far and near

Yu Ren worked a lot of overtime before the Spring Festival, and when Feng Nian made an appointment with her, Yu Ren was almost an hour late.Asked what she was busy with, Yu Ren said that there were more than a dozen items listed, including production safety inspections, environmental sanitation improvement, office style and discipline inspections, warming up before the holidays, and receptions, etc., not only to hold meetings, but also to accompany inspections and research , When I get home, I have to spare time to write various manuscripts.Hearing this, Feng Nian was stunned, "This job... I'm still suitable to stay in an ivory tower."

The old classmates are full of enthusiasm, "You can't learn these things in books."

Feng Nian said that I wish you progress every day, and I will help you learn what you can't finish in the book.Yu Ren laughed out loud when he heard this, and said with embarrassment that he has read too little recently and really has no time.

Fengnian asked about love.Yu Ren restrained his smile and coughed lightly, "I'll talk about this later." Because the two younger ones were still in front of each other, Su Hai looked at them curiously, and the expression on Yuan Liu's face with downcast eyes also changed. Moved.

Song Huixiang's wonton shop business was not busy during the winter vacation, so she asked Fengnian to accompany her to look at several real estate properties. The housing prices in Baizhou extinguished her hope of buying a house again and again, "I don't want to use your father's provident fund. It's not refreshing when you get it."

"When the time comes" I don't know when it is.Fengnian didn't comment on this, but Song Huixiang asked how the housing prices in Beijing were?She also thought about staying in Beijing to work after Fengnian, and living with her in the past.

Hearing that it is much higher than Baizhou, Song Exiang put her hope on Fengnian, "You go to test the units that can allocate housing." Fengnian said, don't you know that since last year, there has been a clear rule that there is no housing allocation?There must be a house with unit property rights.

The question of the house began to haunt her when she just entered the postgraduate stage.Children of the poor, especially daughters, do not get support from the house at all.Fengnian weighed his savings, only enough to buy a small kitchen in Baizhou.

Sometimes when she doesn't stay in the store, she goes to the library to sit for a long time.With half a day left, I went to find Suhai Yuanliu, and Yu Ren also handed over the heavy responsibility of tutoring to Fengnian, "The teachers are upgraded, and you can still have light meals at Xiaoliu's house in Fengnian."

Light meals are not enough to satisfy a good year, and after staying in Beijing for a long time, I miss the food of my hometown even more. After tutoring, Xiaoliu was busy helping the family, so she dragged Suhai to eat various snacks with her.After eating for the sixth time, Su Hai held up the chicken chop in his hand and said that it can't go on like this. Do you think I have more meat on my stomach in a bad harvest year?

Fengnian said he couldn't see it, and wanted to pinch it with his hands, but Su Hai photographed it, "It must be fat."

When the two of them passed by the pharmacy with food, Su Hai suddenly had a thought, saying that you should not follow in if it is a bad harvest.She stepped on the scale by herself, but it was an electronic weight reporting function. Fengnian could clearly hear a robot-like emotionless female voice at the door of the drugstore: weight, 90.2 kg.The aunts, aunts and sisters in the pharmacy all stopped what they were doing and looked at the little girl in the store in surprise, while Su Hai stayed for a few seconds before rushing out the door.

"Xiaohai..." Fengnian called her.

Su Hai turned around, his fleshy face flushed from crying, "Bad Fengnian... I gained another six catties." Her tears dripped, Fengnian reached out to wipe her, "It's okay, it's okay, puberty, let's just lose weight, right?" Because she felt that the hand felt good, she even poked Xia Suhai's jelly-like cheek lightly, and was stared back by the little girl.

"You pay me back, you pay me back my weight." Su Hai said it was all his fault, he never stopped grilling skewers, grilled pig's trotters, chicken chops, fried skewers and meatballs every day, and it was all because you dragged me to eat endlessly.

Not only did Fengnian make her eat non-stop, but even Fengnian couldn't take anything from her plate.Su Hai's crying made Fengnian dumbfounded, "You...you can stop eating, or eat less."

How about that?Can I not eat?Su Hai looked at the chicken chop in his hand, hesitated and took a bite, chewing while weeping, Ren Huaifengnian wiped her tears with a paper towel.

"You accompany me to lose weight." Su Hai made up his mind, pointing to the gym not far away, "Tomorrow morning at 09:30, whoever doesn't go will be the grandson."

None of us have a Y chromosome, so we can't be grandchildren.Although Fengnian said so, he still started to spend two hours with Su Hai in the gym every morning.The little girl was sweating profusely from walking on the treadmill, and Fengnian sat on the machine behind her to encourage Su Hai, "Xiao Hai, come on, it's almost half an hour."

"Xiao Hai, think about how you look better when you lose weight." Fengnian said Xiao Hai, your eyes are so big, and the bridge of your nose is still straight. When your cheeks are thinner, you will become the face of an international supermodel.After some encouragement, Su Hai directly increased the speed to 10, and he was out of breath.

The results were quick in a week, and Su Hai lost five catties of meat, but it caught up with the closing of the gym during the Spring Festival.On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Su Hai persisted in putting on sportswear and walking around the street. After returning home, he weighed himself and gave the bad harvest annual report data, "I'm not thin! But I'm not fat either!"

Sleeping drowsily, Feng Nian returned to her: "It's a good relationship, my girlfriend must be very satisfied." She only remembered hearing Yu Ren said that her visa had been issued for a month or so, and she booked a plane ticket to visit Qi Yiguo during the Spring Festival holiday .

After waking up, Feng Nian looked at her phone again, and suddenly realized that she had replied to the wrong message. She hurriedly told Su Hai that I had sent the wrong message in the morning. If you are not fat, it means that exercise is effective. After all, I ate a lot on New Year's Eve yesterday.

"Bad Fengnian, are you in a relationship? Will it delay you if I drag you to the gym all day long?" Su Hai was still very considerate.

"No, I didn't talk about it. I'm alone." Fengnian said, Xiao Hai, don't fall in love lightly. Netizens are unreliable these days, so try to find them in real life.Su Hai said that I no longer believe in the Internet, and there will be no true love.Bad Fengnian, is the one you fell in love with true love?

What is true love?Why do I have two or three talks on the Internet, and I feel so boring.Some people directly asked me if I was a virgin.What are they talking about?

Feng Nian immediately became serious, "Anyone who talks about body organs with you, you will block them without discussing them." The girl was quite good at asking questions, and even asked Feng Nian a question that was difficult for Feng Nian to explain clearly. What is true love?

Yinxiu and Bai Maosheng separate and cooperate, right?Yin Xiu counts, Bai Maosheng counts.She drew a line in her mind.Is Yu Ren Qiyi really love?I also have to see my girlfriend during the Chinese New Year holiday, and I am working hard to manage the relationship even though the two countries are separated.

Do you count on Yin Xiu?Feng Nian lay on the bed and thought, he was born out of love and ended in courtesy, and he dreamed of bearing apricots on the plum tree.Even though she knew it was impossible, she still couldn't forget Yinxiu.This girl is a light on her lonely road, shining there neither far nor near.

Life is so lonely.Talented students feel that the people around them are not busy saving themselves, but killing themselves, and more people are numb and motionless, allowing time to pass on to the day when their bodies and spirits will die.Among her classmates, there are those who devote themselves to religion and want to seek solutions, and some who are completely involved in secular affairs and want to make progress. There are also many students like Feng Nian who are obsessed with study.After sitting in the study for a long time, people are condensed into a small ant in front of the vast knowledge, stretching out their pitiful tentacles to explore the way, and after walking a short distance, their heads turn gray.

Whenever his mind is filled with these truths and falsehoods, Fengnian has the urge to fall in love.At the right time, how can you not feel the beauty of love blooming?

Fengnian didn't get up until noon, and when she brushed her teeth in a daze, the mobile phone in her pocket jumped up, and she hung up when she saw it was an unfamiliar number.After a while, the phone started beeping again, Feng Nian rinsed his mouth and said that you made a wrong call.

On the other end was Tian He, speaking anxiously, "It's me, Bai Maosheng."

Feng Nian immediately turned cold, "What happened to Yin Xiu?" Her first reaction was that something happened to Yin Xiu, and then she realized that her surname Bai would never see Yin Xiu, and the only person who could get her phone number was Yu Ren.

Uosheng said that Yinxiu is very good, let you remember.When Feng Nian's face became darker, she said that she had just called Yu Ren for New Year's greetings, but the voice sounded strange, as if she was crying.That environment doesn't sound like home, do you know where she is?

"Didn't you arrive in Shanghai early in the morning? Her plane is going to Los Angeles today." Feng Nian said.

Maosheng was also busy performing before the Spring Festival, and did not hear Yu Ren's arrangement.She frowned, "It's impossible to get on the plane, I'm sure she's crying." After asking which airport, Uosu said I would pick her up by car.When he was about to hang up the phone, Fengnian said you wait, I will go too.

In the end, Yu Ren didn't take the flight that had been booked long ago. When she first bought the ticket and set the time, she felt a little uneasy.While waiting for the plane, she still made an international long-distance call to Xiao Qi, but no one answered the phone.She sent a message on Q instead, saying that I am going to see you today, and I will leave a little surprise for you first.

Qi Yiguo's domestic call was quickly dialed, and Yu Ren's heart fluttered several times during the few seconds of silence after the connection. Finally, Xiao Qi said, I'm sorry Caicai, I'm now in Baizhou.

Yu Ren was stunned, and Xiao Qi explained intermittently, "I, only stay for three days, the time is a little... a little tight——"

Using his remaining thoughts and memories, Yu Ren spelled out a sentence, "Yiguo, do you remember the three chapters of our agreement?"

"Remember, so..." Qi Yiguo said that this matter is very complicated, Caicai, you go back to Baizhou first, can we meet and discuss?

Yu Ren said to let her be quiet first, she sat in the departure hall of Pudong Airport and watched the planes leave one by one outside the glass window. appoint?Yu Ren raised his face full of tears and said it was me, sorry, I won't go.

She sat at the airport for two hours before she recovered a little strength, and she didn't even care about the checked luggage.There's no need to ask again, it's just clothes for the four seasons and a few pairs of shoes for lovers, as well as your own laundry.With her bag on her back, she set foot on the subway and wandered around the city, changing stations at will. When she got out of the subway, she realized that it was near Qi Yiguo's original residence.It was already dark, but the city during the Spring Festival was not as lively as usual, and it quietly cast the night to accompany Yu Ren.Yu Ren sat on the steps of the subway entrance, the mobile phone in his pocket was already full of various calls and text messages.

Fengnian asked where she was, and Uosheng said that you should find a place to live first, and Huai Fengnian and I will pick you up.Yu Xiaomin asked you to go on a trip during Chinese New Year, and asked Bai Maosheng to carry your luggage for you.Qi Yiguo said Caicai where are you now?Shall we meet up?I still live in the old place.

The love she protected with lies was shattered by concealment or deception.Yu Ren calmed down and called Fengnian, "I'm fine, you guys go home. I'll stay in Shanghai for two days by myself."

Fengnian said that we are already on the highway, how about everyone?

Uosheng poked his head and said loudly, Yu Ren, let's celebrate the New Year together, and if there is anything wrong, let's think together.

Yu Ren felt warm and astringent when she heard what they said. She said, don't worry, I'm just walking around, nothing to do.After hanging up the phone with the other side, Yu Ren went to a convenience store and bought some food to force himself to swallow.It wasn't just her mind that was shattered, but also her body seemed to be broken. Yu Ren only felt very tired and in pain. The broken wound in her heart was blocked in front of her eyes, and she couldn't bear to look directly at it.

After finding a hotel to lie down, Yu Ren turned off the lights and looked out the window.Qi Yiguo's message is still being sent, "Caicai, I'm in a mess and I can't figure it out. So I didn't tell you when I came back from the Spring Festival. I just came to accompany my grandfather and family."

Xiao Qi said that my chaos has something to do with emotional turmoil, Cai Cai, I want to love you with all my heart and always love you, but I feel that I can't exert myself.Before I figured it out, I decided not to see you.I'm really sorry, I didn't expect you to give me such a big surprise, I thought I couldn't wait for the day you arrived, so I secretly went back to China for the New Year.

Yu Ren turned over and didn't look at his phone, facing the window and breathing hard with his mouth open, so that his oxygen-deprived body could recover quickly.She wanted to sleep, but when she closed her eyes, she felt palpitations.The phone vibrated again, but she ignored it.It wasn't until ten o'clock in the evening that she took a look and found that it was Huai Fengnian and Mao Sheng who took turns dialing her phone, and the messages they sent were: We have arrived in Shanghai, where are you now?

Yu Ren hesitated for more than 10 minutes, but still informed the address.Four or ten minutes later, the two friends rushed to the hotel out of breath, knocked on the door a few times, and Yu Ren opened it.Fengnian and Maosheng rushed into the door at the same time, and after being blocked by the other party, they glanced at each other in displeasure. In the end, Maosheng squeezed in first, and she held Yu Ren's hand, "Yu Ren, what's the matter?"

"It's nothing." Yu Ren looked at her, and then at the worried Feng Nian, "It's just that I took the wrong things and couldn't get on the plane."

Yu Ren boiled water for them, and then slowly sat on the head of the bed, her eyes swollen from crying forced a smile, "I'm sorry to make you worry about me, but you have been looking for me for a long time."

Uno and Fengnian looked at her quietly, and they both roughly guessed the reason, and finally Uno asked, "Is it a breakup?"

Yu Ren nodded, "It's almost divided." They didn't take up their feelings, put it at their feet, and let themselves chase what they wanted.It was only when I walked far that I realized that I couldn't bear it and couldn't carry it.

"Yiguo said that we are all selfish in love." Yu Ren's voice was a little weak, and she tried to hold her breath, "I think we made a choice when she left and I stayed. Even today we haven't completely broken up."

I didn't think about what she wanted.What do I want, she just thought about it superficially.Love has become a crystal house, temporarily sheltering us from the wind and rain, but it cannot withstand the direct rays of the big sun of reality.

"She went back to Baizhou, but she didn't tell me. Fortunately, I asked her before boarding the plane, otherwise I would still be floating in the air foolishly." Yu Ren smiled wryly.

"Maybe it's because she has something at home, so it's hard to find you during the Chinese New Year." Feng Nian is still trying to find a reason to reconcile this relationship.

Yu Ren took off his glasses and wiped them, "Fengnian, doesn't that explain the problem?"

How hard is it that we see each other once a year?She said she didn't know how to explain her messy problem to me.Fengnian, Usheng, the chaos in love must be faced together. When one of the parties has already started to avoid, the chaos is on the verge of being cut off.When one party in love already feels very chaotic, the fetters of nostalgia and reluctance are left in this relationship, and fresh blood may be injected into her heart, and fresh heterogeneous cells appear in her emotions and life.She may still love me, but that love has dried up.

"Let's... ask the truth." Uosheng advised Yu Ren.

Yu Ren's waist slumped, "Don't ask, she loves to play chess, she has already jumped away from the original chessboard and turned to play another one."

Fengnian stayed there for a while, and finally stretched out her limbs and paralyzed on the bed. She opened her eyes wide, but there was a void written inside—after blooming comes destruction.Everything has reason, and love is no exception.

The room seemed very quiet, save for the gurgling of the kettle.Yu Ren went to make tea, but the hand holding the handle of the pot was shaking.Uosheng took it, "Be careful, it's hot, I'll do it."

"I think we still have to ask, even if you are separated now, are you sure you will be in the same city again in the future?" Uosheng was more optimistic than Yu Ren.

"It's just broken, I know there will be such a day." Yu Ren looked at Uosheng, "It can't be sewn anymore, we all love ourselves more."