far and near

Yuan Liu found that Yu Ren only wore casual clothes for several days in a row, and occasionally drove to pick her up after exercising with a blushing face, thinking that she finally got off work normally these days.Yu Ren acquiesced, and only silently recited the countdown to the college entrance examination in his heart.

From June [-]th, Yuan Liu did not need to go to evening self-study. She gave Yu Ren the bottom line in the message, "The scores of several mock exams fluctuate by more than ten points, depending on the difficulty of the math paper. Choose between Fudan University and University of Political Science and Law."

Yu Ren put down his phone and lay on the bed and sighed, which was heard by Yu Xiaomin, "What's wrong, Cai Cai?"

Yu Ren said that Yuan Liu finally stopped foolishly wanting to enter Baizhou University, so she figured it out.

"If you had entered Peking University back then, wouldn't you have left like this?" Yu Xiaomin said that people in their late thirties have come to this point, have you thought it through?Continue to spend in the original unit to see people's winks or transfer away?

Yu Ren thought for ten days, "I want to resign."

Yu Xiaomin's face darkened, she turned and went back to the living room to sulk.She knew that her daughter had a high spirit, and it was impossible for her to shrink her waist and bow her head in this situation, and she would be unsuccessful in the system for a lifetime.But what can she do besides writing materials?Is it possible to write a public account?If you stay here, at least you will live without worry for the rest of your life, and you don't know how much you will suffer after resigning.

Yu Ren had already picked up the key to go out, and said to go outside for a stroll.Before leaving the house, Yu Ren reassured his mother, "I won't starve to death. Even if I don't work for a few years, my savings will be enough. Oh, at least no one dares to introduce me to someone now."

She drove the car to the door of Yinxiu's store, and Maosheng saw her from afar, and stood at the door of the store looking at Yu Renxiao, "You finally showed up." She heard about Ren Songhong, and immediately called Call Yu Ren.Just like when she was a child, Yu Ren, who was overwhelmed by dark clouds, would not show panic. Instead, she advised Uosheng not to worry, saying that she just took advantage of this time to rest.

Yin Xiu was picking tea with a customer in the store, and she smiled when she saw Yu Ren, and she didn't sit down with Yu Ren until she sent the customer away, ready to make tea and have a deep chat.Seeing Mao Sheng also sat down and looked at them, Yin Xiu said it was hard work for you, how about helping us buy something to eat?

When Maosheng went out, Yin Xiucai smiled, "She is here, we can't enjoy the conversation." After making this year's "imprint" green leaf tea, she poured Yu Ren a cup, her bright eyes sparkled mischievously, "How is it? Join us."

Yu Ren tasted the refreshing and tender Yuzhuang tea, "Yinxiu, I have no experience, and I can only spend more than 40 yuan in cash. I'm not even sure if I'm suitable for this job, because I only know how to write materials and don't know how to sell. "

Yin Xiu nodded, as if she had expected what Yu Ren would say, she asked, "Why are you always interested in this?"

"I grew up in Yuzhuang when I was a child, and I was familiar with the tea planting and production there. Later, I have been paying attention to the sales of local tea, and I have done systematic research after work." In fact, I didn't expect that I would want to try this road.

Yu Ren took out a folder from his bag, "This is the research and thinking I have re-done in the past half a year or so, and it has been organized into a system during the days of vacation at home."

Yin Xiu flipped through and found that Yu Ren actually wrote a thick pile of information starting from the regional market, channels, products, brands, and online and offline promotion methods. It can be seen that he has digested a lot behind the scenes.She praised, "How many words does this have?"

12 words.Yu Ren said that I know that buying and selling is not the same thing as writing on paper, but unlike you, I have accumulated practical experience, and I am used to relying on outputting words to promote thinking.If I don't think about these things, then my joining will be a great risk to you and us.

Yinxiu's eyes became serious, and finally she said, "I'll take a closer look, and after reading it, we'll discuss it one by one, and if necessary, we'll go on a field trip."

This was in Yu Ren's favor, but Yin Xiu was still happy, "Your grandparents' tea gardens have become the main source of products in my store, and I feel guilty about taking advantage of this advantage. If you come, I will be confident."

Yu Ren knew that Yinxiu had already signed a supply agreement with two-thirds of the tea farmers in Yuzhuang and even neighboring villages. Her words were a step up for herself, "Yinxiu, the one who should be grateful is me. In business, you are my senior."

When Usheng came back, Yinxiu was already chatting and laughing with Yu Ren about other things. She put down the garlic and spicy crayfish, "Yu Ren, you just said you were going out for two months? Not going to work?"

"Yes, I decided to resign." Yu Ren actually had nostalgia for this position, she smiled reluctantly, "The fact that my dad was investigated has been made public, so it doesn't make much sense for me to continue working." These years are too tiring, as if A car on a different highway, when tired, refuel, and keep running along the signs, speeding up, changing lanes, slowing down... just can't turn back.She wanted to rest her tired mind and body, and by the way, she also went out with Yuan Liu to gain knowledge.

When mentioning Yuan Liu, Yu Ren took off his glasses and turned over the glasses cloth, and it was Yin Xiu who handed her a wet towel, the corners of Yu Ren's mouth deepened a little, "It can be regarded as fulfilling the previous promise."

Uosheng glanced at her with beautiful eyes, then looked at Yinxiu and smiled knowingly, Yu Ren said you don't want to gossip.

"We don't gossip, we just know that you see Xiaoliu as a younger sister." Yu Sheng's words made Yu Ren blush, and she put the peeled shrimp in Yu Ren's bowl, "You eat more, I will help you Xiao Liu thanked sister Yu Ren."

Yin Xiu lightly turned Uosheng's arm, "Don't worry about it." She also peeled a shrimp for Yu Ren, "I congratulated sister Yu Ren on Xiao Liu's behalf. After so many years, I can finally breathe a sigh of relief."

Yu Ren had no choice but to say, "You guys, you've got a lucky couple."

Yu Ren didn't want to disturb Yuan Liu before the college entrance examination, so he only made an appointment with her to meet tomorrow morning. Yu Ren will serve as a full-time driver to pick up Yuan Liu in these few days.But when she heard Yuan Liu acting like a baby in the message, she couldn’t eat it. The reason was that Yuan Huifang didn’t know who told her that children before the college entrance examination should not eat meat, so as not to cause intestinal discomfort, so she only cooked light meals for Yuan Liu for five consecutive days. , "The mouth is dull."

Immediately drove to a nearby fast food restaurant, Yu Ren bought a bucket of chicken wings and hamburger Coke and delivered it to her door, Yuan Liu, who was at home at night and had no time to study, saw Yu Ren falling from the sky, she thought for a while, "I want to eat with you in the car. "

Why?Yu Ren said how stuffy the car was.

Not boring, I like the passenger seat in your car, it would be better if you can go for a drive, I want to see Bai Jiang.Yuan Liu said yes?The hand has already pulled Yu Ren's arm and shook it gently. Yu Ren petted her and said yes.

In fact, the weather is fine tonight, you can see the stars.Yuan Liu added in the car.

Yu Ren parked the car on the side of a temporary road near the Baijiang River embankment. There were very few vehicles passing by. He opened the sunroof and put down the seat. Yuan Liu, who was biting a hamburger, lay down and ate happily. , she bought me a hamburger."

"Long face means the first place in the exam?" Yu Ren also lay down, and Yuan Liu brought the hamburger that she took a bite to her mouth. Yu Ren was not hungry, so he hesitated, but she still took a small bite.

"Yes, I was praised by the teacher, or came first in the exam, and once I gave Liu Maosong a scoop with a Wuliangye bottle, and my mother took me to eat." Yuan Liu gradually felt a little melancholy when thinking about what happened when he was a child, "Then At that time, I thought that hamburgers were the most delicious food in the world, because I couldn’t eat them a few times. Xiao Hai often ate them, and she said that the taste of hamburgers was mediocre, so I argued with her.”

I can't bear to miss you all. After I was admitted to Shanghai, I only stayed longer during the winter and summer vacations a year, and I only had holidays.

"Baizhou is very close to Shanghai." Yu Ren said.

"Well, it's very close." Yuan Liu looked at Yu Ren with big eyes smiling like crescents, "I will come back often."

Yu Ren patted her head, "Okay." She was also curious about how Yuan Liu was so stubborn and gave up the old idea, "Xiao Liu, why are you willing to go out?"

My mother said that hens can't understand golden phoenixes.Yuan Liu sucked on a Coke without ice, and his teeth were so sweet, "You also said that you can't easily draw conclusions about life, you have to be in awe." Yuan Liu looked at the night sky outside the skylight, "If I stay in Baizhou, something will happen. I have nothing to do with you, it's quite annoying." She gestured to the size of the sunroof, "Look, this car is like Baizhou, I have food and drink, and with you by my side, I can see how many star."

Yu Ren, do you say you don't believe in longevity because you understand that any relationship is like a car with the sunroof open?Some people may get out of the car halfway, they may run out of gas while running, or two people may hide in a small space together and appear suffocated. Am I right?

Yu Ren looked at Yuan Liu, whose facial features were overflowing with aura, and nodded slightly, "It can be understood in this way."

The little girl's eyes were sour and tears came out. She looked at the handle of the Big Dipper's spoon, "You're not afraid that I'll get off the car after finishing the university exams, are you?"

Yu Ren looked down and saw Yuan Liu's hand clenched into a fist. She said yes, this is what I meant by "freedom".If you see the beauty of the outside world and want to stay there, I'm all for it.If you meet someone who makes you tempted, and you feel that this paragraph with me can come to an end, I will wait for your signal.

The little girl cried secretly, so Yu Ren had no choice but to stay quiet with her. She didn't want to cause Yuan Liu's mood swings the night before the college entrance examination, and she also believed that her mind was strong enough to understand what she said.

"I'm sad, won't you coax me?" Yuan Liu turned to look at Yu Ren in aggrieved manner.

Hey, Yu Ren stretched out his arms to hug her, and Yuan Liu wiped away tears in her arms.After a while, the little girl calmed down and lay down on her seat again, holding Yu Ren's palm with her hand, "What if we still stay in different places for several years?"

That's not bad either.Yu Ren said that things that are too far away are still difficult to predict.She groped Yuan Liu's palm, "Xiao Liu, I...before I fell in love with you, I didn't have much hope for relationships." Yu Ren said that he didn't fall in love many times before, and every time he was very sad.I was very young at that time, and I was able to come out slowly.It's different now, I'm almost 30 years old, if I do it again, it may not be particularly sad, but to see an experience in adult life.

In the past, Xiao Qi and I said "take up" and "let go", saying that we are looking for ourselves in pieces.I kind of feel it now, maybe I've been lucky enough to see my true face in a few big pieces—I'm afraid of losing it.So, I told myself, since it is bound to be lost, why be afraid?Wouldn't it be nice for me to take on the present and let go of the past and obsession with the future?

"Yu Ren, what does it feel like to be 'lost'?" Yuan Liu's fingers rubbed against Yu Ren unconsciously.

"Losing" is unwillingness, anger, self-doubt, grievances that have to be digested, and the process of witnessing the dissipation of the heart that you have carried but unable to piece together.To lose is to peel off passively, and to let go is to leave actively.And between these two processes, there is a path that may be long or short, shallow or deep.People who can't see it think it's called hatred and enmity, but those who can see it find love and affection.

"That taste is not good." Yu Ren said.

"I won't—" Yuan Liu almost said a word that showed her nature as an old hen, "I won't leave you." She saw gratitude and even some pity in Yu Ren's deep eyes, so Yuan Liu closed his eyes. Mouth.

She doesn't need to swear, even a marriage certificate doesn't work, let alone a vow?Clutching my chest and pointing to the sky, saying that I will never leave you, I will love you forever, and I will only have you. These words are sincere, impulsive, and only for a moment in countless "nows".From the perspective of Yu Ren's deep mind, she accepts the current meaning of these vows, but she will not be confused by the future because of them.

Yuan Liu didn't fully understand, but she felt that she should stop talking at this moment.

The two stayed together until almost ten o'clock, Yu Ren said, did you see enough?Do you want to go home and rest early, we have an exam tomorrow morning.

"Enough is enough." Yuan Liu nodded, and she suddenly smiled, "I... can I get a little encouragement? Tomorrow is the most important starting point in my life."

"Now" is the most important, Yuan Liu is looking forward to Yu Ren's conclusion on "now".

Yu Ren put away his seat, "I have already rewarded you with hamburger, chicken wings and Coke, and you probably still have that taste in your mouth."

After the words fell, the little girl had turned over and knelt on the seat, with her upper body covering Yu Ren's head. She held Yu Ren's face, as if looking at a beautiful painting, and finally pressed her lips tremblingly on Yu Ren's lips, But it didn't go deep.

Yu Ren thought that the encouragement was over, but Yuan Liu didn't expect Yuan Liu to leave. She bit Yu Ren's lip and knocked Yu Ren's teeth and tongue like last time. Ren was dizzy for a moment.She put her arms around Yuan Liu's waist, turned her face away, "Just come here, okay?"

"Not good." The little girl took the time to speak, and her movements were still persistent.

"It will affect tomorrow's exam." Yu Ren fixed her waist, her hand was filled with lightness, she leaned back and looked at Yuan Liu from a distance, "After you finish the college entrance examination, okay?"

Yuan Liu was calculating, but she looked up to the sky and said, "Not good."

Yu Ren did not know how many times he sighed today, and then turned into an inhalation, and then he exhaled slightly and heavily after half a minute, while Yuan Liu had excellent lung capacity, pressing the reset button again felt good or bad.Yuan Liu sat back with his face in his hands after completing the excessive rewards ahead of schedule.

Yu Ren also covered his face, and finally started the car, "Okay, let's go home."

Tonight, the little girl wanted to get out of the car when she got home, but before she left, Yu Ren grabbed her and gave her a big and reassuring smile, "Don't daydream at night, do you understand?"

Yuan Liu kept nodding and grinning, "Good night."

Yu Ren's Lavida drove back to his community, the car entered the gate, turned around in front, and drove out the gate again.She parked on the side of the road and went to the supermarket to buy two batteries.

Taking his own life, Yu Ren sighed for the second last time tonight.