far and near

The day before New Year's Day, Yu Xiaomin rushed to Shanghai to meet her daughter. She also had an important issue this time: how Yu Ren planned his future.

"You're going to be a senior soon. Whether you want to apply for graduate school or go abroad to change your major, or if you really want to choose a major, we have to discuss it carefully." Yu Xiaomin was talking to her daughter in the restaurant. To consider studying for a Ph.D., there is also contempt for liberal arts students in the words, "For work, there is not much difference between whether you major in your major or not."

If she wants to go abroad, she will do her best to support her and said with certainty that she will sell the house, "I asked the agency and friends, no matter how hardworking and frugal you are, you have to be mentally prepared to go to the United States for about 100 million yuan in two years. The UK is cheaper, and the It costs three to four hundred thousand a year." Yu Xiaomin said that although her mother is a well-known doctor in the local area and also has administrative positions, the savings over the years, plus the support of grandparents, add up to only 40, which is only enough for you for one year.Don't think about Ren Songhong paying for it, Liao Hua holds it tight.

"Whether to choose whether to stay in Shanghai or go to other places, I also communicated with Ren Songhong. He suggested that you either try to stay in Shanghai, or return to Baizhou before he goes to the National People's Congress or the Political Consultative Conference. It is not a big problem for your school major to introduce talents or select and transfer back.” Yu Xiaomin sorted out Yu Ren’s several paths one by one, and the fourth path she disdains the most, “If you go outside the system, enter the fourth path. Big [-] and the like must also consider Huawuhunhunhong."

Selling a house to study abroad made Yu Ren swallow his words. Her major is also a liberal arts department where it is very difficult to apply for a scholarship. Even if she can apply, the school is far away from Qi Yiguo.Yu Ren was also planning other things in her mind, she drank a large glass of water nervously, Yu Xiaomin was taken aback, and quickly poured her another glass.

"I won't look for Lao He this time. She spends all her time on her daughter, and the family just throws Lao Qi there. The couple quarrels when they have nothing to do. I'm afraid that she won't worry about Guoguo before her marriage will be bright." Red light." Yu Xiaomin saw that Yu Ren drank the second cup in one gulp, the bridge of his nose was still sweating in winter.

"Cai Cai, what's wrong with you?" She reached out to check Yu Ren's body temperature, and she was relieved if she didn't feel anything strange.

"Mom, I want to tell you something," Yu Ren's hands under the table trembled, she looked up at the waiter who was serving the dishes, and when the people walked away, her courage began to ebb again.

What are you so nervous about?In love?Yu Xiaomin's smile was a little false, but also a little expectant.

"Hmm." Yu Ren said.

"Huh?" Yu Xiaomin was stunned, "Ah, this is a good thing." Her heart speeded up, and she swallowed and asked, "Yes..." Without asking whether it was a man or a woman, the tip of Yu Xiaomin's nose also started to swell. sweat.

"It's a girl." Yu Ren's answer made Yu Xiaomin's hands hang down weakly. She looked around and wiped her nose, "You're talking nonsense again." She looked at Yu Ren, trying to see some nonsense from her daughter's face Gossip evidence.

Yu Ren tried hard to control herself not to cry, she met Yu Xiaomin's eyes, "Mom, I know you have been worried about Uo and me for a long time. We have never talked directly, but it doesn't mean you let go."

The girl's tears splashed on the tablecloth, "We had a quarrel for a while, and the reason for talking about it was that I resented you in my heart, and you were afraid of this fact in my heart, Mom, I confirm my orientation, I can't like boys."

"Don't talk nonsense." Yu Xiaomin turned her head to look out of the window in panic, her tears also shed, "You are still young, why are you so anxious to set a framework for yourself?" She wiped her tears and looked at Yu Ren, "Mom used to have two college classmates , in school... just like male and female couples, but after graduation, shouldn't they break up and get married and have children? How can they do it?"

Yu Ren didn't speak, Yu Xiaomin tried to calm down for a while, "Who?"

She asked again, with fierce anger, "Who is it?"

Yu Ren knew that this risky step was a mistake, she didn't say who it was, just said it was a netizen.Yu Xiaomin smiled instead, "Caicai, you really think your mother is a fool? Are you Bai Maosheng?"

so what?so what?Yu Ren was extremely disappointed, "I've been your daughter all my life, but we can't talk to each other forever. Mom, where did I go wrong?"

"You're right, I was wrong." Yu Xiaomin threw down the napkin, "I was wrong!" She raised her voice and left the restaurant alone.

It turned out that the idea of ​​letting Yu Xiaomin accept herself and Qi Yiguo, and then do Lao He's work step by step, hit a wall at the beginning.The courage in Yu Ren's heart disappeared in an instant, and the only thing she was lucky about was that she didn't say anything about Yi Guo.

She knew that Xiao Qi had been waiting for her to give a clear answer, and after many trials, the answer was still unclear.

It turned out that Yu Ren, who only reads sage books, thought that he had no worries about food and clothing, and was lucky to have another love.But the stubborn parents and the unattainable cost of studying abroad cannot make love take root smoothly.Yu Ren called Xiao Qi, but it took a long time to answer, Xiao Qi covered the phone and asked in a low voice on the balcony, "Huh?"

Yu Ren knew that there must be Lao He's vigilant eyes behind her, and she was also troubled.As long as Yu Ren adjusted, Xiao Qi waited for a long time, neither of them spoke, and finally Yu Ren said it was okay, I just missed you.

Hearing her crying voice, Xiao Qi's tears fell immediately, and she said I'll go right away.

The daughter who had been quiet for several months was going out at night, Lao He stood up from the sofa, "Where are you going?"

"Hospital." Xiao Qi originally wanted to block her words like this, but Lao He's eyes and limbs seemed to be staring at a prisoner who was about to make trouble, she turned back to look into her mother's eyes, "I'm going to accompany my girlfriend, are you satisfied? Do you want to be together?"

After slamming the door, Qi Yiguo just took two steps downstairs when Lao He opened the door. She opened her mouth and suddenly felt ominous when she saw her daughter's back—it seemed that she was really going to lose her daughter.Old He stared and raised his voice, "Qi Yiguo, don't come back after you leave! Tell me clearly!"

Xiao Qi turned around, "If you don't come back, I won't come back. Anyway, you and Dad rented the house for me, oh, and you bought the car for me." She threw the car keys at the door, "I won't spend any more money on you." Divide the money."

"Do you want to sever the relationship? Go to the newspaper, go!" Lao He hoarse from behind, Qi Yiguo never looked back.

Qi Yiguo and Yu Ren met in the hotel, the girl who doesn't like to cry hugged her and held back her tears, she stroked Yu Ren's hair, "It's okay, it will be fine, Caicai." She said she didn't want to go abroad I won't go out to study, and I will pick you up after I settle down.

She said that you don't need to work, and I will support you.As long as you give me time.Xiao Qi hopes to exchange some space by going abroad to work, and then exchange time with Yu Ren.

Cao Yun asked her what kind of life she wanted to live.Qi Yiguo just wants to be a good doctor at a place where Lao Qi can't force him, and to be with his beloved when he comes home from get off work.It's such a simple thing, and you have to expect others to do it.

We don't need to be perfected by others.Xiao Qi comforted Yu Ren, there is a way for us to perfect ourselves.

The girlfriend wiped enough tears on her shoulders and started to unbutton her coat. Seeing that Xiao Qi was only wearing a thin sweater at home, she kissed Qi Yi's frozen skin inch by inch.The two people who haven't been close for a long time finally lost their troubles and blended together. At that familiar and grueling moment, Yu Ren suddenly thought, really, what if he could have a child with Qi Yiguo?

The good student lost all shameful etiquette this night, pestering Qi Yiguo again and again.At around three o'clock in the morning, the lover was panting with exhaustion, "Caicai, if you are 30 years old, what shall we do?"

The dishonest Qi Yiguo made Yu Ren feel safe. She rubbed her lover's face, "At that time we all became wolves, and no one would hinder the other." Qi Yiguo smiled, thinking of how many months later and kissed Yu Ren's forehead with great reluctance, "I'm not tired anymore, I'm fine again."

After falling back from the top again, Xiao Qi said Cai Cai, I am too selfish, I want you to follow my rhythm and choose to go out together.I am also too cowardly and incompetent to create a warm little home for us in China.I'm almost 28, and I still can't cut off the layers of blood vessels wrapped around my neck by my mother. They got stuck and hardened again. I was afraid of pain, so I resisted cutting them off.

But it was getting harder and harder, and I was about to get stuck.Cai Cai, I got angry with her before I left, I don't want her money, I don't want her everything.I'm going to survive even washing the dishes.

You have to live to love.

Xiao Qi said that you will apply for a tourist visa during the winter and summer vacations, and I will come back secretly during the holidays. Let's wait for the other party for another two years.Yu Ren crossed her fingers with her, and said "OK" after tightening.

After uttering the word "good", Yu Ren felt that something was broken in her heart, and she fell into the thick fog.

Going home during the winter vacation, Yu Xiaomin returned to the previous state of staring at her. She stayed at home if she could, and sent her to her grandparents if she couldn't accompany Yu Ren.She said Caicai, it doesn't matter if you don't talk to me, I am your mother and I am responsible for you.No matter who it is, as long as it is a woman, it is impossible.

Xiao Qi, who couldn't see Yu Ren, returned to Baizhou for two days, and left Longxi on the first day of the Lunar New Year.This time Lao He didn't follow, she scolded her daughter on the phone, "I don't care what you do anymore." In fact, Qi Yiguo applied for a dormitory at the unit and never returned to Lao He's home.But she also didn't believe Lao He's angry words every time, saying that she didn't care, and she would control her even more in a few days. To control her daughter is to control her own life and breath.

When the fireworks in Yuzhuang disappeared for another year, Yu Ren suddenly thought of her 17 years old.In that year, she was waiting for Uosheng, who might no longer belong to her, and this year, she wanted to send away Qi Yiguo, who still belonged to her.

Isn't love the clusters of fireworks above her head?They would whizz by, bloom all over the sky, and then fall in all directions with nowhere to follow.

When she said "yes" to Qi Yiguo, she tacitly agreed that they would wrap up the present and use that gorgeous wrapping paper called "the future", and she also tacitly agreed that she would lose almost everything she owned, and even had a hunch that she might become A mistletoe on Qi Yiguo's body.The word "good" is so heavy that Yu Ren panicked.

Coming and going, I don't know whether the ocean is finally a bridge for a happy marriage or a deep moat for each side of the world.At this time, Uosheng sent New Year's greetings, and she joked, "Tonight is not a good night, we have to wait for my lover to meet."

Yu Ren called her, "What about you?"

Glancing at the master and mother, Uogi smiled slightly, turned around and went back to the room to continue talking, "I broke up with Xiaosun for more than half a year, and my lover is my mother and master."

So how have you been during this time?Still want Yinxiu?Yu Ren asked.

"I'm fine, and I still miss her, and sometimes... I also think about you." Uogi said embarrassedly, "Just thinking about it makes me lose my mind. I'll do a good job first, and I'll wait until I really stand firm here. Think about other things." Usheng scratched his hair, "Yu Ren, I seem to feel that I have just grown up, although I am already 23 years old." Usheng said, I just realized that it feels so good to be independent, I can Concentrate on watching myself and honing my play.Thinking about myself when I was in love before, it turned out that I was relying on each lover, and I never straightened up.

Yu Ren, thank you.Uno said, love is beautiful, it taught me how to live.

Putting down the phone, Yu Ren looked at the bustling village and thought about his own life. It was grandma Hu Zefen calling her, "Cai Cai? Are you still outside? Let's give out red envelopes at twelve o'clock."

When Yu Ren turned his head, his grandparents bent their backs again, and his mother Yu Xiaomin stood behind them and looked at him deeply. There were thousands of words in her eyes, and Yu Ren's life was in front of her.