far and near

Yuan Liu has several must-do things during the summer vacation: cooking soup, exercising and reading government websites.Yuan Huifang said that you are not tired of staring at such a small screen with your neck drooping all day long?What are you looking at?The mother stretched her head to take a look. The headline "Our city continues to strengthen the adjustment of agricultural industrial structure" made her laugh, "What are you looking at? Do you want to farm in the future?"

"This is an investigation report proposal written by sister Yu Ren. Let me see how much it has been adopted and how it is implemented?" The little girl took notes on the PAD, and when it was time, Yu Ren was about to leave work, "Mom, I'm out."

"Do you cook soup all day for me or for Xiao Yu?" Yuan Huifang said don't forget to bring some fruit, your bone soup is a bit greasy.

Yuan Liu responded, "It's stewed for Mom, and it's also for Sister Yu Ren. She's been working overtime recently, and she's too tired."

Yuan Huifang nodded while holding the small dumbbell in his left hand, "You have to learn from Xiaoyu, and you will be a master through hardship."

Yuan Liu, who was waiting for Yu Ren by the side of the city square, looked at the majestic and solemn office buildings in front of her. What did she think was a superior person?Even work here?The little girl paced slowly with the soup bowl behind her back. At seven o'clock in the evening, she was tired even after cicadas, and only the breeze passed through the trees.Dryness came out from the cracks in the floor tiles and rose to Yuan Liu's face and neck. She was looking at her mobile phone under the street lamp, and when she raised her arm to wipe off the sweat, she heard Yu Ren's moist voice, "How long have you been waiting?"

The heat returned from Yuan Liu's face and neck to the internal organs. She said that it didn't take long. Looking at Yu Ren in front of her, she raised the bowl and smiled, "Today is bone soup. My mother said it was a bit greasy. I also brought watermelon. Seeing that Yu Ren didn't bring a bag, and knowing that her sister would go back to the office to work overtime, she frowned in distress, "Sister, try to rest as early as possible."

The things were handed to Yu Ren, and Yuan Liu waved to her, "I'll go find Xiao Hai and Sister Fengnian." The little girl got on the bicycle and stepped on, then looked back at Yu Ren reluctantly, "Let's go."

Yu Ren looked at her back and smiled helplessly. She felt that this little fox was naughty and naughty, so she insisted on bringing soup and food to herself, even though it was not troublesome to eat in the cafeteria of the work unit.Yuan Liu euphemistically said, "Home-cooked food nourishes qi and blood, and the food in the cafeteria just doesn't starve to death." Yu Ren asked her why she wanted to give it away?The little girl said righteously, "I love my sister." She cleverly switched the two identities of "my sister" and "admiration object" in context.But she just clicked and stopped, unlike Zhu Chaoyang's soft-hearted and hard-headed pursuit in the past, and she didn't talk too much after the goods were delivered. There was never a window paper that Yu Ren might be worried about.

He has always been hard-hearted towards the girl Yu Ren, especially towards Xiao Liu.She tried her best to maintain a balance between not letting Yuan Liu be hurt and the relationship of family members for many years, and pasted three layers of window paper between the two: the first layer is "wait and see", hoping that the little girl will wake up soon , found that Yu Ren is not a candidate for love, but a humanoid hormone drug in the growth and development period.The second level is "continue to maintain the sister relationship", Yu Ren treats Yuan and Liu as before, and the little girl treats her sister as old.The third layer is a way to escape. When the little girl finishes her college entrance exams and takes the first step in her life, Yu Ren can tell her boldly, "Come on, leave me and go to college to taste your youth."

There are some things that you can't say to the little fox, but you can chat with Yinxiu occasionally at Uosheng's house.She asked Yinxiu why you could detect the clue, but I couldn't see it?Yu Ren has been alert since he was a child, and knows how to recognize people on his own initiative, which is a bit dark under the lights.

Yinxiu said that Xiaoliu was not an ordinary child. When she was four or five years old, she didn't know a single word, so she was charged by the church.What were you doing when you were five?Yu Ren said that he lost his handkerchief in the kindergarten.Uogi on the side thought for a while, "I was bullied by the children in the small class." See?This is the gap.Yuan Liu has traveled the rivers and lakes since he was a child and is sensible.She said that she had noticed when she lived in Yuan Huifang's house before, how smart is this kid?When Liu Maosong and Yuan Huifang quarreled, she could quietly fill her mother's big enamel jar with water, then turn off the TV and sit at the silver table, without giving adults any reason to vent their anger.

People who have grown up with winks know good and bad, and know what to advance and what to retreat, so I guess Xiaoliu will not bother you and pester you, Yinxiu said, but she can't hide the small things, after all, she has no experience.

Yu Ren's mood was a bit complicated at that time. He only said that I was afraid that she would be sad and it would affect her studies, so let's not say death.Yinxiu said again, you are also reluctant to have an argument with her, you love her dearly.Yu Ren, hello.

Because of his kindness, Yu Ren asked Yuan Liu to get between the first layer of window paper and the second layer without knowing it, fluttering its wings between the paper like a fire-fighting moth. Ren leaned closer and held up the lamp to take a closer look.Under such circumstances, Yu Ren's words and deeds become "deliberately indifferent" if his words and deeds are a little bit off, and "intimate interaction" if he is too close.Yu Ren wanted to slap her forehead - why did she trap herself in it?

When I went back to the cafeteria to have a love dinner, I met a colleague in the office, and said Xiaoyu, you are the only one with this treatment, and your boyfriend sent it, right?Colleagues are smarter than each other, but the vulgarity is the same: Whenever a girl is cared for, she immediately thinks it is the feat of an infatuated man.

Yu Renxiao, it was given by my sister.There was a little disappointment in the eyes of the other party, and he said, oh, cousin, I remember that your family is a younger brother.

That younger brother was just a stranger whom Yu Ren had no relatives in his heart.It's different from Koyanagi, she's the only one in my heart.After Yu Ren drank the soup, he found that he was indeed a bit tired. Counting the ingredients in it, he saw all kinds of tonic items: mullet slices, not to mention the rest, red dates, wolfberry and longan, the taste is still good.Cannibalism has a short mouth, Yu Ren thought for a while, this is the ninth or tenth time Yuan Liu has sent soup.As for the little girl, she only greeted her superficially.

Now I can only greet him superficially. Yu Ren has been working for several years and his ability is recognized. With more and more work in hand, time is getting tighter and tighter.In addition to being unable to relax theoretical study and research manuscript analysis, he also has to be a secretary.In addition to all kinds of research, on-the-spot desk comprehensive seminars and follow-up special researches have their own merits. There are endless manuscripts and endless research.It's not enough to throw the whole person into work, let alone make time to care about Yuan Liu?

I didn't go to Xiaoliu's house when I didn't have time, but I couldn't save the leader's face. Zuo Heming met him.Yu Ren and the leader said that she has no intention of falling in love and puts work first.Of course, she didn't mention infertility. After thinking about it for a while, she was worried that she would be persuaded to see various obstetrics and obstetrics after she said it.And the leader said that you young people can make friends if you close your eyes.Yu Ren had no choice but to explain in private that if he could get along with junior high school, he would try.The leader laughed, this is fate, but the time has not yet come.Seeing that the situation could no longer be rejected directly, Yu Ren approached Zuo Heming to explain clearly. This man who looked serious and handsome since he was a child said, "Yu Ren, we can start as friends." His posture was more stable than Zhu Chaoyang.

Start with friends?If the starting point is to be friends, do you think you will definitely reach your desired end point?Is the end point you want my ideal place?We are all adults, so don't use the so-called delaying tactics. Yu Ren said that it is more appropriate to just be ordinary friends than to twist melons by force.This is all I say and all I do.

After scolding Zuo Heming, Yu Ren felt that he was hypocritical again.While speaking righteously, he said not to use the strategy of slowing down the army, and at the same time, he argued with Yuan Liu that it was an expedient strategy.She finished the soup with a wry smile and took several breaths of fresh air before returning to the office and continuing to work overtime.

After burying his head in writing the materials, he glanced at the opposite office. The director had gone out and came to say hello to let everyone get off work early.It was getting late, it was almost eleven o'clock, Yu Ren stretched his arms and neck, packed his things and went out to take a taxi.Unexpectedly, Yuan Liu was riding a bicycle and waiting at the door again, "Didn't you say I'm working overtime so you don't come to pick me up?"

"After running in the evening, I ate skewers with Sister Fengnian and the others, and I happened to come out to digest food." The little girl is a fastidious person. After running and eating, she takes a bath and changes clothes before going out. When she appears in front of Yu Ren, she will always be refreshed and fragrant. "Anyway, the neighborhood my sister lives in is close to our home." Yuan Liu signaled Yu Ren to get into the car, and Yu Ren, who was hovering in front of the window paper, said he wanted to take a walk, "It's too late, I don't worry about you coming out as a minor. Besides, your mother will be worried."

Sister, you are 1.5 meters tall and it is not safe to take a taxi by yourself in the middle of the night. Yuan Liu looked at the handlebar, "Although I delivered soup a few times, I feel like I haven't seen you for a long time."

Does this little moth know that it is hitting the third layer of paper?Yu Ren said that he gave it off ten times, didn't we meet ten times?Besides, there are mobile phones.The little girl stepped on the ground with her long legs, "Giving food is different from meeting."

Why is it different?Yu Ren's Taiji sloppy tiger eye was used again.

The little girl was smart, and answered the words backwards, "Yes, it's the same. I just dropped by, and I was worried that the flowers in your house were not well served, so I went to prune the branches." This is the rhythm of visiting the door, and it is still in the middle of the night .

Orphans and widows, thanks to her thinking about it.Yu Ren still didn't want to get on the back seat of the bicycle, saying that he was "sick".

Yuan Liu patted the back seat, and Yu Ren discovered that there was a new rear seat cushion installed on it. The little girl said that she bought it for 20 yuan from a certain treasure. It is comfortable, safe, waterproof and wear-resistant, and there is a small backrest on the back. above.

Yu Ren shook his head, "Xiao Liu, I've been sitting all day and want to exercise my muscles."

That's fine, I'll accompany my sister.Yuan Liu got out of the car and walked tirelessly for a kilometer.The night finally cools down, the lights are yellow and the shadows are dark, it really feels like falling in love, except that the sister next to me is a bit dull.Yuan Liu didn't say anything for fear of spoiling the scenery. Yu Ren saw that her bangs were still dripping with sweat, so he shaved off the beads of sweat for her. "Didn't you take a bath? Why is there still so much water?" After shaving, he immediately regretted—this It's "leaning" a bit.

Yuan Liu didn't dare to say that she rode here at high speed, for fear of missing Yu Ren.She said it's okay, it's because her hair wasn't dry, "Sister, don't you think it's like falling in love if you don't ride my bicycle?" The little girl always talks like this, you think she should be exquisite and polite to the steps, but she opened the door. The curtains let the sun into the room.

Yu Ren said how could it be?

"Then you get in the car, what should we do if we don't fall in love in the middle of the night?" Yuan Liu smiled and invited again.

"Xiao Liu, I found that you are a bit thick-skinned." After speaking, Yu Ren sat on the comfortable cushion and sat down. Who is she afraid of? A 26-year-old is shy in front of a 15-year-old?But Yuan Liu disagreed with the 11-year-old age difference. She said that you are only ten years and eleven months older than me, ten years older rounded up.

The little girl rode her bicycle downstairs to Yu Ren's new house, locked the car and squeezed into the elevator, looking at the advertisement in the elevator with a seasoned expression.Beads of sweat were still dripping from her hair, and there were several sweat marks on her slender neck.Yu Ren glanced, and brought her a towel after entering the door, "Wipe yourself."

Yuan Liu put on a towel to look at the pots of jasmine, the fragrance had already permeated the whole room, she said that Bai Maosheng had also been planted, and I raised them better than hers, sister, look, I hang more than ten flowers in each pot, Bai Maosheng is talented six flowers.

The little girl was squatting in front of the flowerpot, which was half the height of a person, her waist like white fat jade was exposed under the T-shirt of her school uniform.She was arranging the branches and leaves talking to herself, and then took the water to dry in the pot, saying that my sister should not forget to water it in the morning, and it is hot now, so it is best to water it in the morning and evening.When the flower grows, you pick another one and put it in the tea box.Have you seen Wang Zengqi's "Flowers and Goldfish"?That's what the old Beijing did.

Yuan Liu babbled on for a while, but did not hear Yu Ren's answer.She turned her head and saw that her sister had fallen asleep on the sofa with her head tilted.How long has it been?Yuan Liu stood aside and looked at her sister, noticing the tiny black mole above the corner of her mouth, so light that it seemed to be blown away by her breath.The usually bright eyes are closed, and there is a line on each eyelid that is deep enough to be just right.Looking at Yu Ren's slightly heaving chest, Yuan Liu went to her room to find a blanket to cover her sister.

This is what my mother thought was a "superior person". When I got home at 11:30 at night, I fell asleep after sitting down so hard.Yuan Liu's nose ached, he carefully laid Yu Ren's body flat, turned off the light and sat beside Yu Ren.

Yu Ren woke up at around five o'clock in the morning, because she was holding a furry object in her hand, and she could only see that it was Yuan Liu's head through the light outside.The little girl woke up early and was looking at her with innocent eyes, but she didn't dare to move her head. She sat on the footstool with her buttocks pouted, half of her body hanging on the sofa like a cat stretching.

"Why don't you go to the bedroom to sleep?" Yu Renchu's voice was a little hoarse when she woke up, she sat up with her hands back, and smelled herself again, "Yeah." She blushed, she went to bed without taking a bath in midsummer, and she was sweating last night.

Yuan Liu also got up and said it was all right.In fact, I was too embarrassed to go to the bedroom to rest by myself, but my sister was left alone on the sofa.Early in the morning, she was also able to have a panoramic view of Yu Ren's small home where she lived alone, and glimpsed another side of her while Yu Ren was in a hurry: the lid of the washing machine was opened, and one leg of the trousers thrown in was still hanging outside. There are also two sets of unwashed underwear in the laundry basket, and the pandas are still on top of the underwear.There was only whole grain toast and expired juice in the fridge, and I couldn't find a single vegetable.There are five teacups in the kitchen sink, and there are still traces of tea on them, because Yu Ren takes a cup to drink once, and when the sink can't hold it, he finds time to clean it in batches.

Seeing the little girl walking around the house twice silently, Yu Ren couldn't hold back, "I'm very busy these days..." She went to the clothes hanger to pull the clothes washed a few days ago, "I don't usually do this, you Do you think your sister is sloppy?"

Yu Ren is not sloppy, but the clothes on her body are already wrinkled, and her hair is messed up on one side and down on the other. Only her stubborn glasses are placed on the bridge of her nose. She said that she will clean up whenever she has time.In the past few years, Yu Xiaomin has really been favored, so that her life is taken care of in an orderly manner.Yu Ren also admits in her heart that the living ability of her generation is far inferior to that of the new Chinese women born in the 60s, who are more capable and capable of hard work.

However, disenchantment in front of the little girl is not a bad thing. Yu Ren's complexion quickly returned to normal, and he said nonchalantly, "Anyway, use hot water to make more bubbles, so I'm not afraid that it won't be clean."

The little girl frowned, and the tears in her eyes quickly gathered, and Yu Ren's heart twitched when she saw it—Yuan Liubie was not like Bai Maosheng, but the ability to shed tears at this second was like a teacher from the same school. "Little Liu?" Yu Ren called her.The little girl went to the balcony, and suddenly put Yu Ren's waist into her hands, with strength and a sense of security. Yu Ren's chin brushed her shoulder, and the smell of acacia on the little girl woke her up. She asked what's wrong?

"Sister, you've worked too hard." Yuan Liu said, I'll help you tidy up, so you can go to work with peace of mind, "I won't bother you in a relationship anymore, you don't even have the strength to climb into bed, woo..."

Yu Ren pushed his glasses, "Huh? What love, what climbed into bed?" Yuan Liu had already let go of her, and pushed Yu Ren to take a bath. After wiping his tears, he started to do laundry.

Yu Ren, who was drying her hair in the bathroom, was still thinking about Yuan Liu's words. She put on her clothes, and when she went out, Yuan Liu happened to pick up the changed clothes in her hands, "Underwear...I wash it myself." Yu Ren said.

The little girl said yes, and she started washing her coat by hand in the sink on the balcony.So Yu Ren looked at Yuan Liu, the snail girl, in the scent of jasmine at 05:30 in the morning, "Xiao Liu, what do you mean by 'tangle me in love'?"

"Bringing you soup is because my sister cares about my sister. Picking you up from get off work is...it's similar to...it's what I want to do." Yuan Liu lowered his head and rubbed his clothes, half of his face was flushed, and his cheeks were suddenly pinched by Yu Ren, "similar to What? Little Liu, we have agreed: put it aside for now, and observe this matter when you are an adult."

"Yes." Yuan Liu argued with his mouth crooked, "I want to let it go, but it has grown up by itself, and I can't let it go." Huaifeng fell ill a few nights ago, and read Li Yi's poem to Baijiang: From now on, I have no heart to love a good night , Let it go down to the west building under the bright moon.Yuan Liu understood, and picked up Bai Juyi, "Lovesickness begins to feel that the sea is not deep." Even Su Hai, who doesn't read, understands, why both of you, Sichun, have the same virtue?Action, sisters.

At this time, Yu Ren let go, seeing the little girl bowed her head to work again, she coughed, "Don't pick me up, you didn't come home last night, your mother must be in a hurry."

"I sent her a message before going to bed." Yuan Liu put Yu Ren's clothes under the lamp to take a picture, "Sister, why are there so many pen marks on your shirt, it's so long." She found laundry soap to wipe it out precisely He continued to discuss feelings with Yu Ren one after another, "Sister, when I say no to pestering you in a relationship, I mean no longer pushing a bicycle to spend the time before and after the moon—"

Yu Ren said stop, Xiaoliu, we haven't spent the past month or so.

"Oh, I thought it was the feeling of falling in love when two people walked the streets at night." Yuan Liu said that there are many such things written in novels. I asked Bai Maosheng, and she used to love to pick up her sister from No. [-] Middle School.Sister Fengnian also said that she and Sister Song would also stroll through Zuojiazhuang in the middle of the night.Of course, she didn't know the second half of the sentence, "I can't do anything and I can't sleep, why not come out for a walk."

Yuan Liu said that taking a walk is sharing the same breath and fate, and she was very happy without saying anything, and her heartbeat was extraordinarily sweet.

sweet?The strategy of slowing down the troops has turned into soldiers approaching the city.Yu Ren was puzzled, "Xiao Liu, you can't be so hot. My sister allowed you to pretend that for a few years, but it doesn't mean that I want to sink with you."

"What's the matter?" Yuan Liu was confused.

"You...you like..." Yu Ren smiled, "You want to come out of my mouth, my sister is going to make coffee."

"I like you." Yuan Liu's voice was small but solemn, "Yu Ren, I like you." He threw out the guts he had spent months at this moment, and called Yu Ren's name directly.

The little girl flushed the soap bubbles in her hand, "I should say it." She seemed a little scared, her eyes looked at the ground, and she took a breath before lifting to Yu Ren's height, "You are sincere to me, and I want to do the same."

I like you, so I feel sorry for you, I want to pick you up, and I want to hear more from you.I have selfish intentions, and I want to take the opportunity of picking you up to taste the taste of love, but it makes you feel more tired and delays your going home early to rest.I am selfish and immature like this, so, Yu Ren, I decided to pick you up from get off work in the future without bothering you, and send you to your door efficiently and comfortably without entering the door to disturb you.

"What... are you calling me?" Yu Ren pressed his eyebrows, "Xiao Liu, you don't call me 'sister' anymore?"

Yuan Liu swallowed her saliva to hide her nervousness, "When you are a sister, you call me sister. When... I like it too much, call me Yu Ren." Her long eyelashes moved quickly several times, and finally stood still, with big eyes Looking at Yu Ren recklessly, "Are you okay?" Yuan Liu still gave up his energy.

Three days without roof tiles, the window paper has only been pasted for a few days, do we really have to tear it up now?Yu Ren stared at Yuan Liu, "Why are you different from what we agreed on that day?" Where did the sensible boy who said the coordinates go that day?

That day was also ten days ago.Yuan Liu said, I miss you. When I can't think about it, I cook and cook soup, do memorizing vocabulary and read books, and go for a run with sister Xiao Haifengnian, but I can't get rid of you in my mind.Although times have changed, I will try my best to abide by the covenant of a gentleman.

"Try your best?" Yu Ren was flustered for a while, "Xiao Liu, as I said, I can't promise to give you what you want." She pondered for a moment, "You... are a distraction to me." The window paper doesn't work at all, Instead, she was given some courage to enter the room and called out "Yu Ren".Yu Ren had no choice but to open the topic, "Understood?"

Only then did Yuan Liu fully understand that her elder sister gave her a shaved head and a warm tolerance, not an excuse for her to let go of her emotions.After holding back for more than ten days and thinking about it countless times, I still overdid it and thought too much.It's "Take care of yourself" carefully packaged in words, it's just that my sister doesn't want to hurt herself.No matter how smart a child is, he will still be dizzy in front of a little sweetness.

The little girl's face was pale, she explained clearly, and now she really understood, um, this is interference.Her eyes were a little out of focus, and there were signs of struggling with hard thinking.She turned her head and said that I finished the laundry.

Yu Ren sat in the living room and looked at her, crossing his fingers and pressing down hard—the paper was finally broken by a sentence.After the little moth dried the clothes, he said that sister, I went home.

The moment the door of the house was gently closed, Yu Rensheng regretted it, and she wanted to call Yuan Liu back to explain, it wasn't "interference", but she couldn't bear it.It was too heavy, she didn't dare to think about the future of a young child.Occasionally, I feel out of breath when I face it directly at night.

After all, Yu Ren didn't call Yuan Liu, she looked up at the ceiling and was speechless for a long time.

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Let's take the fat chapter as the second watch :)