far and near

Perhaps because of the lack of pressure to go into battle, Yuan Liu's college entrance examination went smoothly.After finishing the last test, she ran to Yu Ren and Yuan Huifang who were waiting outside, and gave her a thumbs up.Yuan Huifang grabbed her by the collar, "Fudan is ready?"

"Let's look at the score line." Yuan Liu said conservatively.But put it down after the exam, the most important thing is to spend more time with Yu Ren, Yuan Liu cast his eyes on Yu Ren, who looked away and said, "Get in the car."

Yuan Liu was curious about her free time in the past few days, and asked her if she had asked for leave?Yu Ren said that it happened to be a short vacation.When you finish your college entrance examination, you just go to work.Yuan Liu was annoyed from time to time, why did she not have a holiday early or late, and was stuck at the time when the college entrance examination was over.She asked Yu Ren that the Dragon Boat Festival starting tomorrow will not rest?

Yu Ren's eyes were fixed, and he said to wait for the notice.

Yuan Huifang thought that today he had to go to a restaurant no matter what, Xiaohai and his daughter would come, and if Xiaohuai had returned to Beijing, they would call Xiaobai and Xiaoyin, and everyone would celebrate Xiaoliu with excitement.

In fact, Yuan Liu didn't want to get into such excitement right away, she hoped to stay quietly with Yu Ren'an for a while, just the two of them.

Yu Ren saw her thoughts, and glanced at Yuan Liu from the rearview mirror. When he met Yuan Liu with such calm eyes, he was full of warmth. Yuan Liu sat down immediately and said hello to Yuan Huifang.

It is rare for a table to be full. Before dinner, Su Hai called Huai Fengnian, "Bad Fengnian, when are you coming back?"

Fengnian said that he will answer on the 18th, and he will wait until the end of the month for graduation, and he will definitely come back in July, "I have enough hair on this side of me waiting for you to cut it." The eldest girl picked up the phone and sighed with emotion, "You said Why can't we make it all together?" Bad Fengnian is coming back soon, and Xiao Liu is going to study in Shanghai again.Over the years, you have come and gone one by one, but I am the only one who is loyal to Baizhou and has been here for [-] years.

The eldest girl said that her barber shop has already found the storefront and just needs to design and decorate it. When the time comes, all of you will come, and the whole shop will be [-]% off.

Mao Xinxia smiled, "But she took out all the money she had in the bottom of the box."

"Xiao Hai, where is your store?" Uo asked.

It's on the food street at the back door of Baizhou University. I can't compete with my mother for business.Su Hai said that when she was a child, Xiao Liu’s ideal was to go to school. She opened a barber shop at the gate of the school, but the world was unbearable.

During the dinner, we talked about Suhai’s new store and Uosheng’s new play, while Yin Xiu and Yu Ren beside him occasionally talked about the analysis she wrote, “I’ve finished watching it all, and I… have to watch it twice more. After finishing it I have a lot to say to you, but I have to sort it out first."

Yu Ren said that she was not in a hurry, and it happened that the mobile phone on her desk rang. After looking at it, her face turned cold, and she said to go out to answer the phone.

Yuan Liu always felt that Yu Ren seemed to be hiding something on his mind, so she sat worriedly for a while and chased after him. When she got outside the shop, she heard Yu Renyong's usual calm and polite tone, saying nothing more than "Understood, okay, um, I understand." ..."

After Yu Ren thanked her, she hung up the phone and turned her head to see Yuan Liu staring at her from a distance. She shook her phone and said, "Notify me...the Dragon Boat Festival is on holiday." This call was what she had been waiting for for a long time, and it confirmed herself Almost overnight, she was marginalized in the department.The phone call just now was called to notify her about the holiday, but it was actually a tactful suggestion for her to apply for a transfer.She had worked hard for five years and hit a wall. The deputy director, who had a bright future, might go to the local chronicles office to continue to sit on a colder bench.

Even though she was mentally prepared to resign, Yu Ren was still emotionally affected by this incident. In addition, she heard that Ren Songhong's problem was serious in the past few days, and her mood was even worse.Because he didn't want to affect Yuan Liu, he just forcibly stretched himself.

"Shall I go outside with you?" Yuan Liu saw that Yu Ren didn't want to go back for a while, but Yu Ren sank for a few seconds, and his face returned to normal, "Don't make everyone wait, go back."

Yuan Liu had been quietly observing Yu Ren's performance. Sure enough, during the dinner, she was still the quiet and hot Yu Ren. She got along well with everyone and couldn't find a single fault.Realizing that Yuan Liu might be looking at him, Yu Ren secretly photographed her knee under the table, signaling her not to be so obvious.

"What major will Xiao Liu choose?" Mao Xinxia asked her.

"Looking at the grades, if I can go to Fudan, I will study Chinese. If the grades are not good, I will go to the University of Political Science and Law to study law." Yuan Liu spoke, and unconsciously looked at Yu Ren with a smile. Nod in approval.

"Then what are the arrangements after the exam? You don't want to stay in Aunt Yuan's shop to wash the dishes, right?" Su Hai said Xiao Liu, I haven't seen you really go out to play, and sister Yu Ren took the rare few times with you your.

"Zhao Jiaqi wants to make an appointment with me to travel together after the Dragon Boat Festival." Yuan Liu said that her hometown is in Fujian, and she wants me to live with her grandparents' house for about a week or two. After Yuan Liu finished speaking, she looked at Yu Ren .

Yu Ren didn't express his opinion, but Yin Xiu, who knew she intended to take Yuan Liu on a trip, also looked at her.

Yuan Liu found that the eyes of these sisters could speak, Yin Xiu's eyes showed a little hesitation, Bai Maosheng frowned slightly, glanced at Yuan Liu with a bit of reproach, and Yu Ren seemed to signal that they were okay.

This is something.

At the end of the dinner party, Yuan Liu took Yu Ren's car "Lai" downstairs to her house, under the pretext of borrowing books after the college entrance examination.While waiting for the elevator, Yu Ren said that my mother was at home and lived with me these days.

Yuan Liu immediately understood Yu Ren's meaning, and deliberately asked: "Then shall we choose today to make it public?" Where do I put my face?"

When the elevator arrived, Yuan Liu was about to step out, but was pulled back by Yu Ren.Press the button on the next floor, Yu Ren can pick up the book later, I want to go out with you.If you don’t drive, let’s go to the snack street in the small park.

Although Yuan Liu walked outside holding Yu Ren's hand, he still explained to Yu Ren, "I want to stay in Baizhou to accompany you, not to travel."

"Well, it's okay, you can go play with your classmates." Yu Ren said that classmates are an important part of your communication, and it's rare to have a good friend like Zhao Jiaqi travel together, and you may not have this opportunity in the future, "Let's not worry."

The little girl was so sweet to her heart by the "we two", she held Yu Ren's hand even tighter.They walked along the sidewalk, Yuan Liu asked, did you fall in love with Bai Maosheng and the doctor's sister before?

Yu Ren frowned, "Is this the best thing to do?" It's usually like this when it comes to dating, how many couples have you seen who don't go shopping?

"Oh, then we're dating, right?" Yuan Liu's laughter made Yu Ren turn his head to scold her, but he still got closer to the girl who was half a head taller than him.After walking for a while, the foreheads of the two people under the street lamp were covered with thin sweat. Yuan Liu said you are unhappy, right?Can you tell me what happened?

Yu Ren was silent for a while, "I thought I hid it pretty well." She said it was nothing serious, and she was still waiting for news, "My dad was investigated." It usually takes a few months for definite news.

Pulling Yuanliu into the park and walking along the weeping willows by the lake, Yu Ren watched the municipal office building reflected on the lake floating and mottled in the light, her eyes gradually became sour, "Xiao Liu—" Yu Ren's voice was soft at the moment of.

"Hmm!" Yuan Liu had already been embraced by Yu Ren when Yuan Liu responded, and Yu Ren rubbed his chin against her neck, and said in a nasal voice, "I'm a little sad, and I can't explain clearly." Yuan Liu's reply Hugging her to be more supportive, Yu Ren said it was lucky to have you here.

For the child who just finished the college entrance examination, she doesn't have to talk about those heavy topics. How will Ren Songhong be sentenced after being prosecuted?After her official career was interrupted, she returned to the real jungle society, and Yuan Liu, who was going to university in September, was about to usher in a real separation.

Shakespeare said that "wandering ends at the meeting of lovers." In Yu Ren's view, separation begins with the meeting of lovers.A few years ago, she went to Shanghai, and the young Yuan Liu was in Baizhou. The separation at that time was not mixed with love and heavy reluctance.

She had only just gotten acquainted with Yuan Liu's aura, and only then had she developed a dependence on her in her heart. The little girl was about to travel and go to university.

More than ten years ago, on the banks of the Baijiang River, she and Uosheng leaned on each other to keep warm in the cold wind, and their two extraordinarily vigorous hearts collided through their clothes.At that time, I was not calm, and so was Uno. They hugged eagerly and reluctantly, hot and unbearable, ignorant and ignorant of what they wanted to break through.Yu Ren recalled that time, feeling that youth hormones were both unreasonable and hazy and cute.

Nine years ago at Shipu Beach, she and Qi Yiguo greeted the rising sun in the sea breeze, even if they broke up, Yu Ren occasionally returned to that time in his dreams.Xiao Qi's "Ark of the Covenant" echoed in his mind, and Yu Ren thought he had found a romantic and rational love at the time.She looked at that time quietly in joy, and finally let Uosheng completely in Xiao Qi's arms.

Right now, this relationship originated from loneliness, ground-breaking from the solid warmth of the other party, and basically established in his own transgression of the moral bottom line. Yu Ren thought that he could devote himself completely sensibly.But no, Yuan Liu hugged her lover as hard as she did more than ten years ago, her breathing was only a few times messed up, and then it turned into a continuous force and poured into Yu Ren's heart, "Yu Ren, I may be older than Yin Xiu Sister and the others are younger, but I also understand, just tell me when you want to talk, okay?"

Yu Ren raised his head and ran his fingertips along the girl's cheeks. This is such a young face, such calm eyes, because of the hardships experienced in life and because of his own help, she was forced to such a calm and restrained point.

"I'm much better." Yu Ren left Yuan Liu's embrace, the girl pursed her mouth, as if dissatisfied with the abrupt end of intimacy.

Yu Ren said let me hug you again, she and Yuan Liu sat by the lake, hugged the girl and let her lean on her.She said Xiaoliu, I will resign, and then I will go into business. It seems that I have free time, but everything is difficult at the beginning. I am not sure how much time and energy I can allocate to you.

It turned out that she had been planning this in her heart.Yuan Liu was stunned, "Are you resigning because you fell in love with me?"

Yu Ren smiled, do you hope so?

Yuan Liu's mind went blank at that moment, and after thinking about it, "I don't want it." Although this job has a lot of overtime and is very tiring, there must be a reason for you to choose to do it, and you like it too.The little girl walked away from Yu Ren's shoulders, and persuaded earnestly, "You have been persuading me to consider college choices from a more profound perspective. You don't want me to be blinded by emotions, and I don't want you to give up your favorite job to accommodate me."

This is the little fox named Yu Rendongxin, her lips curled up, "No. It's because of my father, I can't help myself if I stay." But you said that, I am very happy, "Yuan Liu, you Why is it so good?"

Why do you have calmness and wisdom beyond your peers?Yu Ren narrowed his eyes, trying to see Yuan Liu clearly again.

"Because I didn't grow up in a greenhouse." Yuan Liu pointed to Zao He in front of him, "I am a wild flower just like it."

During the three-day holiday of the Dragon Boat Festival, Yu Ren went out to pick wild flowers every day. She accompanied Yuan Liu to buy clothes and choose a computer, and spent time in the cinema watching several movies.Different from sitting upright in the past, the hands of the two were entwined in the dark.Several times, Yu Ren even wanted to take Yuan Liu's hand and put it on his lips for a kiss, but the little girl was upright and she couldn't be frivolous.

On the last day of the holiday, after returning home at night, she sat in the living room and watched TV. Yu Xiaomin, who had been with her daughter for several days, said, "Isn't it just resignation? I support you, come on?"

"Thank you, Mom." Yu Ren said that I have prepared the resignation letter, and I will submit it at work tomorrow, and I will have to prepare for a period of time to wait for the research approval.

Are you afraid that it will be difficult to find a job when you go out in the future?After all, you have been out of social competition for several years.Don't be afraid, if you can't find a job, your mother will support you.Yu Xiaomin said that I owe you.Yu Ren listened to the music, and hugged his mother's arm, "Thank you, Mom, then I can rest at home and grow old."

After the music was over, she missed Yuan Liu again.Because tomorrow the little girl will leave for Fujian with Zhao Jiaqi, and it is said that she will experience the poetic pastoral life at the foot of Wuyi Mountain.Whether to stay for a week or two is still uncertain, "It depends on other arrangements."

She wasn't jealous. After Yuan Liu entered university, there were only a lot of things like this. She had expected it a long time ago.She just couldn't let go of this bit of a grueling longing.It's like standing in front of the dormitory area to watch Xiao Qi's car leave after we parted ways with Uno every Sunday.Yu Ren had been a nun for several years, and once again his body and brain were awakened by this tingling tide.

She came out of the water as if she had been diving for a long time, but she didn't dare to take a big breath and breathe loudly, because "to save face." Also because she was afraid of binding Yuan Liu tightly.

Yu Ren crossed his legs and hugged his knees, swaying his body left and right with the music, watching the picture on the TV, every inch of his mind was squeezed into only two words, "Yuan Liu." At 28, you can't be so childish .Yu Ren reminded himself to sit back, and Yu Xiaomin stuffed a pistachio into his mouth, "Who is it?"

This question brought Yu Ren back to the human world from the sweet and sour love, she looked away and said who is it?

"You go out every day for a long time, and you don't repeat the clothes every time, and you steal my lip gloss, right?" Yu Xiaomin said that you haven't improved at all, is it like this when you dated Xiao Qi before?Of course, the only place to grow is knowing to go home and sleep.

Yu Ren bit his lower lip and raised his eyebrows in preparation, but still said, "I haven't even written my horoscope yet."

"Caicai, tell mom, what's so good about being a woman?" Yu Xiaomin was really curious, "Of course I also took sex-psychology in college, it's not uncommon, but I just think I'm a straight woman who can't be straight anymore, add Ren Songhong How did a man who was straight enough to cheat on you create a strange species like you?"

"Clean." Yu Ren said, "Not every woman gives me this feeling, but I can find this kind of clarity in the women I like, which can reflect myself." Their hearts are soft, but not With a sense of aggression and a strong sense of calculation.

Yu Xiaomin half-understood: "It's clean, but it's not fake. Lao Li from the Sanitation Bureau introduced me to an old man with sweat stains on his collar."My heart is soft, indeed, I have been in the hospital for so many years, and most of the relatives who have given up treatment are men.Aggression?I can't feel it now, whoever sticks his head in front of me to do this, I'll let him go.

Calculated?You describe it so well, Ren Songhong counted herself into it, and even got involved with you.

"However, you described it so well, didn't you break up several times?" Yu Xiaomin said that's all?Are you still infatuated?

"I would like to change it, but—" Yu Ren glanced at his mother vigilantly, "It's nature."

"Mom respects your nature, but you can't get married, and you can't have children. When you find a partner, you have to ask Mom to check whether she is reliable or not? If not, let's break up as soon as possible and find another one, right?" Seriously. Can take care of you forever?Yu Xiaomin confided her heart, "I've had this attitude for a long time. If you keep hiding it from me, will you be a little bit of a loser? I'm your own mother, Caicai, you have to let me rest assured."

Yu Ren bowed his head, his face turned red in an instant, "I...will wait at least another year before I can announce it."

It was also announced, you got it, your grandpa has high blood pressure, your grandma has a bad heart, who do you want to send away after the announcement?Yu Xiaomin said that it is enough to know about it in a small area. When the day comes, let's have a private table wine. That's what it means. Who is it?Wait another year, what are you doing?To secretly have a baby?

Yu Ren got dizzy from her grinding, "I told you not to faint, don't get angry."

What haven't I seen?Yu Xiaomin is good at speculating, "Isn't this unusual? How much older than you? I accept anyone under the age of ten. But you are too young. Isn't it just that you are going to provide for the elderly?" She said it was not worthwhile.

"It's... Yuan Liu." Yu Ren's voice was like a mosquito.

"Huh?" Yu Xiaomin thought she heard it wrong, "Huh? Who?"

Yuan Liu.Yu Ren said it was Xiaoliu, and she watched Yu Xiaomin's face turn stiff and stiff, her eyes filled with complex emotions, and finally stuffed half a handful of pistachios into her mouth, as if she wanted to wake up her oral muscles by chewing , and finally drank half a cup of tea to clear his mouth, "You are going to die Yu Ren, you are underage!"

Are you going to die?Ren Songhong is about to go in, so you have to go in with him, right?

Yu Ren knew that she shouldn't be impulsive, and buried her head even lower, "So... I said to wait for a year."

"I'm 11 years old, right?" Yu Xiaomin glanced contemptuously, her chest was blocked.

"More than ten years old..." Yu Ren said, Mom, you promise me not to be angry.

"I'm not angry, I'm really not angry." Yu Xiaomin smiled angrily, Caicai, you are such an amazing daughter, you always surprise me every time.Underage, 11 years old, how can you do it?You want to send me away, right?

She's a little girl, she knows what a shit, you still don't understand?

Yu Ren closed his eyes and shut his mouth, unable to say another word.

"Caicai, I've always felt that one should act with conscience." Yu Xiaomin calmed down a bit, "Find a suitable opportunity and stop it. You shouldn't treat a child like this, you're so wrong."