far and near

Before Zhao Lan returned to Baizhou City, she was worried about a lot of interpersonal communication. The people in the unit were polite. When she was hospitalized, the deputy secretary came to see her on behalf of everyone. Now she can save a lot of trouble by not saying anything.Besides, she didn't want to open her trousers to let them look at the prosthesis curiously, and then followed the other person's words, "It's really amazing, now this medicine, you take a few more steps to see it?"

After several months of adaptation, Zhao Lan can walk relatively normally with the help of prosthetics. In addition to "relatively", there is "absolutely" - Zhao Lan always finds it difficult to find pleasure for herself, and always feels that others notice her legs.

In Baizhou, where the mother and son hadn't settled for the time being, they lived in a hotel for a few days with peace of mind.One of Zhao Lan's problems is her mother. Ever since she refused her elder brother's help to claim compensation and Maosheng left her grandma and fled home, her mother cried sadly on the phone, "What is this for? Preventing my family from being a thieves."

She went back to her mother's house this time to try her best to mend the relationship with her old lady. After she and Uosheng entered the elder brother's house with nutritional supplements, fruit and provincial specialties, the elder sister-in-law made an excuse to leave the store beforehand, and the elder brother didn't show up directly, and Uosheng hugged her. Sending text messages endlessly on the mobile phone, Zhao Lan handed over paper to wipe away the mother's snot and tears.

After wiping half of the paper balls in the trash can, her mother repeated the same old tune, "Is it true that I lost 40 yuan?"

Zhao Lan said that there are so many, only 27, except for medical treatment, the rest I barely bought a small house in the provincial capital for Uosheng.In this way, she will not worry about the house when she works in the future.When she was talking, Uosheng looked up at herself in front of the small mobile phone.

"She's going to get married anyway, so what kind of house will she buy? Isn't it someone else's?" Mrs. Zhao Lan has always adhered to the shabby truth of the water thrown by her married daughter, thinking that buying a house for her daughter is a fantasy.

Uno was not happy to hear this, so he went out to make a phone call and left.

The old lady looked at her granddaughter's back and cried again, "When she was a child, I carried her feces and piss all over the place for a year, why didn't I kiss her when she got older." After hearing it outside the door, Uosheng had a headache. The eternal relationship between her and her grandmother The topic is that year of shit and urine, what can she do?From birth to more than one year old, she couldn't take care of herself after eating, drinking, and diarrhea, and she didn't force the old lady to change her diapers.

Speaking of urinating shit, my uncle's cousin is still wetting the bed at the age of eight. Isn't it the old lady who washes the sheets every time?

Zhao Lan has long known that her mother is biased, she is used to it, and accepts her fate.In addition, after Lao Bai passed away, there was no man in her family, so her eldest brother became half of her heart's support.The other half is money.

This time, she lost half of her leg due to an accident, but she gained another pillar - Maosheng grew beyond her expectations.

When she was bored at home alone, she thought about it, thinking about what she owed her natal family all these years?So much so that the eldest brother and sister-in-law are so righteous while taking advantage of others.The more Zhao Lan thought about it later, the more she felt something was wrong. Since she graduated from drama school at the age of 15, she had never received a penny from her family, and the dowry for marrying Lao Bai was bought by her own salary.Why did the eldest brother blame her for selling aquatic products all his life?

Even if it's from your own family, you can't acquiesce that they are naturally easy to talk.Not only are they not good at speaking, they don't even speak reason.They can chew the black into the white, and they can say that they are considerate of you.Shameless people are crooked from heart to logic.

Zhao Lan left 2000 yuan to the old lady, and after dealing with her for a while, she wanted to leave.The mother kept her for dinner, and said that the sister-in-law must remember to go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables when she comes back from get off work.Zhao Lan looked at her mother who loved her the most and was closest to her when she was a child, and suddenly said, "Mom, forget it. My sister-in-law and brother-in-law are afraid that I will ask for money, let alone buying vegetables, they will not go home for lunch."

The grumpy old woman had a stiff face, habitually drooping her nasolabial folds to show an unhappy expression.In the past, Zhao Lan was most afraid of seeing her like this. She tried every means to make her mother happy: buy her clothes, buy her supplements, secretly stuff money, take her on a trip... She felt very tired, although she didn't get a word from her mother "That's great" or "Thank you", she always dislikes the money spent, and to put it bluntly, she is distressed that the money spent is not neatly lying under her pillow.

Zhao Lan had seen enough of this suffering and dissatisfied face, fed up with this expression that was always switching between angry and weak, she braced her prosthesis and stood up, "I'm not like my elder brother and sister-in-law, who make money with four hands. I have only one person, and I am the only one in Uno. Mom, please bring a message, please return the 20 as soon as possible.”

Maosheng was refreshed when he heard it outside the door. She was about to laugh when Zhao Lan went out, but she saw her mother crying.Uosheng didn't say a word, he held his mother's hand, "Mom, don't you want to eat the barbecue on Jinxi Street? Let's eat it tonight, and then call the master."

When she heard Wang Li, Zhao Lan choked with tears, "I don't see her." She felt that she had been abandoned by Wang Li, and of course she did it on her own, because she didn't want Wang Li first.

"Okay, I don't see her. It's just you and me." Uosheng wrapped his mother's shoulders and hugged Zhao Lan, "Mom, if you want to cry, you have to go far away. You weren't like this just now."

Zhao Lan smiled, and was a little dazed. She always felt that Mao Sheng was growing up a little bit in a way she couldn't detect, and her tone just now was very similar to a senior sister.

Uosheng said that she went back to Jinxi Street with her friend yesterday. The friend drank two bottles of beer, but she didn’t touch a drop of alcohol. Looking at the new impression Yinxiu gave her, "It's smart to wear a small suit, and people who work are different." She omitted the key information, and Yinxiu took off the small suit to reveal the light blue shirt inside. Uo couldn't help but look down at his own because of the good lines.

"We should thank her. Without her help, the decoration of our house might be unfinished." Zhao Lan said the same thing, but when she thought of Maosheng and Yu Ren, Maosheng and Yinxiu, she had a headache. If the old one didn't go, the new one would come Yes, when I was pregnant with Uno, I always felt that this child was well-behaved and not fussy. Why did he harm other little girls when he grew taller.

Zhao Lan has been carefully observing Maosheng's social behavior, and after Yu Ren seemed to be far away, Yinxiu kept popping out of Maosheng's mouth.Zhao Lan felt that compared with her senior sister and herself, the problem of Uno was more urgent to solve.

As for how to solve it, she didn't know anything.Zhao Lan, who was in a hurry to get angry, sat at a roadside barbecue stall and ate twenty skewers of beef in a row, and Usheng went to buy her a piece of melon to reduce the fire.Zhao Lan said no, I want to drink beer too.You buy two bottles for mom.

Senior sister has a bottle of Wuliangye for a meal, and Zhao Lan takes half a catty of Moutai for a meal.She even thought that after retiring with her senior sister, the two old ladies could finally let go of themselves and blow bottles face to face at the dinner table.

Two bottles of beer was not a problem for Zhao Lan. After she was full, she held her daughter's hand tightly and walked along Jinxi Street. When she reached the gate of Jinhu Community, Zhao Lan suddenly stopped.Uo could see that she was hesitating.

Zhao Lan only hesitated for a while, and continued to drag her daughter to the distance. When the two reached the bank of Baijiang River, Mao Sheng paused slightly at this time, and she remembered that this was the place where she and Yu Ren secretly fell in love.

The mother and daughter looked at the transport ships on the river side by side, listened to their rumbling motors, and followed the lights on the ships to watch the sparkling lines on the water.The brewing of Zhao Lan's two bottles of wine was ready in 10 minutes, "Uosheng, why don't you try it?"

Uosheng asked what to try?

"Try to see if you will be tempted by boys. I was with your father when I was with him, and I was also moved by him." Zhao Lan found it difficult to peel off the disguise of her mother Wei Guangzheng in front of her daughter, but she continued. It's also easier.

"That's right, I like your master. At first, I fell in love with boys like that. Later, I thought she was attractive as a girl in the audience. Then I figured out that it's not like that for boys, but for people I like. There are all kinds of preoccupations and playing hard to get. I didn’t do it on purpose, I just couldn’t help it at the time.” Zhao Lan dismissed those terms on the Internet, “It’s not easy to fall in love with someone.” So push yourself and others , Uno is not easy.

Zhao Lan said that she had done many bad things to her senior sister when she was a child.

"Are you throwing melon seed husks in the master's face too?" Mao Sheng asked Zhao Lan and knew it was Chen Fengxiang's doing.

"I don't eat melon seeds in the background. When I died, she was still making mud in the countryside of Shuodong." Zhao Lan said that she secretly mixed a lot of blue into the white paint on the senior sister's face. I made a tick under the eyes, originally I wanted to make a background color, but it turned out to be a fairy." Zhao Lan recalled the amazing blue on the handsome boy's face, "It's really a fairy."

"I couldn't sing well and was trained by the director of the troupe. Your master interceded for me and said that she would be able to change the tune for me after three days of work. What happened? I didn't follow her, she changed the pattern every day. Let me eat, and I feel sorry for eating more than half of a month's salary, so let me try it." Zhao Lan remembered that her senior sister drank enough northwest wind that month and ate vegetable buns every day.

"Ah, the master liked to buy food for people back then? When I was accosted by Aunt Chen backstage, she always asked me to run errands to buy chicken wings and barbecue, saying that Aunt Chen would get hungry after the show." Mao Sheng Reaffirming the characteristics of the master Haowei's breeding.

Zhao Lan was tongue-tied, "Oh."

As she got older, her tongue became knotted after just two bottles of wine, and her memory was not good. She clearly talked about Maosheng, but she continued to talk about her senior sister, "Come to the provincial capital three times, and I will send you to the gate of the community , she doesn’t want to see me.” She also didn’t want to eat the chicken, duck, fish, meat and shrimp that she made.

"Mom, I think..." Uosheng pulled up the zipper of his clothes and rubbed his mother's hands again, "It's okay, it's quite warm."

"What do you think of me?" Zhao Lan experienced the feeling of chatting with her daughter for the first time. The white and soft baby who would only sleep after feeding suddenly became her reliance, which set off her personality. senescence.

"Mom, you're quite awkward, don't even mention asking me to try to be attracted to boys. I'm a junior high school classmate, and there are many people in the class who are shorter than me, and everyone who is taller than me is ugly and crooked." Zhu Chaoyang, who dared to attack Yu Ren, made Maosheng even more angry, "Who do you think I am attracted to?"

I went to two theater schools, and there were very few boys. Who said that there are more female actors in Shaoxing opera? "Who do I go to? I go to the troupe to find the uncle who plays the sanxian, or the uncle who claps the drum?"

"Mom, don't look at my young age, but I know that you can't force it to like you. If you really want to force it, master and Aunt Chen will go together." Maosheng also let Zhao Lan taste the sharpness of a child, "I said you are awkward , that's because you obviously like Master, but you push her away because you prevent me from marrying and having children normally. Mom, let me tell you something from the bottom of my heart. Master never gets mad at you and hates you. too much.

"You are you, and I am me. Don't underestimate the master and yourself, and I won't just 'try' just because I want to determine my sexual orientation. Mom, 'trying' is quite shabby."

Zhao Lan looked at the river with her hips crossed, and the smell of alcohol fainted on her cheeks. She was also thinking about what her daughter said, and finally she said, "Then you can't fall in love until you are 20 years old." She was in front of her daughter's maturity. He lowered his head temporarily.

Uogi smiled bitterly, "I'm almost lost in love."