Chase the train

Song Shi hugged the box and walked towards the gate. From a distance, he saw a middle-aged woman leaning against the car smoking a cigarette. Xie Qingqiao had long curly hair, light makeup, and was dressed in black, which suited the atmosphere here better than her.

Seeing her approaching, Xie Qingqiao pinched his cigarette and straightened up. "To get something to eat?"

"Ah."

The air conditioner was turned on in the car, and the cool breeze blew on the exposed skin. Song Shi raised his hand and pulled down the sleeves of the sweater, with his hair lowered in a daze.

"What would you like to eat?"

"Whatever, thank you."

Xie Qingqiao stretched out his hand and rubbed her head, sighed, Song Yi raised it heartily, but Xie Qingqiao just said: "Hair should be colored."

The two were silent all the way, and when they arrived at the place, Xie Qingqiao stopped the car and glanced at the box she was holding: "Take your dad?"

Song Shi was stunned for a moment before saying, "Don't take him."

Xie Qingqiao smiled, "Let's go."

Song Shi followed Xie Qingqiao into the Xuanfeng Tower. She was wearing a sweater and jeans worth tens of dollars, and her white hair looked very eye-catching, but she didn't seem to notice it.Xie Qingqiao took her into the private room and ordered food, but she didn't respond at all during the whole process, Xie Qingqiao reminded her when the food came, and she mechanically picked up the chopsticks to eat.

When she was almost finished eating, Xie Qingqiao said: "No one will come in here, if you want to cry, don't hold back."

Song Shi stopped his chopsticks, his voice was hoarse: "There's nothing to cry about."

"I said you child...forget it." She thought for a while: "Are you going back tomorrow?"

"Leave in the afternoon." She had been here for several days, and she really didn't have the energy to spend any more.

"So anxious?"

"It's not for sightseeing."

Xie Qingqiao was choked up by her, "Okay. I just want to say, after your father's funeral is settled, would you like to go to Hangzhou with me? Lanzhou doesn't have anything on your mind, don't waste time here caught."

She spoke directly, and Song Shi unconsciously exerted force on the cup.She had lived alone for so many years, but she had never felt so unaccompanied as now.She is not afraid of loneliness, or even death, she lives as if she has completed a task, thinking that nothing in this world can make her life like stagnant water sink again, but now, when someone confronts her and says " You don't have anything to think about here," but she felt panic again.

Destiny is such a fucking thing.

She lowered her head to eat, "I'm not one of you."

"Yes, we are wishful thinking, kindhearted, or the mother's love is overflowing. The rotten good person just wants to give you a hand, just wants to keep you by my side, okay? Yunchu always tells me about you. You are very similar, all the excess maternal love is on you, if I don't take you back with all your beard and tail, I don't know if I will be able to enter the house."

"I do not want to go."

"Why are you so stupid, girl?"

Song Shi lowered his head and said "I'm sorry" for a while.

Xie Qingqiao stopped talking.

Song Shi knew that they had good intentions, but she didn't want to accept other people's pity, and she didn't want to be anyone's burden.She knew what she was like, she couldn't get along well with people, her personality was gloomy, silent, and boring, her life was already a mess, and she had no motivation to struggle.

"Song Shi, actually, I think," Xie Qingqiao looked at her with serious eyes, "You need a psychiatrist."

"Leave me alone." She raised her head, her eyes were red: "Leave me alone, Xie Qingqiao."

Let me fend for myself.

Lin Yousheng didn't see Song Shi for five whole days.She seemed to disappear suddenly, without any warning, without any trace, just disappeared out of thin air.

Malatang was thrown away, the cake was left on the table in ashes, and the door next to it was never opened.

She asked Nan Jing, Long Ye, and Lao Zhao, but no one had news of her.

Before that, she never thought about what would happen if Song Shi left. Except for the blood mother, she had never had such dependence on anyone, which made her have nightmares for three days in a row.The dream was full of the back of Song Shi who turned around twice. She wanted to catch up, but she couldn't move her legs. She could only watch Song Shi go further and further. Every time she woke up, she would run to Song Shi's door and be caught by Night Breeze. Woke up, and went back angrily.

She couldn't think of any reason for Song Shi to leave, but she just had a premonition that Song Shi might not come back.

Insomnia again until twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, listening to the sound of trains appearing outside the window on time, Lin Yousheng hugged the quilt and curled up into a ball.

Half asleep and half awake, she heard a sound outside the door, and almost reflexively got up from the bed and rushed out.

The moment it was turned on, the voice-activated light came on, and she saw a person appearing at the stairs.

Song Shi was holding something, his eyes were bloodshot, and he was as beautiful as a ghost.

The other party saw her stunned for a moment, but she couldn't think any more, so she rushed up and hugged that person.

"Forest……"

"Where did you go!" She cried and complained, just wanting to pour out the grievances and fears of the past few days: "I have been waiting for you for a long time... I thought, I thought you would not come back! Where are you going? What's wrong, how can you leave without saying a word!"

Song Shi felt that the fabric on her shoulders was wet. Lin Yousheng wrapped her hands around her neck, crying out of breath. She was holding the box with both hands, but she still pulled out a hand to wrap around her back. Pat lightly. "Okay, don't cry."

Lin Yousheng was still crying, and Song Shi didn't move. She didn't move her shoulders until the person in her arms was almost crying, "Stand up first."

Only then did Lin Yousheng feel something between the two of them, wiped his face and lowered his head to look: "What is this?"

Song Shi also lowered his head to look, and replied in a low voice, "My dad."

She didn't see Lin Yousheng raised her head, but she saw that the other person's shoulders trembled, and then big tears began to fall to the ground.

Song Shi reached out to lift her chin: "Crying again?"

"Is it still possible? Anyway, let's go first."

It was only then that Lin Yousheng saw that there was another person behind Song Shi, and hurriedly stepped aside, and the woman in black walked past them and stood at the gate of Song Shi's house with her back to them.

Song Shi wiped the tears on her face with his thumb: "Go into the room, I'll tell you later."

Lin Yousheng nodded blankly, without saying a word.

Song Shi went to open the door, and entered the room with Xie Qingqiao.

"Want to drink water?"

"No, don't worry about it, it's already midnight, just give me a place to sleep for a while."

Song Shi took a clean quilt from the cabinet, Xie Qingqiao sat at the table and looked at it, and asked, "Who is that girl?"

"Neighbor."

"Just a neighbor?" Xie Qingqiao was quite curious: "I've never seen you talk to anyone in such a soft voice."

Her response was a bang when the quilt was thrown on the bed, "Go to sleep, I'll go over there."

"still coming back?"

Song Shi has already closed the door.

The door next door was not closed as she expected, and a light leaked from the crack of the door, stretching across the corridor.

Seeing her coming in, Lin Yousheng immediately sat up from the bed, but before he could stand up, he was pushed back on the bed by Song Shi's sudden pressure.

Song Shi sat next to her, almost putting all the weight of his upper body on her. Lin Yousheng put his arms around her back, and her fingers were filled with her tangled long hair.

"Song Shi..."

"Don't move, let me hold you for a while."

"……it is good."

No one spoke in the room anymore, the train passed twice, Lin Yousheng heard Song Shi's breathing gradually became regular, and called out softly: "Song Shi?"

"Ah."

"I thought you were asleep."

"Can't sleep."

Lin Yousheng's heart ached, and he hugged her even tighter.

"I haven't seen him in years. If it weren't for him, our family wouldn't be like this, my mother wouldn't leave home, my grandparents wouldn't leave so early, and I wouldn't...but he's still me. Dad, you know what?"

Lin Yousheng did not respond.

"I hate him, but I never thought he was going to die." She never said this to anyone, but it was too long. "Sometimes I even think, maybe one day he will come back suddenly, and I won't let him in, anyway, he is still my father. But...he died just like that, and he didn't even want to notify me to see him One last look."

"...Is it because they don't want me, so they leave me here alone?"

Lin Yousheng felt pain in her heart, but she knew that what she said was futile.She lightly pressed Song Shi's left shoulder, pressed him on the bed, and lay down on her side, maintaining a face-to-face posture, put Song Shi's hand on her waist, and looked into her eyes.

"I don't know what he and the others think, but I know that the sky will still be bright tomorrow, and the sun has a 100/[-] chance of appearing as usual, and I'm still here [-]%. Song Shi, if the past is too painful, then Let them pass, and we will go to tomorrow together. I will accompany you."

Lin Yousheng reached out to turn off the light, and the room suddenly became dark. At the same time, she leaned forward and kissed Song Shi's forehead.

"I'm by your side, and I'll never leave again." When I first met Song Shi, apart from being amazed, I was left with anger. I felt that this person was arrogant and cold, and I hated him. When she approached with a purpose, I wanted to just let it go. But I didn't expect that I couldn't stop the car more and more, I wanted her preference, I wanted her tenderness, I wanted to see her looking back and raised my eyes, I wanted to cling to her, I hated anyone who got close to her. I took those as excessive possessiveness after my trauma, but what happened tonight made those reasons self-defeating.

No one will feel pity...and be moved by the object of use.

She was the one who approached with ill intentions at the beginning, and she is also the one who can't get away now.

It really didn't make sense to use the act of kissing as a comfort, but Song Shi didn't say anything, just stretched out his hand to grab him into his arms, hugged him like a big baby, and then closed his eyes.

The approaching heartbeat gradually stabilized, and both of them fell into the long-lost peaceful sleep.

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