she lowered her head for the sixth time, the teacher on the podium noticed the student who often sat in the first row and never lost his mind, and laughed clearly, "Don't worry about me procrastinating."

Yu Ren blushed and forced himself to restrain his mind and continue listening to the lecture.Until 07:30 in the evening, Usheng did not renew their agreement.It was rare for Yu Ren not to go to self-study, and walked around the red wall outside the school with his bag on his back to breathe.From Handan Road to the end of Guoding Road, she had already reached the gate of another university.She looked up at the sky, and suddenly found that the freedom to go to college was nothing more than casual walks and occasional self-study.

In the past, when I was studying, I was looking forward to Uosheng's pick-up, so I seized every opportunity to call her.Now that I have time, I don't need to look at the security captain's wife when I make a call, but everyone goes their separate ways.What is she feeling sorry for?Yu Ren shook his head and returned to the dormitory.

The dormitory that doesn't even have a balcony and requires a dozen people to share a bathroom and water room is like a small matchbox, filled to the brim with just a few boxes.Yu Ren didn't have enough space, and there were two stacks of books piled up beside his bed.

Except that she is quite satisfied with the course, everything else here is not a surprise.Yu Ren even doubted himself for a while: What am I here for?

To fulfill an empty promise, to fill obsession with a brand-new reality, to welcome Uo and Yinxiu?Are they coming tomorrow?It only takes her a phone call to ask clearly, Yu Ren has been concerned about it for a few days.When Uosheng was already in another relationship, Yu Ren began to restrain his hands, and if he was too active, his motives would appear suspicious, and if he completely ignored Uosheng, he would completely lose Uosheng.

Between the awkward balance, Yu Ren chose to embarrass herself only, she leaned on the bedside and covered her emotions with a book.

Flipping through Fei Xiaotong's local classics, while thinking about her hometown and her soil.Yu Ren's township is called Baizhou, and the local name is Yuzhuang.Her life has been in these two places for 18 years, and none of the people who are in her heart are by her side.Yu Ren had to admit that he was not that free and easy, what about traveling abroad, what about exchange studies?When Yu Ren thinks about it, he is full of pride, but when he finishes thinking about it, he misses Baizhou very much. The vegetation there is particularly alive when he is far away, and the people there are still waiting for him in time.

After Yu Ren went to the bathroom and lay down, his caring roommate asked, "Yu Ren, are you feeling well? You came back so early today?"

She said she wanted to give herself a vacation today.The roommate laughed, "Where did you give yourself a vacation?"

The speaker had no intention, and the listener smiled wryly—they were not yet mature enough to immediately end a boring dispute about "whether a certain classmate worked so hard that he didn't give himself a holiday".Yu Ren chose to shut up, and then turned on the phone. She sat up suddenly, and realized that Uosheng called her twice when she was probably going to the bathroom.

She hurriedly dialed it, but there was no answer.Yu Ren's heart was like falling into a stone, she waited for the ripples to stop, she was hesitating how long it would take to dial again so that she would not appear anxious.

Uosheng is always considerate, her call came again at this time, Yu Ren's heart beat into his throat, he waited five times before picking it up, and asked calmly under the concerned eyes of his roommate, "Hello?"

She called "Usheng" in silence.

"Yu Ren, I've arrived at the gate of your school. Exactly which door to enter." Maosheng was like a headless chicken at the gate of the university, "I checked that the main entrance is on Handan Road, and the driver put me on Guoding Road, I'll go It’s not right to walk around, this place is not like a university, why is it a college?”

Uosheng stared at the "Continuing Education College" in front of him and looked again, "I—" Her twittering was interrupted by Yu Ren, "Which door are you in?"

After hearing Uosheng's answer, Yu Ren couldn't laugh or cry, "You are stupid, you are going the wrong way. It's on Siping Road."

Usheng paused, "Just... just me." She caught the last train to Shanghai as soon as the performance ended in the evening, and it was already 09:30 in the evening after jumping on the bus outside the train station and arriving at the station.She was afraid that Yu Ren would be too troublesome, so she didn't inform Yu Ren in advance, but the vague agreement on January [-]th took root in Uosheng's heart.

Standing on the side of the road waiting for Yu Ren, Uosheng suddenly felt a familiar warmth and comfort in his heart.She has been too lonely for the past few months. Although she has friends, her mother and master care about her very much, but Uo seems to have walked from an oasis to a desert, and the yellow sand is everywhere, and the sun is scorching her more and more.Uno gradually grew up, the less ups and downs were visible on his face, and the water in his heart became more dry.No one could quench her thirst and block the heat. She searched all over, but there was no oasis like Yinxiu, and a spring like Yu Ren.

When Uo looked boredly at the side of the road, a taxi stopped in front of him.Yu Ren jumped off the station and stood in front of Uno. She was no longer wearing the No. [-] Middle School uniform, and she wore a short down jacket outside the light white sweater. After receiving the call from Uo, she rushed out of the dormitory to take a taxi, which was not much faster than walking. , but she couldn't wait.

The beads of sweat on the tip of the nose were a bit conspicuous, Yu Ren wiped them off, and the eyes behind the glasses were jumping with excitement, "Usu."

After the voice in her heart came out, Usheng's joyful look overwhelmed her.Uosheng approached, holding a gift box in her left hand, and a luggage bag in her right hand. She lifted the thing and opened her arms. Yu Ren only hugged her waist lightly, and asked, "Where is Yinxiu?"

Uno's eyes dimmed, but he still smiled, "We broke up."

Even if she is as smart as Yu Ren, she can't figure out the sudden confusion in her mind, she is still hesitating between acting skills and logic.I was shocked by Uosheng and Yinxiu, but I couldn't stop the feeling of rejoicing.It is necessary to maintain his usual calmness in front of Uno, but also to block even the slightest bit of excitement and curiosity.Even if she still likes Uo, Yu Ren deep in the tunnel still wants to maintain a sitting posture.The obedient student Yu Ren who has been fighting wits with Yu Xiaomin and his surroundings for many years unconsciously put on two skins.

"Have you had dinner yet? Find a place to sit down and rest first." Yu Ren enthusiastically arranged where Uosheng would stay, and also helped her carry her luggage.Mao Sheng quit, Yu Ren patted the back of her hand, "Don't pretend to be polite."

Uosheng insisted on being polite and took it himself.But Yu Ren was still sweating, and when he found a Cantonese restaurant that served supper, the two had already walked for more than ten minutes.Yu Ren remembered that they hadn't walked together like this for a long time.

I ordered light porridge and wonton for Uno, and added half a roast duck, and Yu Ren’s food expenses for two days were covered, but the bonus made her rich and powerful, "I bought a mobile phone and a computer, and bought gifts for my grandparents and mother. , I still have 2 yuan left.”

This made Uosheng, who had saved tens of thousands of dollars a year at work, speechless, "It's better to study." She smiled and bit the roast duck on the chopsticks.

Uosheng ate very quickly, neither of them continued on the topic of breaking up.When Yu Ren said "rest", they were really resting.Usheng in time may be tired from trekking, so she is a little more indifferent than when we met last year.Yu Ren, who was standing still, was also tired from standing. She lowered her eyelids, and her follower, Uosuke, pinched the chopsticks with thin white fingers from the corner of her eye.

But I couldn't help but saw Uosheng's face again.Maosheng looked at Yu Ren and smiled with food in his mouth, and Yu Ren also raised the corners of his mouth.Mao Sheng picked up roast duck for her, "Why don't you eat it?" Yu Ren said that she was full, but he still moved his chopsticks with Mao Sheng.

The topic between the two is also resting. After eating, Uosu said that I will take you to school, and we will see you tomorrow when you finish class. I will just walk around by myself.She didn't invite Yu Ren to stay and talk about the present and the past.

"Does your family know that you came to Shanghai alone?" Yu Ren was worried about her mother.

"I know, I said that I took a private job and went to two places." Uosheng also learned to lie, and she explained with some embarrassment, "Talking too much... You know my mother, she loves to worry."

But Yu Ren, who had already told her roommate that she would not come back, had already made up her mind, she turned and pointed to the hotel at the intersection ahead, "Our building inspection is not so strict, just say hello and ask for a leave of absence."

Uogi said in a pleasant and pleasant voice, "Okay."

This tone made Yu Ren happy. Yu Ren had waited for two years for such willful freedom. She heard the footsteps of the two, and there was the panting of a night runner behind her, and Maosheng pulled Yu Renhu beside her. On the side, her movements naturally seemed not to be paused by time.

Yu Ren was caught emotionally by the strong pull, she stopped and looked at Uosheng, "Why do you—" How come you are so calm?The child who hid behind the door and kissed him secretly but ran away immediately has grown up, and the current Uno owes a lot to Yinxiu.Yu Ren didn't participate much, and she was saddened by her absence.

From this moment on, she was full of anticipation after fermenting, but the bottle cap was yanked out, and she lost her temper a little bit, "Why don't you come tomorrow? What if I fall asleep so late?" Change the cover Say it without embarrassment.

"It's okay, I'll find a place to live, and I can see you tomorrow anyway. I'll be in Shanghai for two full days." Uosheng threw his luggage over his shoulder, "Huh? What's wrong with you, Yu Ren?"

Yu Ren felt that she was ashamed in front of Maosheng, and she brushed her hair, "It's okay. It's good to come today, it just happens that tomorrow is Saturday and I don't have class." She didn't even dare to read Uno's eyes.

What did you do to me after you broke up?Why don't you speak?Rabbit monster, you have become a genius.Yu Ren laughed, "Uosheng, for the first time, I feel that you really look like an adult."

Adults don't complain about everyone they meet: love is so exhausting, and thinking is so annoying.Adults are born with a cellar. Cabbage in winter and ice cubes in summer are neatly stacked there. If no one mentions it, they will just pretend nothing happened.

Uno pursed his lips, "You look like an adult too." It's just that this hairstyle is too strong.Uosheng looked closely at Yu Ren's neat bangs and slightly dyed yellow hair ends. The girl under the street lamp was a little flustered by her sudden movement, and suddenly grabbed Uosheng's clothes.Uso saw that the tiny mole on her lip was still there, and the shallow grooves on her eyelids trembled.Heartbroken, she moved away slightly and reached out to touch Yu Ren's head.On those beautiful days, the two children by the Baijiang River would hug each other tightly and express their reluctance with their bodies and strength.

Yu Ren didn't wait for Uosheng's hug, but she just brushed her hair, "However, it's also pretty." Uosheng said, and she turned to grab the hair that fell into the collar, "Yes Is that hotel?" She looked around and talked about him.

Yu Ren, who was one step away from a business trip, inhaled secretly, she nodded, "Yeah." Since when did Uo know better than himself when enough is enough?No wonder, she was able to start over, but she was still expecting something to happen just now.The girl who was disappointed with both herself and Uosu stepped lightly on the road, and heard Uoyu next to her take a long breath, "Yu Ren, don't... I really don't have confidence in myself."